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Cas tells Dean and Sam he's gay. Dean proceeds to have an existential meltdown about it.
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30 May 2026
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you close your eyes and cry to me (you hold me, you hold me, but you’ll never know) by canoneer_zakura (Lady_ofthelake)
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
25 May 2026
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“Can I do anything to help you sleep?” Cas presses, and the foot of space between them has never felt so close or so far. Dean licks his lips and lets his unsteady gaze flick away from moonlit irises and tries not to think of the gentle press of a mouth against his.
or, tragic destiel cuddling, sad fluff
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28 May 2026
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Dean dies, goes to Heaven, and handles emotional honesty surprisingly well.
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28 May 2026
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Does it count as a midlife crisis when you buy a house and renovate it in secret, not telling your brother a single thing about it?
Well, Dean most certainly doesn't handle Cas' death very well and so somehow he ends up grieving in his own special way: by building a home and praying that one day he will share it with someone very particular.
Deep down Dean knows it's a futile hope and probably not really healthy to cling onto it so desperately, but at the end of the day dreams occasionally come true, even for a Winchester.
Right?
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Dean hasn't left his room in weeks since The Empty took Castiel. Alcohol and solitude are the only things Dean knows without his best friend.
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Dean is shit at feelings.
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21 May 2026
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In the middle of the most boring hunt of all time, Dean discovers that Sam has somehow missed the fact that he and Cas are together, and have been for months now. Cas convinces him to have a little fun with it.
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20 May 2026
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Dean won’t get off his phone, Sam finds out he’s texting someone. Sam makes it his mission to find out who.
Or: nosy Sam meets Destiel
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- Part 1 of Destiel IV to pump into my blood.
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20 May 2026
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"Am I the big spoon or the little spoon?"
Dean wants to roll his eyes, but decides it's better not to. "What the hell, Cas? What are you talking about?"
"Well," he starts, even-toned, as he continues to undress slowly before Dean's eyes, "Sam asked me earlier if I was the big spoon or the little spoon."
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20 May 2026
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Dean has spent most of his life drifting between one-horse towns, drowning himself in short-lived pleasures and the certainty that no one ever stays.
Until he finds himself with a bullet buried in the gut, deep in a desert that the locals claim is cursed - that once you go in, you don’t come back out.
He’s saved from bleeding out by a handsome stranger, but as they trek through the inhospitable wilderness together, it turns out that the only thing worse than being stuck in the desert alone, might be to be trapped there with someone you can’t trust.
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19 May 2026
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Castiel does not expect the figure model at his drawing class to be so handsome.
Nor does he expect to sleep with him, know his baby brother, or fall stupidly in love with him.
Dean does not expect Castiel-the-artist to have nipple rings, volunteer at the library, or become such a huge part of his life.
But hey, they roll with the punches.
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19 May 2026
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Eight weeks ago, a man found himself on the front porch of a house he'd never seen. With no idea who he was or how he'd gotten there, he could only accept what the police told him: His name was James Novak, and he'd been missing for years.
Temporarily housed and working in a shelter, he suffers from recurring nightmares about killing a man named Dean, believing he must've murdered him. But after he's recognized by a young woman at the shelter, the real Dean turns up looking for him.
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18 May 2026
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A routine haunting lands Dean in a historic hotel with his brother, a flirtatious Cas look-a-like, and a grouchy Angel of the Lord masquerading as his husband.
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- Part 1 of Stonehenge Crossover
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18 May 2026
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The Thirty-Six Questions That Lead to Love by aeli_kindara for remmyme
Fandoms: Supernatural
18 May 2020
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“So I need you to be my gay dads,” says Claire.
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In which Castiel is pissed off about his newly human body, Dean is pissed that Cas is pissed, and the solution may be simpler than expected.
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18 May 2026
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In which Castiel is an alien who abducts Dean, and probing may or may not be on the agenda.
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18 May 2026
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Dean has a friend.
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It’s September 18, 2008. Castiel is being deployed to rescue Dean Winchester from Hell.
He lands in Dean Winchester’s motel room in 2003. Things go from there.
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Dean and Castiel built a small, happy life in Colorado. They got married. Dean got a job.
For the first time in his life, he had somewhere to be.Then Sam knocked on their door.
Chapter 1 is in Sam POV, the rest is Cas
Part II in the Riding Shotgun Series. Read Part I Driving Sideways first.
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- Part 2 of Riding Shotgun
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17 May 2026
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Dean’s life is on the road. Passing through different towns one week to the next, following his dad’s orders, flirting and scamming his way through every bar in the Midwest.
So when he decides to head to sunny California for his brother’s graduation, he’s not expecting his whole world to flip on its head.
But it does.
With his dad in the hospital and Sam back in the picture for the first time in four years, Dean finds himself living a life he never dreamed of: mundane work days, lazy afternoons with his brother, nights out with real, honest-to-god friends.
It’s not what Dean is used to—not even what he wants, really—but the more time that passes, the more he begins to wonder if he can really let it all go when the time comes.
After all, his life is on the road, and soon enough it’s gonna come calling again.
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17 May 2026
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“So uh,” Dean’s voice starts to crack, and he has to blink back some tears. Stupid. He’s gotta say it before he chickens out. He wants Cas to know. “Part of me is kinda– kinda glad you got that. With him. ‘Cause I don't know if I’d be able to give you all that. Even if I want to.”
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- Part 2 of Should Have Known When We Began