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  1. Public Bookmark 78

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    Jeremy doesn’t need to know about Jean lying awake for hours every night, missing the heat of his body against him in their bed. He doesn’t need to know about the evenings Jean has spent curled on Cat’s shoulder in the living room, staring aimlessly at the television in front of them without absorbing a single thing. He doesn’t need to know that Jean is dying, slowly, inside, a little bit every day. He doesn’t need to know any of that. And he won’t. Not if Jean can help it.

    In Jean's fifth year, Jeremy goes pro in San Francisco. They make it work. They have to.

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    23 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 29

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    Jean wonders, briefly, what he is supposed to do now. He thinks about Jeremy going into that empty room with someone else. He thinks about them pinning Jeremy to Derrick’s useless bed. He thinks about the brown of Jeremy’s eyes being the only visible color through the mass of dark air, how close they would be.

    He was right. This is a stupid game.

    Then the bottle stops, and Jean recenters.

    It’s pointing right back at him.

    At the Trojans’ end of semester party, Jean and Jeremy get paired for a game of seven minutes in heaven.

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    16 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 23

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    Jeremy is more complex a character than we give him credit for.
    This is really just how I imagine Jerejean's first attempt at anything beyond kissing goes, from Jeremy's POV:

    “What’s wrong?”
    Jean sounded so concerned, Jeremy almost couldn’t bear it. How was he to explain to Jean that he, for all his experience and sexual liberation, had never actually felt anything like this before? That this mere act of being with someone that cared how he felt was so novel, he didn’t know what to do with it.

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    23 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 14

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    The fresh bruises around Jeremy’s neck ache like a noose made out of thorns. He has no way of hiding them once he enters the house, and for the first time in a long time, Jeremy isn’t sure he wants to. Not that he’s proud of the reminders of what happened a few hours ago; he never is. But this time, he wants someone to reassure him that he’s worth more than his used body—that this fatigue of running away can be satisfied by someone’s comfort.

    Jeremy’s recent hookup hurt more than it should have. For the first time since the start of this bad habit, he allows himself to find comfort in Jean.

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    05 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 14

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    “Hey,” a soft voice said from the doorway.

    “Hey,” Jeremy said, still looking into the mirror, a slight blush creeping across his cheeks. 

    There was a soft creak of the floor, and Jean slipped into view behind him in a navy blue sweater and black jeans, wrapping his arms around Jeremy’s shoulder and looking over one side so he could catch his gaze through the mirror. He crossed his arms over Jeremy’s bare chest.

    “Are you okay?” He murmured, eyebrows pinching as he studied Jeremy in the mirror.

    “Yeah,” Jeremy sighed, and when Jean only kept looking at him, he rushed to say, “Do these jeans look okay? Like, are they, I don’t know, do they look good?”

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    05 Aug 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 10

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    He couldn’t breathe, he couldn’t —

    “You’re okay, you are okay.” 

    Soft hands on his shoulders, gently pushing him up so he was sitting. A warm touch up and down his spine, comforting words and gentle kisses to his temple.

    He brought a hand to his chest, trying to force his breaths to slow and deepen, and after a minute or so he was able to get them to.

    “What’s wrong, Jeremy? What happened?” A finger and a thumb on his chin pulled his gaze towards his partner's furrowed brow and frown.

    And the last thing he had wanted to do was worry Jean, so he shook his head and put on a smile, and said, “Nothing, I’m fine. I just had a weird dream and —“

    “Don’t do that. Not with me,” Jean held his gaze, not allowing Jeremy to look away. Not letting him take the easy way out.

    Jeremy sighed, and Jean let his chin drop.

    With his gaze on the comforted, he said, “I just —“

    But then his throat closed up and his eyes heated and all he could choke out was, I’m sorry, before he was crying again.

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    05 Aug 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 8

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    Three days on, Jean’s fever was still lingering. Although he knew Jean was fine, and that it was just the flu, Rhemann couldn’t help but worry.
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    I love sickfic and I love the father-son dynamic between Jean and Rhemann. I brought them back together.

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    02 Aug 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 4

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    Jeremy isn't quite sure how he ended up here or why Jean's letting him do what he is. He expected to be pushed away, turned away with prejudice, except... Jean's just sitting here, on the edge of the bed, eyelids closed, fingertips gripping the side of the mattress, inexplicably letting him.

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    02 Aug 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 10

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    Jeremy and Jean go out with Neil, Andrew, and Kevin for drinks. Andrew needs proof of Jeremy's character, but it's not Jeremy who convinces him.

    Neil POV

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    02 Aug 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    This is the story of Neil and Andrew post “The King’s Men” and spans 12 years. It’s about their sexual journey – every baby steps, missteps, and gigantic leaps. It is also (and perhaps more importantly) the journey of how they stay committed throughout it all, made visible in the little things, and bigger, grander gestures. Most of this is a mix of canonical facts and my own take on their future.

    A few of the scenes include: the night following the championship game, Andrew allowing Neil to get him off, Neil getting fucked for the first time, the handcuffs scene, Andrew moving to a new city while Neil has to stay at Palmetto for his last year, Andrew bottoming, Nicky’s wedding, and Andrew and Neil’s public coming out far, far in the future, followed by a crazy Fox reunion.

    Content warnings and trigger warnings in the notes of every chapter.

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    02 Aug 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 2

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    Jean finds out where Jeremy has been while they've both been avoiding each other after their first kiss doesn't go as planned.

    TW Self Harm, Drug Use, Canon Typical Jean Moreau thought spirals.

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    28 Jul 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 5

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    After a blow out fight with his family, Jeremy ends up in the apartment on a weeknight. Jean finds him there and tries to put the pieces back together.

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    28 Jul 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 7

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    Things change for Jeremy once him and Jean play spin the bottle at a house party. The only issue is he doesn’t know if it did for Jean.

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    28 Jul 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 7

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    Jean finds out what dissociation is and Jeremy, Cat and Laila find out that someone can be happier than they were before and still be depressed.

    The mentions of self-harm and a suicide attempt are not nearly as graphic as some of my other works; however, they are still there. Please keep yourself safe and don't read this if those are triggering topics for you. :)

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    17 Jul 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 16

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    As the USC Trojans drive to an away game, a sudden torrential downpour brings back unwanted memories for Jean.

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    17 Jul 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 46

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    "Up, sweetheart, up," Jeremy tells Jean in his nicest voice, just to watch the way Jean obediently and eagerly adjusts himself on Jeremy's lap so he has better access. "C'mon. Good boy."

    There's something addictive about Jean's willingness to do anything Jeremy asks if he just says it in a sweet enough way. Jeremy is hardly one to judge when he's walking around every day with a praise kink of his own, but Jean's proclivity to being sweet talked in bed was such a delightful surprise that Jeremy doesn't think he's ever going to get over.

    Jeremy takes care of a lapful of needy submissive Jean.

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    17 Jul 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    “You didn’t lie,” Jean says with a breathy rasp that Jeremy feels in his gut.

    He tilts his head up to meet Jean’s eyes, only for his boyfriend’s to skitter away off to the side. Huh. “About what?”

    Jean seems to weigh his words, still not looking at him. Finally, he says, “Your mouth. You are very good with it.”

    Jeremy gives Jean his first blow job. Feelings ensue.

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    16 Jul 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 23

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    When would it end? When would Jean stop getting hurt? Why was Jeremy never able to protect him?

    Jeremy lets Jean out of his sight at the Winter Banquet, only for the world to find a way to hurt Jean yet again.

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    13 Jul 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 21

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    Jean helplessly stares at Jeremy’s calves, the backs of his knees, his thighs — at the way the sun makes his skin look golden. He stares at the harsh light dipping into his spine, the nape of his neck. He stares at the freckles on Jeremy’s shoulders and doesn’t blink.

    A sudden wave of want washes over him so strongly, it makes him nauseous.

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    Five times Jean yearns for a choice, and one time he finally chooses (and is chosen in return).

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    11 Jul 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 15

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    Jean has a cold, and the Trojans are there for him, especially Jeremy. It’s just nice to be taken care of :)

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    112
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    926

    04 Jul 2026

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