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  1. Public Bookmark 35

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    Soap did not close the gap; he never did, and neither did Ghost. He wondered if Ghost felt it as much as he did. Ghost’s hands were still resting against his thighs, and Soap found himself wondering what would happen if he reached out and held one.

    Ghost would probably cut his hand off, Soap reasoned, but there was still that stupid flicker of hope. Soap had nurtured that flicker for years now, never quite letting it die but never feeding it much either. He was not in denial about his feelings towards his Lieutenant, but he certainly was not planning to act on them any time soon.

    There was too much risk of losing what little connection he had with the mysterious man, and Soap was not willing to take that risk. So, he stayed content in the grey area, in the almosts and the maybes. It was all he would ever have, and he had come to accept that.

    Still, if he just so happened to drift off and his shoulder lightly grazed Ghost’s, who was to say that was on purpose?

    OR

    Soap becomes the target of a wealthy crime family when he kills their leader. He deals with this while also coming to terms with his sister's death, his Catholic upbringing, and his feelings for Ghost.

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    23 Aug 2026

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    “So then, where do you go?” Soap had managed to get the words out while in between rounds of sparring, drinking obscene amounts of water in between syllables. When Ghost looked at him like he had grown a third arm – confused, curious, mildly terrified – he clarified. “During mail call?”

    Soap could identify almost every single emotion Ghost had, even through the mask and the greasepaint and the faceplate. But the forced neutrality? That wasn’t quite yet decrypted. He could understand the half-hearted shrug Ghost threw him. “Depends,”

    or

    Soap takes Ghost home with him and Ghost becomes a part of the family.

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    01 Dec 2025

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  3. Public Bookmark 134

    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    09 May 2025

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    What the fuck.

    Soap brings his hand closer to his face, squinting hard. Making his already pounding headache worse. This isn’t real. Has to be a prank. For some reason, Gaz must’ve sneaked in here. Funny guy.

    He’s heard—even seen it, once—the stories. It’s rare, but real, or at least an elaborate hoax, spanning countries and hundreds of years.

    People brought together, Fate intervening. Everyone is supposed to have one, a red thread leading and binding them to the person they’re supposed to spend their life with, though Soap isn’t sure how true that is. No one falls in love once. But it’s not just for love, as he heard it. Maybe this is that. He’s not in love with Ghost. Wants him, sure, crushing…not something he wants to admit to in the cold light of day, but okay.

    It’s not love.

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    17 Jan 2025

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    When Knight-Commander John "Soap" MacTavish is kidnapped from the castle by a famous assassin known as the Ghost and his strange Fae companion, he's ushered into a world that he never knew existed, just beyond the city's borders. Thrown into the midst of a brewing revolution, Soap realizes that the world he's known is a carefully constructed box, built to keep the truth out and the people inside safe and clueless. But the glass is beginning to crack, and Soap only has so much time to decide if knowing the truth is worth changing everything, or if the man behind the mask is worth the risks he's asking Soap to take.

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    30 Sep 2024

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    “Ghost, I don’t want to be dead,” he whispered, and Ghost saw that he was crying.
    “You’re not dead, Johnny,” he murmured, gently running a hand through the sergeant’s mohawk. “You’ll be fine, I’m getting you out of here, I promise.”
    Soap weakly tried to reach for Ghost, as if he needed to make sure that his lieutenant was really there. Ghost obliged him, gently grabbing his wrist.
    “I’m here, Johnny, I’ve got you.” He could tell that something was very wrong with Soap’s hands, considering the thick bandages soaked with old blood, but his injuries would have to wait. Exfil was priority. He huffed a sigh, then he radioed in, informing Price that he’d found Soap, alive.

     

     

    Soap is taken by mercenaries and held captive in a black site prison on hostile territory, but his friends will stop at nothing to get him out.
    It will be a long way to recovery for Soap, but Ghost is going to be there for him all the way, even if that might cost him his job, or worse.

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    28 Sep 2024

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  7. Public Bookmark 61

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    "Why'd you do them if you're not great at it?" Johnny muses

    "Hmm?"

    "The Sudoku. Why bother if you can't do them?"

    "I can do them perfectly fine thank-you very much," Simon retorts, "I'm just not very fast at them. Besides, practice makes perfect, right? Gotta keep my brain young and active."

    "Can't you think of other ways to keep your brain active? Y'know, stuff you're actually good at?" Johnny teases.

    "Are you just going to sit there for the next five and a half hours making fun of me because I'd like to know now so I can move seats."

    "What and sit next to Salivating Steve over there or Mouth-breathing Mike? I don't think so," Johnny smiles, "I think you're stuck with annoying old me so what says you and me work on these sudoku's together and maybe after you get off this bus you might not think I'm as insufferable as you do right now."

    Which begs the question, how well can you really get to know someone in seven hours?

    or

    Johnny and Simon meet on a coach journey from Stansted Airport to Manchester and have seven hours to either get to know one another or awkwardly smile and never see the other again. Where Johnny is involved, silence is never an option.

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    14 Sep 2024

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    He was an attractive man, Soap has to acknowledge it. He’s not gay, but he would lie if he told he had never looked appreciatively at another man’s body. Lieutenant towered over most people, including John, and with his thick, strong frame he would be able to easily manhandle him. He never thought it would be something that could make him hot under the collar, literally, but apparently there was a lot of things he doesn’t know about himself. Could he actually give the man blowjob to pay off his debt?

     

    Soap gets a sugar daddy and is spoiled like he deserves. And he accidentaly discovers he's not as straight as he thought...

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    05 Aug 2024

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  9. Public Bookmark 88

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    ‘Don’t worry about me.’

    ‘I do. All the fuckin’ time.’

    Ghost can’t think of anything to say to that so he just looks at Soap, like maybe that unsaid thing is about to come right out of his mouth and change everything between them forever, and if they can just look at each other he won't need to speak it out loud. He can feel it coming, knows eventually it will have to be acknowledged, that he can’t push it down for much longer. He swallows roughly.

    ‘Don’t waste your worry on me, Johnny.’

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    In which a mission goes bad and Ghost & Soap hole up in a safe house. Things are realised, and things are released.

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    19 Jul 2024

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    A fic inspired by the 7x05 promo

    Tommy gives Buck the love he deserves. AKA Tommy goes from 0 to whipped as fuck real fast.

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    15 Apr 2024

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  11. Public Bookmark 78

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    Soap needs some release and keeps getting interrupted.
    So he asks if Ghost wants to join him.
    Ghost takes him up on it and they start exploring
    some new things, and each other.

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    17 Mar 2024

  12. Public Bookmark 96

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    Pushed to their absolute limit, Soap and Ghost are left beaten and bloody when an argument spirals into a no holds barred fist fight, now Price has ordered the two of them into close quarters, with the directive that they can work things out and lead a team together, or be booted from 141 forever.

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    02 Mar 2024

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    Just one bite; to taste, and let go.

    Or, the on-field flirting is getting a little ridiculous.

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    03 Feb 2024

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    Soap's not gay, but his growing obsession with Ghost has him questioning his faith.

    But he'll do everything possible to prove it to himself and God, even if it means having Ghost - the figure of sin himself - fucking a woman with him.

    It's hardly gay if she's there, after all.

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    A civilian propositions them both on leave, and Ghost and Soap fuck a woman together instead of just talking to each other.

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    13 Jan 2024

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  15. Public Bookmark 39

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    “I don't celebrate the holidays.”

    “Its not about celebrating,” Soap answers with a shrug. “It's about not being stuck here in the dead dullness of England.”

    Ghost rolls his eyes. “England isn't bad Johnny.”

    “But it ain't Scotland.”

     

    Or; Soap invites Ghost to spend Christmas with him and his family because the thought of Ghost sitting alone in the barracks is eating him alive. Ghost comes to realise he doesn't handle the quiet as much as he used to anymore since the 141.

    Or or; A Christmas, found family fic.

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    31 Dec 2023

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    There was only so much you could do to a dead man, you see, before he became more of a liability than an advantage. In theory, the idea of not killing Ghost— of keeping him alive, taking him back to the base and torturing all the information they could get out of him was a good one. However, in practice, the issue became more complicated.

    Or— Ghost is sent home to recover after being victim to cartel torture, and then Soap shows up.

     

    REWRITE OF TENDER IS THE NIGHT

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    27 Nov 2023

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    He let his eyes run over them, lingering only as long as he felt necessary to make Roba think he was appreciative.

    "They're quite lovely. You're a man of good taste and it shows in not just your estate, but your slaves." He wanted to bite his own tongue off as he said the words, knowing now that this week would be more challenging than he initially thought.

    "Which would you like?"

    John blinked. "I'm sorry?"

    "As our honored guest, you have your choice of our best offerings. Whichever slave you choose will be prepared to your liking and sent to your room for the duration of your stay."

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    John MacTavish finds himself in the castle of a cruel ruler who is rumored to have his eye on the Garrick crown. In a desperate attempt to infiltrate his ranks, he must keep the king occupied while Price puts his ear to the ground.

    The only problem is that the king's desire to show off his human collection had placed John in a difficult position. Given a slave to attend to his needs for his stay means that he must balance his own moral compass with the very real risk of exposing their operation and losing their lives, or worse.

    *Main pair is mutually wanting, situation is forced

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    Chapters:
    17/17
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    15 Oct 2023

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  18. Public Bookmark 91

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    Receiving an ominous text from his Captain while he was on leave was more than concerning. It was barely dawn when his phone chimes.

    Price  -  05:32
    Have you been in contact with Simon this last week?

    !!! i have all but given up on this. if i were to add anything i'd prefer to rewrite it. so i'm not going to delete it, but it'll be on an indefinite hiatus. sorry <3 !!!

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    Comments:
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    29 Aug 2023

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    Ghost is a warm body with a high price tag, advertised with the guarantee that ‘anything goes.’

    Soap is a paying customer— one who seems to be at odds with Ghost's particular brand of clientele.

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    Chapters:
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    15 Aug 2023

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    As he returns from a solo mission gone sideways, Ghost is so pissed off he can't even think straight. Despite the haze of anger, he makes a plan. Get a coffee. Take a shower. Find Soap. Easy.

    But as with all carefully planned strategies, they almost never work out the way you intended them to.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    4,969
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    46,526

    05 May 2023

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