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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    After surviving the journey of the Hail Mary and finding a home on Erid, Simon and Grace finally have a chance at peace.
    But the damage from their journey has left scars that cannot be healed. As Grace's time begins to run out, Simon must face the hardest challenge of all: learning how to keep living after losing the person who became his home.

    This story came about because of a wonderful comic I came across, check it out here https://www.tiktok.com/@bird_nerd25/photo/7663387033523555598

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    12 Aug 2026

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    Aug 12 2026 • 10:14
    Bloody Mary

    you could just say you hate me. It would take less words.
    did you kiss the brick? hmm?

    ow ow ow 10/10

  2. Public Bookmark 17

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    The monster bites. The ship explodes. Simon dies. Except... he didn't.

    Grace awakens to learn a bloodied submarine has appeared in orbit around Erid. Inside is a man with horrifying mutations, who insists that Earth disappeared decades ago, planets with oceans of blood are real, and something out there outside of time is watching him. When Grace encounters the thing during an investigation into the SM-13 and sees it too, the two are drawn together out of a desire to understand how Simon is here, and why he has survived.

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    12 Aug 2026

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    Aug 12 2026 • 01:34
    BLOODY MARYY

    WOOOOOOOOOOOOO YEEEAAAAAAAHHHHHHH
    LETS FUCKING GOOOO
    AMZE AMAZE AMZAE 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

    splendid writing, fascinating take on the whole “how the hell did Simon end up here,” STEAMY WELL EARNED
    ooooooohhhh science how I love youuu

    “disgust…”
    “Y-YOU AND ADRIEN ARE FREAKY TOO Y’KNOW”
    “yeah but it's beautiful. y'all are gross”

    meanwhile, Simon: ‘can this fucking rock leave already I am trying to freak this man’

     

    adore the E y e and it's presence here. the early strain on their relationship… 👍👍

  3. Public Bookmark 31

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    Angels have blond hair. He never knew that. Or that they had hair at all. Maybe they don't—

    — are the first thoughts that come to him when he was able to have thoughts again.

    The creature above him is bathed in light, blinding and brilliant. The light smears the outline of its head into a pale golden blur.

    The angel is speaking to him, he thinks. The thought is so absurd, Simon can only lay there and stare. He's vaguely aware of other noises around him - footsteps, the shuffling of a busy room and strange discordant melodies that sound like wind chimes shaking in the wind, overlain with a strangely human voice. Must be the angel.

    The angel shifts above him and Simon notices a splotch of red close to it's head.

    He frowns, tries to lift a hand and when that fails, he tries to speak. He has to warn the angel that there's blood on its halo. Simon hasn't believed in anything in a long time but in his delirium, can't resist the burning urge to correct this wrong. Angels shouldn't have blood on them, especially if it came from him.

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    11 Aug 2026

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    Aug 11 2026 • 05:07
    Bloody Mary

    HOLY SHIT???
    RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCE????
    OH??? MY GOD????

    10/10 beautiful writing and wondrously mixed memories and timelines
    oh boy this. this was good.

    “to prove she was not his tomb; but his salvation”
    oooooo boy big fan of this interpretation

  4. Public Bookmark 12

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    Simon's mutations have changed him more than he knows. As one of the only two humans on Erid, he faces a difficult moral dilemma.

    . . .

    My take on a Vampire!Simon mutation! Featuring lots of bullshit science I made up, which I've added as a supplemental chapter for anyone who likes that sort of stuff.

    This one has a slightly more horror/gross stuff than usual, so pay attention to chapter trigger warnings if that sort of stuff bothers you <3

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    11 Aug 2026

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    Aug 11 04:20
    Blllooooooddddyyyy Mary

    Oh I love a good bloodletting
    sexy horror shit <3
    the segue to smut was a little loose, but the smut was good so ʅ(◞‿◟)ʃ
    👍👍🩸

  5. Public Bookmark 15

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    “Rocky, stay here” Grace whispered, moving closer to Simon as he tried not to step into any of the pools of blood. Rocky stopped, seemingly understanding the gravity of the situation, which Grace was thankful for. He didn’t have to be next to Simon to notice he was crying, full on sobbing, his shoulders shaking as he stared down at his hand. It was covered in blood. Grace swallowed hard but kept moving, one step at a time, noticing what looked like an alien knife just a few centimeters away from Simon.

    He didn’t have to be a genius to put two and two together.

    The problem now was… was he in danger?

    “Simon?”

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    Simon kills some aliens that invade the dome in Erid, and it brings back some dreaded memories of things he hasn't told Ryland.

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    11 Aug 2026

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    Aug 11 2026 • 03:11
    Bloody Mary

    thumbs up

  6. Public Bookmark 28

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    Grace gives Simon a laptop with full internet access, in hopes that he gets to know Earth. All Simon wants to do is get to know Ryland Grace.

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    Aug 11 2026 • 02:11
    Bloody Mary

    awwwweeeee
    I did forget it was tagged w/ coltland twins lmao. I, too, went “who is colt??” lmaooo
    anyway. hot in the very special ace way. ecstatic.
    yayyay bite me :3 yayyay you touch a guy ONE TIME and ya gotta fuck (used comically). sorry, thems the rules, pal
    👍

    (note: did an audible recoil when I realized it was august. ugh)

  7. Public Bookmark 5

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    When sleep did come it didn't stick for long. Really, all it seemed good for was making the line between dreams and the impossible reality he was living more difficult to draw. He hadn't quite been able to shake the feeling that he was just... flashing in between some kind of purgatory and paradise, torn between the two with violent yanks and hooked grips. Could it really be fully considered a paradise when he still had marred and inhuman skin and insides from everything that had happened in that stupid blood ocean? When he could still sense the thrum of it, the feeling, warm and alive around and on top of and inside of him. When his dreams consisted of sightless eyes digging into swells of dirt, rough protrusions that cut odd lines through his perception.

    He dreamt of vivid red and iron, the smell and taste of it so ingrained into who he was that he couldn't imagine a time when he hadn't known.

    'Dreams', he called them. As if it were that easy to separate his reality from whatever this was.

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    31 Jul 2026

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    Jul 31 2026 • 13:40
    Bloody Mary

    I need to reread this one when I have more focus
    Adore the care given to Simon
    Pleasant writing <3
    good good :]

  8. Public Bookmark 9

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    “Foxes, huh?”
    Grace plops back on his chair with a huff. He examines his own sleeve with what Simon can only call fondness. “Yeah. I love them.” Simon doesn’t know how to handle such a delicate sight, so he hums in what he hopes sounds like appreciation. “What about you, Simon? Do you have a favourite animal?”
    Simon doesn’t need to think about it. “Rats.”
    “Rats?” Grace echoes back.
    “They’re resilient.”
    Grace does his own hum of appreciation back at Simon. Grace meets his eyes. “They are. Very much so.”
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    An anthology of moments from Ryland and Simon, and the relationship they have.

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    31 Jul 2026

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    Jul 31 2026 • 10:13
    Bloody mary

    aaaawwwwwee so cute
    Awww my bbs.. aw..

  9. Public Bookmark 13

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    "Did you hear that?" Grace asked, pointing.

    "Yes. Statement."

    "Those were words."

    "Yes."

    "That was English!"

    "Yes, yes, yes!"

    "But that's not possible! It—"

    As if the universe were chiding him—Grace knew better than to make such a claim—the voice spoke again, the clearest yet. He returned the radio to his lap with reverence, repeating the words as they came.

    "'…Give us our soil… our seeds… so that we may grow… forgive us our sins… oh, Father, oh, Father… please…' Rocky? I'm really not imagining this, right?"

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    Grace and Rocky are one month into a three year trip to Erid. Things go off the rails when a man's desperate voice suddenly and impossibly sounds nearby...

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    31 Jul 2026

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    Jul 31 2026 • 08:43
    Iron Mary

    NOOOO I WANT SO MUCH MORE
    AUUGH THIS IS SO GOOD!!!
    writing! Wonderful!!
    AAAAAA WHYYY I need at least 5 seasons and a movie (or two) aaaaaaaa I cannot wait for more.

     

    the visual texture to convey static? YES
    dialogue? YESSS
    characters?? YES YES YES
    aaugh

  10. Public Bookmark 14

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    Shortly after deciding to resume his diary logs from the ship, Ryland Grace's life is once again flipped upside down when an irradiated submarine is detected by Eridian satellites. Now he's back to adapting to life with a new roommate, complete with cultural differences, exotic eating habits, and a mysteriously bloody past he refuses to acknowledge.

    A self-indulgent character study about Grace and Simon learning to be around each other like two stray cats.

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    30 Jul 2026

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    Jul 30 2026 • 16:35
    Bloody Mary

    AWWWEE
    adore the writing
    Typically I'm not a fan of first person (funny. given phm is in first person), but I liked this :]
    yay yay yippie
    good analysis I think :D

  11. Public Bookmark 23

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    Grace woke up with a gasp, eyes flying open as he gripped the sheets tightly. He was drenched in cold sweat. His hair stuck to his forehead, and his shirt had an obvious wet spot. His heart was beating ferociously and his chest heaved with every breath he was greedily taking. And he could never take a satisfying breath, as a tight squeeze in his chest prevented him from doing so. 

    He had a nightmare. 

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    30 Jul 2026

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    Jul 30 2026 • 11:47
    Bloody Mary

    👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍
    yay

  12. Public Bookmark 20

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    “…Though, nowadays it feels like I’m getting proven wrong by everything else. Aliens exist, xenon is a solid, you’ve got shark teeth. Which I still can’t even begin to wonder how that’s scientifically possible, but that is also something I’m going to figure out. Mark my words.”

    On the day you died, from the other side of the sea
    All the stars disappeared until there were only two remaining

    After making sure he doesn't die, Grace can’t help his scientific curiosity concerning the new set of teeth growing out Simon’s face. Desperately trying not to come off as a distrustful weirdo, he eventually makes a deal with Simon: he won’t bother him about his mutation unless the other explicitly says he’s okay with it.

    Besides, they do still have to… save the universe and everything.

    (or, 5 times Grace is curious about the man in front of him and the 1 time Simon indulges him)

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    30 Jul 2026

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    Jul 30 2026 • 00:17
    Bloody Mary

    NOOO I WANT MORE
    THREE SEASONS AND A MOVIE PLEASSEE

    writing 👍👍👍
    Oh so good character dynamics
    Crazy that author hasn't seen iron lung and yet. convinced me!!

    also a fan of this interpretation of their tech disparities; Simon being used to a /future/ level of tech, more advanced/different somehow from Grace’s— as the implication is of Simon being from a parallel future.. it makes sense. I've just grown so used to the “they don't got shit in Eden” interpretation.
    novel to me. so intriguing. adore.

    also love a good “the men just be crying” fic
    👍👍👍

  13. Public Bookmark 15

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    "Simon should go," Rocky speaks up suddenly.

    "Me? Go where?"

    "Go check on Grace. See if he has eaten, slept."

    Huh?

    "Oh, that's…I don't think that's a good idea, man."

     

    or, Grace is burnt out and won't listen to reason, i.e., his best friend Rocky. Good thing they have a new crew mate who is adjusting perfectly well to being in a different universe, andwho definitely knows how to act around a genuine, kind person.

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    30 Jul 2026

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    Jul 29 2026 • 22:18
    Bloody Mary

    awwee
    warm <3

  14. Public Bookmark 12

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    It hits Simon, on a random afternoon when the artificial sun is hiding behind the clouds, that he misses his mom.

    He’s in the bathroom when he feels it, washing his hands and looking at half of himself in the mirror again. It’s not an entirely new feeling; grief is something he constantly carries, like a small ache beneath his ribcage. What he realizes is new is the absence of things that were once fact. Once he had known the curve of her smile, the scent of her perfume in the air, her hair in his hands; now, he can only distantly recall how she looked.

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    Jul 29 2026 • 20:56
    Bloody Mary

    SCREAMINH AND CRYING
    OH MY FUCKING GOD
    WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

    oh so sweet. So tender. my heart hath melted. oh. oh, oh, mm.
    love a good Simon study. Love a good story heavily featuring his mom. ohhhhhh boyyyy my heart AAGAGA

  15. Public Bookmark 12

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    There are many, many moments that Simon doesn't want to relive. Of course, that doesn't mean that they don't play in his head anyway. Perhaps too often. But Grace is there, and he usually manages to make it at least a little better.

    or i don't know how to write summaries but it's simon trauma with a shit ton of religious imagery and a very heavy but also healing but also freaked out religious experience and also simon mom stuff but highkey really sad and then when he wakes up and is freaking out grace helps him wash his hair.

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    25 Jul 2026

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    Jul 25 2026 • 11:04
    Bloody? Iron Mary

    Well now I gotta read the fic this came from
    rats (humor!! I am quite excited)

  16. Public Bookmark 53

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    Grace debates on killing himself in the airlock.
    ‘He’d shiver, hugging his quilt closer as he sat cross legged with his back to Mary, staring out at the stars. They were beautiful- he’s glad he was able to save them.

    Ilyukhina’s heroin was on one side of him, Yao’s gun on the other. Two choices, three, if you count him opening the airlock. Four if you count starvation. But he knows Simon wouldn’t let it get to that.’

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    25 Jul 2026

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    Jul 25 2026 • 02:35
    Iron? Bloody? Mary

    NOOOO I WANT MORE :(((
    I need the next day :((

    but for what it is, 👍👍
    quite upsetting
    but. yeah. having Simon this early in the story leads to. food problems.
    Depressing!! well executed

  17. Public Bookmark 52

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    The first thing Simon Fischer learned about saving humanity was that no one asked whether he wanted the job. They simply informed him he was the only engineer qualified to keep the Mary alive. Every propulsion system, environmental control, fabrication unit, air recycler, or electrical failure would be catastrophic. If something broke millions of miles from Earth, there would be no repair crew to call, no replacement parts waiting in a warehouse, and definitely no second chances. There would only be Simon.

    He'd argued, refused, and even pointed out there had to be someone else. There wasn't. The sun was dimming, and every calculation ended the same way: someone had to go. So Simon went.

    He hadn't expected to become humanity's last engineer, and he certainly hadn't expected to become friends with a mysterious scientist welded into a submarine.

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    25 Jul 2026

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    Jul 25 2026 • 02:08
    Bloody Mary? Mary’s Bloody?

    Fascinating!!!
    never would I have considered a swap
    fascinating. I feel like Adrian
    fascinating…

  18. Public Bookmark 52

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    Ryland Grace has been staring at Simon's harness for three months. Simon notices. Things escalate from there.

    "Simon stepped behind him and draped the unbuckled straps over his shoulders.

    "Arms above your head."

    Grace obeyed, realizing with some alarm that he liked being told what to do."

    ~this will be a series of one shots (⁠╯⁠ರ⁠ ⁠~⁠ ⁠ರ⁠)⁠╯⁠︵⁠ ⁠┻⁠━⁠┻

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    25 Jul 2026

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    Jul 25 2026 • 00:16
    Bloody Mary

    sex happened 👍
    harness… I get it I think

    I fear there was 0 hurt/comfort here though lmaoo

  19. Public Bookmark 46

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    What starts as Grace trying to convince Simon he’s good, leads to him realizing his feelings for him.

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    24 Jul 2026

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    Jul 24 2026 • 11:07
    Bloody Mary

    cute lil thing
    backless dress was kinda crazy though <3

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    Hunger fades.

    The body adapts.

    Food becomes a concept.

    But even on Erid, where food is plentiful, some instincts don't disappear. Recovery marks the onset of starvation's long-term sequelae.

     

    or

    Ryland doesn't want to admit he is sick.

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    24 Jul 2026

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    Jul 24 2026 • 02:39
    Bloody Mary? PHM with Simon?

    Fascinating relation with food
    Devastating, more like it
    :,]

     

    Also that definition was a banger way to open the fic
    wondrous

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