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    Shane doesn’t know why he chose to move to Boston to join the Raiders after his hellish stint playing for the Metros. He had a long laundry list of reasons why Boston was the right fit for him: they were a legacy team, it was only a short plane ride away from his parents, it was a good city, a good hockey-loving city, where he could settle down and start to build his life. The list goes on. He thinks his mom even believed some of them.
    He couldn’t deny, though, not to himself, at least, that Boston’s star center had a little bit to do with that decision.
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    Shane transfers to Boston early in his career after he finds himself at the center of a scandal with the Metros. Boston gives him a chance to start over, to build the professional hockey career he always dreamed of, but the transfer doesn’t come without its fair share of problems, especially since Boston is home to his on-ice rival, Ilya Rozanov.
    The two become unlikely friends when Shane agrees to help him practice his English, bonding as they start to share bits of their respective cultures.
    There are some things about Rozanov, however, that Shane doesn’t quite understand.

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    01 Oct 2026

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    It was a Friday when the video dropped.

    “What is happening?” He asked St Simon, who was holding his phone tight to his chest, his expression odd. “Someone has died?” 

    Across the room he could see Marlow moving slowly upright from where he had been doing floor stretches, his phone in his hand as well, his face pinched. 

    “It’s Hollander,” St Simon said. 

    The bottom of Ilya’s stomach fell out, closely followed by the rest of Ilya’s organs. His chest hurt so acutely that he thought he must be having a heart attack. 

    “Not dead,” St Simon added quickly, reaching out to grab Ilya’s shoulder when Ilya’s knees actually buckled. “Jesus, sorry. I should have - no it’s just -” 

    “Someone tell me what the fuck is going on,” Ilya snapped, “and everyone else shut up.” 

    Marlow reached him now, held his phone out to Ilya, open already to an article with a headline huge enough Ilya could easily make out the HOLLANDER blaring out of it even before his eyes focused and he took the phone from Marlow. 

    A video is posted online, for Shane it feels like a death sentence. For some parts of him, it is.

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    30 Sep 2026

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    Ilya’s transition to the Ottawa Centaur’s isn’t going as well as he hoped. His teammates are keeping him at arm’s length for reasons he is struggling to figure out. He feels alone in Ottawa and doesn’t want to burden Shane with his feelings of isolation.

    Shane is in Montreal and doesn’t understand why the distance between them feels greater than when Ilya was living in Boston.

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    23 Sep 2026

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    Rose volunteers for a nonprofit that rescues sex-trafficked omegas, and Shane thinks it's a great cause. He even attends their fundraising galas.

    Then, one night, Rose calls to ask for a favor: She wants Shane to let a recently-rescued male omega live with him. In his apartment.

    His name is Ilya, Rose explains, and the thing is, despite omega hormone levels, he acts and smells just like an alpha. He can't keep staying in an omega group home because he's scaring the other omegas and endangering the staff.

    But he could live with Shane, Rose insists. "You're a big strong alpha hockey player, so he can't intimidate you physically. But also he needs to feel safe, which he can with you, because you're not like other alphas." She pauses. "You know?"

    By which she means Shane has never had a full rut, his scent glands barely work, he can't form a knot, and he has no interest in sticking his dick in anyone. Which, whatever. It's fine.

    But if being a failure as an alpha means he can help this omega, Ilya, who's apparently as much of a biological anomaly as Shane is…

    Shane says yes.

    And maybe it's a stupid decision. But he knows that it's also the right one.

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    15 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander would probably rather die than admit to the world (or himself) that he’s a sub, because all respected NHL players are doms. When years of living a touch-starved, repressed, hockey-focused life finally catch up with him and cause a medical emergency, he’s not scared or sad. He’s fucking angry. And he becomes Ilya Rozanov’s problem at the Behavioral Education & Authority Relationships Services (B.E.A.R.S. for short).

    or: Shane is strong, stubborn, difficult and he bites. Ilya is extremely patient but instantly whipped. A not entirely typical bdsm AU.

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    14 Sep 2026

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    Between Heated Rivalry and The Long Game, it’s a honeymoon with storms on the horizon.

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    11 Sep 2026

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    In New Orleans, the fragile peace begins to crumble as the demons of Lestat’s past return to haunt him. Wanting to help, Louis secretly brings in a psychologist, crossing yet another line that once nearly cost them everything.

    As lies push them further apart, something else begins to take shape in the shadows. Between deepfake porn and murdered vampire fans a new threat emerges, unnoticed until it is far too late.

    Another chapter in a romance of passion and longing, balanced on the thin line between bliss and suffering.

    They love each other. Nothing more. That's their tragedy.

     

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    06 Sep 2026

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    What if Troy Barrett was one of Dallas Kent’s victims?

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    04 Sep 2026

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    One misunderstanding.
    One sentence that should never have been said.
    One very long night.

    (first two chapters are the main story, and the rest is just me enjoying myself)

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    03 Sep 2026

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    In between when Shane and Ilya return to their teams after getting benched and the start of the playoffs, there's still one more week of the regular season. During that week, there is therapy by proxy, a request for emotional support nudes, a romantic declaration about pizza toppings, a disagreement about who turned who gay and another disagreement about whether Montreal Voyageurs games are better than porn.

    Ilya: Reporter got my number and is asking what I think about parliament trying to ban conversion therapy
    Ilya: What the fuck is conversion therapy?

    Shane: No idea, maybe it's actually good my team won't let me talk to reporters

    Ilya: Am googling this is evil shit. Lucky you didn't know about this you would have tried to send yourself before I finished converting you to my dick

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    31 Aug 2026

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    “Having fun?”

    Kip turns with a start towards the amused drawl behind him, wondering why he keeps letting Scott drag him to galas full of rich, hockey-affiliated people who apparently love to sneak up on him.

    For a moment, he’s worried he won’t recognize the person who’s just approached him so colloquially, but when he registers the face in front of him, swooping angles and slicked-back curls, he freezes. No, he knows this face quite well—Scott’s tendency towards expletives whenever it appears has made sure of that. The Russian accent, the lazy smirk, the intense eyes that are currently pinning Kip like a piece of prey.

    He hears the echo of Scott’s voice in his mind, talking about predator instinct, and distinctly regrets his life choices.

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    29 Aug 2026

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    After the tuna meltdown, they never really get the chance to get back together, only watching each other’s lives from a distance, occasionally reaching out through texts, pretending it’s enough.

    Until one day, Shane receives a package at his doorstep.
    It’s a book. It’s Ilya Rozanov’s memoir.

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    27 Aug 2026

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    It's 2018 and everything has been going right for Yuna Hollander. She has her family, her career, and Shane, well Shane seems the happiest he's ever been. She knows her son is keeping secrets from her, but she also knows that with Shane, she's just going to have to wait it out for when he's ready to speak up. But then she gets a phone call from the Ottawa Centaurs telling her that their new staring center, Ilya Rozenov is in the hospital with a concussion, and that she, of all people, is listed as his emergency contact.

    (tldr) alternative timeline where Shane and Ilya do not get caught by David in 2017. And for an entire year Shane hasn't been able to come out to his parents. Ilya gets a concussion, and Yuna gets a call.

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    24 Aug 2026

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    An unexpected encounter with Ilya Rozanov - and a newly changed perspective of him - leads Yuna into a series of conversations with both halves of the rivalry - and slowly into both an unexpected friendship and a new understanding of what the 'rivalry' entails.
    Or: (5 times Yuna reached out to Ilya, +1 time he reached out to her first; 5 times Yuna tried to get Shane to talk to her, +1 time she didn't need to.)

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    22 Aug 2026

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    “...Montreal Metros to acquire center Ilya Rozanov from the Boston Raiders for the upcoming season, in exchange for center Fenwick and goalie Grayson. A hefty price to pay for the Boston center, especially considering the two teams have sustained a bitter rivalry for years. But that might just be the psychology behind the trade. I think I speak for all hockey fans when I say I'm dying to see how the Metros will play with a reformed enemy on their side. And it's no secret that we've all wondered about the day that Rozanov and Hollander are the same side of the ice. The only thing left to ask is who will center who..."

    The anchor continues as a clip of Rozanov from a post-game interview last year plays—he’s shirtless and sweaty, smirking into the camera. And then he does that…that wink. Shane just stares up at the screen, dumbfounded. He’s not listening to the details anymore, but the words echo in his head.

    Metros to acquire Ilya Rozanov…

    He was coming here. To Shane's city.

    OR: Ilya gets traded to Shane's team a few months after Las Vegas, and Shane isn't happy about it.

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    21 Aug 2026

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    In 2022, Ilya wakes up in a hospital in Ottawa with no memory of how he got there. He has hazy recollections of 2015, but he can't remember anything about the past seven years. He is shocked to learn he is now married to Shane Hollander, a fact that forces him to reconcile the decisions of his past self with the expectations he inherited from his father.
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    “I have this for you.” Hollander reached into his pocket, pulling out something gold, glinting under the cold hospital lighting. Holding his fist out, Hollander unfurled his hand, and the bottom fell out of Ilya’s heart, cratering through his stomach and spilling onto the floor.

    Shane Hollander stood before him, palm outstretched, cradling Irina Rozanova’s golden crucifix.

    Ilya flinched back, like he had been burned. Hollander’s warmth had moved too close, too fast, morphing into a threat and a violation. Hollander should not have that cross.

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    18 Aug 2026

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    "Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"

    Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.

    "Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"

    -

    or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.

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    15 Aug 2026

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    When the unsentimental financial imperative of the NHL sees Shane traded to the Boston Raiders, he and Ilya are thrown into closer extended proximity than ever before. As they adjust to life as teammates, they are forced to contend with the nature of their relationship -and must answer for themselves: is it even a relationship at all?
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    Sliding down the wall, Shane hunched over his untied sneakers, shoved on hastily when Coach had called him in for a meeting after morning skate.

    “Boston wanted you specifically. I’ve already spoken to their GM. You’re flying this evening or tomorrow morning: I’ll confirm once the paperwork clears.”

    “Mom,” Shane managed.

    “Oh sweetie. I know, okay. Those fuckers, how dare they do this! Two fucking cups! Now all of a sudden they decide they want a reset and you’re going to fund it.”

    Shane put his head between his knees and tried to breathe. God, Boston. They hated him there; it was so far away; he was fucking their captain.

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    08 Aug 2026

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    Immediately follows the fight on Boxing Day, where Ilya tells Shane to leave. To please go home.

    After seeking advice from a trusted friend, Shane returns to make things right between them.

    Truths will be revealed, exposing the cracks in their relationship that Shane hasn't seen and Ilya hasn't wanted to reveal; forcing hard conversations and even harder decisions.

    Is love enough to keep them together? If so, what needs to change? Will anything stay the same?

    The biggest question Shane asks himself as they wade through years of miscommunication and hurt is 'Where do we go from here?'

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    03 Aug 2026

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    Shane ended the most significant relationship of his life because he believed the truth would destroy them both.

    Months later, Ilya comes out anyway.

    The catastrophe Shane spent years running from never arrives.

    The league moves on.
    Teammates rally around Ilya.
    Sponsors call.
    He falls in love again.
    He begins building a life defined not by secrecy, but by ordinary joys: a home, a future, arguments about adopting a dog.

    Left behind by a future he never thought possible, Shane is forced to confront an unsettling question: if the world didn't end for Ilya, what has all of his fear really been protecting?

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    01 Aug 2026

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