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    Shane Hollander was one of the best, if not the best, hockey players in the world. So when he collapsed on the ice during a game and was threatened with losing the rest of his season, he knew what he had to do.

    Ilya Rozanov only realized that Shane Hollander was something he had to lose after he almost lost him. He won't make that mistake again.

    AKA: Shane gets diagnosed with cancer. He is still determined to win the Stanley Cup. Ilya Rozanov is down so bad for Shane Hollander. He doesn't know Shane has Cancer. No one does.

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    01 Mar 2026

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    “Go away,” Ilya said, his voice muffled by something. Shane would bend space and time to give Ilya anything, but he would not grant him this.

    Instead, he pushed the door open, his heart breaking at the sight of Ilya in his massive bed, somehow looking tiny beneath the covers.

    “Ilya,” he said, the name escaping like an exhale. He had so much to say. So many things that needed fixing. So many apologies he owed him.

    “Shane, please-“

    “I’ll go.”

    “Yes. Thank you.”

    “No - not… not to Montreal. To the party. If you’ll still have me.“

    OR

    Shane attends Boodram’s Boxing Day Party. This is how it goes.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    “Alright, the shirt is going to have to come off,” Shane says, sliding back. “I can cut it off you or you can take it off yourself.” 

    After a lengthy pause in which Shane is unprofessionally lost in those glittering eyes, the firefighter grabs the hem of his shirt and begins to lift. He stops almost instantly with his elbows crossed over his face and his chiseled abdomen right there for Shane to gawp at, holy shit

    The pained noise the man makes jars Shane back into motion. “Right, okay. My turn,” he mumbles, smoothing the fireman’s hands back onto his lap.

     

    or, emergency medicine au where they fall in love one small disaster at a time

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    26 Jan 2026

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    PS: Prompt is related to the events of The Long Game, so there will be spoilers for the plot of that book! Please heed tags as well <3

    After Shane and Ilya are outed in the events of The Long Game, Montréal and Ottawa play seven games against each other in the Eastern Conference.

    The Centaurs still love their captain, of course. The Voyageurs, however, are not so united.

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    A.K.A - Five times Shane’s team was an asshole to him, the one time Ilya got to do something about it, and the obvious humiliation ritual that is the Centaurs playing a game against a post-Hollander era Voyageurs.

    please do not repost, translate, or redistribute!

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    26 Jan 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov sucked cock the way he played hockey.

    Fast and dirty, absolutely ruthless, and most infuriatingly — really fucking good.

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    An angsty blowjob where Ilya and Shane both want the same things.

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    25 Jan 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 55

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    Ilya and Shane take a break, not a break up like Shane keeps reminding himself. Just some time away to focus on hockey and find out where they want their relationship to go.
    Not a breakup.
    Which would be much easier to convince himself of if every sport news wasn't relaying Ilya's new friendship with captain of Ottawa women's hockey team Alexandra Page.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    What If Ilya never made it to the cottage in Heated Rivalry? What if he texted Shane, told him he wasn't going, and basically disappeared?
    What if, four years later, they met again...

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Ilya never expected a silly joke he made during training to turn into a cold war standoff between him and his husband. And he certainly didn't expect that cold war to involve so many Post-it notes, but Shane Hollander is both incredibly stubborn and full of surprises.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    SUMMARY: Svetlana shows up at Ilya's penthouse for a hookup, but Shane is the one who opens the door. With this revelation, they talk about what it means to be Jane and Lily.

    A/N: Heavily inspired by the fic About that Spare Key by @frizzyanya

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    22 Jan 2026

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    The photo is blurry, timestamped 2:17 AM, but there's no mistaking Ilya Rozanov walking into Shane Hollander's building the night Boston wins in Montreal.

    By morning, it's everywhere.

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    They've been so careful. But one fan with a camera phone unravels it all, and suddenly Shane and Ilya have to answer questions about what they are besides rivals. Shane's team wants him to deny everything. Ilya's family demands the same.

    Canon divergence where the secret comes out three years early, and Shane and Ilya have to decide if what they have is real under intense media pressure. Set right before the tuna melt game would have happened.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    Shane’s heart drops into his stomach. “Ilya,” he breathes. His vision goes blurry, throat tight. He tries to swallow it down and focus, shove his swirling thoughts into a neat little box, but it’s impossible. He feels—he might throw up, actually. “Are you seriously telling me you tried to fucking kill yourself?”

    “Yes,” Ilya agrees blandly, “It did not work.”

    Ilya calls Shane from the hospital. Shane handles it very normally.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    A place to stir the Hollanov brain soup

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    17 Jan 2026

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    There’s no humor in Shane’s voice. It’s cold, hard, determined. “When we meet them on the ice next season, I want to fucking destroy them.”

    After a moment, he feels Ilya nod thoughtfully behind him.

    “Is good plan. Let’s fucking destroy them.”

    The Montreal Voyageurs won't stop slinging mud at Shane in the press, so Shane and Ilya decide to get revenge the best way they know how.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    The story begins after a brutal game at the end of episode 4 in which both Shane and Ilya plays terribly. There’s no club scene—Shane heads straight home and texts Ilya.

    Jane : you didn’t look at me once during the game.
    Lily : fuck off
    Jane : come over please.
    Lily : “i can’t do this” — remember?
    Jane : you’re mad at me?

    Seen. No reply.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    When their son comes home with split knuckles and a suspension for throwing the first punch, Shane and Ilya just want to know one thing: what did the other kid do to deserve it?

    Or in which the Hollander-Rozanovs learn that raising good kids sometimes means teaching them when the rules are worth breaking.

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    03 Jan 2026

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    It’s kind of a shame someone that talented is that big a douche.

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    28 Dec 2025

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    A concussed Shane pushes himself too far whilst staying at The Cottage. Ilya freaks out.

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    20 Dec 2025

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    Shane doesn't send the "We didn't even kiss" text, but he's still hurt by it by the next game he has to play against Boston and more importantly, Rozanov.

    Ilya notices him playing like a robot, and wonders if there's something that needs to be fixed.

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    10 Dec 2025

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    My heart was trying to beat its way out of my chest. I had to swallow three times before I could speak. “Okay. Okay, so. We’ll get tested, and then we can try it a few times, and if - if one of us doesn’t like it, or wants to be open again, then we stop. No hard feelings.” I said that last part for him, because I knew him, all right, and he would absolutely make himself miserable if he thought his sacrifice was making me happy.

     

    He nodded, hearing what I wasn’t saying. “Okay.”

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    30 Mar 2024

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    Justin gets sick, Brian handles it like an adult, and everyone else is surprised. Set sometime in S4.

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    04 Sep 2020

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