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  1. Rec *

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    One moment Neil was nineteen, bleeding out on the concrete floor of his childhood home in Baltimore.  The next he was waking up to his mother’s voice telling him to wake up and getting in the car to go to West Virginia for his audition with the Moriyamas. Neil finds himself with a chance at a do-over and takes it. How much can he do without jeopardizing his happy ending?

    A 'Neil dies in Baltimore and gets a redo' fic.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    Beautiful

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    A time travel au but different

    I think

    Neil and Aaron go back in time

    And they confuse the shit out of everyone

    As they should 😌💅

    (Plus a little surprise bc you guys deserve a treat)

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    13 Jan 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark *

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    It’s not fair. It’s all Neil can think, childish and foolish and true. It’s not fair. It’s not fair. It never has been. The tickets weigh as much as a coffin lid, as the lie that is Neil Josten. Kevin’s hand is still on top of his and his fingers tremble. Neil stares. It’s his left hand, a solid reminder of the bastion of cruelty these tickets are going to lead him to.
    “I’m sorry.” Kevin whispers.
    Neil barks a bitter laugh that ravages his throat and tucks the tickets into his pocket. “Yeah, me too.”

    Or:
    Nathaniel Wesninski dies in a basement in Baltimore. Neil Josten wakes up on the bleachers in Millport. One of them still has to get Jean out of the Nest.

     

    SEQUEL TO YOU'RE ON YOUR OWN KID (YOU ALWAYS HAVE BEEN)

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    13 Jan 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark *

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    When Neil wakes up in a very familiar car sitting next to a ghost, a little more than 7 years younger, he was more than a little freaked out. Last thing he remembered was going out for Andrew's 25th birthday.

    He hadn’t been sure what to expect. He hadn’t even been sure why he’d done it. He was left adrift in too tight skin, sitting for hours next to the ghost of his mother in what was apparently a jaunt into the past, but it was ingrained in him to run back to Andrew. Always he orbited around the man who stood between him and any threat. Always he found his way to the man’s side. Now was no exception.

    He hadn’t really expected for Andrew to know who he was though.

    As he heard Andrew’s voice say his name, he realized that he’d been expecting a ‘Who is this?’, not a ‘Neil?’. Somehow, the relief he’d felt at hearing it though, was short lived. He was panicking.

    “Where the fuck are you. I woke up six hours ago in the house in Colombia with Nicky and Aaron. It’s fucking April 22nd, 2003 Neil.”

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    13 Jan 2026

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  5. Rec *

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    Then the world snaps back, in the form of a kettle whistling, high and piercing.

    “Mom?” a little voice says, and Izuku feels his heart pound as he turns and looks down at a small child with half red and half white hair, peering up at him around the edge of a door with confusion and fear on his face.

    Or~

    Adult Deku is sent back in time and into the body of Rei Todoroki in order to fulfill his wish to protect his best friend from the things that happened to him as a child.

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    02 Jun 2021

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