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Viridian: The Green Guide by Clouds (myheadinthecoudsnotcomingdown)
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
07 Aug 2021
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After his dream is finally crushed, Izuku isn’t quite sure there’s anything left for him to live for, but...he can’t exactly kill himself either, not without hurting the people he cares the most about. So, when he realizes that the quirkless can’t technically be vigilantes, it seems like the best of both worlds. He’ll be able to save people even without being a hero and, if he happens to die while he’s at it...well, like Kacchan said, maybe he’d be born with a quirk in the next life.
This fic has a discord.
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- Part 3 of For The Want Of A Nail
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Bakugo ! <3 (& Shinso :)
Kaminari <3 (ch.84 !)
Dabi :)
Uraraka :)
(Ship: mentions/discussion; ch.97c(-8b),100, 104b (105))
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You know how when someone gets an organ transplant, there’s a huge risk that the body will reject it?”
“So..when a new quirk is introduced, the body tries to reject it in the same way?”
“Exactly. There’s an acute autoimmune response because the body recognizes the new quirk as a foregn body, but because a quirk is so ingrained into someone’s genetic code, it can’t get rid of it. The immune system has trouble targeting the correct part of the genetic code and that can cause the grey matter to atrophy …”
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best-behaved children by okayantigone
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
19 Jun 2021
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here, a chance for kacchan to prove himself once again, with izuku – with deku – as a stepping stone for his development as a hero and as a person. can you collaborate with others? can you work together? izuku knows he’s proven himself more than capable of it, much as he knows this is a test of kacchan’s abilities. so he will sit this one out, and still kacchan has a chance to shine. he can shine against all might. or he can choose to save his clearly injured and unresponsive teammate.
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what if, during the battle trials, izuku had simply decided not to get up after bakugou hit him?- Language:
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Like Fractions (Baby We're Breaking Down) by RayShippouUchiha
Fandom 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia, 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
31 Aug 2026
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The Final Exam is the final straw for Izuku when it comes to Bakugou and the past decade of abuse.
With Todoroki at his side Izuku sets out to finally begin to heal.
And step one might just be a move that no one would ever see coming.
Leaving UA.
Can the teachers of UA open their eyes enough to do what needs to be done to keep from losing two of their most promising students?
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Title is from "Upside Down" by Jack Johnson
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After the flood, there are galas.
And Bruce befriends a two-year-old Tim Drake at one of them.
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After the circus, Bruce tries to bond with his newest ward.
He realizes they're more alike than he initially thought.
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The Heart of an Iron Dad by xxdrarryrebellexx
Fandom Iron Man (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
29 Nov 2021
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Welcome to the domestic life, Iron Dad!
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The snap has left them broken. But Stark seems to be the same as ever. Still surrounded by the ones he loves.
They don't know what he's lost and he's not sure he wants to tell them, but you'll be damn sure he'll get it back.
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Tony's retired. Mostly.He brought his kid back (and half the population with him), but it's been months since he and Pepper have had a full house. Now Harley's home and Peter's back and not even Tony knows what they'll do when the baby gets here.
Welcome to the domestic life, Iron Dad!
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Suddenly there are arms wrapping around him, pinning his own to his sides so he can’t do any more damage. And it’s Eddie’s voice whispering in his ear, and Buck just - breaks.
His legs give way and he falls to the floor but Eddie doesn’t let go, he just falls right along with him.
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Two Nickels: Funerals & Feelings
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gathered up your things and slipped away (no time at all, i followed you) by zashizawa
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
04 Nov 2021
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The gunshot goes off, and instantly, Buck is standing in the middle of the street with blood on his face, staining his clothes, in his mouth, everywhere.
(Or, post s05e06, Buck needs to see Eddie and Chris.)
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Following Kincaid's take over of the stadium, Blair leaves Cascade and ends up finding more than he believed possible
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M: implied/ref.d SA & kidnapping
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“I get tired of people picking and choosing when to see me as an adult. The kids just see me as me.”
“I see you.” Eddie frowned, spinning them around.
“You were busy.” Buck pursed his lips when Eddie glared at him. “You broke up with Marisol weeks ago and still haven’t told anyone.” Buck whispered. “I figured you would enjoy socializing with everyone and wanted you to feel included.”
“Bullshit.” Eddie said flatly, spinning them around again.
“Fine. Yes.” Buck agreed. “It is bullshit. I’m petty and jealous about having to share you with other people constantly. It pisses me off because I want your attention on me. Like, all the time.”
“Better.” Eddie smirked at him.
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At the Grant-Nash house, hosting a celebratory a post-hospital wedding party for the new Han family, Buck inadvertently opens a can of worms. Featuring piano music, a meddling Christopher Diaz (in the best way), bonding moments, an accidental kiss, and a confession that ends in a marriage proposal (in a way).
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- Part 65 of 9-1-1 AUs
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G/T
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This work isn't hosted on the Archive so this blurb might not be complete or accurate.
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Set post TSbyBS. Carolyn returns to Cascade, seeking Jim's help... but the one most in need of help might just be his own partner
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(M: Mental health issues)
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Healing after a truck bombing, breakup, pulmonary embolism, tsunami and lawsuit is a slow process when you're afraid to talk to your team when it feels like the world is crumbling in on you. Finding your way out of the crippling darkness is a lonely process when you're afraid you'll get benched again for something beyond your control. Learning to love again is a terrifying process when you're not sure your best friend will ever truly forgive you.
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“No one is expecting you to be the same after what happened. Maybe Bobby wanted you to take care of us, but that doesn’t mean we can’t take care of you too.”
“Will you stay with me?”
“Yeah,” Eddie agrees immediately. He slides off the bed, turns off the lamp he must have turned on when he came in, and walks around to the other side. He lies on his back in the bed, close enough to the center for Buck to wordlessly move himself into Eddie’s side. Eddie lifts an arm to allow Buck to come closer. “Of course,” He says as he drops his arm to wrap around Buck’s shoulders, effectively making him rest his head on Eddie’s chest, “Always.”
Or, despite everyone escaping the lab alive, Buck can't stop reliving the worst case scenarios when he closes his eyes.
(Bobby alive)
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My heads above the water but there's water in my mouth by wolfypuppypiles
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
10 Apr 2020
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The apartment was silent as she entered and it didn’t take long to find her brother, sitting frozen at the table. He was in the same clothes she’d seen him in when she’d gotten to the VA hospital, same dirt and blood covered skin and angry looking wounds.
She sucked in a breath at the sight of him and dropped her bags on the floor, making her way over to him and dropping to her knees at his feet. “Oh my god, Evan. Have you been here since yesterday?”
Yes. Yes he had.
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Whatever retort Eddie thought he was expecting, this was not it. Empty eyes and a mirthless laugh; a tight-lipped smile that might as well have been a grimace, a slow nod before Buck dragged his gaze back up to flit across the team’s faces and land, finally, on Eddie’s.
He almost missed it – a flash of something cold across dull blue eyes, there and gone in the same moment: resignation, or catharsis, or apathy – something cruelly familiar and dangerously absolute.
“I should have died under that truck. At least then, you would still have been my family.”
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To celebrate the end of the school year, Christopher's class is going to the beach. Christopher wants to go, but he has one request, that Buck comes with them. Because if Buck is there, everyone will be safe. The fun day ends in near disaster and Christopher is left feeling angry that his Buck is as human as everyone else.
Buck is spiraling - after so many near death experiences, he's not sure how to break out of the silence he's fallen into. He knows his family is worried about him, but he can't feel anything. Will the love of his family be enough to bring him out of the quiet?
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the pain will leave you once it's done teaching you by fruitsdoesnotknow
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
29 Apr 2024
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“Hi, I’m Buck, a firefighter with the 136,” for now, the thought crashes through Buck, leaving a sour taste in his mouth. “Uh, you’re both welcome to take a tour with us, if you’d like.” Buck awkwardly scratches at his neck, running a hand through his hair, unsure what else to do, and it spurs the man in front of him to take a large step forward up to Buck’s bed.
“Eddie,” he says, thrusting a hand to him, and Buck reaches over without a second thought. His whole palm feels electric, it smarts and carries the touch of Eddie, Eddie, that Buck feels it completely. He has no idea what’s happening to him. “Edmundo Diaz, but just Eddie though, uh, no one calls me Edmundo. Right. I’m a new nurse here, at Cedars-Senai. Oh –”
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When Daniel Buckley lives a little longer, Evan Buckley dies a little more. And this is how Eddie Diaz saves him, a little later on.
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(M=graphic depiction of negative mental health issues)
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all you can take with you is that which you've given away by fruitsdoesnotknow
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
31 Oct 2024
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There’s a nudge at his hand, a careful tap that finally makes him look up for the first time since they got there. Evan wipes his face hastily, trying to sniffle up the water in his eyes before anyone can see. He doesn’t want to cry, but sometimes he just can’t help it.
Because that’s his brother. That’s his big brother, in a hospital bed, with dark smudges under his eyes and a really bad cough that keeps getting worse, but he’s smiling at Evan like it’s all going to be okay.
All Evan heard was the machine. He counted the sounds, hoarded them, and wished he could just sit there and listen to the proof of his brother’s heart beating forever.
Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep –
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Daniel needed more. More surgeries, more transfusions, more time. Evan couldn't give that to him, but maybe, years later, thanks to Eddie and Christopher and Bobby, he'll realize. He was always enough for Daniel.
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- Part 13 of 911 Gotcha for Gaza Prompts
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(M=themes of abuse, mental health issues)
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May is sitting at home cursing her lack of a social life, when her mom's phone rings. Suddenly, she's glad that she's home after all.
--The One where Buck needs help this time, AKA "The One That Got Away" AU--
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- Part 3 of It's All Fine
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Your Scars and Your Lonely Heart by Taste_is_Sweet for darkmoore
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), Julie and The Phantoms (TV 2020), Hawaii Five-0 (2010), The Sentinel (TV)
12 Apr 2022
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Clara Williams just wanted to visit Pacific Park during her layover in Los Angeles. She never expected to find a young, exceptional Sentinel dying for lack of a bond.
Actually, what she really never expected was a tsunami, or the same Sentinel to save her life.
But Clara's a Guide, so now she's on a mission to keep Evan "Buck" Buckley alive until she can get him to Eddie Diaz, the Guide who should have bonded with him, but didn't. Because Clara can't bond with Buck, no matter how much she wants to.
There's just one problem: Buck's convinced Eddie doesn't want him, and he might not survive long enough to find out the truth.
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- Part 5 of All it took was a parking garage
- Part 15 of Bond Our Souls Like Glue
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S/M: second half ch.19 (not very detailed, plot-heavy)
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Hen paused, for seconds that almost dragged into a minute. “You know,” she started softly, “We’ve all been going through it the past couple of years. Pandemics, shootings, break ups, mental breakdowns, spleen removals, buildings falling onto people. Kidnappings all around. Just one thing after another. And now, that things are settling down – there’s, –” Hen hesitated, looking for the word, “a void.”
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Buck breaks all the way down after 6A. Featuring; Buck being bad at math, drives with Karen Wilson, Lena Bosko wearing floral print dish gloves, Sue Blevins using slang like she’s a youth, incoming DSM diagnoses, and Eddie Diaz: amateur kidnapper.
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Karen <3
