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    After Shane's plan to come out to Ilya in Tampa falls through, the pair have a falling out. There is no cottage. Instead, Ilya is forced to wait and see Shane at a charity event being held in New York. Ilya hopes that, after a miserable summer apart, he and Shane can reconcile.

    There's just one problem.

    Jordan Bragg, a forward for the New York Admirals, has also come out as gay. Stunningly handsome, funny, and just what a heartbroken Hollander needs, Jordan makes it clear that Ilya Rozanov isn't the only one after the Metro's star centre.

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    143,820
    Chapters:
    27/27
    Comments:
    2,296
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    6,210
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    10 May 2026

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    “Mm, not stuff his pockets with the drug everyone thinks makes you gay right before a press conference? Maybe!” Ilya’s voice chimed happily from the phone.

    “You wanna tell us why you’re so acquainted with Rush that you can identify it in 780p, Ilya?” Kip asked.

    “…I have so much leather to deodorize, Kip Grady. So many sports cars, you know.”

    --

    Kip can't believe no one else can tell how outrageously gay Ilya Rozanov is, but he's not complaining, he's happy to have someone else to talk to at all the hockey functions.

    Or: Perfect gaydar haver Ilya Rozanov finally gets a taste of his own medicine. A series of looks into Kip and Ilya's friendship, starting after the cottage.

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    19,912
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    1,745
    Kudos:
    21,832
    Bookmarks:
    5,966
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    154,022

    09 May 2026

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    At eleven years old Ilya Rozanov's class is given an assignment:

    They will be randomly paired with a student at another school in Canada via email. In order to get full credit on the assignment, they must send at least five emails back and forth and gather enough information to write their project.

    After seven years, Ilya is pretty sure he's done enough for 100%

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    Shane and Ilya sending emails throughout the years. What happens when they meet?

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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    67,472
    Chapters:
    21/21
    Comments:
    8,702
    Kudos:
    39,103
    Bookmarks:
    11,071
    Hits:
    737,991

    21 Apr 2026

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    Asking for it is what feels impossible. He’s spent more than half of his life loving Shane Hollander, and he knows that there’s nothing he could do that would make Shane judge him. They’ve blurred the lines between who controls who, but giving up power to this level is new to both of them. He’s Ilya Rozanov, one of the most fearsome players in the league. He’s not supposed to want to crawl and kneel for his husband.

    After Vegas, Ilya wonders what it might feel like to be in Shane's place.

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    2,604
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    41
    Kudos:
    1,453
    Bookmarks:
    162
    Hits:
    13,660

    07 Apr 2026

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    Gagnon barrels toward him, and Shane slaps the puck, but his fucking stick breaks, sending the lower half flying, the puck sliding towards Gagnon instead.

    “Fuck!” Shane curses and he and Ilya adjust, skating backward and keeping an eye on the puck. Ilya suddenly appears right next to Shane, tapping his arm with his stick.

    “Here, baby, take mine.”

    He takes the offered stick, eyes still on the puck as it’s passed to Comeau.

    “What are you gonna–“ He calls out to Ilya, who immediately skates away with a shrug.

    “I’ll just take JJ’s.”

    “What?! Ilya, NO!”

    —-

    Ilya Rozanov is just a menace to society, but at least he’s Shane Hollander’s menace.

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    1/1
    Comments:
    124
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    3,737
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    509
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    24,316

    07 Mar 2026

  6. Rec *

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    Everything in Ilya Rozanov's life is going great. He is the captain of the Ottawa Centaurs, married to his lifelong love and former rival Shane Hollander, and living the life he always dreamed of. Yet things start getting complicated when his old agent reaches out to him with absolutely shocking news: Ilya actually has a 10-year-old son from one of his old hookups—something his father tried to hide from him so as not to ruin his career.

    Now Ilya faces the challenge of confessing everything and figuring out how to balance parenthood with his relationship with Shane, while also learning how to become a good father—absolutely nothing like his own—to a rather rebellious ten-year-old.

    Language:
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    55,812
    Chapters:
    16/?
    Comments:
    174
    Kudos:
    476
    Bookmarks:
    148
    Hits:
    18,906

    26 Jan 2026

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    Ilya dug deeper into the bag and pulled out a sturdy, leather dog collar, dark brown and buckled. Quick as a wink, he held it up, dangling it directly at Shane’s neck. "You make cute puppy. Shchenok Shane."

    Shane glared, his face heating up instantly, and slapped Ilya's hand away. "Stop it!"

    Ilya advanced closer, his stance casual, yet dominating. "I am serious. Consider this gift. It says, 'I belong to Ilya Rozanov.'... Come on. Put it on. Be my good boy."

    Language:
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    32,145
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    269
    Kudos:
    2,787
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    783
    Hits:
    61,661

    26 Jan 2026

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    “What did you say?” Ilya suddenly stopped chopping the garlic halfway, while Hayden continued peeling the shrimp. “You love Shane?”

    “Well… yeah?” Hayden shifted, confused if he said the wrong thing. “Shane's a really cool guy, and I'm sorry man, but between you and Shane, if I were a girl I'd date him. Maybe even marry him.”

    Or, Hayden gets to know more about Shane and Ilya’s relationship. Maybe a bit more than he'd like.

    Language:
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    Words:
    2,700
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    22
    Kudos:
    1,112
    Bookmarks:
    166
    Hits:
    14,979

    26 Jan 2026

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    A few months after the FanMail incident, Yuna Hollander decides to do what she does best. With the added benefit of having another son to lovingly manage, of course. The internet, unsurprisingly, loses its shit.

    Or, Shane and Ilya go on the press run to end all press runs, courtesy of Yuna Hollander.

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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    28,155
    Chapters:
    13/13
    Comments:
    4,706
    Kudos:
    24,733
    Bookmarks:
    5,808
    Hits:
    360,389

    25 Jan 2026

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    Two lives; two worlds—and the line between blurs—Finn mourns what is to come; Shane reaches back for what he has.

    I don't think I can be without you now that I know. What it is like. To have you.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    20
    Kudos:
    108
    Bookmarks:
    29
    Hits:
    1,977

    25 Jan 2026

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    Shane pulled the film strips out of the dryer with quick, deft fingers, and glanced down at the cells as he brought them to the light box on the far end of the room. As Shane slid it gently into a clip, he felt his eyes widen as he caught a glimpse of what was featured on the strip.
    “Holy shit.”
    He stared down at a full frontal nude.
    Against his own moral superiority for being above the nosiness of his coworkers, he bent down to inspect closer. He was only human. Shane’s mouth prickled, and he switched off the light box with a panicked huff. He hadn’t seen this man before in his life, he knew that much.
    Someone who looked like that, he would remember.

    . . .

    Shane works in a film shop. Ilya picked up a new hobby.

    Language:
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    21,841
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    46
    Kudos:
    949
    Bookmarks:
    206
    Hits:
    9,396

    22 Jan 2026

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    Ilya is plummeting to his death when he closes his eyes, heart full of regret.

    When he opens them in what feels like just a second later, he is standing outside a rink in Regina, Saskatchewan. There’s a banner on the building across the street:

    World Junior Hockey Championship 2009.

    What?

    Language:
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    Words:
    90,896
    Chapters:
    20/?
    Collections:
    31
    Comments:
    8,531
    Kudos:
    32,304
    Bookmarks:
    11,873
    Hits:
    1,085,729

    21 Jan 2026

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    “What the fuck?” Shane breathes, and he knows it’s the wrong thing to say when he sees the hurt flicker through Ilya’s eyes in the dark of his room.
    Ilya falters, just for a second. “Problem, Hollander?”
    “No!” Shane is crossing the room in a second and crawling into bed. (He’s still wearing his pants; he never wears his outside clothes in bed.) Ilya is good at hiding his hurt from Shane, but he’s ‘Hollander’ again, he’s not Shane, he’s not baby, he’s not moya lyubov. He’s on his knees between Ilya’s legs. From here, he can hear everything: the wet sounds of Ilya’s fingers sliding in and out, the rustle of the sheets. His entrance is puffy and swollen, slick with lube. There’s a spot on Shane’s comforter, like Ilya was overzealous with the lube, like he wasn’t sure how much to use on himself.

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    2,843
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    106
    Kudos:
    1,562
    Bookmarks:
    183
    Hits:
    14,402

    18 Jan 2026

  14. Rec 23

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    “Ilya, I think you should marry me.”

    Shane blurted it out while standing in the kitchen with the salad bowl in his hand.

    What? Of course, Shane wanted to spend the rest of his life with the man he deeply loved, but what was this? He didn’t even understand himself. He hadn’t gotten much sleep the night before and had checked the news immediately after waking up in the morning. He had called their lawyers in a panic, and he knew Ilya had already finished all the paperwork for the Express Entry program even before joining the Centaurs. But because of the pandemic and the backlog of applications, nothing was happening yet, and Ilya still hadn’t received his Canadian permanent residency. Now, with this international conflict, the process would take even longer.

    Language:
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    Words:
    4,205
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    257
    Bookmarks:
    23
    Hits:
    3,950

    18 Jan 2026

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    “You wrote about us having sex while Hayden watches!”

    “Fictional us,” Ilya corrects. “Real us would never do that. Probably.” He pauses. “Unless …”

    “No!”

    Ilya Rozanov has always been competitive. But when his husband’s best friend starts calling a little too often, Ilya discovers a new arena for dominance: Archive of Our Own.

    Armed with a pseudonym that fools absolutely no one, explicit tags that would make a sailor blush, and a truly impressive commitment to pettiness, Ilya wages psychological warfare one kudos at a time. His weapon of choice? Extremely detailed fanfiction about why Hayden Pike will never, ever measure up.

    The problem? Hayden writes back.

    What follows is the most unhinged rivalry in hockey history: a battle fought not with fists or slapshots, but with comment sections, kudos, and increasingly creative ways to humiliate each other in front of thousands of readers. Featuring: footnoted statistics, educational sex advice, one very concerned wife, and Shane Hollander wondering what the hell he did to deserve this.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,367
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    441
    Kudos:
    7,829
    Bookmarks:
    1,372
    Hits:
    44,915

    17 Jan 2026

  16. Rec *

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    Shane felt Finn’s sudden rage, the way he resented Dane for how nothing ever touched him—and underneath that, the way Finn, inexplicably, wanted to be the thing that could. “Just because your life doesn’t matter doesn’t mean you get to fuck up mine.”
    Ilya’s eyes widened, just for a moment, sparking with something close to hurt before narrowing back into coldness. “I’ll be ready for your mandatory tour in the morning, Prince Finn.” He turned his back on the camera, still shirtless of course, but somehow it looked defenseless now, instead of cocky.
    “I—” Shane said, and reached toward the screen.
    Ilya shook his head, ever so slightly, and walked out of the room. Shane stared at the empty space where he’d been, bereft.
    “And cut,” Scott said. “Holy shit.”
    Ilya walked back into view, sat down in his chair, smirk firmly back in place. Shane’s hands were trembling.
    “Well,” Kip said. “I think it’s safe to say the chemistry is there.”

     

    Or, Shane and Ilya are cast in a production of Ember & Ice and eventually they fuck about it.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    44,166
    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
    873
    Kudos:
    3,782
    Bookmarks:
    1,606
    Hits:
    57,790

    17 Jan 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 3

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    "Okay, so like, imagine Vladimir Putin....but with Sasha Velour eyebrows."

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    Words:
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    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    9
    Kudos:
    31
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    339

    24 Aug 2017

  18. Public Bookmark 17

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    Jeremy and Michael have been dating and managed to keep this secret. But there's a rumor starting that could change everything for them.

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    Chapters:
    17/17
    Comments:
    66
    Kudos:
    383
    Bookmarks:
    17
    Hits:
    8,251

    11 Aug 2017

  19. Public Bookmark 5

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    Less than a month ago Jeremy Heere's boyfriend, Michael Mell, disappeared. There were no search parties, no news updates, no case filed with the police. Michael went missing and Jeremy was the only one who cared. And the only one who remembered that he even existed. A few things he knows for certain: Michael Mell was seventeen when he disappeared. He loved Jeremy very much. He would never abandon him. Jeremy Heere was going to find him.

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    English
    Words:
    1,063
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    15
    Kudos:
    84
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    827

    09 Aug 2017

  20. Public Bookmark 5

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    A collection of all the tiny Cut & Run/Sidewinder-specific drabbles and ficlets I post on tumblr (usually based off an image I've found). These will be updated somewhat irregularly, whenever I happen to get inspired to write one.

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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,910
    Chapters:
    11/?
    Comments:
    11
    Kudos:
    106
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    2,084

    08 Aug 2017

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