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    “You should train together in the off-season.”

    Ilya lifted his head off Svetlana’s lap. “What?”

    “If your Canadian really wants to marry you someday, you might as well get used to spending your summers together,” she said, smooth and practical as ever. “You need to fix your public relationship from rivals to friends, and being publicly seen together will help. You need a new trainer anyway, now that you aren’t going to Russia.”
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    Or: Svetlana knows who Jane is. And it changes everything because she is smarter than both of these idiots.

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    31 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander has the highest hockey IQ in the NHL...and actively pretends he doesn't. He's already set himself apart in many ways, and he doesn't need "absolute hockey nerd" added to the list.

    Keeping this secret gets harder as he stops hiding other parts of himself from those around him. He comes out to the Voyageurs (who don't take it very well), he starts hanging out with the Raiders (though no one has a clue about him and Ilya being anything beyond friends), and he feels as if he is losing parts of himself in the expectations others hold for him.

    Ilya notices, and resolves to create a space that his boyfriend can thrive in, even if that means getting him the fuck out of Montreal.

    Set during The Long Game, where Shane and Ilya have made their plan, Shane's parents know about their relationship, and they've started telling people they are friends, but before Ilya officially transfers to Ottawa. That's right folks, this is a "Boston steals Shane Hollander" fic. We need more, and I am here to contribute☺️🫰

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    30 May 2026

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    At the cottage, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov made a plan for their upcoming future. They are ready for Ilya's final year with the Raiders and Shane is prepared to take the Metros all the way again. But when Shane's medical documents are leaked during training camp, he is outed as a joke for the whole world to see. An investigation into the leak mid-season causes catastrophic results for the Montreal Metros and Shane. Things spiral as Shane and Ilya are forced to make choices about their careers, their plans, and their relationship.

    Injuries, bruises, and scandal will either bury Shane alive or teach him that there is more to life than hockey. Ilya will keep loving Shane through it all if he can but he has things he has to work through for himself for them to even stand a chance.

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    28 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander only meant to attend a few hockey games — a small act of rebellion against the boyfriend who controlled every part of his life. But that night changes everything. The arena becomes a refuge, Rose becomes a friend, and the Montreal Metros become the first place he’s felt safe in years.

    No one knows he’s living with domestic violence.
    No one knows he’s planning to run.
    No one knows how much he’s breaking.

    And no one expects him to fall for Ilya Rozanov — the loud, brilliant, closeted Russian winger recently traded under suspicious circumstances.

    Ilya has secrets he can’t share, a past he can’t escape, and feelings he doesn’t know how to handle.

    Shane is learning how to live again.
    Ilya is learning how to feel again.
    Both are learning how to trust.

    But when the truth about their pasts threatens to surface, they’ll have to decide whether they can face it together — or lose each other trying.

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    Or: A story about healing, found family, and the terrifying, beautiful risk of choosing love after surviving what was meant to break you.

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    21 May 2026

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    “What are you doing here?"

    He’s thankful his voice doesn’t shake, but he’s trembling. And he knows Ilya notices. Even all these years later, he’s sure he can still read Shane like a fucking book.

    Ilya’s smile softens and he points to the ice, where the player whose eyes had brought Shane back to Before lines up with the other boys.

    “My son."

    Ilya never goes to the cottage. Nearly two decades later, they meet again.

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    11 May 2026

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    Shane is an omega. Ilya is an alpha. Their compatibility is… inconveniently high, but that’s hardly their problem. When Shane’s heat hits, Ilya helps. When Ilya’s rut comes around, well. It only seems fair to return the favor.

    It’s practical. It’s efficient. It works.

    It doesn’t mean anything. Really.

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    10 May 2026

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    “See?” Wyatt said, pointing at Ilya. “This is what I’m talking about. Kid’s gonna show up, and you’re gonna make him do bag skates until he sees the afterlife.”

    “I will not. Only if he skates terribly, then maybe. Probably,” Ilya considered.

    Shane hummed thoughtfully. “I’m sure Kai will do great. He seems really hardworking.”

    Wyatt snorted. “Oh yeah. He’s gonna work hard all right. For Shane’s approval.”

    “He’s gonna show up with a notebook labeled How to Impress Hollzy,” Troy added.

    The team barked out a laugh. 

    Ilya did not find this funny whatsoever.

    Ilya knew this feeling far too well. He’d felt it when Shane dated Rose Landry, and he feels it again now.

    All because the Ottawa Centaurs had drafted Kai Ishikawa: a young, brilliant, painfully polite Japanese rookie who looks at Shane like he’s a god.

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    01 May 2026

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    There’s what feels like a million alpha scents oozing out from the cracks of the ornate double doors he’s paused in front of. Logically he knows it’s just a hundred. A hundred alphas and their beta chaperones. A hundred alphas carefully vetted by his mom even though omega matching balls are sixty years out of date. They’d whipped this one up special, just for him.

    Because he’s Shane Hollander.

    He’s got two Stanley Cups and he’s the face of so many different brands that had wanted to show they were all about the ‘modern omega’. Shane sure as fucking hell hadn’t felt like a modern omega when Crowell had unearthed an archaic rule from the depths of the league handbooks.

    Omegas must be mated by the age of 25 to be eligible to continue to play.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    The Boston Bears group chat had sixty-three new messages in the span of three minutes.

    His coffee forgotten, Ilya swiped open the chat, scrolling quickly to find the source of the commotion. A link to The Athletic, posted by Jensen, their captain, followed by a string of exclamation points. Ilya tapped it, the headline materializing on his screen like a blow to the chest:

    BREAKING: MONTREAL VOYAGEURS’ SECOND DRAFT SHANE HOLLANDER ANNOUNCES RETIREMENT

    Ilya's pulse jumped, hard and sudden in his throat. The mug slipped from his hand, not falling but landing too heavily on the counter, coffee slopping over the rim. He set it down properly, his movements mechanical, and forced himself to read the rest of the headline:

    20-YEAR-OLD ROOKIE OF THE YEAR STEPPING AWAY TO PURSUE HARVARD BUSINESS DEGREE

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    Shane Hollander has spent his entire life living and breathing hockey. At twenty, at the height of his career, he makes an unthinkable choice: he walks away to discover who he is beyond the ice.

    But some things don’t stay behind.

    What happens when the rivalry between him and Rozanov ends, but the pull doesn’t?

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    24 Apr 2026

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    This boy would kill him. This gorgeous, precious and kinky boy will be his downfall, and Ilya will not even resist.

    “Yes moya lyubov. My little slut, only mine. No one else can have you, no one else is allowed to even look at you, yes? Only me.”

    “Yes, God. Only ever you.” Shane whined, throwing an arm over his face.

    “No no no, none of that now.” Ilya firmly pulled his arm away from his face, before pulling both of them up above his head, holding them there with one hand, “You cannot say such filth, and then get shy on me Hollander.”

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    The Hollanov BDSM Mafia AU fic that my depraved brain has come up with.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    Mystery Work

    Part of quynn's private collection
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    21 Apr 2026

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    Six years ago, Shane was taken in a raid and bonded to the wrong Alpha.
    Six years of forgetting, of breaking.

    Now Ilya has him back.

    “The mark…” Ilya’s voice remained quiet. “What they put on you can be overwritten. I found a cure. Your body still carries our original bond underneath it. I can bring it back. Bring you back.” He paused, letting the words settle. “But it won’t be easy. Your instincts will fight it. Some days will feel impossible.”

    “What… what do you mean?”

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    20 Apr 2026

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    Shane had a sinking feeling everything would end badly after his first meeting with the Montreal Voyageurs team doctors. The conversation with his new coach after cemented it into a hard cold truth that settled in him and weighed on every decision he made after.

    Being an omega in the MLH was never going to be easy but Shane had thought he'd been signing onto a good team.

    He hadn't.

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    19 Apr 2026

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    At eleven years old Ilya Rozanov's class is given an assignment:

    They will be randomly paired with a student at another school in Canada via email. In order to get full credit on the assignment, they must send at least five emails back and forth and gather enough information to write their project.

    After seven years, Ilya is pretty sure he's done enough for 100%

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    Shane and Ilya sending emails throughout the years. What happens when they meet?

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    19 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander can't stand being touched.

    Each touch leaves behind ugly marks and pain, and it's the reason why he never had a Dom or any serious relationship. His friends—and in particular Ilya Rozanov—propose a bet to find him a compatible Dom, someone whose touch doesn't burn.

    And it turns out that the most compatible person is much closer than one might think.

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    touch-starved feral cat Shane vs grumpy protective Ilya

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    18 Apr 2026

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    "And they, well. They brought in an omega specialist?”

    “Specialist?” Ilya asked, his tone wary. The word sounded uncomfortable in his mouth, so Shane tried to fill in the gaps.

    “A doctor. For omegas.”

    That threw Rozanov off for a second. “But you are not omega?”

    Shane scrunched up his face, creasing the skin on his forehead and around his eyes. Taking a deep breath, he dropped the first of his two bombs. “No, Rozanov. I am. I’m an omega.”

    He heard the Russian hum on the other side, considering this. “Makes sense. Is why you are so pretty. And why you have such nice ass.”

    Shane’s ears burned. “Shut up, stop talking about my ass.”

    “But I can still talk about how pretty you are, yes?”

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    hellooooooo i am back and i am writing the alpha/omega fanfic of my dreams!!! do not wake me im exactly where i wanna be!!! aka a fuck or die where shane is on suppressants for far too long and calls ilya for help with his terrible horrible awful no good impending heat - but the circumstances and the yearning are magnified by like a billion times <3 yay!

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    18 Apr 2026

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    Male Omegas are rare. In Canada, they’re barely five percent of the population. In professional hockey? Zero. Not one has ever laced up in the league. The reasons are whispered in locker rooms and shouted in comment sections: too fragile, too distracting, too risky. Heats, scents, instincts, none of it belongs on the ice. Especially not when the game is played by alphas who’ve spent their lives being told they’re the only ones built for it.
    Shane Hollander learned early that the world doesn’t make room for exceptions. It erases them.
    So he erased himself first.
    Suppressants swallowed in the dark. Scent blockers layered like armor. A life measured in milligrams and miles, every breath controlled, every weakness buried deep. To the league, to the cameras and the fans, Shane Hollander is the perfect beta: disciplined, untouchable, relentless. The Montreal golden boy who plays like he has nothing to lose.
    He has everything to lose. And then there’s Ilya Rozanov.

    (Everything you think you know about Shane Hollander is a lie. He’s counting on it.)

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    17 Apr 2026

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    The first sound Ilya hears is a thin, discordant symphony of beeps and whirs. Something vibrating. 

    The next thing he hears is…wet. A sort of shaking, gargling sound, that feels like the ugliest crying he’s ever heard. And through it, Shane’s voice. 

    “I’m with him now, mom. He’s— he’s not fine. He’s not. I know—”

    Ilya wants to ask who's not fine, but he can’t feel his own body, his mouth, enough to ask.

    “Yeah,” Shane is saying, only slightly calmer. “I know. He wasn’t breathing—"

    Ilya knows there's a link, between the clinical musicality of medical settings, Shane’s audible, awful distress, and his own physical incapacity. It’s just, it’s so tenuous, and the air around him is so thick, so heavy. It would be easy, to sleep, a little. 

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    Footage of the last game between Ottawa and Montreal is everywhere; it’s breached containment from the sports world, and now it seems like everyone is baying for Montreal’s blood. Except, Ilya is oblivious. Not exactly blissfully so, but as the fight for accountability within the league rages on without him, Ilya just wants someone, anyone, to tell him what happened.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    16 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander ✅ @ShaneHollanderHockeyPlayer
    After a career I could only dream of, it feels right to announce my retirement following our win last night. Three Stanley Cups and a lifetime of memories. Thank you @MontrealMetros for everything.
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    At 25, immediately following his third Stanley Cup win, Shane Hollander has his PR team announce his early retirement. There are no follow-ups, no explanations.

    At 28, Shane Hollander announces his return to hockey.

    At 29, Ilya Rozanov feels like he's losing his goddamn mind.
    _______________

    Or: Shane Hollander might have just had the worst few years of his life, but he is still the most competitive player in the NHL, and he's determined to win his fourth Stanley Cup before he turns 30, setting the world record. Even if it means joining one of the worst teams in the league and having his ex-rival as his Captain.

    Loosely inspired by 'Carrie Soto Is Back' by Taylor Jenkins-Reid.

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    16 Apr 2026

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