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    “Sit on me.” 

    It’s an insane thing to offer. Logically, Eddie knows this. Nobody in their right mind would do what he’s about to do, but Eddie’s starting to think maybe he isn’t in his right mind. 

    “Sit on you?” 

    “On my thighs,” Eddie explains. “That way you, uh. You know. You can touch.” 

    “Your ass?” 

    Eddie nods. 

    A small, wheezy laugh slips past Buck’s lips. “You want me to sit on you and j-jerk off to porn?” 

    “And touch,” Eddie adds.

    Or: Buck wants to hit the town and get laid. Eddie is vehemently against this idea. 

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    04 Jul 2026

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    Buck is a bad friend and he should have known.

    He also has tremendously bad timing.

    It had happened like this, Eddie came over, sat on Buck's couch and bared his soul. He talked about his teenage years, about his confusion and questions he hadn't ever been brave enough to ask himself, about how he'd spent so long doing what he thought he should do, instead of what he wanted.

    And now, Eddie is here, Eddie is gay, and it is as beautiful as it is heartbreaking all at once.

    What Buck does isn’t the problem. He does what any good friend would do, he nods along and offers a reassuring hand, tells him he’s proud.

    It’s his fucking thoughts that need to be punished. Because while Eddie poured his heart out, all Buck could think about was how much he wanted to fuck him.

    Or; the chaotic mind of Evan Buckley and the five times he has sex with his best friend, that lead to him finally getting his shit together.

    Orr; literally just smut to be honest.

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    25 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 45

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    The airport chasing, love confession, Buddie getting together fic with family feels on the side.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Buck takes a deep breath, “I, uh, god please don’t laugh at me.”

    “I won’t,” he promises, deep worry seeping into his bones.

    “I haven’t uh-” he licks his lips, “well, Tommy isn’t-”

    There’s a beat, an awkward, tense pause, that Buck breaks by groaning and setting his head in his hands, muttering an exasperated, ‘I can’t believe I’m telling you this.’ Eddie watches as Buck spirals, not knowing how to help, he only slowly drinks his water.

     

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    Eddie's far too perceptive and Buck is far too pent up.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    It started small, he felt gentle touches on his skin, at first he thought it was just the wind, or someone brushing next to him accidentally, but there was no one close enough. He noticed others being startled, too. Hen flinched and looked around even though no one stood close to her. At some point, Bobby looked down at his chest and smiled to himself, confused. Both Ravi and Chim flushed with a grimace on their faces after teasing Buck about something.

    or after a call in a sketchy lab, whenever Buck thinks of touching someone, they feel it. Everyone gets cute gentle touches, meanwhile Eddie is fighting for his life

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    20 Jun 2026

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    In his entire time being a firefighter, Eddie has never met anyone as accident-prone as Evan Buckley. And Buck - well, he's quickly becoming the 118's best customer.

    (Or - the one where Eddie is a firefighter, Buck isn't, and Eddie finds himself rescuing Buck from increasingly sticky situations. Sometimes literally.)

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Evan Buckley has never once been given flowers in his life.

    That is, until he mentions it in a fit of self-pity at the firehouse. Then they're everywhere. What he can't work out is where they're coming from.

    (or: Buck mentions never getting flowers before, and a certain someone decides to remedy that.)

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Captain Buckley, who is steady, who has his shit together, who definitely does not recognize his new probie because he spent a night eight years ago with his hands in that man's hair whispering things against his skin that would get him fired on the spot if anyone in this building ever found out.

    "You must be Eddie Diaz." His hand goes out. Not shaking, by some miracle that deserves its own cathedral, its own patron saint, the patron saint of men who are dying inside and shaking hands about it. "Welcome to the 118. It’s nice to meet you, I’m Captain Buckley."

    Eddie takes his hand. A firm grip, calloused in places Buck doesn't remember, but Buck's skin recognizes him anyway, every nerve, all at once.

    "Captain." Eddie's voice is level, pleasant, perfectly neutral, and Buck would buy it completely if he couldn't see the tension bolted into Eddie's shoulders. "Thanks for having me." A beat. "You got a first name, Captain Buckley?"

    "Evan. But most people just call me Buck."

    "Buck," Eddie repeats, tasting it, dragging it out, and Buck's stomach drops through the floor. "Suits you."

    Or,
    Captain Buckley WILL NOT fuck his new probie, okay? At least, not again.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    They both know this is it. That beyond this barren landscape, whatever they found here will cease to exist.

    It was born here and it’ll die here, and Eddie will spend the rest of his life missing it, but he’s not allowed to take it with him. They have to bury it - dig six feet down and submerge it in the sun-scorched earth so she can remember it for them. So she can cradle it and keep it safe, where no one can ever touch it. Where no one can ever taint it.

     

    (Buck and Eddie meet in Afghanistan. It changes everything.)

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Eddie screams.

    He doesn’t realise it until his voice breaks, and then the screaming turns to frantic, desperate pleas. The only thing his mouth remembers how to say is Buck’s name; a litany, a prayer. An angry, furious threat. Because Eddie is tired - so, so tired - of almost losing Buck. Of almost having him snatched out from between his fingertips, time and time again. He’s tired of the powers that be trying to take Buck away from him.

    They can’t have him; no man, or god, or divine plan is allowed to steal his person away. Eddie won’t let them.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    “You don’t need to explain yourself,” Buck assured him, wishing more than ever that he could crawl out of his own skin. “I didn’t mean to push. I was just going along with the game—”

    “No, it just wasn’t meant to be like this," Eddie groaned out finally. Buck sucked in a sharp breath, freezing in his step.

    “Like this?” Buck repeated carefully as he tilted his head slightly. “What… what does that mean?”

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    Or, Buck and Eddie finally realize they can’t keep pretending during a game of True American.

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    Based on some of my favorite Nick and Jess moments in New Girl—specifically, the scene from 2x15: “Cooler”.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    “Buck.” He took a deep breath. “I want you to stay here.”

    “Eddie, I already told you–” Buck’s voice was exasperated, tired.

    “No. Buck, listen to me.” Eddie waited until Buck raised his eyes to meet his own. “I want you to stay. Long term, not just as a subletter or crashing on my couch or spending the night. Move in. Live here. Unpack your shit and throw away the boxes.”

    Eddie decides to stay for Buck, and Buck decides to stay for Eddie.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    “I just don’t see what the big deal is,” Chimney says, joining them at the table. “Why don’t you just go on the trip, Buck? Take Eddie. We can get your shifts covered, it’s, what—three nights?”

    “The big deal,” Buck says in exasperation, slamming his fork down, “is that it’s a couples retreat. For couples.”

    “And?” Chimney raises his eyebrows, still not buying it.

    “And I entered the giveaway when Tommy and I were still together!” Buck snaps. ”I don’t want t-to—it would just feel weird, okay? It’s supposed to be all—like, romantic. Flower petals on the bed and stuff.”

    Buck and Eddie take a romantic getaway. Platonically.

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    09 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 64

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    The one where Eddie and Buck go to a Halloween party and things get out of hand.

    Or the one where Eddie Diaz finally embraces the person he once swore to never become.

    Also, the one where Eddie Diaz learns about the rule of ‘wear the hat, ride the cowboy’.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    This version of him isn’t supposed to be at this table. He’s supposed to be pushing thirty-nine, with fine lines creasing his skin around his eyes and mouth. He’s supposed to be in the vacation photos pinned to the fridge, supposed to have memories of his son’s high school graduation.
    And God, he’s supposed to be out by now, to Buck and to the world.
    Instead, he’s still his old self, and this outdated version of him simply should not be here.
    He doesn’t fit into this new world.

    ,or the one where Eddie tries to come out to Buck for 20,000 words.

    ,or the one where Eddie vanishes right in front of Buck's eyes—and reappears in the same spot five years later.

    (no mcu knowledge needed)

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    07 Jun 2026

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    “Bye,” Eddie mumbles distantly, and when Buck finally manages to open his eyes again, Eddie is halfway out the door already.
    Puzzled, he just stands there, listens to the slam of the door and the starting of the truck outside, his mind spinning and his lips still tingling.
    Eddie has just kissed him. Actually kissed him, like it was the most normal, casual thing in the world, like this was what they always do, a routine they follow, a dance they’ve learned.
    Except it’s none of that. 

    ,or the one where Eddie and Buck live together, and things get out of hand.

    ,or the accidental kiss fic.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Buck’s fingers tangled in Eddie’s hair, angling his head back. He deepened the kiss until all he could feel, all he could taste, was Eddie. Eddie matched his every movement like he was starving for it. For a moment, Buck wondered if they could stay here forever, drowning in each other, and neither of them would ever have to come up for air.

    But unfortunately, they did need to eventually pull apart for air.

    When they did, Eddie was smirking, eyes trailing up and down Buck’s body.

    “Well, now that you’ve had your fun… it’s my turn.”

    Five times Buck blames the full moon for why he and Eddie are acting… different, and the one time he stops fighting it.

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    23 May 2026

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    "Remember when I fucked Tommy in here?"

    It's not subtle, he's not even pretending to be subtle.

    It's the verbal equivalent of tossing a lit match onto gasoline.

    Buck knows it, and he couldn't be more excited.

    He watches Eddie freeze mid-motion as if someone has hit pause on his actions, his shoulders tense up, his back straight and rigid. He gradually comes back into himself and sets the hanger down in the closet like it’s made of glass, and turns around slowly.

    The look he gives Buck is a fusion of wide eyed confusion and mania.

    But most of all… he looks pissed.

    Good, everything is going to plan.

    Or; Buck is a little shit and Eddie is just trying to do laundry.

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    14 May 2026

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    "Come on. Clothes off. We're cuddling for survival."

    Eddie is so cold he's not entirely sure this is real. He might be hallucinating. He might have already died and this is some kind of purgatory situation, because "Buck taking his clothes off and telling Eddie to do the same" feels like exactly the kind of scenario Eddie's subconscious would generate to torment him in the afterlife. Hey Eddie, his dead brain is saying, here's everything you ever wanted but were too chickenshit to reach for. Watch Buck's abs flex while you freeze to death. This is your eternal punishment for never going to therapy.

    “We’re not cuddling.

    Or,
    Eddie knows how to survive everything except this.

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    1,510
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    08 May 2026

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    Maybe: Tabitha 🔮
    Your spell: “Love Spell: Buck” has been completed!

    The whole car jolts. He looks at Eddie. Eddie is also staring at the screen, almost as if Eddie can also see Buck’s hallucination.

    And he is hallucinating, because the alternative is that Eddie, who does not believe in magic, ordered what appears to be an Etsy witch and placed a love spell on what appears to be Buck.

    Or, Buck hallucinates a text message from Eddie's Etsy witch.

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    Comments:
    111
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    2,279
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    279
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    8,784

    07 May 2026

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