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    When he arrives in Spartanburg Neil Josten finds time halted, his duffel bag at his feet and a strange note.

    Given the chance of seeing the future (at the cost of the Foxes knowing his past) Neil accepts the offer in hopes of never seeing them again after this, and permanently leaving his past behind.

    But the future may not only hold what he expects, and a blonde goalkeeper isn't so keen on letting the roadrunner go. Neither are the other Foxes.

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    Andrew shifted his hands so that he could pick King up. He cradled her against his chest, happy rocking side to side slightly when she continued to purr. Andrew looked up at Neil, frowning slightly at the smile on their face.

    “Staring, Josten,” he muttered.

    “What about it?” they replied indignantly. “This is adorable.”

    Andrew scowled at them. “I am not adorable.” They continued to look at him, their smile growing wider. “No, no. Don’t look at me like that, asshole.”

    “So cute,” they cooed, smiling even more. “Like a little teddy bear.”

    “257%, dickhead.”

    or; they get cats and andrew reflects on memories and recovery

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    “Wait. Hold on. Can we go back to what Matt said? I am not your child.” Neil scowled at Matt.

    Dan jumped in. “You are our child. You’re baby.”

    Neil sighed. “Matt. Dan. I’ve killed people. I am not ‘baby’.”

    “No, you’re baby,” Andrew said.

    “See! Even Andrew agrees with us!” Matt said with a smile. His face fell. “Oh no, even Andrew agrees with us.”

    or, team bonding dinner at Abby's!!!!

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    (trigger warning: r-slur)

    “If you don’t pick up the pace, I’ll sign you retards up for-”

    Wymack was cut off by the loud slam of a racket against the court walls. “Don’t fucking use that word,” Andrew said, every word a battle to get out of his throat. He tore off his helmet, dropping it on the floor alongside his racket, before walking quickly to the court doors.

    or, Andrew has a meltdown in front of the team

    PLEASE READ NOTES FOR TRIGGER WARNINGS

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    “They are off limits,” Andrew practically growled at Nicky. Nicky didn’t know what that meant. Neil wasn’t part of their group, and Andrew had never mentioned them before.

    “Why? It’s not like you’re dating them.” Both Aaron and Neil snorted at that. Andrew’s glare turned deadly.

    “Wanna try that again, cousin?” Oh.

    “They’re off limits, because… you’re dating them?”

     

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    5 times the Foxes saw Andrew and his not so secret partner, +1 time they got to meet them as a group

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  6. 51

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    Neil was hiding something, that much he was sure of.
    It had been a while since Neil had actively tried to keep something from Andrew. Since the debacle of last spring, after they had sat together in the FBI interrogation room for what had felt like days, and Neil had laid out all his secrets and lies in front of him and the agents, there really wasn’t any reasons left to hide anything between them.
    But now, almost a year later, Neil was apparently back to his old liar self.

    Andrew's suspicious of Neil's recent behavior, Neil's got a big news he's definitely nervous to share, and they are going to have to deal with the fallout together.

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    Neil slowly starts to figure out that he's nonbinary. It takes him some time, but Andrew is there with him every step of the way.

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    Neil tries different pronouns under the disguise of different aliases. As Alex, she has female pronouns; Chris uses the neutral ones, and Neil is too busy trying not to die to think about the pronouns he, and others, use for him.

    Oh, and Neil also tells Andrew that he's nonbinary.

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    The stranger was only three inches taller than Andrew and their hair was red on the shaved sides but dyed baby blue on the long, floppy top part. The blue dye brought out their stupidly sexy blue eyes. Their stupid fucking purple jean jacket was covered in pins with sayings like, Please use they/them pronouns for me! and FUCK OFF, and Andrew’s personal favourite, I fucked your dad last night.

    Andrew may have a problem on his hands.

    Neil and Andrew are two of the few students left on campus during Christmas break at their tiny liberal arts college. Andrew is a gay disaster and Neil just wants to survive the Christmas break.

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    you’re feeling sick for what has to be the upteenth time since you realized that whoever you were kissing on that roof, it wasn’t kevin.

    (you pull away, though not before biting hard enough into his lip that it breaks and bleeds down his chin.

    “you’re not him,” you say, although it reminds you of the single time in middle school you were stupid enough to fuck with hallucinogens.

    “what are you going to do about it?”)

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  12. 9

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    Neil Josten against the world, his father, and gender.

    Or, I guess now this is a canon rewrite featuring nonbinary Neil.

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    whumptober 2023 prompts but apparently im bad at writing angst so it turn into hurt/comfort almost all the times.

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  14. 30

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    Neil struggles with dysphoria one night and Andrew takes care of them with cuddles and love.

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    "'Come here, baby.' He opens his arms and Neil curls into them again. 'I love you so much. You're so beautiful, love. I wish you didn't have to feel like this. I just want you to be happy.' Andrew whispers into Neil's hair."

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    Andrew's routine changes and it turn his mind upside down, deciding to isolate himself for a few days so he could regulate his senses again and try to get used to it.

    At least it's what he had planned if his mind didn't choose to fool him.

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    In which memories and flashbacks brought Andrew's past up again and the experience of dealing with it all alone makes him end up having a shutdown.

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    During a game of Never Have I Ever, Neil has to think about something Neil tries not to: how it felt when Mary had Neil pretend to be a girl, on the run.

    Luckily, Renee helps.

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    • 24 Jul 2025

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      “ 'Neil. Is Palmetto where you want to be?'

      'More than anywhere,' Neil said. Then he—then Neil, Andrew needed to ask Neil’s pronouns if Neil was sticking around—inhaled sharply. 'But not if I’m not wanted here.'

      'I want nothing,' Andrew said reflexively.

      Neil raised an eyebrow. 'Oh?'

      Oh. 'But I suppose, on occasion, I could settle for everything. Yes or no?' "

      I'm in love with this

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  18. 18

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    Neil Josten had a complicated relationship with gender.

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  19. 19

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    Kevin Day's tunnel vision focused on;
    Exy, History, the Moriyamas, and the cute barista at his favourite coffee shop.

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  20. 1

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    Lady Riko recognizes Neil as a member of the Wesninskys' family and is overcome with feelings towards the servant who had been taken away from her long time ago.

    Prompt: dollification

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