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    In their first summer after being outed, Shane finally accepts that invite to Bood's backyard barbecue. It could have been a relaxing night. But Ilya's brought vodka. And the Centaurs brought questions. Might as well rip off the band aid before he signs with Ottawa.

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    How many shots is it worth to know what your Captain likes in bed?

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Before Felix could remove his headphones, he heard it. Heavy, borderline panicked breaths. Felix realized that it must be Hollander. His mic was not turned off when he left the interview. Footsteps. And then a door opening and closing. They had filmed the interview that morning at the offices of the Irina Foundation. It sounded like maybe he had gone into his office.

    “Hey, what is it? What is wrong?” Another voice. Unmistakable anywhere. Even if Felix hadn’t spent weeks now listening to it, he would still have recognized Ilya Rozanov’s voice.

    What if the filmmaker making the documentary about Hollander and Rozanov discovered the truth about their relationship. So he approaches Shane and Ilya about filming them over the course of the 2020/2021 season to create an honest documentary that tells the true story of their lives. Canon-divergent AU set during The Long Game.

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    04 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 50

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    “It looks like you’re having twins, actually in separate sacs.” Her tone is cool and matter-of-fact. As if she was saying the sky was blue and as if she was not delivering the news of complete and utter insanity.

    Shane’s hearing has gone muffled by the time the doctor finishes speaking and he stares straight ahead to the ceiling. Words are being exchanged but his mind is unable to catch up to decipher them. PMDS. Uterus. Pregnant. Twins.

    What the fuck.

    Something is being smoothed over his face but he feels numb. He blinks for a moment and suddenly the brightness of the room and the voices become coherent again. It is Ilya touching his face, whispering sweet affirmations in order for him to come back into himself.

    “Breathe moya lyubov. In and out. I’m here with you. Is okay.” Ilya keeps repeating these sentiments until Shane is finally present in his body enough to speak coherent sentences.

    “It looks as though you are about less than 10 weeks along. We’re going to take proper measurements and provide you with the details here. But we also understand this is unprecedented for unsuspecting parents and we want to inform you of your options.” Dr Hammock says.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Ilya tries to get Shane to be friends with Troy. It goes horribly.

    AKA Shane crashes out at Troy

    Chap 2: Shane and Rose talk about fame and rage

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    04 Jun 2026

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    In over five years in the MHL, Shane Hollander famously never started a fight. Widely regarded as hockey’s Golden Boy, the Canadian barely even chirped his opponents.

    Which is why the commentators go silent as the camera zooms in and catches the Guardian’s player saying something with a disgusted face and then spitting on the Metros’ captain, and Shane Hollander, for the first time on camera, dropping his gloves.

    (basically just a bit of "Shane Hollander knows how to fight", because that man breathes hockey, there is no way he wouldn't have been prepared on how to fight, he simply normally choses not to)

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    04 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 11

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    Shane first brought up growing out their hair two weeks after he came out, when they were relaxing on the sofa. Ilya was watching the game playing on the TV internally mocking Chicago's extremely sloppy playing, they could barely keep the stick in their hands let alone the puck. He could feel Shane tense slightly, as there was a particularly hard check, against him grimacing slightly before sighing.

    "I was thinking-" Shane began.
    "-Careful Hollander." Ilya interrupted almost absent-mindedly. Shane hit him lightly causing Ilya to laugh still looking at the TV.
    "I was thinking...I might start growing my hair out."

     

    5 times Shane made a change to feel more comfortable in his gender just for Ilya to see +1 time he let everyone see

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    03 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 82

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    Shane was used to being compared to a robot. He didn't understand sarcasm and rarely showed much emotion. He was private and comfortable. But this starts a trend on social media about how hes a terrible husband and their marriage is fake. Ilya decides he is going to end it.

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    Ilya asks the Centaurs for help taking down internet trolls

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    03 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 62

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    It’s Shane and Ilya's first All Star as a public couple and Shane needs everything to be perfect. Unfortunately, life isn’t perfect and they keep running into hiccups.

    Trigger warning for eating disorders, homophobia and racism.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    The moment Ilya slips the wedding band onto Shane’s finger, it feels like the world goes quiet for the first time in his life.

    Peaceful in a way Shane has never known.

    They’re married. Husbands.

    And Shane is excited for all of the firsts that lie ahead of them as a married couple.
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    OR: A Bunch of "Firsts" from the First Year of Shane and Ilya's Marriage

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    03 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 43

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    Shane is back from the summer of romance and feeling better than ever. He is married and getting a better grasp on his mental health as he starts this new chapter. Then Wyatt opens his big mouth.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    "Mr. Hollander, with all due respect, there is a very clear difference here. No one is stopping you and Mr. Rozanov from doing whatever you want in your free time, but this is a workplace. Many players and fans feel uncomfortable watching that kind of behaviour-"

    "Then they can close their eyes," Shane interrupted in a very uncharacteristic manner.

     

    OR: Shane has been the NHL golden boy for 11 seasons, but some people are simply begging for a verbal slapdown. The internet reacts.

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    03 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 37

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    Shane handed Jackie a glass with a generous pour of wine and waited for her to squeeze in next to Hayden. He sat up a little straighter before delivering his well-rehearsed line: “Now that you both are here, we wanted to let you know that we have started an application for adoption.”

    In 2023, Shane and Ilya are 32 years old, out, married, and playing for the Centaurs. Growing their family won't be easy. Luckily, they have each other.

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    02 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 7

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    It’s a hot May weekend day in Ottawa, they have some time off before they jump into the Eastern Conference files (after sweeping Toronto, thank you very much) so there’s really only one way to spend it. Ilya wants to go see the Tulip Festival. Just to enjoy the weather and spend some time in their city away from the rink. No other motivation at all.

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    02 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 54

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    The word hung in the air for a beat too long. Lazy.
    J.J. had meant it as a joke. Shane knew he had. Knew that lazy was just another throwaway chirp in a long afternoon of throwaway chirps—harmless, familiar, the kind of shit-talking that had defined their friendship for eleven years.
    But Shane couldn't breathe.
    "Come on, you know I'm just messing around," J.J. had added, still laughing, already moving on. Hayden had snorted into his beer.
    And something in Shane's chest had cracked clean open.
    Lazy.

    OR: Shane finally looses it on JJ

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    02 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 30

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    “What are you doing?” Jake asks finally after what feels like an eternity. When Bradley huffs a laugh, sniffles, looking down momentarily and looks back up with his eyes glistening a second later, Jake’s hand slowly reaches up to his face to cover his eyes.

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    01 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 6

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    If Jake didn't know any better, he'd think the last few hours have been fate playing tricks on him. Because here he is with Bradley, a man he's loved now for more years than he could count on both hands.

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    01 Jun 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 22

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    The first time Jake tried to get his Sunday morning coffee and found none other than Rooster at the best table by the window, he could have believed it was happenstance.

    The second, sure, it could have been a coincidence.

    The third time, though, was when he started to consider that it might be enemy action.

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    01 Jun 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 31

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    The comedy show had been Maverick's suggestion, when he'd heard Fritz wondering out loud why they never found anything better to do in the evenings than hang out in the same bar. Some comedian he's seen before, or something, and Jake hadn't bothered looking into it, but Halo said she'd found some clips of the guy on YouTube and he seemed pretty funny. Jake's not really concerned about the comedy; he just likes the change of pace.

    So, sure: twelve fighter pilots walk into a comedy club. Jake's still figuring out the punchline.

    or; Jake can't believe that he's attracted to this guy: mullet, mustache, microphone. But you know what? At least he's funny.

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    31 May 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 40

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    jake and bradley go on a "first" date.

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    31 May 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 72

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    bradley finds out where jake's off button is.

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    31 May 2026

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