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    Ilya: Are you waiting for my plane to leave, Hollander?
    Jane: No
    Ilya: So we leave the cottage and you don't want to be honest anymore?
    Jane: Ok fine. I am. Is that silly?
    Ilya: No. I am taking photos of birds just to have something to talk to you about.
    Jane: You can always talk to me
    Jane: And you can always be honest with me. We should probably try to keep that cottage honesty thing going as long as we can?
    Ilya: Ok

    Or: It's 2017, and Shane and Ilya need to figure out how to be long-distance boyfriends. Most of the time all they can do is text each other.

    (Fics in the series are standalone stories that share loose connections and references.)

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    08 Sep 2026

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    Shane: Mom.

    Shane: Are you aware that dad has unfettered internet access and is posting how to videos on YouTube calling himself Daddy David?

    Mom: Honey, it's fine. It's not that big of a deal.

    Shane: That might be the most insane thing you've ever said.

    Shane: And I have heard you threaten multiple coaches of mine with bodily harm.

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    08 Sep 2026

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    The man doesn’t look phased. On the contrary, he’s acting like it’s completely normal to talk about sex with a stranger.

    “Well, my wife wants me to…” David hesitates, but what damage could it do? Tomorrow, he’ll be on a plane back to Ottawa and he’ll never see this man again. “She wants me to try being more dominant.”

    The Russian grins. “Oh, you have met the right person.”

    Or: In 2014, David and Ilya become friends and start swapping sex advice. It's too bad they don't recognize each other.

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    06 Sep 2026

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    06 Sep 2026

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    A pregnant Shane is not used to not being on the ice and being alone.
    He texts Ilya. A LOT.
    Texting fic.

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    05 Sep 2026

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    "Say it."

    "Say what?" Shane parrots dumbly.

    Ilya nips his ear, and growls, "Say, I want your whole hand in my greedy hole, Ilya."

    His husband quivers, and for the first time since they both came, Ilya lets his eyes wander down to Shane's cock. He is not disappointed (or surprised) to see that Shane is already more than half-hard, the jockstrap doing close to nothing to hold his cock now, bunched to one side from how roughly Ilya fucked him.

    "I want–" Shane starts, gulping. "I want your whole hand... in my– my greedy hole, Ilya." And then, because he knows exactly which of Ilya's buttons to push, "Please."

    OR

    After noticing the love his husband has for how much of a jock he is, Shane dresses up for Ilya.

    OR

    After noticing the love his husband has for being filled up, Ilya fucks Shane with his cock... and then his fist.

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    04 Sep 2026

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    Then Ilya reached over and gently tapped Logan’s nose. “You never told us what you wished for.”

    Logan’s eyes widened immediately. “Oh.”

    Shane smiled softly. “You know, when you blew out your candles?”

    For a moment Logan looked suspicious, like perhaps wishes were classified information. Then he leaned closer dramatically. “I wished for Isla.”

    Shane blinked. “…Who’s Isla, baby?”

    Logan looked at him like this should’ve been obvious. “My baby.”

    Or Shane and Ilya give Logan the sibling he wished for on his third birthday.

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    04 Sep 2026

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    MAFFIA X OMEGAVERSE FIC

    Okay so, what if Shane Hollander is a secret Omega, has a breakthrough heat with Ilya Rozanov, and gets pregnant. But Ilya is secretly the heir to the Moscow Bratva and his father starts using Shane against him. What then????

    If you like angst, mafia, mpreg, and a hard earned HEA, this is for you.

    *⚠️ Sorry changed the name of the fic (previously "protecting our baby")

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    03 Sep 2026

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    Still, there’s something that sticks in his chest about all of this, feeling like somehow, he’s failed. Baby should have turned on her own by now. What is he doing wrong? Everything else about the pregnancy so far has been textbook. He’s done everything right- his diet, his exercise routine, prenatal yoga, Lamaze class, protein shakes, oil massages-

    Seriously, he's done every single thing the pregnancy books advised him to do. He hasn’t missed a single one.

    Yet, somehow, he’s failed at this. And this is pretty fucking important. If she’s not head down, he can’t safely deliver her. And if he can’t do that-

    Christ.

    Shane exhales again, rubbing his hands deliberately over the aching stretch of skin on his belly. He pushes against her stubborn little foot, low on his side. 

    “Why don’t you wanna flip, little girl?” he asks softly, brows furrowed. “I did the stupid elephant walk and I burned moxa at my feet. I’ve done the stretches, I let your dad massage my belly, I’ve tried everything. What am I doing wrong, hm?”

     

    -or, shane is 36wks pregnant with their first baby, and she's being stubborn about flipping head down-

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    03 Sep 2026

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    “If the plums are good, we will get them,” he assures her and she smiles in relief.

    “Kay Daddy.” She goes back to looking at the numerous, colorful brands of cereal around them in the aisle. Shane sighs, one hand pressed against the underside of his swollen belly as a barrage of movement steals his focus momentarily. 

    He’s so distracted by the movement of their baby within, that it takes him a second to realize the gentle presence of his daughter has disappeared from his side. He turns, so quickly that it makes his hip muscles pull uncomfortably, trying to spot her in the aisle.

    His heart lodges in his throat when he realizes she is no longer even in the same aisle.

    “Ren?” he chokes out, feet moving in the direction of the aisle’s edge, hoping to god she’s somewhere extremely nearby and he’s just missing her. The hurried waddle to the end of the aisle feels like it takes an eternity, his heart racing, sweat beading on his forehead, pulse stuttering.

    Fuck, what is she wearing right now? What color is her shirt? Oh, fuck, what if he has to tell the police what she was last seen in? What if he- what if she’s-

     

    -aka a pregnant shane has a scary day with their older daughter-

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    03 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander has spent years building a quiet, careful life for himself and his daughter. He just focuses on work, parenting, and keeping Yuki safe in a world that has not always been kind to omegas like himself. Everything changes the moment Yuki slips away from him at a crowded public event and is found in the arms of star hockey player Ilya Rozanov, who handles her with a gentleness that leaves Shane unexpectedly unsteady.

    What should have been a brief, awkward encounter becomes something far more complicated. Yuki adores Ilya on sight, and Ilya keeps showing up, offering small kindnesses, sending messages that turn into late-night conversations, and slipping into Shane's life with a warmth that feels dangerously easy.

    Shane, who promised himself he would never rely on a stranger, let alone an alpha, finds himself drawn to the one man he should not want.

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    03 Sep 2026

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    “I need you to stop beating up your dad, okay? He is very tired.”

    “Can you tell her I need my beauty sleep, please?” Shane asks.

    “You don’t need beauty sleep if you are already so beautiful.” he looks up at him, blinking his eyelashes dramatically. Shane just rolls his eyes as Ilya places a kiss on his stomach.

    “Oh my god, get a room.” Hayden groans from behind them and Jackie smacks his chest light. The kids laugh at their father

    “Getting a room is exactly how your best friend ended up like this, Pike.”

    “Ilya!” Shane groans.

    (ie. very close to Shane's due date, Ilya starts to notice a difference in his scent during a pool day with the pikes)

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    03 Sep 2026

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    Shane stood and walked over, stopping in his tracks when he saw a plain white envelope pushed under his door. He pinched one of the corners of the envelope, dropping it on his table. That’s when he realized it wasn’t even sealed, and cash spilled out. His eyes widened because holy shit, was this some kind of prank?

    Shane spread the cash slowly and cautiously with his fingers. He counted at least a thousand there. More than enough to cover his rent, and some.

    Who’s being so nice to him!?

    --

    Or, College AU, where Shane is a relatively simple guy trying to navigate life, but a certain Russian man takes an interest in him. He's not being stalked; the Russian is just being observant. Really observant. Because can't Shane see? He belongs to him.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is not jealous.
    Ilya Rozanov has never been jealous.
    Ilya Rozanov encourages his boyfriend to go on a date with someone else.

    This turns out to be a mistake.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    “Did I do something wrong?”

    “No. No, Hollander,” Ilya coughed, eyes flitting around the room. “Is just– Is too much.”

    “This is… too much?” Shane repeated slowly, incredulously. “We see each other maybe once a month. Less, even.”

    “No. Is not that– You are just,” Ilya swore under his breath in Russian. His accent was getting thicker, the words clunkier, in the way it always got stronger when he was frustrated or tired. Shane hated himself for recognizing it. “...too much.”

    OR

    In the Heated Rivalry book, Ilya intends to break things off with Shane the night of the All-Star Game, but then Shane gets hurt. What if Shane never gets injured by Marlow, and Ilya really does break things off?

    (Basically, a shit ton of angst and Shane Hollander learning to love himself. There will be a happy ending!)

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    31 Aug 2026

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    The noise must have been loud enough to reach Shane too, because he turned his head, his eyes just slitted and open enough to find Ilya’s despite the trainer’s warning to keep still. Ilya’s breath caught. Shane—his Shane—looked so scared, with tears running down his face and mingling with all the blood.

    His mouth moved. It was more unintelligible sounds, really just a breath of air, but for the first time Ilya saw it. He knew those syllables, he had seen them pass through Shane’s lips only once before, on a night he would never forget.

    "Ilya."

    or, a reimagining of Shane’s injury during the Montreal vs. Boston game in 2017, except this time it’s a little messier, a little bloodier, and much, much worse.

    Oh, and Ilya loses his mind.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    Shane needs to give Ilya something if he wants him to stay. It’s the only way he could also keep Ilya to be with him.

    “What if I let you continue?” Shane says after a while, suddenly glad to be facing away from Ilya.

    “Continue what?”

    “Uh, continue jerking off,” Shane stammers out, gripping his pillow tightly to suppress his embarrassment. “You’re still hard, right?”

    Ilya stays silent.

    “Don’t offer me things you are going to regret, Shane.” Ilya warns him, but the breathlessness in his tone betrays him. “That would be cruel. To me and to yourself,”

    “I won’t regret anything,” Shane promises. “It’s.. the least I could do,”

    Shane does the craziest thing before he can talk himself out of it; he shoves the blanket down his body, exposing himself once again, then subtly shifts and arches his back so that his ass juts out. “Please?”

    OR:
    Shane decides he wants to be a virgin again and his husband obliges.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    Heat spread across Ilya's face. His mouth fell open slightly. He let out a short, stuttered laugh of disbelief. This couldn't- he was straight, he wasn't-

    “Finally got you at your own game.” Shane's smirk widened to a smile, his hand clapping down on Ilya's shoulder to squeeze it slightly. For once in his life, Ilya was unable to find his voice.

    “Damn.” Shane laughed, jostling him a bit. “If I had known this was all it took to get you to shut the fuck up, I would have started flirting back years ago.”

    ----

    When old college friends Ilya and Shane show up to their mutual best friend's wedding, they are ready to fulfill their duties as bridesmen. Even after years of not seeing each other, they fall right back into their usual banter.

    Ilya loves to flirt with Shane. Shane loves to tell him to fuck off. It's a running bit. Nothing more than a joke between two friends; because Shane is gay and Ilya is straight and it doesn't actually mean anything…until Shane finally decides to flirt back, and Ilya's world suddenly tilts on its axis.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    In case of Ilya, contact Shane.
    In case of Shane, contact Ilya.
    In case of the Boston Raiders, good fucking luck.

    A collection of fics in which the Raiders acquire Shane Hollander as their unofficial emergency contact, team mom, crisis manager, and occasional weapon.

    He’s not getting paid enough for this.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    The close quarters of the car has every sense heightened, and Shane can feel everything of that day rising up like a slowly swarming tide so it rests behind his eyeballs, and no matter how much he blinks, the rage and jealousy is still there, curling in his blood and setting him on fire. And the longer Shane sits in it with the music playing and Ilya’s hand in his lap, the more Shane’s teeth have the urge to bite. Images of that woman from the cookie sale plague his mind, and his mind wonders what would have happened if Shane wasn’t there, not that Ilya would do anything but what would the omega have tried? What had she tried earlier like Mariya mentioned? Shane imagines a gaggle of them, drooling over his mate, his alpha as if Shane hadn’t claimed him already first with his ring and then with his teeth. Who did they think they were? Did they really think they could just flirt with Shane’s alpha so openly and not face the consequences? That Shane wouldn’t rip their faces off?

    or: DILF ilya selling girl guide cookies meets thirsty pilates mommies meets jealous shane about to claw someone's face off.

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    29 Aug 2026

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