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  1. Public Bookmark 1

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    El plan de Shane para la noche era simple: sobrevivir a fiesta de su amiga Rose, quedarse cerca de Hayden y volver a casa sin llamar la atención. Lo que nunca imaginó fue encontrarse nuevamente con Ilya Rozanov. Después de todo, el primer amor debería quedarse donde pertenece: en el pasado.

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    02 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    Shane Hollander, arguably the most famous hockey player in the world, not only vanished off the face of the earth - as far as Ilya can tell, he never even existed.

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    Ilya wakes up in a world where he seems to be the only person that remembers Shane.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    With the Montreal Metros suddenly in need of a new head coach, General Manager Shane Hollander turns to the one person who might know as much about winning as he does: his fellow Hall of Famer and ex decade-long situationship, Ilya Rozanov.

    But what starts as a simple job offer soon becomes a life-altering sea change neither could have ever imagined.

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    26 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 28

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    Up until the moment he had an actual cock in his mouth, Shane kept telling himself he’d gone to the bathhouse for professional reasons.

    Shane is an exorcist. Ilya is a temperamental bathhouse spirit. The rest is history.

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    23 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 9

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    Shane lleva años enamorado en silencio de Ilya, su mejor amigo y la estrella que ayudó a crear. Cuando Ilya se compromete, Shane se rompe y desaparece.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    It’s the most famous cold case in hockey history. Up-and-coming Russian phenom Ilya Rozanov mysteriously vanishes the summer before his rookie season. Despite extensive police work, no trace of the young superstar is ever found.

    Shane Hollander remembers Ilya Rozanov. Better than most. And now, several years retired and with two highly successful hockey biographies under his belt, he’s taking a crack at the mystery that’s haunted his own career with strings of what-ifs and memories revisited so often they’ve softened like old cotton.

    Perhaps now, with the long eye of perspective between him and those memories, he can unravel the short lifetime of the man poised to become his biggest rival and best kept secret. Travelling to Russia he searches for stories and the answers they hold.

    If only this damn dog that’s apparently a local cryptid would stop raiding his trash cans.

     
    It has wandered this place for years. It knows every stream, every hill, every tree. Every pale, flat face in the place of straight lines. It does not know this face.

    But it remembers dark eyes and star-dots across the cheeks.
    It cannot remember its own name.

    But it remembers him.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Shane is a college athlete counting down the seconds until the NHL sinks its teeth in him. He rushes Lambda Chi Alpha on the off chance that (gag) social connections and philanthropy optics might help the league notice him. The most magnetic scum in the frat takes an interest, and something tight in his chest starts to loosen.

    Ilya is a physiology student and Lambda’s resident debauchery planner. He's long chewed through his father’s leash, fashioning his independence out of abandonment. In a hockey star pledge he finds a new and messier purpose: untangling the most tightly wound person he’s ever met.

    You were only supposed to be a distraction.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    “You are planning to rob me or what?” He hears Rozanov call, and he can’t help but smile slightly even as he rolls his eyes, closing the door to the linen closet and feeling strangely lighter than when he opened it, reassured that he’s just trying to read into a blank page, that today doesn’t mean anything more than Rozanov doesn’t mind him being around, which is strangely flattering.

    “I don’t know,” he calls back. “Don’t Russians like diamonds and fur and stuff? Where should I start looking if I want to know what my options are?”

    He hears Rozanov laugh, and it makes him smile.

    When he joins him in the living room once more, Rozanov tugs him down to lean against him again. Shane goes easier this time, settling into it, knowing it doesn’t mean anything other than the fact that he just happens to be the closest warm body, the person on Rozanov’s roster who filled today’s slot.

    (the tuna meltdown doesn't happen) (this does not mean they get ANY better at communication)

    (or: how shane didn't realize he had a boyfriend for several months)

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    07 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    5 am and im giggling

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    Shane doesn’t realise it’s a thing until J.J. sends lmao did you guys see this shit?? into the Metro’s group chat with a link to an article.

    It is SO on between Hollywood and Hockey atm, Celebrity Insider says. Gia de Soto, lauded editorial icon, revealed a potential love match with this buzzer beater post on Instagram last week—

    Shane’s stomach finds his shoes. Or maybe it’s been there since he read the hyperlink, and he's just now realising. His hands are sweating. He’s being stupid. He hasn’t been thinking about Rozanov.

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    Chapters:
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    31 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Too good. TOO GOOD.

  10. Public Bookmark 49

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    Shane turned around, and noticed a few things. One was that he was in a tiny cleaning cupboard. The other was that he wasn’t alone - instead, he was joined by Ilya Rozanov, and a 7 foot tall magical bear standing menacingly in the corner of the room. Although, he’s not really sure there’s a way for a giant magical bear to stand in a corner and not look menacing.

    ”Roz?”

    Before he could say anything else, the bear and the lynx rushed from the room, slamming the door behind them with a click.

    “… Did they lock the door?”

    ———

    What if hockey mascots were magical, and far too invested in Shane Hollander’s love life?

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    25 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I can’t comment anymore, but bookmarking this so I can still say this is so good (and so fun !) - I love the idea of mascots as those mythological (which includes the horny part of the myths) being.
    Thank you, can’t wait for chapter 2 !

  11. Public Bookmark 15

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    All the fans ever see of Shane is three twenty minute periods summing up the entirety of over twenty years of work. If he loses, when he loses, he will be the Montreal captain that lost to Boston in the semi finals. It won't matter that he was also the captain for back to back cup runs. And, if another twenty years passes and he and Ilya watch their jerseys get vaulted into the rafters as two people who are together instead of just standing side by side, there will always be at least one fan who will wonder if Shane let Ilya win.

    Shane wants Ilya to win and he wants to beat him just as badly, and both truths are well worn stones in each of his pockets. Balanced. Shane has a feeling like dread and certainty and relief all together that he will not win the cup this year; he hopes he can still keep Ilya afterward.

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    25 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I can’t seem to comment on things anymore, so I’ll just try and bookmark this instead.
    The dialogue between Shane and Jade rings so true - I also love the way you wrote this confrontation, the way Shane and Ilya think and interact together.
    As always, thank you, I really love this <3

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    “Ilya, what are we gonna do?” Shane says.

    Ilya finishes whatever he has been doing on his phone, and tosses it gently to the bed beside him. He crosses the room to Shane, stands in front of him, squeezes into his shoulders with his big hands, rubbing them like he means to warm them up.

    “Looks like we will have a little vacation,” he says, with a big obnoxious grin.

     


     

    Boston and Montreal are sent to Paris to play against each other in an exhibition series in January 2017. Ilya and Shane decide to stay in Paris for one more night. Just one more night, so they can talk. Maybe finally understand each other.

    They aren't expecting a volcano to erupt in Iceland and close all the airspace in Europe, leaving them stranded there. Together.

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    24 May 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 28

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    Maybe transferring to Boston was a mistake. This day just keeps getting worse, but Shane refuses to let traffic be the thing that tips him over the edge. That is until he stops next to that fucker at the light.

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    22 May 2026

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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

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    21 Apr 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 46

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    Aspiring professional violinists Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov first meet during conservatory auditions…and they keep meeting. From summer festivals to concerto competitions to the orchestral audition circuit, it seems impossible for them to avoid each other as they climb higher and higher in their careers. But is there room for both of them—as rivals, friends, or something more—at the top?

    (Or, a Hollanov classical music AU.)

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    Chapters:
    11/25
    Comments:
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    20 Apr 2026

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    one night, shane hollander finds a unconscious man on the shore and brings him home. his first mistake was thinking it was a man.

    or: ilya's a selkie. shane doesn't know.

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    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
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    8,200

    15 Apr 2026

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    In 2008, anyone who was vaguely aware of professional hockey made sure to keep an eye on the results of the IIHF World Junior Championships. It was slated to be the first competitive meeting between Canada's Shane Hollander and Russia's Ilya Rozanov, who were already making headlines since they were expected to soon become the highest overall omega draft picks in NHL history.

    or: the omega/omega hollanov au literally no one asked for

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    10/?
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    16,137

    12 Apr 2026

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    At twenty-one, Ilya Rozanov is the Soviet Union’s most perfect weapon, a soldier of the Red Machine who has spent three years locked in a silent, jagged war on the ice with Canada’s golden boy, Shane Hollander.

    When the Montreal Metros claim him as a "wasted" mid-round draft pick, the rivalry transforms from a professional grudge into a desperate lifeline. On the final night of the 1988 Calgary Olympics, he risks everything, his family, his career, and his safety, to start a new life in the West. Forced into a high-stakes billet under the roof of his bitter professional rival, Ilya must navigate a world where freedom feels like a new kind of prison.

    As Ilya struggles to adapt, the crumbling Soviet empire reaches across the ocean, searching for leverage to help pull him back.

    OR: What if Ilya fled Russia in 1988 to play for the Montreal Metros?

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    Chapters:
    29/40
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    104,293

    12 Apr 2026

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    “I feel really good about this kid, I think he could be great on your wing, he just needs some help settling in. Someone to show him the ropes.”

    “Yes.”

    The line went silent for a moment. Ilya wasn’t really sure why his coach felt the need to run this by him.

    “Rozanov,” his coach said at last. “I want him to live with you.”

    Ilya blinked, then nearly shouted into the phone. “What?”

    * * *

    or, Ilya stays in Boston, gets a rookie, and tries to figure out how to make a secret long distance relationship work while there's a Russian teenager in his house

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    17 Mar 2026

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    No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.

    Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.

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    Chapters:
    18/18
    Comments:
    8,844
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    22,488
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    9,130
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    713,888

    12 Mar 2026

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