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He didn't always think of it when… when he thought of Cas. But it definitely popped into his head a few times, usually right when he was about to come. Just to tip him over the edge. To make him feel less like he was fantasizing about fucking his best friend, and more like he was simply indulging in a kinky fantasy. As if it was about that, and not about Cas himself.
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Cas and Dean finally succumb to their feelings during a drunken game of Truth or Dare.
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They’d already be having sex, right? Not like it wasn’t good. Not like Dean wouldn’t do it again. Sure, he took Plan B this time, but that’s not 100% effective, is it? Even if it were, Dean can be a pretty forgetful guy. It’d only take him slipping up once, and then, and then–
There’s no way Cas would leave him then.
(or dean tries to babytrap cas, since he has no idea how else to get the angel to just stay)
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Don't Marry Someone Until You Can Honestly Answer These 8 Questions by enochianprayer
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
11 Jul 2025
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“So,” says Sam, Worst Winchester Currently Alive. “You’ve decided to get married.”
“Oh for fuck’s-” From across the table, Castiel is glaring daggers. Dean backtracks immediately. “I mean– it’s not that I don’t want to do this, it’s just–”
“You don’t see how it’d change things.”
“Exactly. I don’t see the point.”-
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It's been ten months since the Empty took Castiel.
Dean is living in a cabin and talking to his ghost (the normal way to process his feelings), but the real Cas comes back and Dean finally gets his happy ending.
Reunion fic that is low-plot, heavy-emotions, and sweaty smut.
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- Part 3 of Dean and Cas reunions
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“Dean speaking.”
Castiel stares at the reflection of himself in the free standing mirror beside his mattress. Oh no.
“Hello?”
Castiel can suddenly taste the burn of alcohol in his throat as his heart hammers out of his chest. Oh God. Oh no.
“Listen, I can’t hear you, so,--”
“Hello,” Cas chokes out in a panic. He hears an intake of breath.
“Hello…”
“Uh, hi. Mr. Smith. It’s Castiel. From the front desk?” Castiel begins. Then, cursing himself, “I mean, uh, not from the front desk. Or at least, not right now.”
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- Part 9 of Tuesdays
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With the promise to meet up again in the morning, Dean once again has to watch Cas leave to handle a separate case. If only he knew the words to ask Cas to stay. But he doesn't. Instead, he'll enjoy a little teasing banter and food stealing leaning against Baby's hood before Cas leaves, and then he'll kiss Cas goodbye and drive away to meet up with Sam and.... wait, wait, wait a second. Oh God. Did he just kiss his best friend goodbye?
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- Part 10 of 50 Types of Kisses: Destiel Edition
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Uh, the tags really say it all.
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Castiel considers how his perspective on human emotions has changed since he started experiencing them. Dean needs to get some sleep but wouldn't mind fooling around first.
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Dean takes a really, really long drive to kick fear in the ass. It might just be the best thing he ever decides to do.
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The seat squeaks, and Dean follows the sound, his gaze trailing down. There—where Jack sat moments ago—is a much tinier version of him. He looks mostly the same, just...smaller and more dimply and cuter, if that's possible. His clothes have shrunk to fit him, so he's casually sitting in a t-shirt, jeans, and scuffed tennis shoes. He swings his feet from side-to-side over the edge of Baby's seat the same way Sam used to in the back, and he stares up at Dean with clear eyes.
"Oh," Dean blurts out, eyes bulging, "Cas is going to fucking kill me."
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long and a lot of dialogue but so good. angst
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After Cas comes home, Dean starts cooking like crazy. He thinks he might be compensating for something.
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- Part 1 of grocery revelations
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“Listen,” Dean says, steeling himself. “I’m not ready to talk about what you said. But, there’s one thing I have to tell you.” He sets down his coffee and takes the deepest breath he can. He still can’t make himself look at Castiel. “There’s one thing you said that I have to...you said the one thing you want, you can’t ever have.”
Another pause. Fuck, he doesn’t understand why this is so hard. Dean’s killed just about every monster kind known to man; he’s punched Hitler and God. He’s been to Heaven, Hell, and Purgatory. He’s been to alternate universes, faced off against deities from all over the globe. But he can’t look Castiel in the eyes and tell him...tell him….
He thinks, though, that just maybe he can start to show him.
“Nobody ever said you can’t have it,” he whispers. And then he takes Castiel’s hand into his own, and holds it.
yet another post-series fix-it.
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- Part 1 of starting the living again
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Dean Winchester lives in a shitty little apartment downtown with his best friend Cas. Everything is coming up roses until one day his roommate let’s him in on a little secret: he’s gay! And Dean is completely, totally on board with Cas’ new mission to discover himself... that is, until that mission leads to Dean discovering some secret truths about himself in the process.
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“You just assume that you can’t – that I don’t want –“
He can’t say it, so he looks up at Cas’ eyes, glances down at his lips – but that’s not allowed so he looks away.
“I don’t understand.”
But it’s all very clear, isn’t it? It’s right there after all, right there.
He looks up again, at the space between them, at Cas who always seems so far, like right now when he’s giving him space – still, after everything, making sure to give Dean space – and he thinks that’s too far.Series
- Part 2 of So, how does this work exactly?
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No One Gets Left Behind by CosmicStardustCastiel (Crossroads_Castiel), Crossroads_Castiel
Fandoms: Supernatural, Supernatural (TV 2005)
27 Jun 2021
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Idea prompt from 12x12 promo.
Castiel is injured and sees no way out. Dean does, inviting him to possess him to save his life. What he doesn't realize is the door it will open to his own feelings and the potential problems that arise when the one you love is something more than human.
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When Cas comes back from the Empty, Dean has to rethink everything about their relationship, and Dean’s new, post-Chuck duty.
He wants Cas to be happy and get what he wants. So, if he wants Dean, then he has him. Dean’s new responsibility is to be the best boyfriend Cas will ever want or need. If that means moving out of the bunker, and not driving the Impala, and letting Cas fuck him, then that’s what he has to do.
It’s an easy deal. It should be an easy life. So how come Dean still can’t quite make sense of it?
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For some reason, Mary's car won't restart after Cas kills Billie, no matter how hard they try. None of them can figure out why. Maybe it's because Billie is no longer available to turn it back on. Maybe this is one of those cosmic consequences. Or maybe it's just a plastic piece of shit because the future fucking sucks and that's their fucking luck.
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“What else was I supposed to say, Sam?” Dean asks him. “I’m not...look, Cas is my best friend, and I care about him. That’s it.”
“And you renovated a house for him,” Sam continues. “And live with him.”
or: a year in the life, in which it takes some time, but they figure it out
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Cas asks Dean to marry him, and Dean can't think of a reason to say no.
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"Dean," Cas says calmly, gingerly sitting his fork down, and oh, this is gonna be a thing, Dean can tell. Sure enough, it is because Cas goes on to say, "What would you think if I suggested we get married?"
Dean blinks and swallows the food in his mouth, staring at Cas curiously. "I would think...you were either on drugs or going insane, why?"
"I'm not inebriated, nor mentally unstable."
"I—I…" Dean takes in a deep breath, then blows it out heavily. "Cas, you're not fucking with me, are you?"
"I'm not," Cas tells him.
"Okay," he says, "fuck it, let's get hitched."
"Thank you," Cas murmurs sincerely, then picks his fork back up and goes right back to eating.
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gorging myself on you, still can't get full (insatiable) by sobsicles
Fandoms: Supernatural
26 Jun 2021
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"Fine, whatever. Love you too, asshole. I hope you enjoy your walk home with your stupid, grainy bread. Taking Nature's Own a little too much to heart, but sure," Dean tells him, flashing him a sarcastic smile and swiveling around in the aisle to march away. He throws out something over his shoulder, careless and barbed. "I'm not paying for that shitty cardboard."
Dean's three aisles over when he realizes what, precisely, he said. Thankfully, when he comes to this conclusion, he's holding a box of poptarts, so when he fumbles and drops them to the floor, it's not a huge mess. He stares down at the slightly dented box of Brown Sugar Poptarts, and he has a very swift and very unshakeable crisis right there and then.
Love you too, asshole.
No, no, no. Why would he say that? Why would he do that? In the middle of the goddamn grocery store while arguing about bread? That's not—that can't be how it happens. That can't be.
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Dean Winchester's Guide On How To Flirt With A Guy In Ten Easy Steps by swunchy
Fandoms: Supernatural
01 Dec 2021
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Dean teaches Cas how to flirt with girls! And guys! ...and Dean!
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