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    After a terrible attempt at shooting their first sex scene, Hudson asks Connor to fuck him for real. To improve his acting capabilities, of course.

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    10 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 40

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    Under the vibrant New Year's lights and the Vancouver chill, Hudson Williams and Connor Storrie share a friendship so intimate that it baffles everyone around them. Hudson, known for his outgoing, flirty, and 'unfiltered' personality, hides a terrifying secret beneath his confident façade: he is hopelessly in love with his best friend and co-star. Connor, with his sweet, shy, and reserved demeanor, seems romantically out of reach to Hudson's insecure eyes, who is convinced he is trapped in the friendzone.

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    10 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 14

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    After months of tension, it all finally comes to a head at the Oscars after party for Connor and Hudson.

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    08 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 28

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    “Hudson, Connor, we’ve brought you here today to take a lie detector test. This is Stephanie, our polygraph operator. One of you will be hooked up to the machine while the other will ask the questions. And then you’ll switch. So, who wants to be in the hot seat first?”

    Or Hudson goes off-script during the lie detector test and faces the consequences.

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    08 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 4

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    Forse è colpa del sogno.
    Forse del bosco. Forse del modo in cui la luce filtra tra gli alberi. Forse del fatto che, per la prima volta, il mondo intero sembra essersi ridotto a loro due.

    O, quando è stato il loro primo bacio? E perché proprio durante il trekking di settembre?

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    08 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 43

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    “Okay, that’s good then.” Hudson nods, setting his empty glass on the table and standing from his spot on the couch. He takes a deep breath as if to steel himself before moving so he’s kneeling in front of Connor. Connor’s legs, spread open, bracket Hudson on either side and Connor swears he can feel his heart in his throat as Hudson utters his next words. “Because I’ve been thinking about it a lot…and I kind of want to ruin this friendship.”

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    08 Jul 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 88

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    Hudson flies out to LA to visit Connor for their promo run—after days of appearances and everything that comes with it, it all comes to a head that night at a gay bar, where Connor can’t seem to keep his hands off him, and whatever unfolds after. Oh yeah, also a playlist to company you when you read: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0ODPL11bf94jkqyxifeIu5?si=05bd64a1ff0941c3

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    08 Jul 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 12

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    Every so often, usually late into the night, Hudson wishes he could call Connor and finally tell him everything he wants to do to him, but he never follows through.

    Instead, Hudson blocks Connor's number and quickly types out the filthiest things he can conjure up and hits send, knowing that they'll never be delivered.

    Tonight is one of those nights.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.

    It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.

    Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.

    Right???

    (or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)

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    07 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    Hudson's always running his mouth online, he doesn't know better.

    He decides to reply to a couple of posts on Threads about Connor, and the internet is obsessed. But then Connor notices, and decides to do something about it.

    In Hudson's defense, the replies were really funny.

    In Connor's defense, Hudson absolutely had that coming.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Stuck in an alt-world where he and Shane never hooked up as teenagers, Ilya is determined to get Shane back. To do that, Ilya has to figure out a way to get Shane to see him as anyone other than the Russian asshole who has spent a decade pissing him off. It can't be that hard to make your husband fall in love with you... right?

    Basically: Shane Hollander makes a wish with good intentions. Ilya Rozanov wakes up confused, single, closeted, and miserable in Boston.

    +Bonus Chapter where AltWorld!Ilya wakes up confused, married, out, and carefree in Ottawa

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    03 Jul 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    Eight years after their divorce, Ilya and Shane have become experts at avoiding each other. They only speak when absolutely necessary, never hold each other's gaze for too long, barely make eye contact, and never talk about what happened. But ignoring one another becomes nearly impossible when they're still raising two children.
    One day, Ilya gets into what seems to be a serious argument with their oldest daughter, and Shane is forced to step in. Suddenly, everything they've spent years avoiding begins to surface.

    or,

    Shane was about to break an unspoken rule.
    Because every time he and Ilya got together to talk, they ended up fucking.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    What if the video never leaked and their relationship was still a secret when Shane joined the Ottawa Centaurs? The team wait in anticipation for Rozanov's reaction to his career-long rival joining their team... but wait a minute, they're jumping into each other's arms, giggling like a couple of schoolgirls?

     

    Aka 5 times Ilya and Shane’s 'friendship' seems really gay and the 1 time everyone realises it’s been actually gay the whole time.

     

    Cue the Ottawa Centaurs being absolutely clueless, the Montreal Metros mourning the loss of their best player, and the Centaur WAG's (+Harris) being absolutely done with their ignorant partners.

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    03 Jul 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 91

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    After watching Hudson's Peloton commercial and Madwoman MV, Connor realizes he’s been in love with him all along—and pulls away before he can ruin everything.

    Hudson, who’s never been ignored by Connor, refuses to let it go—chasing him down for answers he might not be ready to hear.

    Note: In this universe, neither Hudson nor Connor has a partner!!!

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    27 Jun 2026

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    “You want to talk to people about me?” Shane asked quietly.

    There was something small and confused in the question. But Ilya was still furious and raw.

    “Well I would,” he sneered, “if there was anything about you that was fucking interesting to talk about! It would be nice to not be so fucking bored and miserable!”

    The second the words left his mouth, he watched the pain roll across Shane's features like a thousand fractures shattering through glass.

    Ilya had seen Shane nearly break ribs. He had seen him miss game-winning shots, take hits that left bruises blooming purple and black across his skin. He had never seen this.

    Shane closed his eyes for a long moment. He shook his head slightly, a tiny movement, then nodded once as if agreeing with something only he could hear. His face twisted briefly with a fresh wave of pain before he forced it to still.

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    What if Shane and Ilya don't make up so easily after the Boxing Day fight? The Centaur's plane never malfunctions, so Shane never proposes. Instead, Ilya gives him an ultimatum on coming out and going public. It backfires spectacularly.

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    27 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane calls a phone sex hotline and gets Ilya crooning unspeakable filth in his ear. It kind of devolves from there.

    ———

    Ilya is a college student in Boston working on the side as a phone sex operator, Shane is still a hockey player. They have toe-curling, dirty phone sex and end up falling in love along the way.

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    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
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    27 Jun 2026

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    Refusing to let Ilya ruin his career by signing with Ottawa, Shane chooses to really give their relationship a try and moves to Boston to live with Ilya and become a Raider. What follows is enough public scrutiny and backlash from his team that it has him questioning if he made the right decision. Until moments with Ilya and the Raiders show him exactly why he chose correctly.

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    Hayden’s eyes flickered to Shane as he sat on the bench, chewing on the edge of his mouth guard.

    “Don’t fucking look at him,” Ilya insisted as he bent down for the faceoff.

    “Excuse me?” Hayden mumbled, eyes darting back to him.

    “You heard me,” he retorted, his tone clipped. “He’s not your teammate anymore; he’s mine. If you think Marlow is a problem to your game, wait until you see what I will do to your team if you hurt anyone on mine again.”

    Hayden scoffed, dipping his head as he tried to focus on the game. Something about Ilya’s words still rang through his head though, sounding so definitive that he didn’t want to risk seeing what he was actually referring to when he said that.

    The puck dropped again, and Ilya stole it before he could comprehend how quickly it happened.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Ilya’s thirty-fifth birthday is around the corner. Shane is freaking out because he hasn’t been able to get the Bad Bunny tickets for Ilya’s surprise birthday trip.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Ilya gripped the envelope tighter. “The MVP,” he began slowly, still staring directly at Shane, “is…”

    Another pain slammed into Shane so hard his vision whited out.

    “…Shane Hollander.”

    The room exploded with cheers and applause . People rising to their feet.

    Shane barely heard any of it. His father hugged him first. Then Yuna. “Sweetheart,” she whispered against his ear, “you don’t look well. I don’t think you should be going up there alone..”

    He couldn’t answer. He stood carefully. Ignoring the concerned look both of his parents threw his way.

    The pressure between his hips was unbearable now. Every step toward the stage felt wrong. Painful. Wet. Why was it wet?

    Or Shane goes into labor at the NHL awards with a son they didn’t even know existed.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Plagued with the issues of his family past and present, Ilya Rozanov finds himself in the media's eyes for all the wrong reasons recently with no end in sight. When the team decides enough is enough with the drinking and whoring, Ilya is suddenly faced with a new issue to tackle—a personal calming omega hired by the team: Shane Hollander. Shane is up for the task of getting the Russian alpha under control for the season, but are they both up for the unexpected heated connection between them that follows?

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    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
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    Hits:
    133,318

    13 Jun 2026

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