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    The Force– strong and Light as ever– greeted Ben as an old friend. A breeze blowing Ben’s hood off and moving his robes. As if a hand gently brushed through his hair– as if the Force was comforting him.

    The beautiful colours painting the atmosphere. Another melody in the cool and icy evening air. Marching in the background.

    Ben closed his eyes, listening to it.

    It was the shift of armour, the clang of Beskar against Beskar, snapped Ben out of his quiet reflection and mourning.

    Ben opened his eyes and looked over his shoulder. Behind him were three Mando’s approaching him from all sides and cornering him. Turning to face those approaching him, Ben tilted his head.

    “Tion’cuy?”

    “Naasade.” Ben replied as he jumped back onto the railing, spread his arms and let himself fall back.

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    Or, Ben Kenobi is sent back into time to prepare the Order for what he knows is to come. The Future is always in motion after all.
    Another time travel fic :3

    Updates whenever inspiration strikes.

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    10 Nov 2025

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    Why most of my go to fictional characters have in common being A: reluctant of medical treatment for themselves. B: chronic drama queens/kings/royal beings. C: canonically suicidal or at the least reads as suicidal, may have suicide attempts in the past yet still didn’t die somehow???? D: Has jumped off a bridge at least once in a manner that they would not normally survive/ could not know otherwise/ tempting death. E: Death is not taking this specific character for one reason or another- The Force TM made it so Obi Wan Kenobi DID NOT ACTUALLY DIE therefore he is technically immortal due to force shenanigans. Harry Potter got a collection and bit of soul removed, jumped off a bridge in movie 7 part two with Voldemort. Dazai is half the reason BSD has so many fans and just has done anything but trying to live, and at the end might as well be depressed because death doesn’t want him lmao. Loki (three Thor movies + infinity war + TV show) literally ends the Thor movie with attempting suicide by bridge over void and survives it, and tv show Loki just got to pull the wool over the eyes of thanos (guy who canonically mind controlled Loki) and gets to end as the god of stories- no death for him.
    Do I include Anakin? No, as that is a manchild far too much in killing babies and being an incel with stalker mentality, also his hair is not nice to look at lol.

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    The word caught in Chuuya’s throat, time seeming to freeze. In the moment he let his guard down and raised his gaze, he had already braced himself for what was to come—to see the lively, deep eyes, glowing at him for a fleeting moment before turning into their lifeless, stone version of them.

    But that didn’t happen.

    With Dazai’s hand still on his chin, Chuuya saw something of incomparable beauty, something he would never be able to liken to anything else for the rest of his life. Milky-white irises, practically blending into the whites of his eyes, gazed at him softly, and the smile playing on Dazai’s lips seemed almost visible in his pale pupils.

    “You—You’re blind,” Chuuya choked out. It probably wasn’t the most appropriate thing to say, but he couldn’t muster anything else. Dazai stood here before him, looking him straight in the eyes, alive. It was something Chuuya had never expected to experience again in his lifetime.

     

    or, medusa! chuuya AU, where he had spent years in cursed, eternal solitude. but a fateful encounter with a blind man named dazai seems to bring colours back into his dull existence.

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    09 Jun 2025

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    Goddamnit for making me cry for an hour straight at this depressing but beautiful story. FUCK YOU OWLBITCH AND WATERBOY!

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    This story begins from the beginning, from the concept that perhaps, sometimes all it takes is one different or wrong decision, and the dominoes fall. This time, something will change, a piece is removed and the story moves, and everything is different, everything takes an unexpected path, but this will allow Loki to meet people who, perhaps, could reopen a little light in his heart.

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    I changed story in my own way.

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    28 Oct 2024

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    Jesus fucking crackers- this reads like No Longer Human. Dazai come get your double suicide volunteer! He’s also bad at dying and jumps off bridges. \(T^T)/

  4. Rec 1

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    literally just me making Harry depressed

    takes place in third year

    TW for mentions of depression

    Btw this is not very long and is mostly a character study and me thinking about how the feeling Harry describes when near dementors is most definitely not fear.

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    05 Feb 2025

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    Dementors: have dement in the name- like demented
    the movies for some reason: ah yes- Harry is afraid the most of the dementors- therefore he fears fear itself- (dementors are clearly not fear- boggarts are????)

    The emotions of happy feelings are gone near them, cold temperatures with them, and they do not discriminate between guilty and innocent- only those who are most vulnerable to them.

    Hereby- the dementors are not actually fear or death itself- but emptiness and lacking what makes life worth living- they’re nothingness, soulless. They are a fate worse than death because it isn’t real reprieve to be kissed. It’s eternal suffering.

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    A group of young, revolutionary government officials set on restoring peace within the city of Yokohama manage to take down its most dangerous inside threat: ability user A5158, an old experiment gone rogue. They have it isolated, restrained and incapacitated. The only thing left it's to purge it, freeing the city at last.

    And then the lights go out.

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    Dazai Osamu is not called a "Prodigy", but the "Demon Prodigy": for some, this is a fact; for others, it's a lesson.

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    27 Dec 2023

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    Eldritch Horror Dazai my beloved