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    “I am serious, though, you are safe, yes? Drunk at hotel, sitting on balcony, crying over Montreal’s terrible loss?”

    It makes sense that Ilya’s mind would go there first. Shane said he was outside. Based on past behavior, the hotel balcony is probably the only place Ilya would expect him to be. He feels a little giddy that he gets to shock him for once.

    “I’m at a club, actually.” He has to bite back a self-satisfied smile as he speaks, “With the team. Safe.”

    It's quiet for a few moments before Ilya deadpans,

    “Very funny joke.”

    (or: three days after the breakup with rose, shane gets drunk in boston. it spirals out from there.)

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    28 May 2026

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    Hayden just wanted to surprise Shane with a guy’s night in. Shane had been flat lately, and he and JJ thought it would be nice to distract him with friendship.
    How they ended up stuck in a fucking closet watching Shane get dicked down harder than anyone in the history of the world has ever been dicked down, Hayden would never quite understand.

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    18 May 2026

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    After the first time Hayden had called Shane, the call got cut short, and Shane said he'd call back in a week. Well, a week later, Ilya decides to make it a challenge. It turns out that Hayden was a little more into it than he'd thought, because now they need to figure out how the dynamic of their relationships works while also fighting their own internal battles.

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    03 May 2026

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    Jackie is me i am her and this has detailed kink discussion

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    Ilya crouched down until he was at eye level with Shane.

    He reached out and brushed his hand along Shane’s jaw gently. Shane’s eyes fluttered closed as he leaned into Ilya’s touch.

    Ilya watched it happen, how it was so instinctive… the same way Shane always softened immediately under his hands or when in his presence.

    “You’re so responsive for me, Shane,” he murmured, lifting Shane’s chin slightly to face him. Shane slowly opened his eyes to look at him.

    Ilya leaned in, bringing their faces close enough that he could feel the hot air from Shane’s breath.

    “So tell me something,” Ilya said quietly. “Does Hayden ever get to see you like this?”

    “Or is he just playing with my property?”

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    OR: Hayden finds Shane after the MLH Awards in Vegas where Ilya left him sub dropped & hurting. Hayden makes Shane feel better and the lines between their friendship get blurred. Ilya gets incredibly jealous and fights to win him back. They all end up hurting until they learn how to communicate.

    There are both Shayden & Hollanov spicy scenes but *no threesomes* - This fic gets VERY messy and toxic but has a happy Hollanov ending!

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    27 Apr 2026

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    Ilya wasn’t trying to kill himself that night. Suicide is something that belongs to his mother- he’s just lazy, and he wishes Shane would stop making excuses for him.

    Shane has everything under control. His body is a tool, the one that’s given him both his career and his relationship, and he wishes Ilya would stop prying into the way he maintains it.

    or: Ilya learns a whole lot more about his mother, Shane remembers a whole lot more about his childhood, and they both get diagnosed.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    After a mix-up leaves Hayden with the wrong phone for three days, he ends up learning more about Ilya Rozanov and his secret girlfriend, Jane.

    Another Hayden-Finds-Out, because we can't have too many.

    *now with the extra continuing Hayden-Rozanov friendship text threads*

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    12 Apr 2026

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    Day 3
    Ilya woke up. It was May 14. He grabbed a pillow and screamed into it until his voice gave out.

    Day 4
    Ilya woke up. It was May 14. He jumped out the window.

    OR
    Ilya gets caught in a time loop at the 2014 Las Vegas MLH awards.

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    11 Apr 2026

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    Ilya laughs. He finds that once he starts, he can't stop. He laughs at the fact that he's in France with Shane Hollander. He laughs at the fact he's Shane Hollander's boyfriend. He laughs at the fact that he gave up Moscow for a better life, only to end up in fucking Ottawa. 

    Ilya's dick stops working one month before he's supposed to leave for the South of France. 

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    11 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    What on earth? Is it me or does this have more depth than original? And it’s written better too.
    Also god i want to be high in Monaco too

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    “I mean yeah, it stung a little that it felt like you just wanted to fuck me and be over with it, but I was used to that.” Shane starts explaining.

    Ilya can’t help the hurt noise that escapes him.

    “But uh, we didn’t kiss.” Shane tacks on.

    Or

    Ilya finds out that Shane dropped in Vegas.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    Sub AND DOM DROP? what is if Christmas?

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    Shane's first mistake was going to talk to Ilya Rozanov before their game. His second was immediately, stupidly, meeting the eyes of Rozanov’s very much dead mother hovering at his side.

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    11 Mar 2026

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    I need more Irina apparently

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    “What is there to talk about?”

    “What’s there to talk about?!” Hollander scoffed, shaking his head. “You’re playing for my fucking team!”

    “I know.”

    “Why did you have to go and get traded?! You realise we’re going to have to see each other every day from now on, and play together, and-”

    “Yes,” Ilya interrupted. He didn’t want to know how long Hollander’s list was. “I know.”

    Hollander took a deep breath. “Okay, listen,” he said. “Just so we’re clear - we don’t know each other outside of playing against each other, right?”

    “Right.”

    “And we can’t- can’t hook up anymore.”

    ~

    OR: Ilya gets traded to Montreal in October 2014. He's lonely, and angry, and he misses Boston. He doesn't know if it helps that Hollander is there or not.

    title from Buckle by Florence and the Machine

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    07 Mar 2026

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    Have not finished yet but so far some of the best descriptions of Alexei and Irina. I love making them more complex than shit brother and angel mother.
    I love that Ilya got to experience normal fwb situations outside of Shane and learned about his boundaries. It started of a bit slow and simple with how rush ilya acted about the transfer and how simple it seemed in hokey world for the best player to transfer to the main rival team but story got more complex over the chapters and really grew on me

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    Shane Hollander is a control freak.

    Ilya Rozanov has a vibrating butt plug and an idea.
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    Or: in which Shane's punishment for making too much noise is having to get himself off without using his hands (and also they're in the car)

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    04 Mar 2026

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    For the futre experiments

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    “It’s my special night, Rozanov. I want you to watch me.” Ilya looks at Shane like he can’t believe what he’s hearing. “I want… I want you to sit there and watch me touching myself,” Shane’s cheeks flush, “and I want you to be good for me and stay put.”

    or,

    Vegas, 2021. Shane wins MVP and makes Ilya watch.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    “Game is over,” he says. “You won. I lost. I was annoying. Normal.”

    “That’s not—” Shane starts, then stops, because he actually doesn't know how to finish that thought without sounding like an idiot. His jaw works, teeth grinding together.

    That's not what I meant. That's not the point. You said I was boring and you were right and I need you to say it again so I know where I stand, so I know what you think of me, so I can stop waiting for the other shoe to drop.

    He settles for: “You were kind of an asshole.”

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    16 Feb 2026

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    So warm

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    Prince Finn Lunare loved once. Recklessly, briefly, and in a summer that did not know how to last; a summer that haunts his dreams and rids him of his sleep.

    So he writes down the things he will never say, remembers a boy he loved, and takes to the sky to remind himself he is still alive.

    It is beautiful.

    It is a mistake.

    Finn Lunare is captured.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    His men would usually set up traps around the perimeter of their base camp of the week in order to catch any stragglers. Sometimes, they’d catch a Lunare foot soldier. Most times, it’s less exciting. A deer, a fox, a boar. That’s what Dane was expecting to see as he patrolled the woods that lie proximal to their camp that night.

    What he wasn’t expecting to see Finn Lunare caught in a net up a tree.

    Finn gets caught in a trap during a solo midnight reconnaissance. Dane finds him.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    There is no excuse for me to be reading this at 5 am

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    A memory loss fic where Shane gets hit hard in the head and wakes up in the hospital. He thinks he is 27, sneaking around with Ilya and still in the closet, only to learn that they are married.

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    Tears spilled down his mother's cheeks. “No, honey, you’re not twenty seven. You're twenty nine. Almost thirty.”

    Shane snorted. “That can’t—”

    “It is, sweetheart. And Ilya is…”

    She glanced at the door where two large shadows stood just beyond the frosted glass window. The shorter one embraced the much, much taller one.

    Shane’s heart started beating frantically in his chest. His head pounded as he tried to take in what he was hearing, tried to process what the fuck his mother was saying to him.

    “Ilya,” he squeaked. “Ilya is what?”

    “Ilya is your husband.”

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    24 Jan 2026

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    “That's all?”

    “For now. I need to know what I'm working with.”

    “Are you going to choreograph my mastruibation?”

    “Yes.” His legs are folded neatly under him, elbows resting on his knees. He waves absently, giving single minded focus to watching Gabin touch himself. “Go on.”

    Gabin and Tobias, post finale.

    Or, the transformative power of being fucked so well you see stars.

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    01 Aug 2025

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    It's been a while since Sirius and Remus were last on good terms. James' grand scheme to mend their friendship sends them on an Order mission together, where at the hands of Death Eaters, they fall prey to a less-than-savoury, old pureblood curse.

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    01 Jul 2025

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    I knew it was dora as soon as she said a word. This not having actual ending with wolfstar killed me

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    Sirius is imagining a billion things - James, bleeding and hurt. Someone in their living room. Whatever terrible things there could possibly be, they all run through his head so quickly one after another it's almost all at once.

    What he does not expect…

    Is Regulus. Regulus, bleeding and hurt, heaving and gasping with hands shaking against James' chest and arms, laid sideways against his chest as if --

    As if it's familiar, really.

     

    _______

     

    Regulus shows up at the Potters' house bleeding and hurt, which reveals something about James' relationship with him to Sirius.

    Sirius has a hard time accepting many things, from Regulus being here to him and James being a thing.

    Horrible truths are discovered, and in the end, Sirius could never really let go of caring for Regulus, even when he tried so hard to.

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    10 Jun 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    So sweet and i love how complex Sirius emotions are. Need more

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