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Omega Shane gets abandoned by his alpha after giving birth to their twin girls. He suffers through severe omega rejection, and his pack gets him through the worst of it. He recovers to take care of his kids and get back to work at Hollander’s Auto Shop with a broken heart.
One day, Ilya shows up needing a tire repair. The car has a suspicious amount of issues afterwards. A meet-cute between two people who need each other.
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13 Apr 2026
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I will love you just the way you are by haaaveyoumetted
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 Apr 2026
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saw a twitter prompt that said "ok but who's gonna write the fertility doctor ilya x married shane fic where shane's husband isn't getting him pregnant" and now we're here.
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13 Apr 2026
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i wanna do bad things with you by museraphoria
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 May 2026
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Shane narrows his eyes, focusing on the flirtatious tilt of the alpha’s mouth as he smiles at him. And then what he just said finally registers in his mind. What the fuck? Is that guy for real? Flirting with him on the first day of school? With his daughter only standing a few feet away?
“Was that supposed to be a pick-up line?”
The alpha’s grin doesn't waver. If anything, it grows more pronounced, those unfairly blue eyes crinkling at the corners. “If you want to.”
Shane Hollander was nineteen when he finally presented. Twenty-one when he got diagnosed with IOED, a rare condition that shows itself with delayed secondary omega traits and absent heats. In other words: infertility.
When his boyfriend breaks up with him for this very reason, Shane has to come to terms with the fact that he’ll probably be alone forever. What alpha in his right mind could possibly want a defective omega?
That’s where Ilya Rozanov comes in, proving him wrong at every turn, because loving Shane appears to be the easiest thing he’s ever done.
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13 Apr 2026
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Meant to Be by azraelriego
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 May 2026
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Ilya Rozanov built his tech empire from nothing, but the CEO who always wins is suddenly losing the one fight that matters—custody of his six-year-old niece, Alexandra. A strict judge, hostile old-money grandparents, and a brutal legal brief all paint him as too busy to be the parent she needs.
Shane Hollander, the NHL’s first openly omega captain, has spent his entire career proving he belongs. At thirty-two, with contract negotiations looming and a franchise in quiet turmoil, he’s one bad headline away from having his legacy written for him.
They come from two different worlds—until a chance meeting on a Cape Cod beach leads to a marriage of convenience. Shane offers the stable two-parent home the court wants. Ilya will use his connections to the incoming Voyageurs ownership group, and his considerable influence to make sure Shane walks into contract negotiations as something other than a question mark.
Everyone gets what they need. Shane gets to keep his contract. Ilya gets to keep his niece. And absolutely no one will fall in love.
Really.
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13 Apr 2026
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"This is ugly," Ilya mumbles, pouting like a child as he takes a hand and pulls the zipper of Shane's sweater down. "Why you cover up like this?"
And before Shane's head could catch up, Ilyas stopped in his movement. Unwillingly, his hand gripped Shane's hips harder, jolting him forward and against the other's chest. A low growl from his throat made Shane's knees weak. Like nothing else, it scratched an itch deep inside him.
"I-I need to tell you something before--", but he was interrupted by another growl.
"What is this?" Ilya asks. Shane's head lulled back a bit as he bared his neck like an answer to Ilya's question. "Why do you smell?"
"Bad?" Shane smiles to himself, fully aware that this probably wasn't the best time to joke. Ilya pulled back. Their eyes met, and Shane's inside sat on fire. The other's pupils were blown wide, and oh, now he could smell it too. Ilya's scent filled the air, thick and arousing as a response to Shane's own.
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Shane has to go of his suppressants for the first time and Ilya thinks he has entered heaven
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02 Mar 2026
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Shane loved his profession and was thankful he got to do what he loved even as an omega. Shane had played that role as a professional hockey player for years and in the meantime pushed his role as omega to the very back. Never to be acknowledged, never to define him.
However, when Ilya Rozanov came into his life and with him uncovered every bit of Shane's omega self piece after piece, Shane's inner feelings about his omega self began to change. Now he grew to love being called an omega, grew to love being scented and basked in the knowledge of Ilya, his alpha, wanting every part of him.
Yet, ever since they finally got their shit together, began to officially date, Shane's thoughts began to wander to certain places.
People would probably call it 'baby fever', Shane would call it bullshit.
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Or Shane gets a crazy case of baby fever and goes through the stages of realization, denial, bargain and finally, perhaps, acceptance.
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28 Feb 2026
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Day-to-Day (Upper Body) by ReedP0int
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Apr 2026
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The summer before his second season with the Centaurs, Shane Hollander is supposed to have his body and his life under control. He’s married, training hard, doing everything right.
So the nausea, the bone-deep exhaustion, the aching chest and low back, the way his body feels wrong in all the old ways he thought he’d outrun?
He blames stress. He blames the season. He blames anything but himself.
Shane knows his body. He has spent years fighting for it.
But one rushed doctor’s visit turns into an ultrasound, and suddenly he’s thirty-plus weeks pregnant with a baby he didn’t plan, didn’t want, and doesn’t know how to make peace with.
Now he can’t outrun anything anymore.
Not the dysphoria. Not the fear of the league finding out.
Not the family he’s already carrying.---
hi i need more trans!shane hollander. and as a trans man who wants to get pregnant someday obviously i had to make shane pregnant. without him knowing though. sorry bb
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- Part 1 of Day-to-Day (Upper Body) Series
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26 Feb 2026
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The Waiting Between Us (where hope learns to rest) by bluelinewhisper
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Jan 2026
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After years of relentless work, countless games, awards, and record-breaking achievements, they’re finally ready. It’s time to begin their next chapter: becoming parents. Only this dream doesn’t come as easily as everyone promised it would.
OR; Despite everything they’ve accomplished, Shane struggles to conceive, and Ilya struggles to keep them both from sinking.
Content warnings: infertility, miscarriage, mentions of blood, high-risk pregnancy, and brief discussions of depression and suicidal thoughts. Reader discretion is advised.
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09 Jan 2026
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Colin returns to London eager to reunite with his friend Penelope, their new roommate arrangement courtesy of Eloise’s sabbatical. When his smoking habit literally takes Pen’s breath away, he vows to quit and she vows to help—simple enough, right?
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01 Dec 2025
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How It Is, How It Was, How It Has To Be by headphonesbaby
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
06 Nov 2025
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She never felt this confident in a service before and slowly, she began to forget about that food critic and their remarks about her (wonderful) risotto. She wiped her hands on her apron, smiling as she looked around the kitchen.
That was, until she heard two of the servers whispering harshly to one another, rapid and urgent.
“You tell her.”
“No, you should do it. She likes you better.”
Or Penelope is the head chef of one of London's hottest new restaurants, Whistledown and Colin, well, he's the guy that doesn't like her risotto.
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- 13/13
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12 Sep 2025
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ultraviolence by MidnightMisty
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
12 Sep 2025
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“Now, my love—” he starts.
“Don’t you dare call me that. Ever.”
He smiles. “My darling wife.”
“I swear to god, I could kill you right here.”
The one where Penelope Featherington is forced to marry notorious mob boss Colin Bridgerton.
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12 Sep 2025
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***Completed: Main Story💙
Alpha Colin Bridgerton finds his (soul)mate in Human Penelope Featherington-
Colin saw Penelope's hesitation at the meaning. "You don't have to say anything back. Regardless of what I say or do, you're not obligated to do anything or say anything back." He smiled.
She doesn't? "You...don't want anything from me?" Confusion was laced in her voice.
"Oh, make no mistake. I want everything from you." He growled and tightened his hold on her. "I just don't want anything that you're not willing to give."
Colin was amused with the confused look she's giving him. "Your happiness and well-being are all that matters to me. If you're happy, I am too." He grinned when she opened her mouth to speak but nothing came out.
The Alpha and his Mate.
Lycans (superior to werewolves). Humans. Werewolves. Fluff. Smut. Drama. Angst. Violence. Supernatural. Modern AU. Canon Divergence.
***ONGOING: Extended Side Story (still Polin)💙
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- 278,232
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- 66/?
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11 Sep 2025
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My Best Friend’s Kink Account by DuchessOfDisgrace
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn, Bridgerton (TV) RPF
16 Sep 2025
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Penelope Featherington has always been Colin Bridgerton’s best friend — clever, loyal, radiant in ways she never sees herself. But a scandalous secret FetLife profile reveals desires neither of them can ignore, and suddenly friendship isn’t enough.
Between pub banter, family meddling, playful confessions, and nights that blur sweet with wicked, Colin discovers the truth: he doesn’t just want Penelope in his arms, he wants her in his life. In every way.
A story of laughter, longing, and love — with enough heat to set Mayfair ablaze.
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- English
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- 16,339
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- 8/8
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11 Sep 2025
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Before the fights and the couples’ therapy and the slow, inevitable drift. Before the night he came home from work to find Marina on the sofa, pale and drawn, already knowing every word that was about to come out of her mouth (because the words were already on his tongue, weren’t they?). Before the thousands spent on divorce lawyers and moving into the sad flat Anthony found for him and having to tell the fucking kids (worst bit – Oliver had gotten so quiet and Amanda had cried silently; wouldn’t let either of them touch her).
He could have gotten out of it. Ben had called him and said we can find someone else in a way that made it very clear they probably couldn’t, and Colin being Colin (reliable; helpful – a dope, maybe), had said no, no, I’ll do it.
Which is how he ends up in Bari, parked in a service station in a cramped hire car; forty-five; divorced; and about to embark on a two-week trip across Italy he had booked in an attempt to save his marriage. Without, you know, his wife.
.OR: post-divorce, Colin Bridgerton takes his friend Penelope on a road trip to Italy
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- 10/10
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29 Aug 2025
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The Mating Game by LillyWhitefield
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
03 Feb 2026
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This was so, so stupid.
And yet she couldn't find a way to say no.
"I don't want to settle down, and you don't want to settle," he said excitedly. "It's the perfect plan, Pen."
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Pen is taking heat suppressants, but her body can't handle them forever, and she needs to find someone to mate with (who isn't Colin Bridgerton, because at this point, after so many years, it's impossible that they're fated).
Colin isn't ready to stop travelling, but his mother is running out of unmarried children. He comes up with a proposition: he and Pen pretend to date, starting with Benedict's wedding, so she can safely talk to alphas to find 'the one,' and he can have a few months of peace while he's stuck in London.
Everything will go as they expect...right?
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25 Aug 2025
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The Littlest Matchmaker by KatofKanals
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
14 Feb 2026
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In her fourth year teaching kindergarten, Miss Penelope Featherington thinks she’s seen it all—identical twins who wore matching outfits every day and were impossible to tell apart, a little boy who only talked about himself in the third person, a girl who managed to find a pair of scissors in the cafeteria and cut essentially all her hair off… This year, though, Chloe Bridgerton catches her by surprise. She’s never met a child who so immediately captured her heart. Chloe’s not the only Bridgerton pulling on her heartstrings either. Her “easy on the eyes,” charming father Colin captures her attention in an entirely different way. She’s never had a hard time remaining professional with her students’ parents in the past, but this man might just test every rule and guideline she tries to live her life by—both within the walls of her classroom and outside it too. To make matters more complicated, sweet little Chloe seems determined to become a successful matchmaker on her very first try.
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Or, the one where Pen is a kindergarten teacher, Colin is a single Dad, and they fall in love in part thanks to the meddling of a very special little girl.
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15 Aug 2025
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Her Hero by unsavorablefavors for MidnightMisty
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
21 Oct 2025
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At four-and-forty, Colin Bridgerton found himself wanting more from life than travel. Something steady. Something that lasted.
What he didn’t expect was to propose to a freshly debuted girl—Penelope Featherington—in a desperate bid to salvage her reputation.
Who cared about a twenty-seven-year age gap, anyway?
Apparently, Colin did.Series
- Part 1 of May/December
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- 35,999
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- 4/4
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27 Jul 2025
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The Last Known Alpha by A_quill_in_the_night
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
10 Mar 2026
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While most of the world thinks that Alphas and Omegas no longer exist, Penelope Featherington has spent almost her whole life trying to prove that they do.
When she comes across an old leather journal high on the top shelf of the library, she realizes she may be one step closer to finding the last known Alpha.
She sets out for Aubrey Hall, where she quickly learns the answers she seeks may have been with her all along.
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18 Jul 2025
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A collection of defining moments in the relationship between Colin and Penelope over the years, some of which involve her period and some of which don't. This is Colin's story and a companion piece to Bleeding Hearts.
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- Part 2 of Bleeding Hearts & Loving Hands
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- English
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- 38,657
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- 6/6
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18 May 2025
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Not Her Alpha by audbooh for Fanfickipedia
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
19 Jan 2026
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Colin Bridgerton is the first beta to be born to the prestigious Bridgerton family in generations. His designation brands him as useless, no better than a bastard in the eyes of the ton. Colin drowns himself in travel and drink, trying to come to terms with the knowledge that he is a shame to the family. His only reprieve is his friendship with Penelope Featherington, the only person who does not treat him differently because he is a beta. When Colin learns that Penelope is searching for an alpha husband, his entire world is turned upside down.
Will Colin's buried instincts finally see the light? Or will he lose Penelope forever?
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- 18/18
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13 May 2025