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  1. Public Bookmark 50

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    They’ve barely been in the city a tenday when Orin kidnaps Gale. Finding him turns out to be the least of their problems; when he finally wakes, two days after his rescue, they discover that the jagged teeth of whatever curse Orin masticated him with are still sunk in deep.

    While the others go off to find a cure, Astarion stays with Gale.

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    27 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 47

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    ‘I never thought you’d be pleased to see me,' Astarion muses.
    ‘I’ve never been so pleased to see anyone in my life.’ Gale laughs shakily. Then his face crumples. He sobs.
    Carefully, Astarion wraps his arms around Gale and pulls him into a hug. ‘You’re safe now,’ he murmurs. ‘I’m not going anywhere.'
    Oh gods, the last thing he needs is to fall in love with this idiot.
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    Gale is lost in the Underdark for four days.
    Astarion is NOT worried.

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    07 Dec 2025

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    Gale had desperately clasped Astarion's wrist, preventing him from fully wrenching away. From fleeing. And for a brief moment Astarion was ready to lash out with all of the feral fury a starving spawn had to offer.

    The memory of that scorching touch was like a scar. The imprint of his lightly calloused, bare palm on Astarion's slender wrist was an invisible, white-hot brand upon his flesh. It was only Gale's wide, worried eyes and immediate surrender of Astarion's captured limb that saved him from being torn to ribbons by long-forgotten vampiric claws.

    He loathed it. Touching and being touched.

    People did not touch Astarion and survive.

    Astarion did not touch people destined to live.

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    Astarion has a complicated relationship with physical touch. It brings up a wellspring of memories best left forgotten, and he doesn't even know if he could enjoy it anymore should he ever let anyone close enough to try... or five times Astarion sees Gale being held and has a lot of difficult feelings about it + the one time he does it himself and knows exactly how he feels about it.

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    24 Nov 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 20

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    A tiger cloaked in black with a sundial moving over dark eyes flicks its tail, and a fox with blood-stained teeth lifts their head, and a serpent with poison bleeding through each crack in its iridescent scales melts back into the corpse as it speaks.

    "Curious," it says, a man's voice, rasped from age and still solid. Gold filigree, burial shroud. A storm bound to a raven's form spreads its wings. "What is the worth of a single mortal life?"

    (Vampires are not alive. Undead is not quite dead. Astarion is normal, until he isn't.)

    Or: five conversations Astarion has with Death.

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    22 Aug 2025

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    In which Astarion conceals a number of serious injuries until well into the Shadowcursed lands, at which point he chooses to make all of them Wyll's problem.

    Or: Astarion is shroomed thrice (but the third time is a lie.)

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    31 Jul 2025

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    Things so cute and yet so damned angsty I could cry!