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Buck thinks to when Eddie took him and Christopher to the beach, how Eddie pulled him feet down underwater and pressed a kiss to his lips before he could let out a watery sound of confusion. It was a sweet moment, one he thought of fondly, but it had hurt: the pressure of water wrapping around his skull, Eddie keeping him under. It lasted only a mere moment before the two bobbed back to the surface, Buck sucking in a deep air and hitting his husband with a demand of never do that again!
Whatever has been done to him feels like a prolonged version of that: a deep, tension strain that wraps around the entirety of his skull and makes his head throb, aching for his mouth to open so he can suck a deep breath of air into his lungs. Only now, whatever or whoever is keeping him down does not want him to raise back up.
The one where Buck is kidnapped and injected with heat inducers.
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- Part 8 of buddie gifts ᥫ᭡.
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06 Jul 2026
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Erling Haaland is not nervous about Brazil.
No, what's much more nerve-wracking is seeing Jude Bellingham standing in front of him, shy and uncertain, and so unfairly gorgeous.
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06 Jul 2026
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buck has an idea that eddie is all too willing to entertain.
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04 Jul 2026
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it all breaks down, it always does (it all works out, it always does) by Elgney
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
22 Apr 2026
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“I have no idea what’s going on.” He was embarrassed at the whiny note in his voice, but he couldn’t swallow it away. “I mean, the last thing I remember, I was telling my parents that I was leaving Texas. And then all of the sudden I wake up and it’s like—”
Like some stranger named Buck had infiltrated every corner of his life. That’s what it felt like.
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Amnesiac Eddie tries really hard to hate Buck. It doesn’t stick.
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29 Jun 2026
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“Eddie. Eddie, it’s okay.”
“It’s not,” Eddie bites out. He spits at the ground, then shouts, “It is not okay, Buck!”
The silence that follows is deafening. Even the roar of the fire seems quiet in comparison to the absence of the words Buck isn’t saying.
“I love you,” Buck offers.
Eddie wants to wake up.
“Don’t,” he manages.
or: when buck is crushed by a burning tree while he and eddie rescue children from a forest fire, eddie has to make the agonizing decision to leave him behind— but he promises he'll come back, and he won't break a promise to buck. not again.
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28 Jun 2026
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When the power runs out we'll just hum (This, this is our new song) by little_mr_frog
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
23 Jun 2026
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"You know I weigh more than Chris, right?"
"Are you asking me if I know a 190 lbs firefighter weighs more than my nine-year-old son?" Eddie asks, one eyebrow raised.
Eddie lowers his arms.
"Buck, I know how much you weigh and I know I am able to catch you. I deadlift your weight, you've seen me work out."
There is a weird sound coming from above. "Yeah, I remember."
"You're not even that far up. You can just slide down. So don't be scared to -"
"I'm not scared," Buck interrupts. "Chris, tell your dad I'm not scared."
"I don't know Buck," Chris contemplates, his face serious. "You kinda look scared."
"I - I'm not!" Buck splutters. "Eddie, tell him!"
Eddie sighs deeply.
Or: Buck never learnt how to ask for help. Luckily, the Diazes are there to show him how it's done.
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28 Jun 2026
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“I lied,” Buck blurts out, sheepishly. “You seemed so relaxed while you were sleeping, and with the extra shift you covered yesterday… I just wanted you to rest.”
“You lied about what?” he asks, even though he has a pretty good guess.
“About the time,” Buck confesses, then adds, smiling at him, bashful, “I also turned off your alarm.”
(Or, five times Eddie feels something as Buck takes care of him, plus one time he realizes what it means, and kisses Buck about it.)
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28 Jun 2026
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Oh no.
The birthday wish.
In a moment of weakness, Buck had wished for Eddie to love him back. Romantically.
And ever since then, Eddie has been complimenting his eyes and spooning him and looking at his lips and telling him he loves him.
The evidence is clear. There is only one logical conclusion: the birthday wish turned Eddie gay.
Fuck.
or, Buck wishes for Eddie's love. He gets what he wished for. :)
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27 Jun 2026
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“I have a rainbow one! And a blue and green one! And a pink, purple, and blue one! And a blue and pink one! And this one is pink and orange! And - -”
“That’s a lot of flags, Spider-Man,” Eddie chuckles.
“Yep! I got them all. I have so many. Buck only has one. Which one do you have?”
“I don’t have a flag,” Eddie says. "I'm not sure which one belongs to me right now."
Or, Theo collects all the flags at Pride. Eddie tries to find one that fits.
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27 Jun 2026
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“Hey, Diaz? Take it from someone who’s been there — it’s not as scary as you think it’ll be.”
Eddie frowns. He glances at Buck, as if Buck has any idea what Tommy is talking about. “What’s not?”
“I like to think I’m uniquely positioned to say it’s worth it.”
Or, Buck is not in love with his best friend, and Eddie is super straight. For sure. Definitely.
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27 Jun 2026
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“I can’t sleep,” Spooky Doorway Eddie says. “Can we just keep fighting tomorrow?”
The annoyance drops from a boil to a simmer. He reaches for the covers, holding up a corner in an invitation for a temporary truce. “I’m still mad at you.”
“I know,” Eddie offers, crossing the room and slipping beneath the sheets. “I’m mad at you, too.”
Or, a first fight and a truce.
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27 Jun 2026
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He finds Bobby in the kitchen, and he gives Buck the task of julienning the carrots for dinner. Buck only has half his mind on it though, and he must fidget enough for Bobby to look up at him.
“Buck?” he asks, probing gently in that way he does when he can see Buck needs to get something off his head.
“D-do you think Eddie and I smell too much like each other?” he asks, and Bobby gives him this smile that feels a little telling.
“I think,” Bobby says, looking back down at his chopping board as he expertly dices onions, “that you and Eddie smell like two people who spend a lot of time together, and who care for each other a great deal.”
Buck looks down at his own half-cut julienne carrots.
“I don’t know if that answers my question,” Buck mutters.
“Au contraire, Buck, I think it answers it just enough" Bobby says, letting out a fond laugh.
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26 Jun 2026
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Buck blinked down at him, chest heaving as he tried to look casual while literally being impaled on Eddie’s cock. His pace didn’t falter. “Oh. Hey, Eds. Y-you’re up early.”
“I’m awake.” Eddie yawned. The bear part of him rumbled at being pulled from slumber, but the man part of him was a bit distracted by the bunny bouncing on his dick. He watched the sweat drip between Buck’s pink shiny pecs. The slight distention of his lower belly. The way his inner thighs were coated in slick and something thicker—bear semen that had dried and been replaced and dried again.
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In which, Bunny Buck got a little lonely when Bear Eddie went into hibernation.
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25 Jun 2026
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we found love in a hopeless place (reddit) by beetlesandstars, kryptonian
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
23 Jun 2026
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Unknown number: Hey! It’s Buck
Like Buckaroo69
But just Buck
You don’t have to include the 69Eddie: You mean your legal name doesn’t include the number 69?
Buck: Haha. No. I mean my real name is Evan
Eddie: Why Buck?
Buck: It’s my last name. Buckley
Eddie: Now who has a slim grasp on internet safety, Evan Buckley?
Buck: Okay, do as I say, not as I do
Or: Buck doles out the worst - but well-meaning - advice in the world. Eddie, naturally, listens.
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- Part 21 of ejo + 911
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23 Jun 2026
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Buck: wait WHY would he be texting you
are you his gay teacher???
why not me???? i’m literally his best friendHen: You’re like a toddler gay. You are so fresh from the womb of Harvey Milk that you are still learning to walk.
I am seasoned and professional. Queen Latifa held me in her arms as a baby and whispered all the queer teachingsChim: Don’t take it personally, Hen. Buck would get jealous of a stick if Eddie looked at it for too long.
Buck: hey now
Ravi: IJBOL
Eddie: I hate gay people.
Hen: See? He’s getting the hang of it already
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A peek into Eddie Diaz's text conversations following his coming out.
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22 Jun 2026
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“You gonna tell me what’s bothering you?” He asked Eddie from the doorway.
“Nothing to talk about,” was Eddie’s curt reply, pulling the silverware rack from the dishwasher and setting it on the counter.
Buck pushed off the doorframe and pulled the rack across the island to put away.
“I’ve got it,” Eddie said.
“It’s fine,” Buck replied. A pause. “At least talk to Frank about it.”
Eddie froze and recovered quicker than anyone could have noticed, except for Buck.
“Y-you don’t see Frank anymore.” It wasn’t a question.
“Don’t need to. I’m cured.” Eddie snorted.
“Dude, you’ve been manic for the past week.” Buck could feel the energy shift as Eddie’s back tensed more and more. He moved on to loading the dishes into the dishwasher.
Please let it hurt, Buck thought, skin itching for the brewing fight.
“I know what you’re doing Buck,” Eddie responded. Hands on the edge of the sink, shoulders hunched, Buck thought he looked like a god contemplating his creation.
“Is it working?” He asked.
Eddie finally turned to face him.
or, they fight and very important realizations are had.
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21 Jun 2026
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The 118 is fractured: Chimney’s barely holding it together as Captain, Hen’s is benched, Ravi is injured, Buck is broken, and Eddie is standing just close enough to catch him if he lets him.
Or: One of them doesn't know how to ask for what he needs for what he wants, and the other doesn't know how to let go, even if he were to try.
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- Part 16 of RB's Buddie One and Done's... Maybe
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21 Jun 2026
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Buck doesn’t think that if he were to say, “I’m in a bad place”, that anyone would turn him away. Really, he doesn’t. The 118 has too many good, kind people for that.
But every time he wants to open his mouth, to say something, to reach out to Eddie or Bobby or Hen or Chim, he hears Eddie yelling, “you’re exhausting.”
—you’re exhausting, you’re exhausting, you’re exhausting—
So each day he does his job and he laughs and he jokes and he pretends he’s the care-free goofball he’s always been. And each day he packs away his bruises and his worries, takes them home to his empty loft with its quiet rooms, and licks his wounds in silence.
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21 Jun 2026
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“I’m trying not to make it about me.”
The words seem to stop Eddie in his tracks—but only for a fleeting moment. Then, “Okay, then let me.”
Buck blinks, ignoring the feeling of a single tear fighting past the edge of his lashline. Instantly, he swipes it away. “What?”
“Let me make it about you. Talk to me. I want to know what’s going on with you. I’m not gonna be able to focus on this god awful dinner if I’m worried that you’re alone, and upset, and—”
“I miss you,” Buck confesses, abruptly, because anything else he wants to say right now is too raw, too real.
Eddie exhales into the microphone of his phone. “Yeah. Yeah, I—I know. I miss you, too.”
“No, I miss you. More than I’m supposed to, I think.”
“I’m your best friend, bud,” Eddie tells him. “I think you’re supposed to miss me. We’re eight hundred miles apart.”
Miserably, Buck shakes his head. “Not like this.”
Or: Buck finally unpacks and stumbles across a box Eddie left behind, full of sketchbooks that Buck didn’t know he owned. He’s confronted, suddenly, with the fact that his best friend has been drawing him for years.
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- Part 4 of ejo + 911
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21 Jun 2026
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Buck misses Eddie, this has somehow become Ravi’s problem.
(There’s a reference for a fun fact in this, if you understand it I love you)
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- Part 2 of 20 to 20
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21 Jun 2026