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It starts small, as most things do. One straw atop the stack. One drop in the reservoir. It's just that the dam has to break eventually. They always do.
(In which, trapped within Arthur's body, John begins to question how much of a life he's really allowed to live, and how much he has to give up to his host.)
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On Sight by IWannaBeYahtzee
Fandoms: Malevolent (Podcast), The Magnus Archives (Podcast)
13 Feb 2024
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Jonathan Sims and Arthur Lester discuss the subject of sight and their respective relationships with it.
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i love that john and arthur can use their many many years of struggling with what makes one human to help others because they *would*
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I Stood in the Disenchanted Field Amid the Stubble and the Stones, Amazed by Flying_Fangirls for nerdfaerie
Fandoms: Malevolent (Podcast)
10 Nov 2025
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It's autumn, and on a free weekend, Noel, Arthur, and John decide to visit Noel's old home. Caught between memory and now, Noel wonders just what "home" really means anymore.
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- Part 6 of Triptych
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i was warming all the cold parts of my head in cups and coffee pots by wawrthur
Fandoms: Malevolent (Podcast)
06 Oct 2025
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Noel is trying to be reassuring but Arthur just feels empty, broken. There is silence for a while before Mr Finley speaks up again. “I have spoken with John, Arthur. The main criteria for DID is multiple alternative states of consciousness. Simply put, multiple people in one body. Their own thoughts, feelings, names and even genders. Different ages. Different memories.”
“But I remember everything,” Arthur whispers.
“Not everything,” Mr Finley says softly.
Another moment of silence. Even the voice in his head is quiet. “So what do I do now?”
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A case related injury puts Arthur and John on bed rest. Arthur is a spiteful bastard and refuses to take a breather. John and Noel have to trick him into blowing off some steam ;)
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this rocks immensely
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Inspired by fanart by furaitsu - rosso (links included)
“That’s just my knuckle, Arthur. It barely fits, see? And you imagined I could fit anything more inside you?”
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While John and Arthur relax at a bar for the evening, they draw the attention of a handsome stranger who has his eye on Arthur. John doesn't appreciate it one bit.
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Three loosely-connected scenes from the private life of John Doe and Arthur Lester, post-separation.
This fic is set some time after the events of All That Is Mine To Me; it will make perfect sense as a standalone separate-bodies smutfic, but the details of Arthur's disabilities and John's not-quite-humanness will be spoilers.
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After getting his own body, John finds it difficult to adjust to one of the most basic and most anticipated new options for him: sleep.
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Love By Any Other Name Would Taste As Sweet by StarsWhisper
Fandoms: Malevolent (Podcast)
04 Apr 2025
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Kayne actually goes through with his end of the deal and gives John his own body. However, he not only leaves them stranded in the Dreamlands, but they also gives each of them issues to deal with when it comes to their bodies. Now they have to deal with being separated while they once again try to navigate back to Earth.
Arthur struggles with his feelings toward John, not understanding what they are. (He wouldn't have had the language to define Demi-romantic)
John struggled with... just about everything.~
His thoughts turned to John; it felt incredibly lonely in this room- in this body- without him, even though he was just in the other room. There had once been a point when he'd wished for this; craved being alone more than he could say.
So why did it feel like hell now?
He should be grateful. John had his own body, his own autonomy outside of Arthur now- Arthur had his autonomy back. He should be happy for his friend, happy that he could interact with the world now; that he could interact with him now. And interact he did. He couldn't seem to keep his hands off him.
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- Part 1 of To Be Loved By You Is A Holy Thing
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John wants. John copes.
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- Part 7 of The Way We Connect
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Consecrated by Kraiva, Trin (ssjtrinity) for Kraiva, Somniate
Fandoms: Malevolent (Podcast)
01 Jun 2023
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It’s time to obey. Arthur has healed enough, and it’s time to mark the damn human.
Hastur does not want to do it, but has one advantage: he remembers The Wood. John doesn’t. At the very least, he can make it all hurt.
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- Part 11 of Surrogate: The Director's Cut
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The King has found a new angle, a fresh wound to prod, another dark corner of Arthur’s mind to haunt.
Night after night, he slithers into Arthur’s dreams. Night after night, John is helpless to do anything but watch, but listen, as Arthur writhes and moans, sleeping mind poisoned with foreign desire.
It’s not real. John knows it’s not real.
No matter how much he wishes otherwise.
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"There were consequences, one had to understand. Consequences every being, no matter their strength and status, had to bow under. The Rules could not be refuted, avoided, or flouted. Every action did have an equal reaction, each falling feather displaced the air it moved though, each turning iceberg in turn disturbed arctic waters."
A rewrite of canon post-coda, In which the consequences of a human body housing an eldritch god are explored, in which Yellow learns that there are some things worth protecting, and in which our characters wrestle with choosing good over the convenience of choosing its opposites.
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John and Arthur have stopped at an inn for the night, and are both attempting to sleep while they have the opportunity to do so in a proper bed. Of course, that task proves to be much more difficult than either of them had anticipated.
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Foaming at the mouth with this one.
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knowing I'm half of you (to love me is to suffer me) by eeveepkmnfan
Fandoms: Malevolent (Podcast)
15 Jul 2025
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Arthur's starvation had consequences he's still having trouble accepting.
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John tends the bees; Arthur helps harvest the honey.
In between, they both muse over songs and poetry, love and life.
Now featuring a brand new chapter two and candle making!
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“Hey, Arthur,” Noel says casually.
He’s looking at us with a sly smile, having just glanced at something under the table.
“Hm?” Arthur hums, setting down his coffee. John’s rolling his hand against the table in a steady ‘tap tap tap tap’ of fingernails.
“John’s got control of one of your feet, yeah?”
Arthur raises a brow, trying to figure out where this conversation could possibly be going. “Yes?”
“Okay, so he’s the one that’s been playing footsie with me for the past twenty minutes, right?”
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Arthur and John finally get a break, and a safe hotel room, after their ordeal in Addison.
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Post-26, John and Arthur leave Addison. Arthur gets to sleep, and John gets to think. They also talk, a little bit.
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