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    "You're supposed to smoke over there." Someone said from behind Ilya.

    Ilya almost dropped his cigarette. His English was shitty, but he had studied that sentence enough times over the years to understand it immediately. He didn't even think about his words much anymore, but it was impossible to avoid them.

    He turned instinctively, and was face to face with Shane fucking Hollander.

    Out of almost seven billion people, of course Ilya's soulmate had to be his fated rival. It was almost poetic. Still, Ilya had enough sense to realize just how bad this was.

    or, Shane says Ilya's soulmate words. Ilya vows to never speak a word to him to keep him from finding out. They fall in love anyway.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    Harris launches a new series for the Centaurs' social media: having the team answer his question of the day!

    This follows the season after The Long Game, when Shane joins the team on their road to the Stanley Cup, as they answer questions like who's the hottest/funniest/most perceptive Centaur, different preferences, rituals, and more.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.

    “Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.

    And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.

    Just once. Just a single nod.

    Why did he have to nod?

    “Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”

    “Of course.”

    Of course.

    “Was it better?”

    “Yes.”

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    Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    Actor Shane Hollander is known for being the golden boy of Hollywood, a legacy nepo-baby who has surpassed his own parents’ stellar reputations through talent and hard work. Ilya Rozanov, who clawed his way up from being a nobody newcomer from Russia to one of the silver screen’s top stars, is a direct contrast to Hollander, making headlines for going through a carousel of lovers and constant partying. The two of them have had an unspoken rivalry throughout the years, their films competing in the box office and the actors wrangling for awards -- particularly the most coveted Academy Award for Best Actor in a Leading Role.

    When director Jacob Tierney has the 10,000 IQ move to make Hollander and Rozanov the leading roles in a queer drama, the two actors have to set aside their different philosophies and try to understand what it is to have hot passion and to fall in love…for believability’s sake of course.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    Kip loves Scott, so he's willing to join him wherever he's needed, whether that's at games or social events or - god forbid - MLH-mandated youth hockey initiatives.

    Even if Ilya Rozanov is there.

    OR: Kip and Ilya meet after the on-ice kiss. An unlikely friendship ensues, along with an even more unlikely double date.

    OR: Scott Hunter thinks Rozanov might have found a new and unusual method of torture: making friends with his boyfriend. That alone is bad enough, but when Rozanov shows up at his door with Shane Hollander in tow, Scott is left to reckon with the frankly unfathomable fact of their secret decade-long relationship.

    He still thinks he's too lazy to be a serial killer, but perhaps a single premeditated murder isn't off the table.

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    15 Jan 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 31

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    It's been almost two years since Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov tied the knot. After joining the Ottawa Centaurs and winning their first Stanley Cup as a couple, the hockey phenoms feel unstoppable. That was until a year later when an injury during the Stanley Cup finals causes Ilya to be forced to retire. The couple embark on a new part in their life-- parenthood. However, a mysterious phone call changes their plans.

    A month after the call, Shane and Ilya are divorced, and Ilya is thousands of miles away living in his condo in Moscow.

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    15 Jan 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 71

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    Ilya's release spatters the slate gray wall he's braced against. His hips jerk forward, one of his feet nearly slipping on the porcelain with the force of it. The pillow of his forearm absorbs the groan that tears out of his throat.

    Some stupid number of seconds later, Ilya pushes himself back into the direct line of the shower spray. He watches the water sluice down his body, taking everything with it, including yet another shred of his dignity. He sighs, equal parts relieved and disgusted.

    Ilya Rozanov is almost 27 years old.

    He sells more luxury cars than anyone in all of Quebec.

    He is indisputably on his way to cementing his rep as the greatest lay in greater Montreal.

    And his crush on his landlord is getting way the fuck out of hand.

     

    or: an AU in which Ilya moves in next door to Mr. Real Estate Shane Hollander and goes feral. His solution: Manufacture all kinds of mishaps to make Mr. Real Estate come to him, over and over until he gets him in bed.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    He forces his lips to part, slow and measured, the way he does in media interviews when a question lands too close to the truth. “I’ve been on the same protocol for years. There haven’t been any issues. I just need a refill.”
    “There haven’t been any reported issues,” she corrects, folding her hands. “Shane, you haven’t let your body regulate since you were eleven. You’ve gone through over seventy suppressed cycles, and your hormone levels are showing signs of—”
    “I don’t care.”
    “You should.”
    “I said I don’t care.” His voice is flat, sharp. “I have a game in forty-eight hours.”

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    14 Jan 2026

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    Shane and Ilya have been married for four years, won two cups and overcame a whole bunch of adversity -- the plan has always been to wait until retirement to have kids, but the more success the couple achieves the more they yearn to share it with more people they love. IE: Shane and Ilya start their family

    All fluff!! Set post Long Game, contains spoilers.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    If there’s ever been any doubt in his mind just how much Shane loves this man, it vanishes with the glossy blankness of Ilya’s expression. Blood from a stone indeed.

    “My father was very fair,” Ilya says immediately, and it’s got the rigid, almost mechanical emphasis of something practiced a thousand times. “If I was bad, I pay price. No problem.”

    “I think maybe we have a different definition of the word fair.”

    “Yes,” Ilya admits. “Probably. Shane thinks so.”

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    14 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 99

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    “Is there something that you want, or are you just looking?”

    Shane practically jumped out of his skin; he was so startled, his eyes snapped up to meet Ilya’s. “What? No!”

    He could feel the tempo of his heart speed up as he watched Ilya reach over to place his phone face down on the coffee table and sit up.

    “Shane.”

    The heat of a deep blush spread over Shane’s cheeks as he lifted his book back up, trying desperately to return his attention to the words on the page.

    “Hey!” Shane squawked in protest as his book was ripped from his hands and tossed onto the table haphazardly.

    And suddenly, Ilya was standing over him with a gentle hand cupping Shane’s chin, forcing him to look up.

    They had discussed Shane using his words to ask for what he wants before, but clearly the lesson didn't stick. Ilya is prepared to reteach this masterclass as many times as necessary.

    Featuring Ilya's effortless dominance, Shane being the subbiest sub to ever sub while keeping his bratty streak, Ilya realizing he screwed up, an impulsive millionaire late-night shopping, and a deeply embarrassed Shane Googling sex terms.

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    14 Jan 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 82

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    Ilya doesn’t die when his plane goes down. But he forgets.

    When Ilya is marked as missing from the Centaurs’ plane crash, nobody knows why Shane’s game goes to shit. Benched by his coach, Shane goes to the place Ilya was last seen: the Blue Ridge Mountains. A story about finding yourself when you don’t know who you are, and about falling in love with the same person twice.

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    14 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 69

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    When Shane and Ilya arrive back at the cottage, they've got the rest of their two weeks together -- but first they have to get through dinner with Shane's parents.

    A continuation of the series picking up exactly where it left off and following Ilya's two week (or longer?) stay at Shane's cottage.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    Harris knew that Ilya Rozanov was a menace in the media when he got the social media job at the Centaurs. He knew that Ilya had virtually no filter and said whatever came to his mind, even if it was extremely inappropriate. Harris had worked for years trying to keep Ilya in line and was somewhat successful in this feat.

    It all changed when Shane Hollander signed with the Centaurs.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    Ilya hums, playing the card he's been considering for this entire conversation. “We could make more interesting, yes? A bet.”

    “A bet,” Shane repeats, eyes flashing. “Like what?”

    The reporter cuts in. “What about wearing the other player’s jersey?”

    They both turn to her, and Shane says, “Like, the loser wears the winner’s jersey?”

    “Maybe at the next game in a couple of months?”

    “Is a good idea,” Ilya muses, nudging Shane’s elbow. “You will look better in my jersey than in Montreal jersey.”

    Shane makes a low noise, his eyes holding a bit of a spark when he looks back to Ilya. It’s what Ilya was hoping for—the tiniest crack in the mask. He can see a hint of exasperated affection around the corners of Shane’s eyes, a little bit of fire burning just beneath the surface. It sends a thrill down Ilya’s spine, and he wonders if Shane will be snarky when Ilya gets him naked tonight.

    “That’s not happening,” Shane replies, shaking his head. “Because you’re not winning.”

    ---
    Ilya should have known better.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov’s relationship is probably the worst-kept secret in the NHL, and it’s entirely their own fault. 11 years is a long time to keep a secret, and Shane and Ilya are really, really bad at sneaking around.

    Or: A look into Shane and Ilya’s relationship over the years, from all the people who walk in on them, one way or another.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander has chemistry with his new American linemate. Montreal fans are thrilled. Ilya Rozanov is not.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    The hot mic incident was just the beginning.

    Now the internet watches in real-time as Ilya’s Spotify playlist gets leaked (with NOTES), Shane attempts subtlety (narrator: he fails), they bicker about boy bands on late night TV, someone admits to having a ring for six months ON TWITTER, and approximately 20 different social media platforms collectively lose their goddamn minds.

    Featuring: journalists having breakdowns, Reddit threads that require moderator intervention, TikTok compilations with 1.2M views, brand partnerships from Skittles, a plague of engagement speculation, and two hockey players who cannot stop being chaotic disasters on main.

    The fandom was writing fic about them. Turns out reality is messier, queerer, and somehow MORE unhinged.

    [or social media reacts to the week following the Hot Mic Incident™, told entirely through tweets, Reddit posts, Instagram stories, podcast transcripts, and the world’s most romantic Spotify playlist]

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    14 Jan 2026

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    “Papa, what’s your job?”

    Ilya opens his mouth. Closes it. He looks at Shane, who is suddenly very interested in his coffee.

    “My job,” Ilya says slowly, “is to take care of you.”

    “That’s not a job,” Wyatt says matter-of-factly. “That’s just being a papa.”

    “Yes,” Ilya agrees. “It is.”

    In September 2030, Ilya Rozanov is newly retired, newly restless, and learning the hard way that staying home with their three-year-old son is more exhausting than any playoff run. Shane Hollander is back on the ice, chasing another season while missing things he can’t get back.

    After more than a decade together, Ilya and Shane must relearn the hows of their relationship—what comes after happily ever after.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    “It was cruel,” Ilya murmurs, brushing the saltwater from Shane’s freckles with a careful thumb. “I was cruel. To both of us. And I’m sorry.”

    Shane breathes with him for a moment, both of them trying to pull themselves together, before he grumbles, “I don’t even remember why I brought that up.”

    “Because you want to be annoying in bed until I slap you,” Ilya reminds him patiently.

    “Oh. Right.”

    [Or: Shane and Ilya are very, very compatible.]

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    14 Jan 2026

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