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    The Winter Passed by for Kimya

    Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)  

    13 Jan 2022

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    “Oh,” Wei Wuxian says. There’s a strange tone to the sound. Lan Wangji closes his eyes, and waits for him to say something else: to fill the tent up with his chatter the way he filled Cloud Recesses’ library, those months they spent together locked inside it, day after day. But that Wei Wuxian is gone now, as the library is gone, nothing more than charred timber and ash in its place.

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    be gentle when you handle me by

    Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù  

    25 Dec 2022

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    “San Lang,” Xie Lian laughs, surprised out of his panic. “Did you buy the whole store?”

    “I have a second bag, too,” Hua Cheng says, grinning. “Don’t worry, I know what you eat.”

    Xie Lian sits helplessly as his best friend digs through his comically large bag of comically restricted food. Against his will, holiday cheer begins to bubble in his chest.

    He can indulge a little, can’t he? Hua Cheng seems to genuinely be having fun.

    Xie Lian thought he’d be alone for Christmas. Hua Cheng proves him wrong. And with gentle care and persistence, he finally begins to break through Xie Lian’s belief that being disabled makes him less worthy of love.

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    [Vid] ascend and try again by

    Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), Mo Dao Zu Shi  

    03 Nov 2019

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    You shouldn't ever feel pain.

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    [VID] the archer by

    Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù  

    01 Aug 2019

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    who could ever leave me, darling, but who could stay?

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    • Bookmarked by biasto_bias

      18 Dec 2022

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      Most of the comment I left: “I love how you synced things to the beat of the music, especially the section where Wei Wuxian was shot by the arrow and pulled it out. That was so cool!”

      A heartbreaking exploration of how many people have left Wei Wuxian, and who has stayed. All deaths depicted are canonical - clips from The Untamed.

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    Mirror World by for biasto_bias, TrashyTime

    Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù  

    07 Dec 2022

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    Shang Qinghua dreams of dying by his king’s hand.

    Mobei Jun cannot bear the idea his husband thinks he could do something so horrendous.

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    Give me your suffering by

    Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù  

    07 Mar 2022

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    Hua Cheng tries an out artifact that allows you to see through the eyes of someone else in an attempt to find his god.
    A coffin is a terrible place to find your beloved.

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    Sorrow and Solace by

    Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù  

    26 Oct 2022

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    Later, they do have sex - Xie Lian starts to heal, and starts to want that with Hua Cheng - but until he communicates that very (very very) clearly, Hua Cheng's interactions with him are completely nonsexual, even when he's out of his mind with rut.

    He still has alpha instincts of "must claim mate" and "must defend mate" - but "must make sure mate is happy and feels safe" is the strongest of all.

    A work collecting short Hualian ficlets I’ve posted on Twitter, focusing on situations where there’s fear of consent issues, but nothing bad actually happens. Rating may change to E in the future. Numbered list with ficlet tags in chapter 1 beginning notes; all individual ficlets are complete.

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    nacreous by

    Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù  

    12 Dec 2020

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    He Xuan starts coughing so loudly and so violently that for a second Xie Lian loses track of reality, and thinks it was He Xuan who got buried under what feels like half a mountain, and not Xie Lian. It’s only as he tries to get up, alarmed, that the pain shoots through his body and reminds him why that would be a terrible idea. A grunt of pain must escape him, because He Xuan pushes him down again. This time, he leaves his hand on his shoulder, a constant reminder to “stay the fuck down, dianxia, fucking idiot.”

    “You sounded like you were in pain. Are you sure you weren’t hurt in the collapse?”

    “It really is very galling to be fretted upon by a man who is bleeding half of his intestines unto the floor.”

    (or: Xie Lian and He Xuan end up trapped in a cave together, and Xie Lian won't stop saying upsetting things. It's probably the concussion.)

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    A Pavlovian Approach to Honesty by for sisi_rambles

    Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù  

    07 Feb 2022

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    “Are you feeling compelled to tell us anything?” Lan Xichen asked.

    “Not precisely. It does feel nice. I hadn’t associated honesty with anything pleasant before now.”

    “I don’t think you’ll appreciate this in the morning,” Nie Mingjue muttered. “Do you want us to leave you be? Or gag you?”

    “I’m finding this entire affair curiously enjoyable, actually,” Meng Yao stated.

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    Duress and Distress by

    Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù  

    01 Oct 2022

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    Calamity Xie Lian idly plays with the controls, watching his former tormentor twitch and moan, oversensitive.

    A work collecting short TGCF ficlets I’ve posted on Twitter, focused on situations where consent is violated in some way. (This work does not contain consent issues between Hualian - I’m collecting ficlets with that in the next work in this series.) Numbered list with ficlet tags in chapter 1 beginning notes; all individual ficlets are complete.

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    empty, full by

    Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù  

    02 Aug 2021

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    It isn't that Xie Lian isn't afraid of his body, of whether it will do what he wants it to do, feel what he wants it to feel. But he's much more afraid of taking slow careful steps into the unknown than he is of leaping.  

     

    Or: Xie Lian can, in fact, get it up, often and enthusiastically. Getting off is a little trickier.

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    Pleasure, Panic, Pleasure by for la_dissonance

    Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù  

    14 Feb 2021

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    The first itches of arousal are always accompanied by panic signals, which make him more jumpy than usual. It’s a slow-going process to unlearn abstinence, it seems.

    But Hua Cheng is attentive to his everything and supportive in the utmost, willing to patiently craft a new state of existence with him.

    It’s lovely.

    Usually.

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    Xie Lian wants it now, and he doesn't want Hua Cheng to take no for an answer.

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    Only The Sword Remaining by for Code16

    Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù  

    21 Sep 2022

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    Pleasuring Wu Ming won’t break Xie Lian’s cultivation. But it will go against what has always been expected of him, and he feels a perverse sort of glee at the thought of doing something so uncharacteristic of his old self.

    A boot on that flower, grinding it further into the mud.

    He tilts his head at Wu Ming. “So?” he asks. “Did you lie? Will you run, now that you know what I want from you?”

    Xie Lian pressures Wu Ming into giving him spiritual energy via a blowjob, with the goal of pushing him away before he leaves on his own. Wu Ming doesn’t want Xie Lian like this.

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    Galatea by

    Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tian Guan Ci Fu | Heaven Official's Blessing - Moxiang Tongxiu  

    14 Aug 2022

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    Caught in the coffin, Xie Lian's desperation reaches a level that splinters his cursed shackles a little. From then on, he finds himself in one of the statues in the Cave of Ten Thousand Gods every time he dreams. His only hope of escaping the coffin completely is asking the mysterious sculptor for help who regularly appears in the cave to work on one of the statues.

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    Tell Me, Is It Cheating to Take Your Misery for a Lover? by

    Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù  

    22 Apr 2023

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    He Xuan makes observations. A coffin is opened. Hua Cheng plays nurse.

     

    Eventually, other stuff happens.

    (( Happy Birthday, HC; unbox your Dianxia!))

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    salt in the wound by

    Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 天官赐福 | Heaven Official's Blessing (Cartoon), 天官赐福 | Heaven Official's Blessing (Webcomic)  

    24 Sep 2021

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    SPOILERS FOR BOOK FIVE OF TGCF

    Au where Jun Wu finds Xie Lian before he ascends for the third time and brings him to Heaven to cultivate & learn at his Emperor's knee--only this position involves a whole new kind of service for the crown prince.

    (Or: JunLian dubcon/noncon where Xie Lian is Jun Wu's semi-willing pet and personal toy.)

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    you live with ghosts by

    Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 天官赐福  

    05 Oct 2021

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    For a year and a half, Xie Lian has served--endured--at his Emperor's knee. As Jun Wu's personal pet, the experience has been more painful and humbling than he could possibly have predicted. But when a chance encounter gives Xie Lian the opportunity to escape Jun Wu's grip, he finds support in the last place he would have thought possible: the waiting arms of the most feared ghost king in the three realms.

    (Or: Xie Lian escapes a terribly abusive relationship and recovers with Hua Cheng's help, featuring hurt/comfort with Hualian happy ending.)

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    i'm going to swing from the chandelier by for celer

    Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)  

    18 Jun 2021

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    Meng Yao disentangled himself from Xichen and finished unlocking the door. “You’re drunk.”

    “I am!!! I’m very drunk!!! Being drunk is great!!! A-Yao, why am I not drunk all the time?!!!”

    “To save the sanity of everyone around you,” Meng Yao muttered to himself.

    aka what if instead of "conflict" or "plot" we just had three thousand words of Lan Xichen being a very very cheerful drunk and Meng Yao having feelings about it

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    A Cure I Know That Soothes the Soul (Does So Impossibly) by

    Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù  

    22 Jun 2022

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    “A’Yao,” he says again, and you feel sick, and you wish he would call you by any other name, but you answer, “Yes?”
    “Won’t you kiss me?”
    You do not stop dabbing the cloth, but it is a near thing.
    “Er-ge should rest,” you say. You call him that before you can stop yourself, and there’s a part of you that revolts against it. It isn’t right to lie like this, especially to your older brother, especially to someone so vulnerable.
    But is it right, you wonder, to let him remain so broken when a little lie like this could make him happy?
    Is it right to deny your brother happiness when your fates have swapped, when it feels as though you’ve taken all his joy for your own?


    Lan Xichen is delirious and thinks he's talking to Jin Guangyao. Lan Wangji plays the part.

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    血雨落 how the crimson rain falls by

    Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù  

    30 May 2020

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    Most Calamities are formed from the black fumes of vengeance and hatred, resentment fuelling their entire existence.

    He, however, was forged in the crimson flames of endless devotion and depthless heartache, reformed around the singular purpose of protecting his beloved.

    The only Calamity born from love.

    (for Calamities Week 2020, Day 2: Passion + Day 5: Origin story)

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