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    Coming down from the high of winning the Euros 2024, Ferran makes an unexpected move.

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    28 Jul 2026

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    "Yeah, but there's a difference between not rushing and being completely clueless," Pedri said, frustration creeping into his voice. "I'm twenty-two, Ferran. Most people have at least... I don't know. Some idea of what they're doing."
    Ferran was quiet for a moment, and when Pedri looked over, his friend was watching him with that same considering expression from earlier.
    "What if I helped you?" Ferran said.
    Pedri blinked. "What?"
    "Helped you. You know, with the stuff you feel like you're missing out on." Ferran shrugged, trying to look casual, but there was something careful in the way he was watching Pedri's reaction. "I mean, we're friends. We trust each other. If you want to learn how to flirt, or kiss, or... whatever, I could teach you. No pressure, no judgment."

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    28 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 46

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    Jude knew that scar, he had memorized the omega's entire body after hours of watching his streams.

    But he couldn't quite believe that the omega he had been obsessing over was Pedri. It didn't even make any sense. Pedri had no need to sell his body; he made millions of euros a year.

    Did he enjoy it? Did he like thousands of people looking at him and imagining they were fucking him?

    And out of those thousands of people, Jude was the only one who knew that P3dr0x, one of the most popular cam boys on the internet was also Barcelona's star midfielder.

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    23 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 38

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    It ignites a flame in his twisting gut, one that licks up his throat, curls around his tongue in a single word. Hatred.

    Jude can say, with full conviction and a fair share of vitriol, that he hates Pedri.

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    23 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 9

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    Jude Bellingham and Pedro González are rivals on the pitch and something far more dangerous behind closed doors. Their secret relationship is built on tension, control, and a fire neither of them can put out. But when a reckless tackle in El Clásico leaves Pedri sidelined for six weeks, everything shatters.Pedri is furious—furious at Jude for hurting him, for making him vulnerable, for thinking an apology could fix this. He cuts Jude off completely, blocking him on everything. But Jude? Jude can’t let go. The guilt is eating him alive, the distance unbearable. He needs to fix things. With secrets threatening to spill and emotions spiraling out of control, Jude and Pedri are caught in a dangerous game of love, power, and betrayal—one that could destroy them both if they’re not careful.

    Because loving your rival is one thing. Hurting him is another. And *earning his forgiveness?* That might be impossible.

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    23 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 78

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    “I’m not being weird,” Pedri said, his voice rising slightly “I think I’m allowed to be bothered that people think I’m dating my best friend just because we’re close and show up to training together.” Fer nodded slowly “Okay, don’t get defensive. You’re allowed to feel upset, no one’s saying you aren’t. Just—don’t let Ferran think that being seen with him like that is the worst thing in the world.”

    Pedri stared at him “What are you trying to say?”

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    Ferran is in love with Pedri, but Pedri is completely oblivious.

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    22 Jul 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 17

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    `I was terrified of falling asleep because sleeping meant losing control. I just needed him.`

    For Ferran, Pedri is the only anchor that can stop his panic attacks. For Pedri, Ferran is the only person who can make the exhausting noise of the club vanish. They tell themselves it’s just the ultimate best-friendship. They tell themselves that the midnight visits and the physical closeness are just about survival.
    But as they pack their bags for the World Cup camp, the boundaries between them begin to blur, and a single warning from the coaching staff threatens to shatter the fragile peace they worked so hard to build.

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    22 Jul 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 9

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    Slowly but surely, Pedri intends to unveil Jude's desperation, getting underneath his skin and pushing him closer and closer to the edge until he breaks.

    Pedri may not be in his right mind.

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    13 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 49

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    “We are launching a new PR initiative. It’s called Rivals to Romance.”

    Pedri was sure he had misheard. Jude wished he had. But it seemed that their clubs and the league didn't care how much the two midfielders hated each other. The only things fans loved more than a Clasico was a fabricated PR stunt that made Pedri and Jude look less like enemies and more like... something else.

    In football, clauses are meant to protect contracts, but this one might just ruin them both as the line between performance and reality gets dangerously blurry.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    “I told you. Hollander and I, we are in love. He is my hockey player.” Ilya wiggled his eyebrows at the joke, but couldn’t keep himself from watching Scott Hunter.
    “Sure, Roz. You and Hollander are in love, want to get married, spend the rest of your lives playing hockey together.” When Ilya didn’t immediately reply to that very accurate statement, Hunter continued: “If you two are in love, I’m straight. That’s how likely that is.” He had laughed and skated away, though Ilya really hadn’t understood what was supposed to be funny about that.
    Standing alone on the ice, the crowd slowly filing out of the rink, Ilya was faced with a startling realization: telling people may be harder than he thought.
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    What if Shane gave Ilya permission to soft launch their relationship. Ilya is, of course, thrilled and immediately starts telling everyone around him. Problem is, no one believes him!

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    Chapters:
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    19 Feb 2026

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    I think I will run until I am too exhausted to panic. Then, and only then, will I go to the hotel. I’ll tell Hayden I was working out, overdid it a bit, then shower and go to sleep. I’ll delete Il–Rozanov’s–number, find a nice girl to date…It will be fine. It will be just. Fucking. Fine.

    That’s the last thought I have before I feel a flash of pain, and then darkness.

    ——————————

    Or: After running away from tuna melts and an uncomfortable level of vulnerability, Shane is hit by a car. A targeted hit-and-run by a Boston fan leaves Ilya alone to face the prospect of coming out to their teams, the MLH, and Shane’s family.

    Ilya will do anything to be by Shane’s bedside.

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    18/?
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    17 Feb 2026

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    Loud beeps from his phone startled Ilya, and he slowed down, reaching for the device he’d put on the bar between his legs. Jane. He smiled to himself when he saw the notifications, and, checking Marlowe was absorbed in his own fitness, opened it quickly, smiling in anticipation of Shane's words.

    The smile was wiped off his face almost instantly.

    The blood drained from his face, and Ilya felt like the bottom had just fallen out of his world.

    *****

    Maybe he was naive, but Ilya always thought he had time. Time with Shane. Time to tell him what he truly meant to him.

    That, somehow, one way or another, Shane would always be there.

    But a text message late one night threatens to destroy the future that Ilya has spent the time carefully constructing in his mind.

    Maybe Shane wasn't always going to be there. That Shane would be cruelly snatched away from him before he had a chance to be honest.

    That he would be left behind. Alone.

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    13/13
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    16 Feb 2026

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    “I’m pregnant.”

    “Pardon?”

    “I’m pregnant.”

    “Yeah, I heard you the first time. I was giving you the option to take it back.”

    “Take it back? Why would I do that?”

    “You’re not funny. Shane, genuinely please tell me what’s going on. Stop fucking around with me.”

    “Hayden, there’s a bun in my oven. I’m going to be eating for two. I’ll be out of commission for nine months. What other ways can I say this? I’m not fucking around with you. This isn’t a joke. I took four tests. I’m pregnant.” Shane said without a smile on his face. There was no laughter between his words. Hayden fell silent for a minute staring wide-eyed at Shane like he had seen a ghost.

    “Holy fucking shit.”

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    Shane is pregnant with Ilya’s baby. He proceeds to try to avoid Ilya while keeping the baby a secret. He’s not the best at avoiding Ilya though.

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    Chapters:
    15/21
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    11 Feb 2026

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    Mystery Work

    Part of UnrevealedDTA
    Summary

    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    08 Feb 2026

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    Barstool Sports Canada reports that Montreal Metros captain Shane Hollander has started learning Russian from new teammate and Russian rookie Sergei Dovonchezky.

    Ilya has some thoughts. None of them are particularly kind.

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    Chapters:
    4/4
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    08 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander was one of the best, if not the best, hockey players in the world. So when he collapsed on the ice during a game and was threatened with losing the rest of his season, he knew what he had to do.

    Ilya Rozanov only realized that Shane Hollander was something he had to lose after he almost lost him. He won't make that mistake again.

    AKA: Shane gets diagnosed with cancer. He is still determined to win the Stanley Cup. Ilya Rozanov is down so bad for Shane Hollander. He doesn't know Shane has Cancer. No one does.

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    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    232
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    05 Feb 2026

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    21 Jan 2026

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    Shane had spent time—a lot of time, really—thinking about retirement. It came with the territory; on average, hockey players retired in their 30s, with a few outliers playing into their 40s. The really good ones got maybe three decades out of it all before putting the stick down and hanging the jersey up. In his mind, Shane liked to think he’d be one of them, playing till he hit forty-five, ending on some high note—the Centaurs winning their nth or so Cup, maybe—before fading, slowly, into the background.

    It turned out it would all just end in a random game, with a random team, boom— all so definitively over that Shane was left falling, completely flailing, clueless about any next step.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    Shane plans on going into the 2014-2015 season and doing everything in his power to make sure Rozanov doesn’t win the Cup. Fuck Vegas, fuck MVP, fuck that asshole for leaving him on read for half the summer. He’s going to personally ensure that it’s the Metros at the end of it all.
    As it turns out, he doesn’t have to.
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    An injury recovery fic where Shane and Ilya develop their relationship in the wake of a traumatic brain injury. Takes place after Episode 2 and diverges from canon there.

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    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
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    10,152

    20 Jan 2026

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    Shane let out a put-upon sigh and stepped into Dr. Terry's office, closing the door behind him. “So, I was really nauseous this morning. Threw up a little. And Ilya is making me come talk to you about it.”

    Terry quirked an eyebrow at him. “Husband Ilya or Captain Rozanov?”

    “Both.”

    “Oof.” Terry gestured at him to take a seat. “You sure you’re not dying, bud?"

    (formerly titled: at the top of the mohs scale)

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    Chapters:
    26/31
    Collections:
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    1,378
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    13,978
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    3,813
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    568,976

    20 Jan 2026

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