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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
- Language:
- English
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- 222,222
- Chapters:
- 28/28
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15 May 2026
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@Wadjilicious gave the prompt: Montreal Club AU Fix It.
I heard: All the things they (never) said but make it worse. Alternate ending to Ep 4 and the missing scene in room 1217 in Tampa Bay
AKA "I ordered a beer and all I got was the crushing realization I might be gay"Smutbrix to the face.
We're crying, we're smutty, we're crying while we're smutty. Enjoy. Happy Ending Guaranteed.- Language:
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- 41,586
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- 3/3
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- 483
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12 May 2026
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shot at the night by idkimtired
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 May 2026
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@ russianbear clove
roz is so fucking funny man had two seconds to process and he spent them thinking about how to get that ass
@ icemenace Ro - he's so real
@ shaneybugbug Libby - oh he's been WAITING for this
@ iwant81 Abbie - he was so obviously joking oh my god
@ russianbear clove - ummmm i don't think so
@ iwant81 Abbie - rozanov likes girls english just isn't his first language so he accidentally made it look like something you freaks are taking advantage of
@ russianbear clove - so he's joking or it was an accident??? Istg at least chose one
or - Shane Hollander comes out and Ilya loses his mind
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- English
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- 19,511
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- 7/?
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- 1,257
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06 May 2026
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courage [it couldn't come at a worse time] by veilofimagination
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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"Why are you not scared?"
"I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."
"Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.
"Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.
Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."
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Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.
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- English
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- 9/9
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- 4,280
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26 Apr 2026
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death and taxes (and shane hollander) by fingersfallingupwards
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Feb 2026
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There was a time when Ilya believed Scott Hunter's coming out would revolutionize hockey forever— but for every step forward came two steps back.
When Shane and Ilya meet again late in life, can they make their second chance work?
OR: Old Man Hollanov Yaoi.
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- Part 1 of old man hollanov yaoi
- Language:
- English
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- 68,092
- Chapters:
- 12/12
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- 2
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- 2,985
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19 Apr 2026
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What if -
Shane still doesn't send the 'We didn't even kiss' text and starts to spiral. Ilya finds him.
Title from Iris by Goo Goo Dolls.
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- Part 1 of Fixing Hollanov
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- English
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- 32,582
- Chapters:
- 17/17
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13 Apr 2026
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if you ever change your mind about leaving (leaving me behind) by FanGirling
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Mar 2026
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Ilya made tuna melts. Ilya said Shane's name. Shane said Ilya's name. Shane left.
Shane came back.
A what-if scenario where Shane comes back and Ilya needs an explanation.
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- Part 2 of Fixing Hollanov
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 14,767
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 100
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13 Apr 2026
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Déjà vu by NotEvenCloseToStraight
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 May 2026
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2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.
2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.
When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.
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“So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Papa and their coach used to date?”
“We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”
“No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”
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- Part 6 of Heated Rivalry
- Language:
- English
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- 229,719
- Chapters:
- 15/?
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- 6,848
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- 13,623
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11 Apr 2026
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Wolfbird by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
27 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.
Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.
- Language:
- English
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- 180,137
- Chapters:
- 14/?
- Collections:
- 18
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- 20,673
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- 42,002
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08 Apr 2026
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Promises never made by ibumblebee
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Jan 2026
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If this is what Hollander is willing to give him, he will take it. It won’t be enough, not by a long shot, but if this is the little part of him he is allowed to have, by God he will take it.
OR, Shane messages Ilya a few days after the tuna melt scene. Ilya is trying to not scare him away again. He will restrain himself. He will take what Shane gives him and never ask for more. Just please, he can’t see him walk out of his life again.
- Language:
- English
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- 12,715
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- 1/1
- Comments:
- 286
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- 5,246
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06 Apr 2026
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the old religion, humming in your veins by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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Ilya feels like a zombie; he’s an approximation of something living.
He knows what this is, of course. He isn’t stupid. He was just a child when he watched the life bleed out of his mama, long before she stopped breathing. He watched her sweet smiles grow hollow, and her kind eyes fall blank. He felt her slipping through his fingertips like grains of sand in an hourglass; her time was up before Ilya had truly even realised that it was running out.
When he looks in the mirror, he sees her staring back at him: blond hair, and blue eyes, and an emptiness that kills.
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- English
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- 4,642
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- 1/1
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- 130
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04 Apr 2026
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It's Simple by SuspiciousCharacter1895
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Mar 2026
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“I felt…bad. It felt bad. I had missed you so much and then I finally saw you again and you -” Shane cut himself off. “I know you didn’t mean to,” he started again. “I know you weren’t trying to be… I don’t know. You didn’t mean to.”
“I didn’t mean to what?” Ilya’s pulse quickened. Shane wouldn’t meet his eye.
Shane took a deep breath. “You didn’t mean to hurt me.”
Ilya felt the words like a sucker punch to the stomach. He swallowed hard, fighting to keep his voice level. “I hurt you?”
___________An offhand comment from Yuna triggers a conversation between Shane and Ilya about that night in Ilya's Vegas penthouse after the MLH awards. Ilya knew he had fucked up, but maybe not how much. Maybe now he can make up for it.
- Language:
- English
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- 5,014
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- 1/1
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- 450
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18 Mar 2026
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The Spicy Adventures Of Suibian And Bichen by NebulusCharlie
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
26 Aug 2025
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Wei Ying writes spicy stories online and Huaisang helps him sell his fiction online as long as he gets a physical copy for himself. But they use office stationery and the printer, and one day, Wei Ying’s chapter containing the much awaited explicit scenes is stolen, and they don't know who did it...
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- Part 69 of Fluffy WangXian Oneshots
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03 Sep 2025
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show me how you do that trick by ilip13
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
02 Aug 2024
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Lan Zhan is — a friend. A guy. That takes the pressure off, knowing they’re doing this as friends, that Wei Ying doesn’t have to perform. And, he’ll admit, it’s flattering that Lan Zhan wants him. The guy is gorgeous. And when he said "I know how to please a man," in that deep, silky voice of his —
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Straight boy Wei Ying enters a friends with benefits arrangement with his gay roommate and best friend, Lan Zhan.
It absolutely doesn't awaken anything in him.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 70,090
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Comments:
- 540
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- 1,379
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- 399
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- 25,554
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15 Sep 2024
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Previously, on LEGO Masters by trippednfell for LadyEn
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
04 Apr 2024
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Lan Wangji and Wei Wuxian were supposed to compete on LEGO Masters with their respective brothers, but when circumstances force Jiang Cheng and Lan Xichen to withdraw, they find themselves thrown together and must navigate a new unfamliar partnership alongside the pressures of reality competition television.
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- English
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- 55,209
- Chapters:
- 12/12
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- 1
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- 310
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- 971
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- 286
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05 Apr 2024
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The Winner Takes It All by YilingSani
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
06 Feb 2024
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"Wei Ying doesn't know why he ended up on this exact island. All he knows is that he's scared, alone and hungry. And with a child."
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18 years later Wei Yuan has grown into a proper young man, helping his Baba to run the hotel on the island. On the week of his wedding, Wei Yuan comes across Wei Ying's diary and decides to invite the man mentioned in it to the island, unaware of the consequences it will bring.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 46,781
- Chapters:
- 14/14
- Comments:
- 279
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- 1,987
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- 442
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- 27,601
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26 Mar 2024
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Time Signature by lettered
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
04 Feb 2024
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Lan Zhan hasn't seen Wei Ying in thirteen years. When he encounters Wei Ying at a party, Wei Ying asks him about the rumor that Lan Zhan fucks. Lan Zhan proves the rumor true.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 95,078
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Comments:
- 762
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- 2,151
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- 639
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- 45,281
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13 Mar 2024
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Wei Ying and Lan Zhan were best friends in high school, until they weren’t.
When they meet again, over a decade later, Wei Ying knows exactly what’s going to happen. Until he doesn’t.
They’re normal people, navigating a normal friendship, except they’re not. Turns out, they never were.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 95,147
- Chapters:
- 11/11
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- 1,001
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- 1,279
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- 411
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17 Feb 2024
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love on 35mm by fakeplasticlily
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
02 May 2020
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“I am going to Yanli-jie’s,” Lan Zhan grits out. “To film,” he adds pointedly, hitching his bag full of filming equipment a little higher on his shoulder.
“At her flat?” asks his brother, eyes twinkling.
“Yes,” says Lan Zhan resignedly.
“Wonderful,” says Lan Huan. “Although, those sandalwood notes of your cologne - while very lovely and intense - good choice, brother... I don’t think they’re quite strong enough for your channel’s viewers to catch.”
Lan Zhan exhales. Here it comes.
“Unless,” says Lan Huan, “The reason for all this is at your friend’s flat instead? A person, perhaps?”
(AU where film student Lan Zhan is an accidental vlogging sensation under the name Hanguang-jun, keeps running into his best friend Jiang Yanli’s younger brother far more frequently than he’d like, and suffers.)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 26,714
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- 1/1
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- 470
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22 Jan 2024
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04 Jan 2024