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No One Makes Me Feel Like You Do by Wickedwhisperwrites
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 May 2026
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Continuation of episode 4/the club scene:
“If I was dancing with you,” Ilya crowds Shane against the wall, hands coming up against the wall caging Shane in. “Would you let me push boring shirt up and run my hands all over you.” He leans in closer, ducking his head to look Shane straight on. He can feel Ilya’s breath on his face, the smell of vodka on his tongue.
Shane’s heart is racing. It’s been so long since he’s been this close to Ilya off the ice. They’ve gone longer, but for some reason it’s felt like an eternity.
“What are you…”
“Would you tip your head back from the feeling of my hands running over your body?” He leans in further till his lips are ghosting over Shane’s ear, sending a shiver down his spine. “Would you let me kiss you? Suck on your neck?”
“Rozanov,” Shane says as a warning that doesn’t carry one ounce of authority because it sounds more like a whimper than anything else.
They shouldn’t be doing this. Shane shouldn’t be doing this. He left Ilya’s house that day for a reason.
Shane has a girlfriend.
They can’t be doing this.
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04 Jul 2026
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Déjà vu by NotEvenCloseToStraight
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Jul 2026
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2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.
2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.
When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.
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“So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Daddy and their coach used to date?”
“We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”
“No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”
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- Part 6 of Heated Rivalry
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 400,877
- Chapters:
- 22/?
- Comments:
- 11,940
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- 24,051
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22 May 2026
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Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.
The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.
It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.
There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.
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Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 8,769
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 1,148
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- 55,037
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- 12,337
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- 647,367
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20 May 2026
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Divine Judgement by CaNiTOuCHyoUrMaNgoEs
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 May 2026
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“Didn’t know you and Roz were friends,” Marleau says, pulling Shane out of his thoughts.
“We’re not.” His own words hit him like a Mack Truck. They aren’t and they never were.
“Crashin’ the wedding of your rival,” Marleau chuckles. “I’d expect that from Roz, but you?” He shoots Shane a humorous look. “Didn’t know you had it in you.”
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 31,340
- Chapters:
- 8/8
- Comments:
- 215
- Kudos:
- 1,218
- Bookmarks:
- 289
- Hits:
- 26,402
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19 May 2026
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Night Changes by proseandpulse
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Mar 2026
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Shane is drunk, concussed, and hiding in a phone booth when he calls the only number he knows by heart.
The man who answers is not Hayden Pike.
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- Part 1 of Night Changes AU
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 20,499
- Chapters:
- 4/4
- Comments:
- 1,545
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- 18,944
- Bookmarks:
- 4,905
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- 285,745
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19 May 2026
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With or Without You by a1phab3ts0up
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Jan 2026
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“Is it your wedding day?”
Shane sputters. “Sorry?”
“The tuxedo,” she points out. “You look like you just got married.”
“Oh,” Shane says dumbly, glancing down at his rumpled suit. “No,” he adds.
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Or the one where that one night in Vegas gets a little out of hand for Ilya and Shane and a marriage by accident could turn into one of convenience. And maybe, something more.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 109,668
- Chapters:
- 17/17
- Collections:
- 15
- Comments:
- 1,559
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- 13,455
- Bookmarks:
- 5,067
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- 367,034
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19 May 2026
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unsportsmanlike conduct by sohardtosay
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Apr 2026
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“When you’re with her,” Ilya continues, voice rough and breathless, “and she does fuck all for you no matter how hard you close your eyes, do you try to angle your hand so she brushes up on the scar? Do you do everything you can to remember it exists? Am I there with you, Hollander? Always?”
Shane wants to touch him—so he does the only thing he’s allowed to do.
He throws the first punch.
Or: After Shane and Ilya's first on-ice fight sends the media into a frenzy, the league forces them to date to control the narrative.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 23,553
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 227
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- 3,089
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- 1,089
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- 49,786
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18 May 2026
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Tell Me This Is Fine (I'd Kiss You Anyway) by justalittlewriting
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Jul 2026
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The second Shane hit the ice, Ilya knew something was wrong. Bood didn’t mean to hit him, it was a clean play and an even cleaner hit. A regular hockey hit. But the way Shane landed and slid into the boards, seeing the blood but not knowing where it was coming from, had Ilya’s heart stopping. Even now, almost three hours later, it didn’t feel like his heart had started again. He could hear Bood in the bed next to him asking him something, but all he could do was refresh the tab ‘shane hollander injury update’ and hope some news article somehow leaked information. He knew he didn’t actually want that to happen because Shane deserved privacy, but he was dying inside not knowing if his boyfriend was okay.
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All Shane knew was he was in pain, the medication wasn’t masking it, and he needed Ilya. His parents were both in the room, as was Hayden, doing their best to figure out how to get ‘ily to the hospital.
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what if instead of montreal/boston shane got hurt in ottawa/montreal but no one knows they’re together & Irina foundation doesn’t exist yet & what if the injury was just a little bit worse? (not entirely canon timeline)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 214,063
- Chapters:
- 51/51
- Comments:
- 1,152
- Kudos:
- 3,992
- Bookmarks:
- 1,496
- Hits:
- 232,741
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17 May 2026
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The Antidote to Loneliness by kmart1885
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Jun 2026
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After months of being ghosted by Ilya, Shane gets horrible news about his health. At the age of 23 he gets diagnosed with Stage 4 Hodgkin's Lymphoma. He is supported by his friends and family and yet he cannot stop thinking of his rival. But he and Ilya have never been more disconnected, so he resigns himself to fighting this without Ilya in his life.
Ilya knows he was an asshole last Spring. Shane has been ignoring him all summer. But he figures that once he's back in North America and the season starts, he'll be able to get back in Shane's good graces. And then Montreal announces that they have placed Shane Hollander on Long Term Injured Reserve and he panics.
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Canon Divergence after Episode 2.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 65,507
- Chapters:
- 19/?
- Comments:
- 826
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- 2,836
- Bookmarks:
- 964
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- 93,463
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13 May 2026
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Mr. Emergency Contact And The Mortifying Ordeal Of Being Outed By A Child by fandom_commitment_issues
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Jan 2026
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Everything that happens after Mr. Emergency Contact
Hayden has to release a statement, the kids can't stop talking, the press are asking questions, and Shane and Ilya are very very tired of hiding this.
***GO READ MR. EMERGENCY CONTACT FIRST***
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- Part 2 of The Mortifying Ordeal
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 24,730
- Chapters:
- 20/20
- Comments:
- 2,886
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- 23,652
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- 3,211
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- 288,003
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10 May 2026
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Rather than give him the joint, Ilya takes it back between his own lips and sucks in a deep breath, the tip glowing as he does so. Then, before Shane can process it, he’s reaching up and sliding one large hand around the back of Shane’s neck, pulling him down so their lips meet.
Shane gasps softly, and Ilya takes the opportunity to blow smoke into his open and waiting mouth.
Oh, God. Are you there? It’s me, Shane Hollander. We’ve had our differences, but I think I’d like to convert for real this time. I’m ready. Open the pearly white gates. I’m coming up.
Shane goes to a house party, gets high, then gets on his knees. bon appetite
now a multi-chapter saga bc i couldn't help myself- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 93,547
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Comments:
- 2,352
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- 20,381
- Bookmarks:
- 7,506
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- 491,815
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21 Apr 2026
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The shape of things we know by sistercacao
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
28 Mar 2026
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“Where are you going?”
“To the arena, Hollander. We are playing a game in three hours.”
“That’s tomorrow, Rozanov,” Hollander says, smirking like Ilya might be fucking with him and he wants to make sure he’s in on the joke. He looks behind and around him. “Um, can I come inside?”
“Hollander, we have game today. You were here yesterday.”
Hollander is striding toward his kitchen, looking over his shoulder at Ilya like he’s getting tired of the joke. “Very funny. I was in Montreal yesterday, Rozanov.”
“Hollander.” Ilya goes to stand in front of him. Hollander’s eyes flicker up and down his body the way that Ilya usually craves, but is rather unwelcome right now. “Today is Thursday. Game is today. Yesterday, you came to my house. We ate tuna melts, watched Buffalo game. Then, you left.”
“Rozanov, it’s Wednesday morning. And I’ve never been to your house before.”
“Hollander…”
“Look at your phone if you don’t believe me.”
Ilya snorts like a bull and pulls his phone out of his pocket, swipes down on the screen to look at the date.
Wednesday, November 9th.
Or: Ilya Rozanov in Groundhog Day!
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 34,332
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Comments:
- 945
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- 7,271
- Bookmarks:
- 2,163
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- 91,668
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20 Apr 2026
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when the party's over by violentfictionaldelights
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Dec 2025
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Shane’s been acting distant lately. Not so much cold and aloof as closed off and introspective. Usually, thats not a good sign. Usually, it means Shane is overthinking again. Something bad is coming, Ilya can tell. He’s just waiting for the other shoe to drop.
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Shane tries breaking up with Ilya. It doesn't really go as planned.
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- Part 1 of The HCU (Hollanov Cinematic Universe)
- Part 1 of the hollanov shorts
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,397
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 155
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- 11,882
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- 1,433
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- 115,815
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18 Apr 2026
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When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.
Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane's relationship first-and decide that instead of letting their captain move to Ottawa, they'll just kidnap his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.
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- Part 1 of (We Could Be) Something Great
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 230,038
- Chapters:
- 13/?
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 2,632
- Kudos:
- 13,723
- Bookmarks:
- 8,508
- Hits:
- 659,064
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18 Apr 2026
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The Breakaway by Ishipthisshitokay for azraelriego
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jul 2026
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Shane Hollander only meant to attend a few hockey games — a small act of rebellion against the boyfriend who controlled every part of his life. But that night changes everything. The arena becomes a refuge, Rose becomes a friend, and the Montreal Metros become the first place he’s felt safe in years.
No one knows he’s living with domestic violence.
No one knows he’s planning to run.
No one knows how much he’s breaking.And no one expects him to fall for Ilya Rozanov — the loud, brilliant, closeted Russian winger recently traded under suspicious circumstances.
Ilya has secrets he can’t share, a past he can’t escape, and feelings he doesn’t know how to handle.
Shane is learning how to live again.
Ilya is learning how to feel again.
Both are learning how to trust.But when the truth about their pasts threatens to surface, they’ll have to decide whether they can face it together — or lose each other trying.
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Or: A story about healing, found family, and the terrifying, beautiful risk of choosing love after surviving what was meant to break you.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 563,347
- Chapters:
- 103/?
- Comments:
- 17,066
- Kudos:
- 11,437
- Bookmarks:
- 4,191
- Hits:
- 772,804
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10 Apr 2026
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While in search of a roommate, Ilya comes across an interesting Facebook Marketplace listing from Shane Hollander.
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- Part 1 of message sent to seller
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 6,676
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 2,133
- Kudos:
- 43,411
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- 8,823
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- 302,733
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01 Apr 2026
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01 Apr 2026
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Babe for the Weekend - Hollanov by Wellington28
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Jan 2026
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Ilya was going to murder him.
He should have just corrected Scott. Should have said, "No, that's my best friend, we grew up together." Simple. But instead he'd agreed to bring his nonexistent boyfriend on the trip like an idiot.
How was he going to talk Ilya into this?
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The one where Shane accidentally lets his coworkers assume Ilya is his boyfriend and instead of telling them the truth, he convinces Ilya to play along for the weekend.
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- Part 1 of Hollanov Babes
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 52,042
- Chapters:
- 8/8
- Comments:
- 231
- Kudos:
- 5,341
- Bookmarks:
- 1,768
- Hits:
- 176,219
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31 Mar 2026
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The Stars Fell For You by SuburbanRhythm
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Mar 2026
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Pop star Shane Hollander is no stranger to crowds and success, but when an anonymous gunman at a press appearance threatens his life, the safety of his upcoming tour is called into question. Desperate to keep their cash cow not only safe, but happy, League Records hires former Spetsnaz operative Ilya Rozanov to provide 24/7 personal security for Shane. As the two spend time together, Shane Hollander realizes that the real threat to his life, to his career, is his own heart...and the way that he feels for the very man he is depending on to keep him safe.
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- Part 1 of Game Changers Pop Star Universe
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 86,809
- Chapters:
- 21/21
- Comments:
- 1,518
- Kudos:
- 8,038
- Bookmarks:
- 3,205
- Hits:
- 268,727
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29 Mar 2026
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the texture of memory by artifice
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Jan 2026
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Shane has been missing for a long, long time.
Or: Ilya goes on a road trip. Somewhere along the way, he finds himself again.
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- Part 1 of texture of memory
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 48,362
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Comments:
- 852
- Kudos:
- 4,484
- Bookmarks:
- 3,056
- Hits:
- 186,282
Bookmarked by MadslyInLove
26 Mar 2026