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  1. Public Bookmark 42

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    "I'm just bein' nice to you. I'm just givin' you what your body is beggin' for. But I'm the freak."

    "I'm n-not begging."

    "You could fuckin' start. Be good and beg me."

    ---♡---

    they should be at the club 😝

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    25 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 72

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    naim walkin ryan like a dawg 😛

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    20 Sep 2026

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    “You’ve never kissed anyone?” Ryan replies, exasperated and ever so slightly shocked. "But you’re- I mean, look at you.” Naim looks at himself up and down. He has absolutely no idea what Ryan is trying to say, and he absolutely refuses to read into it too much in fear of getting his hopes up.

    “I don’t really know what to tell you. Nobody has ever wanted to kiss me.”

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    Ryan proposes teaching Naim how to kiss so he can make out with that girl he keeps going on about. Naim is so incredibly head over heels he'd say yes to anything Ryan asked.

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    18 Sep 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 19

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    ryan might have ruptured his spleen.

    or, the spider-ryan identity reveal au.

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    17 Sep 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 35

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    Naim has almost forgotten what it's like to feel those cruel hands around his throat. It’s so lightning fast, so strong, it actually shoves the breath from his lungs like a pastry roller, flattening his body from the feet up. He flails uselessly as he chokes, clawing at its forearm. Not-Ryan smiles at him, a detached, empty thing, dragging its eyes up and down Naim’s prone body, before it does something it has never done before. It flips him over onto his stomach and starts clawing at his belt.

    In the few months since they leave Bandee, Ryan and Naim experience a youth shelter, a birthday, and several hard weeks out on the street. The entity goes through its own evolutions, too.

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    15 Sep 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 43

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    ryan and naim have escaped bandi together, escaped the church together, escaped their parents together, and are figuring life out -- together. when naim falls ill, the only thing ryan wants is to take care of him, and the only thing Naim doesn't want to let himself do is be taken care of. making out ensues.

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    14 Sep 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 49

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    When they arrive at the hospital, the staff take Naim down a corridor and don’t let Ryan follow.“Your friend will be fine,” a young nurse explains. “You need medical attention."

    “I don’t care about me. Let me go down there with him,” Ryan begs the nurse. “You have to let me in, please. He’s my boyfri- my partner.”

    “Got papers to prove that?”

    Ryan and Naim are committed to one another in every way over for the last four years. A vicious attack by the entity leaves Ryan in a frenzy to make the relationship official.

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    13 Sep 2026

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    Ryan and Naim have been best friends and roommates for over a year now post-highschool. Only problem is; Ryan has a boyfriend, and he’s coming to stay with them for a few days. But while his boyfriend is here, Naim is discovering that he himself has romantic and sexual feelings for Ryan that he clearly isn’t meant to have.

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    01 Sep 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 51

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    It’s been 346 days since the outbreak started, 78 days since Naim lost the last person he cared about, and 33 days since he made contact with another human being period.

    That is, until Ryan shows up.

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    Title from Florence and the Machine's "Cosmic Love"

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    01 Sep 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 27

    Mystery Work

    Part of collections
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    31 Aug 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 88

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    She really doesn’t look like a threat; as unassuming as her husband and sporting a kindly face, but the threat lingers, of letting Naim off with a stranger, of that stranger potentially leaving him alone anyway, of Naim getting hurt. They are both 18 now; no one can call the cops to take them away back to Bandee, so he supposes he should take comfort in that. Ryan is just so loath to leave him. Naim’s too trusting, too sweet, despite being burned again and again and again by adults acting in bad faith. They separate without touching, an unfamiliar sensation that sits under Ryan’s skin and buzzes with wrongness like flies in a trap.

    Ryan hopes their house is warm. Naim gets cold so easily.

    Naim falls ill. Ryan has to leave him with a stranger and go to work anyway.

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    30 Aug 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 70

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    Naim’s face crumbled. His breath hitched in a broken sob. “I think my mum really fucked me up, Ryan. I think I think everyone’s gonna be like her.”

    Or: Naim has struggled with ARFID his whole life and he doesn't want Ryan to abandon him. Arlene has convinced him that everyone eventually will.

    title from "i believe" by erin lecount, one of the most gorgeous songs ever

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    30 Aug 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 86

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    Naim did die. He felt his heartbeat slow in his ears, saw the light that people talk about. He remembered his father’s face more clearly than he’d ever been able to, relived a summer afternoon watching him fix their family’s car.

    Naim didn’t stay dead. Maybe he should’ve been more specific in his prayers.

    Or: the one where Naim gets turned into a vampire while on the run, and goes looking for Ryan anyway, ft. homoerotic vampire shenanigans

    title from bite by troye sivan everyone act surprised

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    18 Aug 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    Fingertips coated in wood-dust, Ryan's thumbs slid uselessly across the glass. He squinted against the burst of pain behind his eyes from the sun's reflective glare, swiping his thumb along the bottom of the screen in the general area his muscle memory dictated would give him what he wished. It took a few tries until the call accepted.

    "Hello?"

    A single ragged sob echoed over the line. 

    It's been months since either of them have seen the entity.

    After a long day, Ryan receives a call.

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    06 Aug 2026

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    Years on from Bandee, part of him was still scared of how Ryan made him feel. The things he made him want. Maybe he'd never be able to let go of that fear entirely, ruined by what they'd been through in more ways than a murderous shadow. But tonight there was an ache inside of him like a bruise and Naim needed desperately for it to be pressed.

    Naim and Ryan go to a friend's birthday, and Naim lets himself want without fear.

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    05 Aug 2026

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    The truck stop sits squatted beside the highway, chipped paint and dusty windows, rusted metal and peeling signs. The bathroom is filthy. It smells like piss and industrial cleaner and stale air. But Naim doesn't care, not with Ryan's hand in his hair, not with Ryan's cock heavy against his cheek.

    “Can you…,” Naim says, fingers moving to pinch at Ryan’s tip. Ryan squirms at the touch, back arching against the wall, “Can you put it in?” Naim says.

    Ryan blinks, dazed. “What?”

    "Just the tip," Naim says frantically, like if he says it quicker then Ryan won’t realize the weight of what he’s asking. All he knows is he needs Ryan. He feels empty, rolling his hips against Ryan, chasing something he doesn’t know. "I mean— just a little. Please, Ryan.”

    Ryan looks around the filthy bathroom, pants down his ankles, cock sprung out, Naim pressing into him, hard cock against his leg. “Here?” Ryan asks, but it’s without judgement.

    -

    or, Naim and Ryan fuck in a truck stop bathroom.

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    31 Jul 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 31

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    Blond curls fell over liquid blue eyes and the late afternoon sunlight danced across the crimson blood smeared on pale skin. The quiet of the bathroom was only broken by sharp inhales or the wind that howled outside the window, signaling the coming night.

    About 20 minutes ago Ryan had shown up at Naim’s house clutching the door with a shaky hand, face bruised and cut in various places.“I had no where else to go.”

    OR Ryan shows up at Naim's doorstep after he got into a fight and Naim patches him up.

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    31 Jul 2026

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    Somehow the blonde boy had completely hypnotised him. That was how Naim felt about it, for lack of a better word.

    Otherwise he would not be so worked up over the fact it had been nearly two months and he still had not so much as grazed a hand beneath Ryan's waistband.

    How absurd was that?

    Or, Naim gets to the bottom of why Ryan never lets him get him off.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    “What is there to talk about?”

    “What’s there to talk about?!” Hollander scoffed, shaking his head. “You’re playing for my fucking team!”

    “I know.”

    “Why did you have to go and get traded?! You realise we’re going to have to see each other every day from now on, and play together, and-”

    “Yes,” Ilya interrupted. He didn’t want to know how long Hollander’s list was. “I know.”

    Hollander took a deep breath. “Okay, listen,” he said. “Just so we’re clear - we don’t know each other outside of playing against each other, right?”

    “Right.”

    “And we can’t- can’t hook up anymore.”

    ~

    OR: Ilya gets traded to Montreal in October 2014. He's lonely, and angry, and he misses Boston. He doesn't know if it helps that Hollander is there or not.

    title from Buckle by Florence and the Machine

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Shane makes a list: reasons to Come Out on one side and to Stay Safe on the other. It's definitely not meant to accidentally star in the background of his mom's Instagram post for fans to find.

    But now that the world knows, maybe Shane can finally let himself have everything he's wanted.

    If only Ilya didn't go out and get engaged the next day. Which is fine! Rozanov was settling down? Shane could settle down, too. He would find himself a nice man.

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    07 Jun 2026

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