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    When Frank Langdon walks back into the Pitt on a Fourth of July weekend ten months after he left, he doesn’t tell anyone he’s gotten divorced.

    It doesn’t work out for him. Well, until it does.

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    20 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ahhhhh!!! So good! Fin

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    Really, Eddie doesn’t care that the PTA aren’t his biggest fan. He knows he misses too many meetings, and it’s not like he’s best friends with any of the other parents. It doesn’t affect Christopher, so it doesn’t bother him. He’ll pay for the annual fundraising mugs and consider his duty done.

    But then Buck picks Christopher up from a class trip and it all goes to hell.

    Like, of course Buck is everyone’s dream guy. He’s responsible with kids, and kind, and funny and interesting and hot to touch. That’s obvious. But now Eddie’s fighting to keep the PTA moms, teachers, and dads, all off an unsuspecting and tempting Buck.

    Because Eddie is a good friend. Right?

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    24 Jan 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    love love love. fin

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    A life partly forgotten; a love story remembered out of order. Harry resents this past version, the one he can’t access on demand. The one who looks at home in Draco Malfoy’s arms.

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    08 Nov 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    love love love. fin

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    He completely pulls the charger from the wall as he fumbles to put in his passcode. He doesn’t know who to call first. Everyone is busy, carrying on with their lives and Buck is stuck here in the loft with the terrifying ghost of his childhood like an omen. Out of the corner of his eye he catches the Crooked Smiled Man now standing in the dark entrance way to his bathroom. He swallows around the taste of blood in his mouth, hands shaking, useless as his list of contacts blur beneath the burn of tears.

     

    Eddie Eddie Eddie

     

    He doesn’t know where the feeling comes from, but it’s sudden and sharp and excruciating. Eddie is the first name at the top of his list, his most recent calls and texts, and he doesn’t hesitate to hit the call button.

    [or buck can see ghosts au]

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    02 Nov 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ghosts. finished

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    01 Nov 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    start part2. really good

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    Missing Chris is less of an emotion these days and more of a physical entity. He’s sure everyone can see that he’s slowly hollowing himself out, that he can’t do much of anything else.

    But when Jee laughs at him trying to get his tongue to touch his nose, and Mara loops one of her arms through his to keep him from tossing the rest of his cup in the garbage, Eddie feels solid again.

    Maybe he likes yellow birthday cake ice cream after all.

     

    (or, gerrard messes with the team's schedules and eddie 'i just drove my son to flee the state' diaz is the only option to watch mara and jee-yun after school on tuesdays, which, shouldn't be a problem at all, right?)

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    29 Oct 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    uhhh cried it was so good. finished

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    When Harry fails to keep his anger at bay and Voldemort possesses his mind, the events that follow lead him down a long road to realizing the world isn't as black and white as it seems.

    Chaos, hilarity, and tragedy ensue with a Dark Lord being honest all the time, a rival becoming something else, and a world demanding to be saved. Featuring frightened Death Eaters, deep conversations with a monster, Pureblood traditions being ridiculous, and the fight to do the right thing with no true options.

    Harry's life just gets more and more bizarre with each passing moment.

    ~~~

    Or, the one where Harry's life gets split in half, and he has to figure out how to bring it back together.

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    08 Feb 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    2. need to read

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    When Auror Potter is anonymously cursed with silence by being forced to hide his own voice inside his mind, there's unfortunately only one person in the country with the qualifications to fix it: Certified and Licensed Healer Legilimens, Draco Malfoy, specialist in Mind Curses and Afflictions. It's obviously a terrible idea, a disaster waiting to happen, but Draco's never been able to back down from a challenge... especially from Potter.

    Features fuzzy cartoon slippers, devious house elves, 90s music, and lots—LOTS—of memories. Ron is annoyingly hot, Hermione sees right through you, Harry is a powerful idiot, and Draco is a reclusive masochist that would buy an entire city if it would make a kid happy. (And Pansy is "5'2, I wanna dance with you, and I'm sophisticated fun.")

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    08 Feb 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    need to read

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    Even though the world keeps falling down around him, Will Solace can't seem to help but keep growing up.

    (A series rewrite starting with the events of Titan's Curse)

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    16 Jan 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    so good, scream cried, threw up. finished

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    "Of all the gin joints in all the towns in all the world..."

    George wanders into a bar. Nothing is ever the same.

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    24 Feb 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ahhhhhh,, 13

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    The brewing of amortentia in Regulus' potions class, creates a chain reaction few people expected.

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    20 Dec 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    so good. fin

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    "I thought of a maze of mazes, of a sinuous, ever growing maze which would take in both past and future and would somehow involve the stars."

    Tony's secret identity has been revealed to Peter, which means Tony can finally go all-out on spoiling Peter as himself (and he fully intends to do so!). Even the other Avengers are getting in on the fun, and for the first time in his life, Peter finds himself surrounded by the huge extended family he never knew he needed so badly.

    There's still plenty of work to be done on the hero front, though; scattered HYDRA cells are stirring up trouble across the globe and the reunited Avengers are determined to root out each and every one. Things are going well…until disaster strikes Stark Tower and threatens to tear Tony's fledgling family apart. Now time is running out for Peter and only one person can save him — but can Tony really entrust his kid's life to anyone, let alone an enemy?

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    29 Dec 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    in love with this

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    It’s 2019. In a universe where Thanos didn’t snap, Bucky is still making amends for his crimes as the Winter Soldier. Which includes that time he kidnapped Tony Stark’s kid in 2007. 12 years later, after tracking Nicholas Stark down again on a trip that takes him halfway around the world, he drops the teenager now known as Peter Parker off on Tony’s doorstep.

    Then Peter and Tony are left to deal with the aftermath.

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    28 Dec 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    amazing

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    “Didn’t know you were seeing someone.”

    Buck just laughs. Like, honest to god giggles. Eddie is stuck fighting off doubly massive waves of butterflies and confusion, all while Buck just gazes down at him.

    “That’s cute,” he hears Buck mumble, just before climbing into the truck, calling Eddie after him.

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    or, everyone knows eddie is dating buck except for eddie, literally.

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    02 Jul 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    very cute! eddie is an oblivious mess

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    #thosetwofirefighters starts to gather a following on social media, as everyone tries to figure out if those two cute firefighters from the 118 in LA are a thing or not.

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    29 Jun 2021

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    #thosetwoboyfriends

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    for @kevinyard: a trans neil kandreil soulmate au

    soulmate (noun): a person or persons with whom one shares a soul with.

    visit (noun):
    1.
    an act of going or coming to see a person or place socially, as a tourist, or for some other purpose.
    2.
    when a soul is stretched thin and snaps closed, causing one to see and be seen by their soulmate

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    16 Jun 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    cute and sad and i love

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    Everyone assumes Eric and Jack are a couple even though they're not. Jack doesn't like it until he does. Eric being the idiot-genius he is loves Jack through it all.

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    16 Jun 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    very sweet

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    14 Jun 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    very good! want to read more:)

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    For years, Tony had successfully kept his secret. Neither the world nor his team knew he was Iron Man and as far as he was concerned, everyone was better off that way. On his best days, Tony Stark was not someone people liked and trusted, so the last thing Tony wanted was to tarnish Iron Man’s good reputation by revealing the truth.

    But then SHIELD falls, the Avengers face disarray, and a stray Hydra assassin forces Tony to go into hiding—and where better than the safe house he had just crafted for the Avengers and their own ex-assassin ready to come in from the cold?

    Tony plans to hide away from everyone in his makeshift workshop until the coast is clear and he’s safe to go home. No one would care to spend any time with the reclusive, arrogant billionaire anyways, right? Iron Man is the one everyone wants around.

    Bucky Barnes, on his own journey to reclaim his life and identity, seems to disagree with that sentiment.

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    01 Jun 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    great :) finished

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    Peter wasn't jealous of Morgan, that wasn't it.
    Morgan wasn't the problem, it was Tony. Tony who seemed to channel all of his energy into Morgan to the point there didn't seem to be anything left for Peter and he just wasn't sure how much longer he could cope.

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    11 May 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ahhhhhhh

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