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    When you first hear the voice of your soulmate, you just know that they’re the one for you. Sounds perfect. Simple.

    As an EMT, Dean Winchester has seen both the ups and downs of what soulmates can do to each other. He rejects the very idea that one person is your person and once you hear their voice you belong to them. To him it feels like a forced relationship that there is only one way out of.

    Castiel Novak, profoundly deaf since childhood, doubts he will ever find his soulmate. Even if he did, how would he ever know? Rather than let that diminish his happiness, he creates the website Solemates for others like himself, who have either lost their soulmate or aren't looking for one for whatever reason. It's a place to find support and understanding.

    After a friend directs him to Solemates, despite some trepidation, Dean begins to read and comment on posts. That's how he meets blue_eyed_angel. They hit it off, so they chat and get to know each other for a while. After they exchange numbers, Dean realizes he’s falling for the guy. It's inevitable that they start to think about meeting in real life...

    When you're a Winchester, you find that things rarely go according to plan.

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    25 Apr 2024

  2. Rec 14

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    When a reporter asks Dean, a homeless man with a mysterious past, why he exclusively keeps close to the billboards and posters of a specific male model—the one Dean likes to refer to as the angel with spectacular blue eyes—in a moment of weakness, thinking it won’t change anything about his situation, Dean tells him the truth: it’s how he finds comfort and solace. Something that is difficult to come by.
    That is until the story reaches the ears of Castiel Novak, the model in question.

    Link to fic:
    https://archiveofourown.org/works/45942181/chapters/115637200

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    22 Apr 2024

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    Beautifully told and heartwarming. I read it twice the first time. I love this story.

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    It starts a few days earlier.

    Castiel first notices it in the middle of the night when the dreams of fire and screams have kept him awake. He’s kneeling before the altar, praying, when the glass in the windows start to shake, the very air vibrating around him. Castiel is on his feet and reaching for the gun tucked into the back of his pants as the shutters over the windows start to rattle.

    Written by: riseofthefallenone
    Artist and co-author: pappcave

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    17 Feb 2024

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    In which Amara doesn't bring back Mary, she brings back John Winchester.

    Dean is uncertain what Amara's meaning is when she brings John back, and struggles with coming to terms with the new family dynamic. Sam tries harder to keep the peace than he used to, and Cas does not get along with John at all- though he tries. Testosterone is at an all-time high as these four men struggle to coexist in the hunting world with very different ideologies.

    We explore just how much the brothers have changed in the ten years without their father's guidance, the trauma they still haven't resolved, and the feelings that Dean and Cas hold for one another despite the very real and new barrier that is John.

    This story begins 12x01 and ends around 13x06

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    12 Oct 2023

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    "You have given me what I needed most. I want to do the same for you," Amara had told him.

    What if what Dean Winchester had needed most wasn't Mary back, but was for his long coveted Angel to finally be HIS Angel.

    Of course getting what you wish for is never as simple as it first appears and it isn't long before Dean discovers being with Castiel means getting a hell of a lot more than he bargained for.
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    Dean had known Cas to go over protective on him before, but this was ridiculous. It was only a bit of food poisoning, or a bug. Living most of his life on the road, surviving on truck stops and greasy diner food, Dean had had plenty in his time. Twenty four hours at the most and he’d be back to his usual self. There was really no need for Cas’ panic.

    Was weird that he hadn’t healed him though.

    “Your healing mojo must be off,” Dean grumbled. “Still feel like crap.”

    “You’re not sick.” Cas' eyes never left the road ahead.

    “Oh yeah?” Dean cocked a cheeky eyebrow, “The chunks I blew at the side of the road back there would prove otherwise.”

    “You’re not sick,” Cas repeated, deathly serious. “...You’re pregnant.”

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    19 Apr 2022

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    Dean Winchester is dead. For decades, he, along with Castiel and Sam, has led a peaceful afterlife in heaven. He has everything he’s ever wanted: a home, his family and friends surrounding him, and a relationship with Cas—and he’s bored as hell. Until, one day, Chuck escapes heaven’s lock up and begins capturing souls to regain power. To stop him, Jack sends Dean, Cas, and Sam back to Earth. After so long away from hunting, will they be able to once again find their place in the family business?

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    03 Feb 2022

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    All Dean Winchester knows is repression. At no time in his life has he ever felt safe to explore his attraction to other men. He has all but convinced himself that it doesn't exist--that heterosexuality is the only option. But try to deny it as he might, Castiel's presence in the bunker is a mounting reminder that he will never be the man his father wanted him to be. He doesn't know how much longer he can keep the charade...or even if he wants to anymore.

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    28 Jan 2022

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    What good is a soldier without a war to fight?

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    Dean, adrift without Cas in a world that doesn't remember ending and desperately refusing to believe in the hope Jack offers, stumbles out of hunting and into a life he's absolutely not equipped for -- except for how it might just be the one thing that can keep him together.

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    18 Jan 2022

  9. Public Bookmark 27

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    (Season 13) Castiel is back from The Empty eager to raise his infant son. Dean isn't thrilled about raising a baby but he's determined not to make the same mistakes with Cas that he did before he died.

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    13 Jan 2022

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    Dean keeps going back.

    When he arrives, it's always to blooming flowers and a windmill in the background, not too far from a brook, the sun painting the plains.

    He likes it there. He likes to stand in front of the makeshift urn and check that it's still where he put it, switching out the flowers when they wilt. He likes to listen to the sound of birds chirping, insects singing, the faint sound of water trickling in the distance. He likes to turn his face up and feel the sun on his skin, wondering if Cas would do the same if he were here, somehow knowing that he would.

    He likes to talk.

    There's never a response, but Dean feels the breeze rustle through his hair and watches the flowers bob when bees come to them and stares as the windmill keeps turning, turning, turning. And he imagines that Cas is replying—the windmill is the tilted head, the bobbing flowers are a gentle smile, the breeze is whatever words Dean wants to hear at the time.

    Sometimes, it's almost like he's there.

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    13 Jan 2022

  11. Public Bookmark 47

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    More than five years after fighting in the Virgin Mary's war for power, the Winchesters have settled into lives of peace and normality. Sam and Amina have just had their second baby, while Dean and Castiel raise their 8-month-old daughter, all together in the same neighborhood of Lawrence, Kansas. Castiel's increasing public notoriety comes with his charity work and Dean takes to the road less and less, instead favoring the role Bobby once played for hunters. But their quiet life comes to a screeching halt when fellow hunter, Krissy Chambers, calls with a plea for help. She's stolen a holy object before the Knights Templar could destroy it. Chased by the Templars as well as God's angels and Abaddon's demons, Dean finds his family yet again at the center of a battle between cosmic forces. Only when the new Queen of Hell kidnaps his baby, Lia Mary, and holds her hostage for the holy artifact, will he and Castiel do the one thing they swore they'd never do - become the Virgin Mary's angels to fight Hell, save the holy artifact, and save their child. (Sequel to Raven From The Ashes: http://archiveofourown.org/works/831561)

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    12 Jan 2022

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