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“Instead of sending Eddie the grocery list and Tommy the photo… oh god”
Based off that tiktok trend where you “accidentally” send the wrong photos to the wrong people.
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Buck gets diagnosed with cancer just before Hen's speech at Athena's house. Not wanting it to be Act 98, he doesn't tell the 118.
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03 Aug 2026
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It was the middle of the night, though maybe it was closer to morning now? He’d been sitting there for a long time.
The floor of his loft was cold, even more so near his giant window. The city below him was rushing around as usual, LA just never stopped. For hours he just sat there, pressed against the glass, staring down at life continuing on without him.
He spared a thought to that for just a moment, he could allow himself this. If he were to just disappear without a trace, nothing but his physical belongings remaining, would anyone grieve? Of course they would, to an extent. They’d mourn the Buck they used to love, the Buck that didn’t destroy everything, their imaginary Buck. Some may even cry over the man they wished he was. But would anyone truly miss him?
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I like treating post-lawsuit Buck like my own personal punching bag so here's another fic of him being emotionally ripped to shreds. Yay!
Heed the tags, I don't think there's anything terribly triggering in this but everyone is different so look after yourself.Bookmarked by JRAS
02 Aug 2026
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Post-lawsuit, Buck is tired of the silence and the cold shoulders so he decides to go for a drive after shift one day. An accident fixes everything.
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02 Aug 2026
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02 Aug 2026
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"What?" Buck asked."Nothing," Eddie said back all too quickly.
"Doesn't sound like nothing."
Eddie turned to look at Buck in contemplation, pausing like he wasn't sure whether to open up the conversation or tell Buck he was being paranoid.
"Can't be a know-it-all if people keep secrets," he said.
Buck narrowed his eyes back at him.
"Secrets?" he asked.
He didn't know what Eddie was about to say until the moment before it came out of his mouth. He should have seen it coming, really. Should have known that it would come up at some point and that not mentioning it earlier would make it all the more difficult to deny.
He didn't think this would be the moment they had to address it though.
"You... didn't tell me about Tommy."
aka. Eddie and Buck get trapped below ground level after the earthquake waiting to be rescued, and Eddie asks Buck why he didn't tell him what happened with Tommy
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31 Jul 2026
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The day Buck receives the settlement offer, he is ready to reject it to win back his job and his family at Station 118. But when Christopher is rushed to the hospital needing a critical, very expensive spinal surgery on the other side of the country that insurance won't cover, Buck breaks his legal no-contact order and races to Eddie's side.
To save Christopher's mobility, Buck makes the ultimate sacrifice: he accepts the payout. He willingly plays the villain, letting Bobby, Maddie, and the crew believe he chose greed over loyalty, and exiles himself to Florida to help Christopher heal in secret. Back in LA, Eddie must silently endure a resentful firehouse, anchored by a devastating truth: "If the choice is between you and Christopher, you will lose every time."
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28 Jul 2026
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After a tragic accident leaves Connor and Kameron’s son orphaned, Buck struggles with what role he’s supposed to play in Theo’s life — and whether someone like him could ever be enough for a child.
Before he and Eddie can figure any of that out, the 118 is called to an active hostage situation at a Los Angeles junior high school.
What starts as another terrifying call quickly turns into every firefighter’s nightmare.- Language:
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25 Jul 2026
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“I’m Derek.”
His voice felt startlingly real as it left his throat. Reality yanked him back into the car in a rush, back beside Eddie, and he gasped for air.
Damn it.
Eddie was staring at him.
That look. A mix of shock, worry… or whatever else was reflected in Eddie’s brown eyes right now. Buck didn’t want to be responsible for that. He jerked his gaze away, searching for the timer and feeling grateful when he realized it was time for a break again.Bookmarked by JRAS
25 Jul 2026
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"I'm Buck."
"Buck," Eddie tests the name out. Buck. He likes that name. It sounds good, warm and safe and comfortingly familiar on his tongue. "You're my husband."
Buck's eyes widen, obviously surprised that Eddie remembered that. See, look? He's recovering remarkably quickly. He'll have his full memory back in no time.
"Your husband," Buck repeats and Chris, for some reason, starts giggling.
"My husband," Eddie agrees happily.
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Eddie suffers temporary amnesia after an injury at work and makes some assumptions about the nature of his and Buck's relationship.
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- Part 1 of (You Want To) Make a Memory
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24 Jul 2026
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“Excuse me? If you don’t mind me asking, where’s Mr Diaz? I specifically requested to speak with Eddie. You are not him.”
The man tilts his head at that, a quizzical expression forming between his brows, and Ana can’t help but be reminded of a confused puppy.
“No, I’m not Eddie.”
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23 Jul 2026
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“You have a son. Who’s already nearly lost you more times than any kid should. Think about what would happen to him if you died. I know you usually do everything in your power to get back home to him but what happens if your luck runs out? He loses his dad and gets shipped back to Texas to live with your parents? We all know that’s the last thing you want.”
Eddie watches as Bobby runs a hand through his hair. He clears his throat, wincing slightly at the lingering pain, and states matter-of-factly, “He’d go to Buck, actually.”
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or, the one in which they actually, FINALLY, bring up Eddie's will because the radio silence on it in the last four years has driven me to insanity (aka. 1 time each member of the team finds out about Eddie's will +1 time they actually realise it's real)
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22 Jul 2026
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After the lawsuit, on the outskirts with the team, Buck struggled more than anyone had thought he was. Under duress, Buck makes a choice that would forever impact those who love him.
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After the lawsuit, Buck was ready and excited to get back to his family at the 118. He thought he would be welcomed back with open arms, he couldn’t have been more wrong. Without his family, he was starting to give up. He couldn’t fight any longer.
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20 Jul 2026
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“What do you mean you’re in the bridal suite?” Buck barks into the phone, pacing up and down the incredibly plush carpeting of this hotel room. “I’m in the fucking bridal suite.”
“Okay, Buck, calm down. What do you mean? We’ve got all the romantic stuff laid out—the strawberries and the chocolate and the champagne—”
“I’ve got the strawberries and the chocolate and the champagne,” Buck whispers, fingers so tight around his phone he thinks he can hear something cracking.
“What?” Maddie asks. “Hmm. Maybe there was a mix-up with the reservations? They’re both under Buckley, so… Do you want me to call the reception?”
Buck sighs. “No, no, of course not, Mads. Sorry, I’ll call them. It’s fine, I’ll just—I’ll get another room, because Eddie’ll be here in a few hours…”
or, having multiple wedding reservations under the same name was an accident waiting to happen and buck’s just trying not to jumpscare his best friend with the rather intense bridal suite decor in their very platonically shared hotel room
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A person who listens to whatever inane, mundane shit Buck is incapable of not spouting? Actually listens, with interjected questions and regular mmhms of acknowledgement? Indulgent of every tangent, every spiel, unless Buck is actively sowing terror in the hearts of victims on calls with his worst-case scenario stories.
He has that person. Eddie. According to May, that makes Eddie his person, a thought that has a bloom of warmth unfurling in his chest.
It might not be romantic, but it’s—it’s something.
And it’s worth Buck trying to get back to who they were. When their shift is over, he follows Eddie home like he might’ve done a year ago.
or, buck learns about bird theory. eddie, unsurprisingly, is the only one who passes with flying colours
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14 Jul 2026
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i know it’s not very sexy when somebody loves you this much and knows you this well by fleetinghearts for greencreekwolf
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
29 Jul 2025
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“I mean,” Eddie backtracks hastily, “that I probably don’t—uh, that I don’t want a hook up. Just the single, uh, kiss. For research.”
“Right,” Buck nods. “For research.”
They turn back to the TV, sipping beers and spooning dessert, room quiet save for the telenovela playing. Buck, gun to his head, could not tell you who or what is on the screen right now. The brave, strong part of his brain has surrendered shamefully, white flag hoisted while the rest of his brain—stupid, stupid—hosts a skillfully imagined supercut of his best friend kissing men. It’s surprisingly new subject matter for him. What’s unsurprising is his distaste for every conjured scenario, discarding each indistinguishable stranger until the reel buffers on something more… familiar.
“Well—”
Eddie waits a patient minute for Buck to continue before asking, “Well, what?”
“I just mean—if it’s just a kiss, right.” Buck pauses. “You could, uh. You could try it with me.”
or, buck thinks kissing men and women feels pretty much the same. eddie’s not buying it. sometimes settling a bet requires kissing your best friend, a lot, for research
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14 Jul 2026
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I'll Feel You Forget Me Like I Used to Feel You Breathe by turningthepages
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
22 Mar 2023
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A car accident leaves Eddie without ten years of memories. He forgets meeting Buck, falling in love, getting married, and bringing two more kids into their life. As Eddie struggles to adjust to this new life, Buck struggles with being in love with someone who doesn't want to remember him.
Oh, and they have really cute kids.
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Just another Hollywood Amnesia story the fandom probably didn't need but lived in my head rent free for too long.
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- Part 1 of I'll Feel You Forget Me
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11 Jul 2026
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i'm making plans for my future (and i plan on you being in it) by rizcriz
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
16 Feb 2026
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“Oh,” Eddie yells after him, tone almost mocking. “So that’s it? You’re just going to walk away?”
Buck stops, biting down on his cheek. He knows, distantly, that they’re making a scene. That everyone who isn’t actively putting what’s left of the fire out can see and hear everything they’re saying. He sighs. “I don’t know why you’re so pissed,” he mutters, twisting back around to face him just in time to see Eddie’s eyebrows rise high up on his forehead.
“You don’t know why I’m pissed?” Eddie asks, stepping towards him.
Shit. He needs to walk away before this blows up. They’re one throw away comment from explosion.
Buck whips back around, taking a step towards the engine and away from Eddie. “That’s what I said,” he calls over his shoulder. Which—maybe, isn’t the thing to say to cool things down.
But—
“I’m pissed,” Eddie shouts back, voice frayed and desperate, “Because I fucking love you.”
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Or, loud so everyone can hear.
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10 Jul 2026
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Chim is reading aloud before Buck can lunge across the counter and stop him, “I’d beg so loud they’d all know exactly what you—” His eyebrows climb to his hairline, “Buck, what the fuck?”
Ravi bursts out laughing, nearly doubling over, “Wait, you sexted the group chat?!”
“No, no, no—” Buck’s voice traitorously cracks and he can feel the heat in his face, “That’s not—I didn’t—”
Hen’s tone sharpens, amusement undercut with curiosity, “You’re seeing someone? Who is she?”
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Three months of secret hookups with Eddie and Buck manages to blow it all with one wrong text.- Language:
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08 Jul 2026