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"We're not going to hell. We don't even know if it's real, it's as good as a myth."
"Doesn't feel like one to me."
or : han dongmin has never been courageous. kim donghyun waits for him.
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@oasistruther
can someone please explain the science behind me getting constant heart pulses EVERYTIME my best friend stands next to me, please and thank you. (and perchance is this a symptom of heart cancer??)or: taesan confides to twitter about the potential heart diseases he may have and finds himself being diagnosed as something entirely unrelated to his medical inquiries.
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every dead-end street led you straight to me (now you're all i need) by zhuoxinn
Fandoms: BOYNEXTDOOR (Korea Band)
10 Aug 2026
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Kim Donghyun isn't an unlucky person. Or at least he thought so. Now with his ex-boyfriend standing in front of him, shirt drenched in the soda that he had just spilled, he would like to revoke that thought.
Han Dongmin, the boy who he used to spend hours talking to endlessly, the stubborn boy who could never quite understand how to study but still scored well, the boy who was his first love and whose heart he absolutely broke a year ago. He didn't mean to, but his intentions meant nothing now that he's faced with Dongmin's cold expression. his face hardens almost instantly as if it were a practiced reaction, eyes glinting with recognition.
Donghyun feels like choking
or: after a year of radio silence, donghyun bumps into his ex and he's faced with the daunting prospect of their lifes interwining once again.
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all these little games (every minute counts) by zhuoxinn
Fandoms: BOYNEXTDOOR (Korea Band)
02 Jun 2026
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Donghyun just wants, no, needs an outlet for his feelings. Needs a way to just release them into the wild without actually doing it. Because actually confessing could potentially ruin his friendship with Dongmin and also the bond between him and his members. As desperate as he is, he isn’t about to risk it all because of his horribly tragic infatuation with one rebranded Han Taesan.
or: 5 times Donghyun confesses subtly through love languages, 1 time he does it without holding back
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Han Dongmin doesn't mince words. Everything he wants to say indirectly, he turns into an action instead. Like poking at Woonhak's ribs. 'Accidentally' closing one of his laptop tabs. Burrowing into his already too-small bed. Stealing his clothes. Even stealing a kiss.
Or: Kim Woonhak, Han Dongmin, and the art of being in a never-ending battle of willpower with someone you've kissed.
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06 Sep 2026
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When Dongmin finally speaks, he does so in a playful tone, as if he's telling a joke. "Sometimes, I wish you were a girl."
Woonhak's initial reaction is a blunt exhale that fizzles before it can become a real laugh. His eyes search over Dongmin's face for a second. "What? Why?"
dongmin says something that he can't take back
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06 Sep 2026
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Stardust Choking on Smoke by thesmiski
Fandoms: BOYNEXTDOOR (Korea Band), ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band), AND2BLE (Korea Band)
27 Aug 2026
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Everyone at Seoul Jungang knew that face.
It was on the wall outside the principal's office half the time, some certificate or another, top of class, model student, everyone's favorite. He'd seen it in the hallway trailing a wake of admirers like a comet. He'd rolled his eyes at it more than once, decided a long time ago that it belonged to exactly the kind of person he had no interest in: shiny, easy, trying so hard to be good at everything that he'd never once in his life had to actually feel anything.
That face was currently frozen behind a bar in a nightclub, apron half-tied, staring at Dongmin like he'd just watched his own coffin get delivered.
A slow, delighted grin spread across Dongmin's face.
"Wow," he said, leaning an elbow on the bar like he had all the time in the world. "Kim Donghyun, right?" He tilted his head, watching the panic flicker—just once, just barely—behind that perfectly composed face before it smoothed back over. "Who would've thought?" His grin widened into something sharper. "Maybe you're not such a try-hard after all."
OR: The school's delinquent discovers the golden boy's secret
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Inspired by Han Taesan's unreleased song: I keep thinking about youBookmarked by zhuoxinn
05 Sep 2026
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“Why do you always paint the sea?”
“Because no one can put a fence around it, and just by looking at it, I feel free. Don't you?”
Taesan is the quiet black sheep of a prestigious, deeply religious family, hiding his music in locked notebooks to keep their conditional love. He was willing to play his part forever—until he met Kim Leehan, a carefree artist who carries the vastness of the ocean in his art.
When Leehan uncovers Taesan's hidden songs, he hears the words Taesan could never bring himself to speak. Looking up from the notes, Leehan voices the terrifying truth: “You write like you are trying to apologize for existing.”
As his walls crumble, Taesan must face the ultimate question: who would he become if he finally stopped being afraid of who he truly was?
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04 Sep 2026
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Jungwon, who had been staring at the floor, finally raises his head to meet his eyes. At the same time, Jay shifts forward and presses his lips to his forehead in a soft kiss.
They both freeze.
Jay’s lips are gone as soon as they came. His hand drops and he steps back quickly, flustered with what he’d just done. “Sorry,” he immediately apologises, eyes wide. “I don’t— I have no idea why I… did that…”
Jungwon’s heart thumps loudly. He almost feels like Jay can hear it. “It’s okay.”
Or: Jungwon slowly comes to learn what it means to be warm.
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02 Sep 2026