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  1. Public Bookmark 95

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    "So I'm leaving the Mafia. If it doesn't matter either way then I might as well do something good."

    "If it doesn't matter, then stay."

    "No."

    "Why?"

    "Come with me."

    Dazai left the Port Mafia—but not on his own.

    [or: Chuuya's journey of protecting his partner, told in three parts.]

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    14 Jan 2026

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    It’s not that Dazai doesn’t think about sex. He’s caught himself with his gaze fixed on the dip of Chuuya’s hips in the past. Chuuya, the unstoppable force of nature that found no qualms in introducing himself to Dazai at fifteen. Dazai, an unmovable object, with an entourage of fake friends and a silver tongue.

    Chuuya, pretty with a sort of anarchic beauty you only find on otherworldly creatures; ethereal in ways no deity could dream to rival. Chuuya, loud and foul mouthed, just and compassionate. Also the greatest pain in Dazai’s ass.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    While rare, a bond between two alphas has the potential to change one participant’s secondary gender into that of a beta or an omega. The process is almost guaranteed success if said participant is mentally willing to accept such a role, but there is no formula or absolute method to cause a change in one’s biology.

    Panic strikes Chuuya like a knife through the gut. He locks his phone and borderline throws it on the table before beginning to pace the length of his bedroom.

    What the hell did he do?

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    13 Jan 2026

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    “Chuuya, what—?”

    Chuuya grasps at Dazai’s bolo tie, fingers shaking and cheeks turning paler by the minute.

    “I had nowhere else to go.”

    Or: Shot during a mission, Chuuya crawls to the only person he trusts — his traitor ex-partner.
    Russian translation: here

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    12 Jan 2026

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    “Stop,” Chuuya gripes, “god, you’re so fucking annoying, can’t you just listen to me and be still for five goddamn seconds?”

    “Ew,” Dazai says, like Chuuya has asked him to do something reprehensible like believe in love or that he is worthy of forgiveness or the concept of tenderness without bite.

    “Just—” Chuuya hisses as Dazai wriggles purposefully, the look on his face he gets when he knows he’s annoyed Chuuya nearly to breaking and wants to see him break, “fucking be good for me for five seconds. Be good.” Chuuya grips Dazai’s jaw hard as speaks, hard enough to bruise. He uses the voice he uses when he’s working, when people need to listen and they need to do it now.

    He’s surprised when Dazai goes still underneath him.

    Chuuya looks down at Dazai who is blinking up at him slowly, seemingly dazed. His fingers twitch where he had been idly playing with the hem of Chuuya’s shirt. Chuuya tilts his head and waits for Dazai to say something and Dazai says nothing at all.

    Chuuya is fascinated.

    “Dazai?” He whispers.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    In the face of hightened emotions and loose boundaries after a life-threatening job, Jouno and Tecchou share a moment of unexpected intimacy. During the following days, between denial and hopefulness, they are left to figure out what they truly want.

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    04 Jan 2026

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    As he watches Angel stand calf deep in the water, bathed in sunlight and happy, Aki realizes two things.

    One is that he is hopelessly in love with him.

    And two-

    “I never thanked you,” Aki winces at the way his voice cracks and Angel looks up at him from where he’s crouched to watch the small fish swim by. He’s visibly confused, tilting his head enough that the tips of his hair dip into the water. “For saving me that day on the beach.”

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    03 Jan 2026

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    “Tecchou-san,” he choked out in a gasp, “I can’t–“

    But Tecchou simply stared at Jouno, rendered helpless at the sight unfolding in front of him.

    Desperate, Jouno sucked in a sharp breath, exhaled it in a panicked half-sob, and managed to increase his pulse even further. He opened his mouth, his brows furrowed, his face ashen pale. “I can’t hear–

    Tecchou’s mind blanked. He staggered backwards and felt his stomach drop to the bottom of his feet.

    “...What?”

    Or: Jouno gets seriously injured saving Tecchou and Tecchou falls in love in a hospital

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    30 Dec 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 85

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    Eye-patch came off. Scarcely ever did, and each time Fyodor was oddly charmed by Nikolai’s mismatched eyes. Whether one, or perhaps both, were contact lenses or heterochromia was natural, that he couldn't know – seldom is the line dividing truth from lies set in stone, very much like the one separating sanity from utter madness – living and breathing example of the fallacy was right in front of his eyes.

    Nikolai rested chin on a palm and leaned forwards. “Tell me Dos-kun, what do you think is the worse”, he murmured in equally sentimental and derisive tone, as if vacillating between scorn and affections. Despite the sorrowful smile there was something in Nikolai’s expression that alarmed.

    “To clip bird’s wings or to take its voice away?”


    In which Nikolai, driven to brink of madness by love, saves Fyodor from death and helps him recover. Except now that he finally has Fyodor within arm’s reach he won’t be so willing to let go.

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    29 Dec 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 93

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    Fyodor maintained his cool and impassively stared across the table. Unruffled expression must have, ironically, betrayed some of suspicion he’d rather had kept private. The fact he stalled and held cup suspended mid-air didn’t help the matter at all. Nikolai inquisitively observed and ginned like he swallowed a canary. Talk about evident, ‘guilty’ was virtually spelled over his face.

    “Not gonna ask if I laced your drink?”

    So this is the game they’ll be playing? Very well. Fyodor could play, but he doubted Nikolai could keep up for too long; no one ever did. “Should I?”, Fyodor tipped head and asked innocently. Intentions, like Nikolai’s, were anything but.


    In which Nikolai laces Fyodor’s tea with aphrodisiac, plays mental chess-game with him, wins for once and reaps the benefits.

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    29 Dec 2025

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    His hands were born with blood on them. They were made to rid the world of sinners not to caress or gently hold. Touching without maiming or killing wasn’t something Fyodor wasn’t aware he could do. It’s just something he’s never wanted to do. That is until he realized the affections he held for Nikolai…

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    5 times Fyodor looked at Nikolai and 1 time he was allowed to touch.

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    29 Dec 2025

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    Predictions have the capability to lead to ruin. Placing too much faith in the prognosis of your mind creates a newfound kind of dependence on yourself that when torn down will result in your own sweet, tantalizing annihilation.

    Fyodor could predict the actions of anyone, but he could not predict the way Nikolai would make him feel. He could not even begin to comprehend it when his lips began to taste like a poem, like religion, like the very antithesis of sin. And he could not do anything but allow himself to fall asunder.

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    29 Dec 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 50

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    “I’ll ask you again.” Ranpo’s eyes travel over Poe’s face and down to his neck, where he catches sight of the fluttering pulse directly above the collar of his mandarin top. “You like the idea of spending a rut with me.”

    Poe’s visible pupil expands. “That isn’t phrased as a question.”

    “Considering how obvious the answer is, it doesn’t need to be,” Ranpo murmurs, lips teasing at a smile. “Right?”

    After seven years of suppressors, Ranpo wants to try spending his rut with his newly bonded mate Poe. Naturally a rut after years of suppressants is going to be much more intense than others, but Poe is more than willing to be there for his alpha every step of the way.

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    23 Dec 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 19

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    “Are you implying I’m susceptible to malady”, Fyodor managed to draw out hazily; tangled fingers through Nikolai’s coat for balance, pierced on spot with knowing eyes and went on just as throatily – “Or capable of making mistakes?”

    Both, to be frank. Nikolai wished to wise off but tongue tied up. Hard to tell if it’s Fyodor’s daze, intoxicating vulnerability, close proximity or gravity of this all but under gaze that simultaneously saw nothing and right into his core he was left paralyzed; as if the one drugged. Just when Nikolai began hoping even grounding is a miracle actually realizable for sinfully mortal souls Fyodor had to seize a chance to remind him how much of a fool he is.

    “Because you’d be right only about one”


    In which Nikolai poisons Fyodor and once symptoms start showing realizes it’s absolutely not what he had wanted.

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    22 Dec 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 25

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    Mr boss decides to offer a hotline for critters too shy to invite the smiling friends over in person. It took less than a day for Pim to get his first call.

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    22 Dec 2025

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    “You’re thinking too loudly,” Angel says. “You always do that.”

    Aki frowns.

    “I think too loudly?” he replies, a scoff at the back of his throat. Angel nods.

    “Yes. You think and think and think but you never say anything. What’s the point?”

    Aki looks away from Angel and back out at the plummeting rain, shrugging his shoulders.

    “You’re not exactly the most talkative either,” he grumbles, folding his arms to stifle a shiver as the wind whips harshly around the shelter. Angel blinks.

    “Yes, but I’m not thinking.”

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    It begins innocently, as these things often do. It ends as hellishly as Angel feared it might, Aki poised above him, heart ready and willing in his hands.

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    22 Dec 2025

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    “How much will it cost?” Aki asked. Angel looked up, as if he was running some numbers in his head.

    “Thirteen years, once a month, every month, for the next thirteen years of your life. You’ll be delivering about two thousand years in total,” he said. “Then whatever else you take is yours to keep.”

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    Hoping to extend Aki's lifespan, the Angel Devil offers Aki a contract.

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    22 Dec 2025

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    And then Ranpo decides to open his mouth again, in a volume that is far too loud for the words he says because apparently he lives for humiliating the so-called love of his life. “I was just thinking you would look really good in that set.”

    Through one embarrassing event after another, Edgar figures out Ranpo wants to see him in lingerie, and he's not exactly opposed to the idea.

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    20 Dec 2025

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    Day 247 of Ranpo chillin uninvited in Poe’s house.
    Edogawa Ranpo: what’s personal space and boundaries?
    Edgar Allan Poe: i don’t know and i don’t care

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    20 Dec 2025

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    Captured by an enemy organization, Dazai witnesses Chuuya get hurt in one of the most horrible possible ways, unable to stop it.

    Dazai takes care of his partner and picks up the pieces in the aftermath.

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    "Tell me, Dazai-kun. Do you care for him? Would you do anything to protect him?"

    "If you've ever heard anything about us, you'd know it's quite the opposite, Hideyuki."

    "Let's test this," Hideyuki says, "I want whatever important information you can provide regarding all of the Port Mafia's weakspots. If you don't... well, you're intelligent. Do you see where this is going?"

    The silence is deadly.

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    20 Dec 2025

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