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  1. Rec *

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    “I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”

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    or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.

    Ilya has open hands.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    What if -

    Shane still doesn't send the 'We didn't even kiss' text and starts to spiral. Ilya finds him.

     

    Title from Iris by Goo Goo Dolls.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    Shane is used to feeling fuzzy with Rozanov. Like he’s floating higher, higher, higher. But this - this isn’t that.

    Shane isn’t floating, he’s falling. Sinking down, down, down below, into darkness. It feels like there are waves crashing over his head, cold and sharp like needles against his skin, and when he does manage to breach the surface for a moment, he’s met with thick fog and a starless sky. It feels sort of like a concussion, but not. There’s no pain, just…haziness. Just a gaping, empty feeling, right in the centre of his chest.

    (Or, Vegas rewritten.)

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    06 Feb 2026

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    Shane doesn’t like to ask for what he needs, but when Ilya is around, he doesn’t have to.

    or five times Ilya fixes it without making Shane feel bad, and one time he doesn’t.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”

    “Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.

    “No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”

    “Go fuck yourself.”

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    Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.

    And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?

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    05 Feb 2026

  6. Rec *

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    “You lie to yourself, Hollander. Not to me.”

    “What, because you know me so well?”

    “Yes. I do. Don’t I?”

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    31 Jan 2026

  7. Rec *

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    “Can you still stay the night?”

    “Yes,” Ilya says quickly, nodding into Shane’s neck. “I will stay the night.”

    I will stay forever, he doesn’t say. Just ask me, and I will do it.

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    30 Jan 2026

  8. Rec *

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    Shane is still learning that he doesn't have to be perfect in his own relationship. Ilya is still learning the rules of Shane's bad days. So when Shane tries to push him away after a crushing loss, it leads to a tense argument. But ten years of rivalry are no match for Shane’s tears; the second he starts to cry, Ilya folds like a house of cards.

    Or: Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.

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    29 Jan 2026

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    “Shane didn’t know I was flirting with him until I pointed my dick at him in the showers!”

    “Ilya!” he hissed.

    “What? Is true. I was flirting with you all day at that photoshoot, and you didn’t notice.”

    Shane rolls his eyes. “No, you weren’t, you were just being an asshole.”

    “I told you you looked pretty!”

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    28 Jan 2026

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    Under the guidance of his doctor and mostly out of desperation due to his last annual heat being severe enough to nearly land him in the hospital, Shane Hollander knows he needs to take a heat partner for the first time if he doesn’t want to end up in a cycle facility.
    With his options between hiring a comfort alpha or asking one Ilya Rozanov for help, the choice is clear to Shane. Even if it feels like he’s losing every shred of his dignity to ask his - rival? fuckbuddy? - whatever Rozanov is to help him through his heat, Rozanov is the only alpha he trusts enough to take care of him.
    Rozanov is due for his own rut and is more than happy to finally, finally have heat sex with Hollander. Which is why he says yes with no hesitation. No other reason, of course.
    Now they both just need to survive the week with their hearts intact, which is something far easier said than done.

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    19 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane and Ilya have gone 20 days without, and Shane, along with his new battery-operated friend, is going to show Ilya just how much he missed him.

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    "Open."

    Shane opened his mouth and Ilya fed his cock back in, not gentle this time. He thrust forward and Shane gagged, eyes watering, but he didn't pull back. He breathed through his nose and relaxed his throat and took it, took everything Ilya gave him.

    "That's it," Ilya growled, fucking into his mouth with short, brutal strokes. "That's my good boy. Taking my cock so fucking well. Always take me exactly how I like it."

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    18 Jan 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    “Is there something that you want, or are you just looking?”

    Shane practically jumped out of his skin; he was so startled, his eyes snapped up to meet Ilya’s. “What? No!”

    He could feel the tempo of his heart speed up as he watched Ilya reach over to place his phone face down on the coffee table and sit up.

    “Shane.”

    The heat of a deep blush spread over Shane’s cheeks as he lifted his book back up, trying desperately to return his attention to the words on the page.

    “Hey!” Shane squawked in protest as his book was ripped from his hands and tossed onto the table haphazardly.

    And suddenly, Ilya was standing over him with a gentle hand cupping Shane’s chin, forcing him to look up.

    They had discussed Shane using his words to ask for what he wants before, but clearly the lesson didn't stick. Ilya is prepared to reteach this masterclass as many times as necessary.

    Featuring Ilya's effortless dominance, Shane being the subbiest sub to ever sub while keeping his bratty streak, Ilya realizing he screwed up, an impulsive millionaire late-night shopping, and a deeply embarrassed Shane Googling sex terms.

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    18 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    "Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"

    Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.

    "Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"

    -

    or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.

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    16 Jan 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    Their time at Shane's cottage allows for Shane to consider, explore, and accept, his comfort needs. Unsurprisingly, Ilya is willing to let Shane put his mouth wherever he wants, and sometimes Ilya anticipates and reads Shane so well that it just about breaks Shane in half. Oh, the mortifying ordeal of being Shane Hollander! Luckily, Ilya is there to put him back together.

    Shane's oral fixation as a sort of character study.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    “Hi, sweetheart,” Ilya mumbles into Shane’s neck.

    Shane just keeps running his fingers through Ilya’s hair, sometimes scratching a little. He rubs his knuckle behind Ilya’s ear, and waits.

    Ilya is good at being in control. He’s glorious on top of Shane. He fucks him so good Shane forgets his name. He effortlessly guides Shane through crowds with a big palm pressed against the small of his back. He calls Shane all sorts of filthy names and tells him when he can come. But sometimes, Ilya wants to feel a big palm at his own back, guiding him and holding him and loving him well enough that he can let go.

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    15 Jan 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    "Wait," Shane pauses, suddenly feeling more exposed than he thought he was still capable of feeling in front of Ilya. He leans his head over his shoulder to get a peek of Ilya, who's staring down lovesick at—apparently—his stretch marks. "You're licking my stretch marks instead of eating my ass right now?"

    "What? I like them."

    or, you're not special, Ilya, Shane's stretch marks are really deeply personal and beloved to me too

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    15 Jan 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    "Ilya would be good, Ilya would not bare teeth until Shane allows him too."
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    Ilya would do anything Shane's asks him to.

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    15 Jan 2026

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    "Question for Ilya first but it'll be the same for Shane. Boston is an original six legendary team that has struggled to get to the playoffs for the past three seasons. How much pressure do you feel from the fans, and from the hockey world in general, to restore Boston to its former glory, and how much of that do you take on personally?"

    What? Fucking what?

     

    Ilya Rozanov has been in the States for years and mostly, he's good. He knows English, he understands English. But some days are easier than others and some days are harder than others.

    Luckily, he's never had that issue with Shane.

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    15 Jan 2026

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane isn't like the other omegas, he's a hockey omega.

    No but really Shane thinks that he doesn't have any omega traits, turns out he just needed a little help from a friendly alpha to prove that he does.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    It… it was a joke, right? A weird prank? Hollander and Rozanov… It didn’t make any sense. They hated each other! They had nothing in common! It couldn’t be real. And even if it was, it couldn’t be love, right?

    Or: five times the world got a glimpse of how much Shane and Ilya love each other and one time they kept it to themselves

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    11 Jan 2026

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