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    Dan goes with Phil to celebrate Father's Day with the Lesters, and suddenly all his complicated feelings about his own parents come bubbling to the surface.

    Basically 11k words of Dan being angsty and the Lesters being wonderful.

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    Dan Howell, the new kid, the bad boy who smokes pot, causes trouble just for the hell of it, and doesn't give a shit about who's hearts and/or bones he breaks.
    Someone caught his eye though, Phil Lester the shy emo kid who is named the 'Loner' of the school... Dan is intrigued by him.
    Dan is going to do whatever he has to to have Phil be his and only his... Dan gets what he wants...
    And he's going to get Phil...
    No matter what.
    *this story contains many plot twists and sudden changes of the main problem/main plot of that chapter*

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    "It's hard to resist a bad boy who's a good man"

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  3. 10

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    Dan Howell dissociates, and Phil Lester is a ghost. Somehow, Phil still seems more real than Dan does. (Further summary in notes)

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    “I feel like when they look at me, they still see that kid that failed his law degree at university. They don't know what I do, they don't understand what Youtube is, they know that I'm on the radio, that's fine with them, but...” Dan sighs.
    “You feel like they aren't proud of you,” Phil says quietly. Dan leans back against the bed and lets Phil card his fingers through his hair. He hasn't straightened it yet anyway.

    or the one where Dan goes on a family holiday and it's not that easy.

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    Phil accompanies Dan to one of the Howell's notoriously drab get-togethers expecting to be bored out of his mind. But when a figure from the past show up and shuts down both Howell boys, Phil wishes more than anything that things could be uneventful and boring.

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  7. 17

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    dan (kinda) comes out to his brother

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    "Let him look inside first," Phil said, coming to stand by Dan's side.

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    ''You won't survive on your pride in here,'' The man responds as if he got his plan figured all out, sees right through the tough facade Dan trusts to keep him safe in here. His voice is deep, a smooth sound laced with heavy excitement that makes Dan's blood boil. He closes the gap between them, standing barely an inch taller. He reaches out, grabs the small identification card attached to the man's shirt.

    ''What will I survive on then, Lester?'' He asks, the name tasting foreign and bitter in his mouth. Lester doesn't flinch, doesn't front, doesn't do anything. He just smiles as if he can predict the future, as if Dan's fate is a book he has already read and knows the ending to.

    //Prison AU where Dan doesn't know the rules of the game, and Phil is there to teach him.

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  11. 51

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    Dan told people he cared about that he wanted to get better.

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    I've been meaning to tell you something, but never had the courage to — it reads — basically, i am gay.

    And Adrian thinks: this is how he is going to come out? Through a fucking e-mail, and then he laughs, happy and proud and overwhelmed, because confrontation has always been Dan's weakness and this ... this e-mail is so, so Dan.

     

    ( or the one where dan comes out to his brother )

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    A collection of fics that relate, in some way, to the subject of family.

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    Dan is visiting his family and as always, things turn sour quickly.
    Dan wants to run back to Phil, but somehow, he finds himself in his brother’s room for what might be their first ever honest conversation.
    (Title and chapter titles taken from Kodaline's song Brother)

    This was meant to be a one-shot, but inspiration struck again and now it's a short chaptered fic. Summary is for the first chapter, after that there will be individual chapter summaries. 1st chapter can still be read as a stand-alone.

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    Danielle is 15 when she looks at the mirror and says out loud, "I am a boy. I am gay. My name is... Dan," she picks, moving her hands outwards in front of her chest.

    For a moment, she feels comfortable and happy.

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    "He turns back to Phil with a wide smile, glowing like the sun. It makes Phil’s heart stutter. It’s – a good day, for him. A good day, and he trusts Phil enough to let him see the goofy chaos, trusts him enough to grin instead of shrinking every time Phil interrupts."

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    There is an urge to change the topic. Phil asks, “Did you choose your favourite flower, then?”

     
    “What’s your favourite?”

     
    “Roses, I guess. They’re a classic.”

     
    “So, roses are my favourite too,” Dan replies easily.

     
    “That’s not fair.”

     
    “No, I trust your taste. And everything is fair…”

     
    “That’s really not how it works. But I’ll leave you if you promise to give me an answer later.”
     

    “You’ll have to meet me later then.”

     
    “I wouldn’t be opposed to that, actually.”
     

    Dan gives him a small smile and then he’s looking at the pool, smile still intact. Phil wonders if Dan even knows he’s smiling. It looks good on him. It’s dark out now but the light from the party falls on Dan’s profile, a galaxy. His eyes turn honey, almost gold like. He remembers dark eyes from the cafe, but this, this lightness of his eyes, Phil discovers, is his favourite.

     

     

    ((AU where Dan Howell is an actor and Phil Lester is a lot of things- hopeful and fearful included))

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    Dan is always left to take care of Adrian while his parents are away. When Phil comes over, he decides that perhaps both little boys could use a bit of babysitting.

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    Dan and Phil, gang leaders and rivals to the highest degree, harbor big secrets they want no one to see

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  20. 20

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    Phil’s spent 5 years trying to forget about the time he spent with Prince Daniel. When a generations old curse leaves Dan vulnerable and in danger of being lost forever, Phil may be the only one who can help him.

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