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    After dying in a plane crash in 2021, Ilya wakes up in a nondescript hotel room, identical to hundreds he has stayed in during his decade-long NHL career. Is he in Hell? Mama is not here. Neither is Shane.

    But then the phone rings; a representative from CCM wants to confirm Ilya will be on time to his photo shoot with Shane Hollander.

    On the way to the rink, Ilya, who learned from the very best, makes a multi-step plan:

    1. Texting
    2. No sleeping around
    3. Friends
    4. First names
    5. Boyfriends

    Ilya made Shane fall in love with him once. He can do it again.

    He has to.

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    10 Oct 2026

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    Shane Hollander makes the difficult decision to move back home after being outed, then attacked, by his college hockey team in Montreal.

    Thankfully, he meets a bubbly blonde menace on his first day in Ottawa, which makes the transition a lot smoother.

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    08 Oct 2026

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    Ilya wakes up to a dream life. It slowly turns into his worst nightmare.

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    07 Oct 2026

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    The Ottawa Centaurs have won the Stanley Cup! Why are the fans so angry?

    The Centaurs find themselves under fire as their attitude towards Shane comes under public scrutiny.

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    28 Sep 2026

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    There was no “No Son of Mine” lecture, no slurs were ever thrown around, and neither Shane nor Ilya were ever banished from Yuna and David’s house or life. Instead, a quiet questioning began, where all of Shane’s choices were investigated for motive and reason.

    When did this start? When did it become serious? Are you sure about this?

    When David first walked in on Shane and Ilya kissing, and Shane had to make what felt like a walk of shame to his parents house with Ilya in tow, he assumed that all he had to do was rip the bandaid off. There was no more hiding, there was no pretending this didn’t happen. The truth was out there whether he liked it or not, and he was vocal with Ilya about not liking it at all. But, he told himself, he just had to man up. He could do this. Rip the bandaid off, tell the truth, and tomorrow will be better.

    He was really incredibly wrong about that.

    Or: When Shane’s parents find out he’s gay and dating Ilya, they don’t accept it – instead, they push back. What follows is two of the most difficult years of Shane’s life. AU after Book 2/Season 1.

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    19 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander spends his life in control. A star hockey player, Canada’s Best. He's the man his teammates trust when everything is on the line and the face brands clamour to put in their campaigns. Shane is good at everything. Until he’s not.

    A sickness bleeds beneath his skin, a desperate craving to surrender. Terrified, he does what he does best: buries it until it bubbles to the surface…and someone sees.

    Ilya Rozanov is an expert of his craft at Vetrova House, a place that trains Dominants and Submissives. Competent and too perceptive, he’s also a retired Dominant who hasn’t taken a Submissive in years. For good reason. Caring for anyone is dangerous; he learned that when his life blew up in his face. But Ilya’s demons continue to haunt him, and this time, they come with a point to prove.

    When Shane applies, Ilya does the responsible thing: assesses him and recommends another Dominant. But something goes catastrophically wrong. The House has failed Shane once. Now he must decide if he can give Ilya the power to do it again.

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    12 Sep 2026

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    As soon as Ilya Rozanov laid eyes on one Shane Hollander he knew the sweet omega was meant to be his. He also knew the sweet omega could never truly belong to him. He pushed and pushed and eventually shoved Shane right out of his life.

    And then Scott Hunter changed the game and Ilya knew he had to claim Shane as his own. With his team against his back-fangs dropped and snarls on their faces-Ilya jumpstarts a plan that will make Shane his for life.

    Or

    Captain Ilya Rozanov will stop at nothing to make Shane his. He creates a cage-golden, impenetrable, and designed to keep sweet omegas locked in-and it’s only a matter of time before Shane willingly walks right into it.

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    10 Sep 2026

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    “Just. Turn.” Shane whispered to himself.

    He twisted his torso.

    The angle was awkward.

    But, now, he could see it.

    Илья rested right above his tailbone. Simple. Tasteful. What was he kidding? There was one thing that tattoo was: erotic. Just the sight of it made his mouth water. The knowledge of what exactly those innocuous Cyrillic letters meant. Whose fucking name was permanently etched into his skin, above his hole, like a fucking brand. Half his brain, the horny impossible half that ruled over him so often, wanted to take a picture to send to the owner of that name. The rational part of him wanted to die.

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    OR: What better way to celebrate winning the Stanley Cup then getting drunk and waking up with your situationships name tattooed above your ass?

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    09 Sep 2026

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    02 Sep 2026

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    Ilya, against his better judgement, is in yet another boring midsize SUV and on the way to none other than Shane’s parents cabin.

    Ilya knows almost nothing about these people. He knows Yuna abstractly. She is an excellent manager, cut throat, a force to be reckoned with, and the woman who singlehandedly secured the majority of Shane’s impressive sponsorship portfolio.

    What he does not know, and what feels most important, is how the Hollander’s are going to take to the “gay son fucking his rival thing”. To be entirely fair, it’s a lot to absorb in an afternoon. But Ilya is not concerned with protecting the delicate constitutions of the elder Hollanders. Ilya is worried about protecting Shane. Supporting Shane. Showing Shane he chose correctly when he chose Ilya, despite everything that might point to otherwise.

    And so, Ilya is resolute in his decision. No matter what happens, no matter what they say, he will focus on one thing: protect Shane.

     

    OR:
    Shane and Ilya are finally on the same page about being in love. Shane's family is not.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    "Mr. Hollander, with all due respect, there is a very clear difference here. No one is stopping you and Mr. Rozanov from doing whatever you want in your free time, but this is a workplace. Many players and fans feel uncomfortable watching that kind of behaviour-"

    "Then they can close their eyes," Shane interrupted in a very uncharacteristic manner.

     

    OR: Shane has been the NHL golden boy for 11 seasons, but some people are simply begging for a verbal slapdown. The internet reacts.

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    27 Aug 2026

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    Five times someone other than Shane tells Ilya they have a problem with his and Troy Barrett’s friendship, plus one time Ilya confronts Troy himself.

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    26 Aug 2026

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    Newly signed with the Ottawa Centaurs, Shane's plan is to avoid social media for at least forty-eight hours. This plan goes up in smoke when ESPN publishes an online article about Shane's signing with the headline "A Chink In The Armour?"

    Before Shane and his team can quietly resolve the issue without it going viral, Troy f--ing Barrett decides that actually, racism is bad and he should start posting about that too, starting with ESPN's article. Inevitably, everything gets out of control and Ilya, Troy, and the Centaurs are left to grapple with the uncomfortable reality Shane faces as a gay Asian-Canadian who plays hockey.

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    23 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander can be polite; lord knows he's proved that once or twice. He can hold his tongue, smile, say the right thing, keep the peace.

    But Troy Barrett in his house, reminiscing over a game from their earlier years...calling it "one of the good games"

    Well, Shane Hollander's infinite patience just ran out.

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    Comments:
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    23 Aug 2026

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    In which Shane comes out and Ilya starts to publicly flirt with him to get his attention.

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    21 Aug 2026

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    Shortly before the playoffs start in what will be Ilya's last season in Boston, he makes a drunk confession to Cliff that he's in love with Jane...who is a man. Unbeknownst to him, it was captured in the background of a video his teammate posted to social media. Chaos ensues.

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    21 Aug 2026

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    When Covid shuts down the MLH season, Shane and Ilya quarantine at the cottage. The Metros make Shane start posting to keep fans engaged. Meanwhile, bored Ilya is posting every waking moment while thirsting over Shane on his burner account. Everyone spends a little too much time on social media and nosy fans start connecting some dots.

     


    @lily1410
    am going to lick the sweat off his biceps

    @lily1410
    #needthat

    @phoebephotos
    Lol which one

    @lily1410
    Do you have eyes that work?

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    20 Aug 2026

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    “So you have abandoned fancy New York nightlife for shitty Ottawa bars?”

    “Just… trying something new, I guess.”

    “Like flirting with handsome hockey players over sad nachos?”

    In the aftermath of a very messy breakup and a grueling tour, Shane has a second chance encounter with Ottawa Centaur Ilya Rozanov. To the public it looks like the world’s worst rebound option. To Shane though, it’s something else entirely.

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    20 Aug 2026

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    Shane didn’t go back to Montreal after the Boxing Day fight.  Instead, he has a panic attack, a revelation, and ends up causing some panic amongst his loved ones.

    Or Shane and Ilya deal with their issues before the plane incident, and how that changes The Long Game.

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    16 Aug 2026

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    “They are so pretty. Pretty freckles on pretty boy and I want….”

    Shane can’t breathe. Holy fuck he can’t breathe, every fucking fantasy he’s had since he was seventeen is right in front of him and he doesn’t know what to do.

    “What…” licks his lips and watches as Rozanov leans forward, like he can’t help but try to be closer, “What do you want?”

    A smile, slow and wicked, sharp canines that Shane wants at his throat.

    “I told you, to be boyfriend.”

    Or: In a world where there was no CCM hookup and they're just rivals, Shane has come out as gay, and Ilya isn't going to let that opportunity pass him by, leading Shane to a journey of discovering self-worth, fighting shitty team dynamics, winning the Stanley Cup, autistic meltdowns and maybe even leaving Montreal.

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    Chapters:
    38/?
    Comments:
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    2,185
    Hits:
    281,107

    15 Aug 2026

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