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    What if Shane never got injured?
    What if Ilya decided to finally take a step back?
    What if the 5th best player of MLH was suddenly spotted hanging out hockey's golden boy Shane Hollander?
    What if Ilya had a few feelings about it?

    —×—

    Ilya is aware of Sebastian Hawthorne like he's aware of all the top 10 players of the league. Though he knows no one can come close to him and Hollander, he still likes to keep an eye out for them.

    Hawthorne, or as his teammates call him, Hawk, joined the Toronto Guardians during his Rookie season and has been there for the past six seasons. He's the assistant captain.

    “It's like he’s already seen the play unfold five seconds ahead,” Shane had once complained to Ilya over the phone after a particularly nasty loss against the Guardians some seasons back. Ilya then got the impression that Shane didn't like him either.

    So imagine his surprise when the picture of Hollander and Hawk shows up on his feed: laughing and practically having the time of their lives while leaving a high-end bakery.

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    31 May 2026

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    Keeping secrets is hard, keeping a marriage a secret? Even harder. Ilya and Shane want to lead the Centaurs to the playoffs and win the cup, so they are trying to keep their quicky city hall marriage a secret from everybody, for now. They do an okay job of that. Actually not good, probably bad.

    A 5+1

    The 5 times they did okay, not good.
    + 1 probably bad time.

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    30 May 2026

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    “I am serious, though, you are safe, yes? Drunk at hotel, sitting on balcony, crying over Montreal’s terrible loss?”

    It makes sense that Ilya’s mind would go there first. Shane said he was outside. Based on past behavior, the hotel balcony is probably the only place Ilya would expect him to be. He feels a little giddy that he gets to shock him for once.

    “I’m at a club, actually.” He has to bite back a self-satisfied smile as he speaks, “With the team. Safe.”

    It's quiet for a few moments before Ilya deadpans,

    “Very funny joke.”

    (or: three days after the breakup with rose, shane gets drunk in boston. it spirals out from there.)

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    29 May 2026

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    “Got someone special waiting for you?”

    Shane’s breath hitches and he looks up, big, brown orbs settling on the person behind the camera. There’s a blush crawling across his freckles, his voice unsteady as he answers.

    “I wanted to celebrate with Lily, but she isn’t here.”

    The video ends shortly after, and the internet collectively loses its mind. Within minutes #FindLily is trending across all social media platforms, women from across the globe begging Shane to dump her ass.

    OR on the night that Shane wins the cup for a second year in a row, the internet learns of Lily and goes absolutely nuts.
    Inevitably, so does Ilya Rozanov.

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    27 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 79

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    “She asked you to coach mites?” Shane exclaims suddenly.

    Ilya shrugs. “Yes.”

    “But. You don’t have time?”

    “Is fine, I can make time,” Ilya smiles a little at him.
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    Ilya agrees to help coach a kids team in Ottawa. Shane does not handle it well.

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    27 May 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 62

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    Shane loves in a quiet way. Never too loud, too vocal. He loves Ilya for so many reasons. He loves Ilya, not in grand promises but in little things. Even his possessiveness is never too overwhelming. He loves away from the prying eyes of others, of media and of people. He loves Ilya just the way Ilya is supposed to be loved.

    Or, 5+1 - ish times when Shane realises he loves Ilya and 1 time he finds out he is loved back by Ilya.

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    26 May 2026

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    "You could stay with me until you get better," Shane says so quickly that Ilya doesn't understand at first. He has to close his eyes for a second and give the words time to make sense.

    "I had injuries before," he starts. Shane nods. "I was alone, too."

    The pained expression on Shane's face makes him bristle. He knows what this is, and he won't accept it.

    "I know–"

    "I am fine on my own," Ilya says firmly. He hopes that settles it, but then he can see the cogs turning in Shane's head.

    "I know you are. Just– You don't have to. Be on your own."

    OR: Instead of Shane, it's Ilya who gets the fractured collarbone and concussion. Also, Ilya is a terrible patient.

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    24 May 2026

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    Shane stumbles on a subreddit for women who have slept with Ilya Rozanov and fails the entry test.

     

    set in the fall of 2016, pre-tunameltgate

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    23 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 50

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    “Why am I not enough?” Shane sobs out finally. After an eternity of silence between them.
    And Shane throws a brick at Ilya’s chest.
    Ilya freezes and Shane finally looks at him. Broken, ripped open.
    Shane is enough. 
Shane is all he needs.
    He would give up everything if Shane asked him to because Shane is his oxygen.
    Why would he think this?

    or

    A quiet night apart turns into something neither of them expected when Ilya comes home different, and Shane can’t shake the feeling that something is wrong. What starts as distance and confusion quickly spirals into tension neither of them knows how to name.

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    23 May 2026

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    “Excuse me, who are you?”

    Ilya has to keep his jaw from dropping at the tone of Shane’s voice. Shane Hollander, who is always incredibly polite to everyone, has just snapped at Svetlana. That’s when Ilya notices the slight glaze over his eyes, the flush that covers his cheeks and the bridge of his nose and the half empty beer glass in his hand.

    “Hollander, what are you doing here?” Ilya asks, pulling his boyfriend’s eyes back to him.

    “I’m at a club, Rozanov. Obviously I’m doing what you usually do at a club. Drinking and having fun.”

    Ilya doesn’t know whether to be offended with Shane’s sarcastic tone or laugh because this Shane Hollander is a sight to behold. He is standing in front of him, sarcastic and bratty, with a smirk taking over his face now–proud of his answer.

    or: there’s a reason that Shane Hollander shouldn’t drink alcohol, especially not in a bar in Boston with a certain Russian hockey player around.

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    23 May 2026

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    "I want you to meet Svetlana."

    Shane paused in the middle of folding towels. He let the words wash over him, processing, wondering if maybe he heard incorrectly and Ilya hadn't just said he wanted to introduce Shane to his old fuckbuddy.

    -or-

    Ilya wants to introduce the two most important people in his life to each other. Shane does his best to not unlock jealousy-based telekinesis. Svetlana teaches Shane about Russian nicknames.

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    21 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander notices Ilya Rozanov and Cliff Marleu getting a bit too close on the ice. Its small things; Marleu's hand rushing to touch the small of Rozanov's back after he scores, the way they bump helmets and get just a little bit too close in each others faces. Shane always was a little jealous, but this was different. He was sure Ilya was doing it to get a rise out of him, but he couldn't give in, he had to give him a taste of his own medicine.

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    21 May 2026

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    While Ilya is in therapy in 'The Long Game' we learn that he tells Shane he can sleep with other people while they are apart during hockey season. It is mentioned briefly that this leads to a fight and three days of Shane ignoring him. Only then does Ilya realize how devastated he would be if Shane took him up on that offer. This is one way it could have played out.

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    21 May 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 63

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    After nine years in the MLH, Ilya and Shane are finally participating in the ESPN charity auction. Who will win a date with Ilya?

    “Hello, room, nice to meet you, thank you for coming to charity auction. My name is Ilya Rozanov,” Ilya said into his mic.

    “And yes, is good idea Petra. You all play game for me tonight. See if you can guess which is lie. Fact one, I can speak Russian. Fact two, I am best player in the MLH. Fact three, I have tattoo of an Ottowa Centaur on my ass.” Ilya raised a finger for each of the three statements, the third of which was greeted with rowdy cheers.

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    19 May 2026

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    At the Centaurs’ annual kids workshop, Ilya effortlessly charms the children—and one very flirty mom. Shane insists he’s not jealous… right up until he publicly “marks his territory,” giving their teammates endless ammunition and proving that even happily married assistant captains can have a dramatic streak.

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    17 May 2026

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    Is Shane Hollander capable of making rational decisions? Absolutely. Do those decisions remain rational when they involve his boyfriend? Perhaps not entirely.

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    16 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 49

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    When an old friend of Ilya Rozanov reappears Shane gets self concious. But of course his fiancee reassures him.

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    15 May 2026

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    “Hollander,” Ilya sighs and comes to sit next to him. “We can't be more. This is all you get.”

    Shane really tries not to get mad, because yes he understands. This is all he gets.

    “Yeah, because it's not that it's a guy that is the problem, it's me right?”

    Ilya frowns. “What the fuck are you talking about?”

    “You had no problem letting him be all over you today,” Shane is aware of how jealous he sounds. He doesn't care. If this is the last conversation they'll be having, he needs to make sure he says everything.

     

    Or, what if Ilya thought Shane was going to bring Rose to the All Stars Game so he brought Svetlana and Sasha with him?

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    15 May 2026

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    “Listen, I know the sweater is ugly, but it’s rude to stare,” Shane said peevishly. He was overstimulated and wanted to go home, the last thing he needed was some dickhead staring at him.
    Ilya took a long drag of his cigarette, eyes still not leaving Shane.
    “Maybe staring is not bad thing,” Ilya said. “Maybe I stare because you are very pretty.”
    Shane floundered before he could form real words. “Well. That’s stupid.”
    “The staring? Or you being very pretty?”

    Or: A meet-ugly turned friends with benefits frat boy college au. Shane is convinced he’s nothing more than just another hookup on Ilya’s extensive roster. Ilya’s spent his whole summer plotting on how best to lock Shane down. Misunderstandings, emotional constipation, and terrible communication skills have nothing on Ilya Rozanov's persistence when it comes to getting his man.

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    15 May 2026

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    “Who was that?” Hollander is mid-tucking himself in, eyebrows furrowed. If Ilya didn’t know any better, he’d think Hollander was upset.

    “My best friend,” he says truthfully.

    “Oh.” Hollander furrows his eyebrows deeper. “It sounded like a girl.”

    “Yes…” says Ilya slowly. “Sveta—Svetlana is a girl.”

    “Oh.” Hollander’s eyes dart away, as if still processing.

    Ilya sighs. “Are you going to suck me off or should I get dressed now?”

    Shane Hollander learns that Ilya Rozanov's best friend is a girl named Svetlana and he is...jealous to say the least.

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    Or, AU where Ilya calls Svetlana "Sveta" for no other reason except my personal satisfaction.

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    15 May 2026

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