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Todd Anderson is smitten with Neil Perry, and that keeps him awake at night. He knows the consequences of loving a boy will be life altering.
When Neil realises Todd has been having trouble sleeping, he decides he’s not going to let him brave the night alone.
Late night conversations and a game of chess leads to late night love confessions.
Bookmarked by Roseylaa
21 Jun 2026
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I Am To See To It (that I do not lose you) by The_Ship_Pirate
Fandoms: Dead Poets Society (1989)
28 Oct 2024
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“‘Course I’m okay.” Neil smiled peculiarly. “Tonight’s the night.”
“What night?”
He laughed, staring absurdly. “The play. The play is tonight.”
“It is?”
“What’s gotten into you, Todd?” He felt along his forehead for a fever he wouldn’t find.
Todd swallowed and started to bring himself off the floor. “Just had a weird dream, I guess.”OR my timeloop fic where Todd gets stuck reliving the night of the play until he can save Neil
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Bookmarked by Roseylaa
20 Jun 2026
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MEATLOOP!!!!!!!
UNDOUBTEDLY THE BEST DPS FANFIC I'VE READ ALONG WITH FORWARDS BECKON REBOUND
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I LOVE GAY TIMELOOP STORIES -
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“I get it, but for what it’s worth, you and Todd really do have something special, it would take a lot to ruin that.”
The corners of Neil’s lips quirked into a small smile.
“So do you and Knox, Charlie.”
When Welton’s heating system breaks in the middle of the night, Todd accidentally puts on Neil’s sweater to keep warm. Neil thinks he looks adorable. Chaos ensues.
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Todd wears Neil’s sweater, Neil pines, Charlie helps. They all find love along the way.
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absens haeres non erit — Latin : an absent person will not be an heir
ad astra per aspera — Latin : to the stars through difficulties- Words:
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13 Jun 2026
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Neil had to have been an angel. Todd, however embarrassing it was to admit it, refused to believe that Neil was anything less than heaven-sent.
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Seventeen years of self-hatred instilled by the Catholic church is hard to unlearn. Especially when you're secretly a little in love with your best friend, who just so happens to be another boy.
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After Neil Perry’s death, Todd Anderson learns that grief follows.
“—Fucking idiots—”
He doesn’t remember deciding to move.
Only the sound of laughter, Neil’s name said wrong,
and his fist connecting before his fear could stop it.Welton does not soften after tragedy. It sharpens. Todd’s silence becomes an invitation, his stammer a spectacle, his closeness to Neil a weapon others use long after Neil is gone. He learns how to endure, how to walk away, how to swallow words, how to disappear just enough to be able to control himself, to not snap.
Until one day, he doesn’t.
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04 Jun 2026
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"The second I'm free, I'll escape. I'll become an actor. And then... then I'll find you first."
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02 Jun 2026
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Neil never forces him to speak. Never asks him why he doesn't. He's just there.
Neil is his favorite person in the world. Todd just wishes he was his too.
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Cheng Xiaoshi and Lu Guang were once equals on the battlefield, brothers in arms—until the crown made one a prince, and the other his personal guard.
Cheng Xiaoshi appoints Lu Guang to keep him close, continuing what started long before silk sheets and royal chambers. But desire is one thing; duty is another. Especially when court eyes are watching, loyalty grows complicated, and Cheng Xiaoshi insists on causing scandals just to keep Lu Guang’s attention.
Featuring battlefield devotion, whispers of the court, and a prince who simply cannot behave.
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25 May 2026
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Undauntable, after running away from his comfortable home AND after being captured by an IceWing and kept as the dragon’s pet, has finally obtained the things he desired most.
Friendship, adventure, and a family.
Yet he still has much to learn, especially if he is hoping to return to the Indestructible City one day, and take the leadership from his undeserving father, the Invincible Lord.Series
- Part 2 of Undauntable is Bandit
Bookmarked by Roseylaa
21 May 2026
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WHY DOES UNDAUNTABLE HAVE SUCH A SMALL AMOUNT OF CONTENT I'M SO GRATEFUL THIS FIC EXISTS
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cheng xiaoshi ignores that and gestures at the television, where vein’s photo takes up the entire left side of the screen. a reporter is discussing the bridon police’s investigation and how local law enforcement is cooperating after discovering cctv footage showing him boarding a flight that landed in the country a week ago. “remember him? i feel really bad for never reaching out to xia fei again… i hope he’s…”
when he looks at lu guang, cheng xiaoshi trails off because though he’s stopped pressing the topic, he knows that this is that distance between them.
or: sometimes lu guang seems lost in his own world and cheng xiaoshi will do anything to pull him back into this one.
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20 May 2026
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Lu Guang had never gotten further in both a dive and away from his already slipping sanity. His mind tore itself open—endlessly—over possibility and chance…Alas, there wasn’t a thing he could do but wait.
4 months.
4. That was the time he was given—what he had, and ALL he had, to ‘fix’ everything. Of course Lu Guang knew it was imperative that he at least hold out until September 13th, long enough to see the still beating heart of Cheng Xiaoshi past the ever-still 12:05 AM…
However, a case he accepted alone on behalf of Time Photo Studios would drive an unclimbable wall between that goal and his own survival. Had he known it’d be a catalyst for not only his, but those who he loved’s fall into hysteria, there’d be no such thing as an option…
Nevertheless—it did…and ‘taken’ it was.—takes place in the current timeline.
Bookmarked by Roseylaa
17 May 2026
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DON'T READ THIS THE AMOUNT IF PAIN THIS BROUGHT ME IS UNBELIEVABLE
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But how could I begin,
To tell you, I should've chased you!
I should be who you're engaged to.For diplomatic relations, King Cheng Weimin has decided to arrange a marriage between his adopted princess daughter Qiao Ling with the only son of the rival Lu Kingdom, Lu Guang. Unbeknownst to him, Qiao Ling isn't even into men, and he didn't expect his son, Cheng Xiaoshi, to fall in love with Lu Guang instead.
Or, Nitimur in vetitum semper cupimusque negata
Bookmarked by Roseylaa
09 May 2026
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The most beautiful piece of literature I've read in my life ok😋
Edit: SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP