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    Nakahara Chuuya has just entered college, and he thinks he has it all -- a nice roommate, new friends, and a cute boy named Shuuji Tsushima who likes him just as much. But the longer the relationship goes on, the more he realizes:

    Shuuji is not as nice as he seems. And his dad, Dazai Osamu? Twice as hot, twice as nice, twice as mysterious. He's everything Chuuya wanted and more, but it takes him too long to realize that Dazai is the one he wants, and not his son.

    As Chuuya gets more involved with Dazai, he finds himself facing situations he never expected to. Too late, he realizes that he, and the city of Yokohama, will never be the same. Everyone has secrets -- even his family, even the people he loves.

    Multiple translations in authors note.

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    23 May 2022

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    Chuuya gets hit by an Ability that turns him to a kid. While waiting for a cure, he decides to prank Dazai by claiming he's a long-lost kid from one of Dazai's ex-girlfriends, who's now demanding child support.

    Because this is soukoku, of course Chuuya’s plan backfires.

    [or, pretty much dazai x chibified chuuya shenanigans]
    [my BSD fic #400, thanks for all your support! ♥]
    [NOW COMPLETE as of 11/17]
    [in Vietnamese!]

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    11 May 2022

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    “You never did tell me why you’re doing all this.” Chuuya decides to change the topic. “You look like you’re having a shit time. Why force yourself?”

    Dazai hums, resting his head on his knees. “Currently, I’m not allowed to die. So I suppose I’m trying to earn my right to live.”

    A scoff, unamused but not derisive either. “The hell is that? You’re here right now, aren’t you?” When he receives no response, he sighs. “You know, I don’t get you at all. You toy with friends and foe alike, always lording over everyone, but it’s not like you’ve ever looked at anything. It’s like you’re far off in your own world. I can’t tell what’s going on in your head half the time.”

    “Maybe if your brain weren’t being consumed by your hat, you would,” Dazai replies automatically, earning an indignant shout from Chuuya.

    For Dazai, living might be far more terrifying than dying, but there are people who will catch him when he falls.

    (A BEAST ending rewrite in which Atsushi makes it in time, Dazai says the right things for once, and things aren’t as broken as they seemed.)

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    20 Apr 2022

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    Sometimes, a family is made of: an overprotective older sister, a hikikomori foreign agent, a cool grandpa, a respectable boss, a princess in love with sweets, a gloomy pair of siblings, and a shitty mackerel. All spinning around the red sun.

    [or: Five times Verlaine & Kouyou & the entire Port Mafia tried to stop Chuuya from getting wooed by Dazai.]
    [also: BSD fic #596, yay!]
    [in Vietnamese!]

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    20 Apr 2022

  5. Public Bookmark 53

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    Five birthdays Chuuya spent while working with the police, plus his first birthday after he elopes with an escaped serial killer.

    [part of the ‘hierarchy of needs’ verse: serial killer!Dazai x detective!Chuuya AU]

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    13 Apr 2022

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    Chuuya doesn’t take Dazai’s death well.

    After swearing his loyalty and learning to trust Dazai, he’s being left alone in the darkness without a single word—feeling abandoned, betrayed, not important enough.

    At the worst stage of grief, fate sends him someone from another universe to help. A person who looks exactly like the one Chuuya wishes to see for the last time.

    This is a story about how a human’s heart mourns and learns to let go.

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    03 Apr 2022

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    5 + 1: Five times Zack offers to kill someone for somebody else, and the one time he actually gets to kill someone.

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    27 Mar 2022

  8. Public Bookmark 22

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    The ghosts of Yokohama do not sleep.

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    31 Jan 2022

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    "You didn't forget?" He rasped out, causally blinking nine times in a row to keep the tears from falling

    It seemed so obvious: they were all here, and this looked a whole lot like a birthday surprise. They even had a banner that said "Happy birthday", yet he was unsure of the answer was going to be.

    "Hah?... no! Of course not. We thought you knew all along but you were running with it for our sake!"

     

    ***

     

    Or the agency plans a surprise party for Dazai's birthday, but because we can't have nice things, it goes kinda wrong.

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    27 Jan 2022

  10. Public Bookmark 29

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    "As soon as chibi is gonna taste my delicious food, he is gonna regret refusing to have a lovers' suicide with me, you see!" Dazai continued as he gently picked and moved the kitten away from the table, took the cutting board and knife away, and picked up his phone, looking for the right light so he could take the perfect shot and post it on Instagram.
    "And not to talk about Kunikida," Dazai's chuckled turned positively devilish. "He will start messaging me asking me to help how to make such a perfect bento so he too can woo his ideal woman."
    Dazai took a couple more shots and fell back on his butt, a long sigh as he smiled at the results of his hard work.
    "I am the best husband in the world," he announced.

    "You're the worst husband in the world," Chuuya screamed.

     

    or Chuuya gets saved at 15, being rescued by the streets and changing his life, never meeting the Port Mafia, but few years later he still ends up married to a goddamn mackerel.

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    27 Jan 2022

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    24 Dec 2021

  12. Public Bookmark 32

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    Dazai stared at the blood in his hair.

    A day in the life of a teenage Dazai Osamu.

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    02 Dec 2021

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    Extensive expanded lore AU focusing on the political ramifications of the existence of Ability Users if their powers were actually given by supernatural beings. Be it a blessing, a curse, or even inherited familiars.

    First Arc: Arahabaki's Rising (Completed!)
    -Moral Compass: Atsushi reunited with Byakko
    -A Good Enough Reason to Keep Meeting Up: Atsushi and Chuuya's relationship
    -The God of Destruction Wished For Naught: Atsushi and Byakko saved Chuuya
    Second Arc: Priest of Byakko's Duty
    -Saving Q: Chuuya adopts Q (Completed!)
    -Apricot Tea, Blueberry Jam, and Lemon Candy: Tachihara's duty as a spy and his unfortunate attachment to the people in the mafia (Completed!)
    -Dusk, Dawn, and Daylight: They finally get together (Completed!)
    -Happiness in a Box: 55 Minutes+Exploring the truth about Tanizaki siblings
    Final Arc: The Demon Prodigy's Last Stand
    -Cannibalism Arc but make it Stray Gods
    -Dazai's Suicide Attempt Fic
    -A Prayer That Goes Unanswered: Decay of Angels Arc fic
    -The Trial of Dazai Osamu: The fic that is the entire reason I'm writing this series

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    26 Nov 2021

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    There's a dogtag with the word 'correct' written on it over a dozen times. It belongs to the one and only man Yosano has ever loved in her life.

    When Osamu Dazai first joins the Armed Detective Agency, she looks at him and sees nothing but death.

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    24 Nov 2021

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    “These vows are shit,” he murmurs, eyes glued to how Dazai is slowly slipping the silver band up his ring finger. “You’re so fucking cruel.”

    Dazai doesn’t raise his head.
    His fingers linger on Chuuya's skin for a moment too long.

    “Hm. Chuuya finally noticed."

    Because he's many things, Nakahara Chuuya: a man, an ability user, a mafia boss, a husband.
    A widower.

    His dowry is sorrow.

    His wedding gift, a lifelong commitment to the Port Mafia.

    (Or, Chuuya performs a ghost wedding to secure his spot as Port Mafia boss after Dazai's death.
    It goes as badly as you'd expect.)

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    08 Nov 2021

  16. Public Bookmark 2

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    You didn't know him, not as I did. You saw him when you came to get me under that hazy sign when I was drunk beyond words. I assume you passed each other before on the way to my shipping container, and us all being in the same business you may have had affairs with him.

    In his last breath, he told me to seek out the light and you weren't there to either choose to trek that path with me nor drag me back into the pit. So yes, I put a bomb under your car and I left without a word.

    What can I say, do you expect an apology from your demon?

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    30 Sep 2021

  17. Public Bookmark 47

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    “You see, America’s Grand Ambassador would be visiting and he offered the Organization a deal. A route to America’s port for the next one month so we could finish the smuggling of the supercomputer constructed there.”

    “You said it’s a deal. What’s the catch?”

    “Me.” Was the light answer, followed by a too-wide smile. “A night with me.”

    The silence that followed Dazai’s statement was deafening.

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    09 Sep 2021

  18. Public Bookmark 45

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    His past kept calling him and Dazai had to turn back to his old ways.

    But coming a Port Mafia Executive again was a lot more than he could handle.

    Especially when he felt like he had lost his everything.

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    07 Sep 2021

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    My heart.....

  19. Public Bookmark 5

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    Reinette never tells the Doctor that when she stepped into his mind, she saw more than just his past.

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    25 Aug 2021

  20. Public Bookmark 56

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    A story about how Oda and Dazai might have met for the first time.

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    24 Aug 2021

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