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    One security camera. One leaked video. One choice that changes everything.

    Ilya Rozanov loses his country, his team, and his shot at Olympic gold in a single night. But he doesn’t lose Shane, and that makes all the difference.

    A story about finding home in a person, not a place. About choosing love over legacy. And about winning the medal you never knew you needed, standing next to the one person who matters most.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    “Well, you are getting something from me. Two things actually: Life-changing sex skills and an opportunity to fuck me—”

    “—Oh, give me a break—”

    “—But,” Ilya says. “What am I getting out of this?”

    “The opportunity to f-fuck me,” Hollander snaps, and yeah, a pretty fair point.

    ilya is failing a class, shane is failing at exploring his sexuality. despite their seven-year-long animosity on the ice, they turn to each other for guidance. a deal is struck.

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    12 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 32

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    If you asked Porsche what it was to be the head of the minor family, he'd call it tiring.

    For the first few weeks, he thinks it won't always be a blur of names, faces, and numbers.  The dogs in town may have barked for Gun, but everyone in Bangkok understands that Korn is the kennel master.  When he asks his contacts to come meet his nephew (Porsche hates being called that), they come.  Soon, Porsche thinks, he’ll have finally run out of fat old men with thumb rings, and Porsche can start getting them straight in his head, but finally never seems to come.  Korn is really fucking connected.

    Kinn sits at the head of the long table, but it's at Korn's elbow that Porsche starts to learn.  The old man ran guns and drugs for decades before becoming a professorial grandfather living above the clouds.  He has a way of making the numbers seem easy.

    (And if it's easier for Porsche to accept his authority than it is to admit that Kinn is a little more equal than him, well.  No one asks Porsche to say that out loud.)

    Or: Big lives. Somehow this makes life much worse and much better for Porsche.

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    08 Jan 2026

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    To say that Big wakes up would be a strong overstatement of what happens.  He’s mostly dead, and then he’s slightly less dead and can open his eyes sometimes, and then he’s only half-dead.

    The few weeks he’s half-dead would probably be the worst, if Big had any recollection of them after he gets out of the hospital.  He knows that he asks over and over where Ken is, and every time the staff tell him, and every time a little piece of him dies.

    And then he goes back to sleep, and like a goldfish he forgets and they do it all again.  It happens so many times it sticks with him even though practically nothing else from half-dead does.

    And then suddenly, he’s not half-dead.  He’s mostly alive.  His brain gets its shit together and he can operate his arms and legs, and speak, if a little slurringly.  He regains episodic memory and is profoundly embarrassed that he’s been told upwards of thirty times that Ken is dead.  In all that, he never asked after Khun Kinn.

    Or:

    Big lives. This changes less than one might think.

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    07 Jan 2026

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    Kip blinked. “You’re Ilya Rosanov,” he informed him.

    “Yes,” he agreed. “You are Scott’s boyfriend, yes?”

    “Yes.” Ilya gave a slight raise of his eyebrow, and Kip realized that he had answered the door shirtless and covered in flour.

    “I do not remember your name,” Ilya continued, when it became clear that he wasn’t going to respond.

    “It’s Kip.”

    “Kip?” Ilya asked, his face scrunching up. “This is a weird name.”

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    05 Jan 2026

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    Ilya discovers RPF. Naturally, he decides the best course of action is to read the filthiest scenes aloud and then meticulously reenact every single one.

    Shane is mortified. He is also very, very turned on.

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    04 Jan 2026

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    “When are you going to invite me to stay?”

    Shane coughed. “I don’t know. I’ve been pretty busy with, uh… the charity, and the camp, and all the planning. It hasn’t been very relaxing.” It wasn’t a total lie. He had been working on the charity with Ilya and with his mom, and he was keeping pretty busy. It just wasn’t all work that he was busy with. A lot of it was he and Ilya making up for lost time, putting the shower pressure to good use, losing their clothes in every room and making a game out of finding them when it was time to do laundry. They had a score sheet. Shane was winning.

    Rose seemed to accept that excuse, and she talked for a little bit longer until Shane maneuvered his way off the call. Then, and only then, did he turn to look at Ilya. “Sorry about that,” he said, but Ilya only shrugged.

    “Is fine.” He put down his glass of water. “You should do it.”

    Shane was distracted by the way Ilya reached around his waist to pull food out of the pan and put it, still hot, into his mouth. After a beat too long, he asked, “Do what?”

    “Invite Rose Landry to the cottage,” Ilya said, like it was no big deal.

    (what it says on the tin)

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    04 Jan 2026

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    Shane learns too much about his friends and their sex lives. They talk about things they’ve done in bed, and Shane starts to wonder if he’s doing something wrong.

    Curiosity piqued, the desperate get resourceful. Sometimes, those resources include asking the guy that you sometimes hate to teach you what you’re missing.

    Nothing can go wrong.

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    04 Jan 2026

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    Freckles.

    From cheek to cheek, right over the bridge of a very tiny button nose.

    He knows these freckles. Knows them better than he knows the backs of his own hands, probably.

    Which, really, combined with the basket and the blanket and the fact that this happens at least once a season to someone in the league, Ilya’s heart races, then settles as he holds the baby close.

    “Well, hello there, my little one.”

    AKA wish baby fic

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    04 Jan 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 21

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    "You heard it here folks." The bubbly blonde presenter of the morning news channel announced. "Wedding bells are ringing for Canada's darling hockey captain Shane Hollander and Hollywood's angel Rose Landry. The couple announced yesterday on social media that after a year of dating, they just couldn't wait any longer." The screen flashed to the post from Rose's Instagram. Shane on his knee in the sand, a breathtaking sunset contrasted their shadows, Rose with her hand to her mouth and a ring hanging in the air between them. A promise, a future, something Ilya Rozanov felt burning away from him.

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    04 Jan 2026

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    Shane drops.

    and drops.

    and drops

    or: Shane drops after the infamous "we didn't even kiss" text, and it spirals deeper than he could have ever expected.

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    04 Jan 2026

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    Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.

    It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.

    (Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)

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    03 Jan 2026

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    Lily is dismayed when she's given Lavender's Agony Aunt Column at the Prophet as her first job. Luckily, she can count on Hugo's help to tackle even the most embarrassing of letters.

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    03 Jan 2026

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    Instead of Shane, it is Ilya who suffers a concussion during the Boston-Montreal game in April 2017. Dazed and agitated, Ilya briefly starts speaking and responding only in Russian and the medics can’t calm him down. Luckily, Shane started studying Russian after Ilya spoke to him in Russian on the phone from Moscow. For no particular reason. Certainly not because he’s fallen in love with Ilya Rozanov.

    In Montreal with lingering concussion symptoms, Ilya is advised not to fly home for a few days, and the hospital won’t release him without assurances that he has someone to stay with him until his symptoms improve. Luckily, Shane conveniently has a condo in Montreal no one knows about and a few days before he has to travel again.

    But Ilya’s symptoms don’t resolve after a few days. Which is okay; Shane can handle it. He can take care of Ilya, study Russian, lead his team into the playoffs, and keep Ilya’s continued presence in Montreal a secret. He can do everything, no problem. He is Shane Hollander after all.

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    A whump fanfiction that is secretly a fix-it.

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    Chapters:
    20/20
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    02 Jan 2026

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    Shane let out a put-upon sigh and stepped into Terry's office, closing the door behind him. “So, I was really nauseous this morning. Threw up a little. And Ilya is making me come talk to you about it.”

    Terry quirked an eyebrow at him. “Husband Ilya or Captain Rozanov?”

    “Both.”

    “Oof.” Terry gestured at him to take a seat. “You sure you’re not dying, bud?"

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    02 Jan 2026

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    The term, he’s told, is temporary retrograde amnesia. Ilya doesn’t need the direct translation to understand: he forgot things. Ten years of things.

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    02 Jan 2026

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    “Look, I know you’ve got this...thing...for Rozanov.”
    Shane’s stomach dropped. “What do you mean?”
    J.J. smiled sadly at him. “Why do you think I keep trying to set you up? Having a crush on a straight man is no good, buddy."

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    The events of Heated Rivalry + The Long Game through the eyes of J.J. Boiziau.

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    All of the times J.J. was pretty oblivious / all of the times Shane wasn't as careful as he thought he was.

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    39/?
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    58,556

    01 Jan 2026

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    Harris launches a new series for the Centaurs' social media: having the team answer his question of the day!

    This follows the season after The Long Game, when Shane joins the team on their road to the Stanley Cup, as they answer questions like who's the hottest/funniest/most perceptive Centaur, different preferences, rituals, and more.

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    Chapters:
    41/41
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    282,067

    31 Dec 2025

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    The Voyageurs ask Shane to join FanMail in order to foster a better connection with fans. Internet sleuths start to notice some interesting details in the background of Shane’s videos, and then the internet does...what the internet does.

    Or Shane and Ilya are granted an opportunity to come out on their own terms. Sort of. And in they do it in a very Ilya way. (Surprisingly, it is Shane’s idea)

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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Collections:
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    1,875
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    28,994
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    6,163
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    239,289

    31 Dec 2025

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    A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.

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    1/1
    Comments:
    1,010
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    32,909
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    7,600
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    330,462

    31 Dec 2025

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