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    The first bruise doesn’t mean anything. Neither does the second, really.

    Shane is a hockey player. He’s tired because the season’s just ended, he’s aching because he’s spent the better half of it getting slammed into boards and putting up with Ilya’s suicide drills, and his fever is probably just a summer cold he’s picked up from one of teammates kids along the way.

    At least, that’s what they tell themselves.

    or: Ilya starts to think that there might actually be something wrong with his husband.

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    16 Sep 2026

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    Ilya hurts Shane.

    It’s an accident, of course, but his mind goes to the only place it knows how afterwards: He deserves to hurt too.

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    14 Sep 2026

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    Ilya smiled down at Shane and his eyes gleamed with mischief. 

    "You know, Troy is just a few doors down. We could call him over, make it a little party." 

    Shane's eyes snapped open only to narrow again as he glared up at Ilya.

    “Would you like that?”

    “No, I wouldn’t,” Shane snarled. 

    But his face was screwed up in frustrated pleasure. Ilya hummed thoughtfully and pretended to consider. 

    “Perhaps we could make it a competition then.” 

    Shane made an irritated noise and turned his face away. Ilya leaned closer and let his teeth drag down the length of Shane's clenched jaw.

    "You want Troy to see how well you take it, or do you want to see if he's better at riding my cock than you are?" 

    He had been teasing him, pushing at the jealousy that usually made Shane squirm and glare and tell him to shut the fuck up while his traitorous cock twitched and throbbed at how much he secretly liked it. 

    So when Shane did squirm away from him, Ilya followed automatically, pressing their chests flush together. He thought Shane was playing.

    “Get the fuck off me,” Shane spat.
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    Shane safewords out of Ilya's teasing about Troy.

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    02 Sep 2026

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    And Ilya does come back, still avoiding Shane's eyes. Takes off his ring and gets his charger and just as he was stepping out of the room, hand on the handle – because he knows Shane only sleeps when the door is closed – Shane finally speaks up. 

     

    “Can I at least have a goodnight kiss?”

     

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    Shane and Ilya's first big fight as a married couple.

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    29 Aug 2026

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    Ilya stepped towards Shane and when he didn’t step back, Ilya took the opportunity to wrap him in his arms.

    “I just wanted you to know that it would be okay if you did need to do that.” He wanted to make sure that he said the right thing so that Shane wouldn’t be spooked. He had already fucked this up severely. But even then, Shane deserved to know everything.

    “I don’t believe in cheating.” Shane stilled in his arms before he finished with, “I don’t own you Shane.”

    Everything in Shane’s face shattered and Ilya knew that despite his attempts he had said something terribly wrong.

    Shane turned on his heel and hauled ass out of the bedroom. By the time Ilya could catch up to him, he was gone.

    And now Ilya was speeding to Montreal because four days was far too long for comfort.

     

    OR the one where Ilya tells Shane he can see other people and then regrets it.

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    29 Aug 2026

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    Shane remembers the way the world tilted, how he stumbled out the door, how the air felt wrong in his lungs. He was laughing, he thinks. At one point. He was crying. He couldn’t tell the difference. Somewhere behind him, Hayden’s footsteps followed, distorted, distant, like they were coming through water.

    He remembers thinking, with a terrible and absolute certainty: Ilya is dead.

    And then, just as quickly, just as absurdly: I need to talk to Ilya about this.

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    Or: An alternate/expanded take on the days following the Centaurs' emergency landing, featuring Shane's inability to accept proof, Ilya's stubborn insistence on being alive, and the particular difficulty of loving someone whose heart has had every reason to stop, maybe even before the crash.

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    29 Aug 2026

  7. Rec 35

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    After debating if the ache in his stomach was serious enough that he’ll actually vomit, he decides that it is. He leans over and shakes his snoring husband, whispering his name to get his attention.

    Ilya is quick to startle awake, wide eyes immediately meeting Shane’s as he sits up, examining his husband to see if he’s okay. He deflates a little when sees no visible injuries on him.

    “What is it, lyubimmy?” He asks gently, bringing both hands up to cup Shane’s face, rubbing his thumbs back and forth over his cheeks.

    “Think ‘m gonna throw up.” Shane whimpers, eyes fixated on the part of their bed sheets he’s twisting in his fists, embarrassed that he had to wake his husband up over something so childish.

    Ilya’s brows furrow in concern, quickly moving to get out of their bed and taking both of Shane’s hands in his to help him out as well.

    “Okay, malysh, let’s go sit in front of the toilet, hm?”

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    Shane’s awakened by his upset stomach in the middle of the night. Ilya looks after him.

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    29 Aug 2026

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    “Il…ya” He wheezed, and Ilya lurched forward, barely making it in time to catch Shane as he slid down to the floor.

    “Sweetheart, what’s happening, is it panic attack?” Ilya looked horrified, his hands clamoring to press into Shane’s chest in an attempt to ground him.

    Shane shook his head, tears springing to his eyes as his throat continued to close in.

    “You’re not breathing right.” Ilya said, suddenly noticing the panicked way Shane attempted to inhale, and Shane wanted to just kiss away all the worry in his voice. “Fuck.”

    “I…” Shane gasped, the sound all raspy and weak as he inhaled, or rather attempted to, the edges of his vision starting to darken and spin with dizziness as he gazed up at Ilya’s beautiful eyes.

    Maybe this is how he was going to die, unable to breathe and clawing at his throat on Zane Boodram's kitchen floor.

    Well… at least he was in Ilya’s arms.

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    Shane, already nervous for his first team hang with the Centaurs, allows himself to finally relax and enjoy the night with his husband by his side, only to run right into trouble when he has an adverse reaction to something unexpected.

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    29 Aug 2026

  9. Rec 21

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    Even after starting medication to help manage his depression, Ilya has bad days. Shane is there to help.

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    29 Aug 2026

  10. Rec 85

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    Shane gets a migraine while Ilya is out of town.

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    29 Aug 2026

  11. Rec 22

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    Shane is having trouble sleeping. Ilya takes care of his husband.

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    29 Aug 2026

  12. Rec *

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    Ilya is Shane's safe space. Always, without question.

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    29 Aug 2026

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    Ilya knows that no one loves the same version of a person; his Shane is different to Yuna’s Shane, who is different to David’s Shane, who is different to J.J., or Rose, or Hayden’s Shane. And while Ilya knows he’d fall in love with every single version, he’s happy he gets this one. Happy he gets the Shane who lets himself be trusting, and vulnerable, and honest.

    It makes Ilya wish he could have loved Shane earlier - makes him wish he could have known him longer. But he’s just glad he gets to do it now, here, like this.

     

    (Or, four times people are surprised by Shane’s clinginess, and one time they completely expect it.)

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    28 Aug 2026

  14. Rec 46

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    A standalone collection of caretaking, sickfics, and whump between my favorite hockey boys. Love isn't all loud and grand gestures. It learns, grows, and thrives in the quiet moments. Love is showing up and consistently choosing each other, even when life is hard.

    Tags will be added with additional chapters and stories. No AI used.

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    19 Aug 2026

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    The room tilted slightly, and Shane’s throat was raw.

    He swayed there a moment, scanning the spinning room for somewhere to steady himself – for Haas or Dykstra. Ilya had been right; he should have slowed down, stayed with his teammates. He hadn't listened, and now he was alone, 2 Moscow Mules and 3 shots deep, stuck at the bar and lost in a sea of people.

    Shane just wanted his husband. The alcohol hadn't yet done anything to alleviate the effects of the music and lights that encircled him. He felt trapped – suffocated – like his skin was fusing itself to his stiff muscles. The room spun faster, and the Canadian wasn't convinced he was standing upright anymore. His heart pounded in his ears as the music rattled his ribcage once more, an insatiable itch beckoning his blunt fingernails.

    He wanted to scream. He wanted to rip his hair out. He wanted to tear his clothes off.

    He wanted Ilya.

    “Selfish,” he muttered under his breath, tongue heavy as it touched his teeth.

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    20 Aug 2026

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    The boys weekend at the cottage is supposed to mend whatever's left of Shane, Hayden, and JJ's friendship after Shane's move to Ottawa. After constant jabs towards his relationship and the love of his life lead Shane to a panic attack, Hayden is left to deal with the fact that Ilya is a better husband than he thought. And maybe, a better friend than he is.

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    14 Aug 2026

  17. Rec *

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    Ilya had thought it was dumb, when Galina suggested it. A code word for when his mental health was bad—he and Shane didn’t even have a code word for sex, and Ilya was regularly tying Shane to the bed and slapping his ass until it was as red as a tomato.

    “Is there a reason you’re calling me?” Shane asks now, voice echoey over the phone. “Or is this part of your strategy to win our argument?”

    Ilya swallows hard. “Constantinople,” he says.

    --

    Or: Ilya goes through a rough patch.

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    12 Aug 2026

  18. Rec 6

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    Shane wakes up with a very upset stomach, and Ilya helps the best that he can<3

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    03 Jul 2026

  19. Rec 10

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    Ilya Rozanov is the life of the party, until he doesn’t have to act anymore.

    Alone in Shane’s home he is able to drop the personality he wears with everyone else, and finally be himself.

    (EDITED: august 10th 2026)

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    23 Jun 2026

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    5+1

    5 times the Centaurs and other GC friends think Ilya is being a pushy or bossy twat to Shane, and one time they see Shane's true colors.

    Aka, that one time Shane walked Ilya like a dog in front of the Cens and they all had to recalibrate their opinion of their captain's relationship

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    92,018

    15 Jun 2026

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