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    Ilya leans down for the face-off, smirk already in place—until his gaze catches the crook of Shane's neck. He freezes.

    Who the fuck mated Shane Hollander?

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    14 Oct 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 23

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    Yuna knows Shane is going to hate this. Hell, she hates it and she's the one suggesting it. But she squares her shoulders, ties her hair back, turns off the television, and turns to her son on the couch. She tells him, "We're trying hockey today."

    Shane, as she expected, explodes.

    He's 4 years old. He explodes about everything.

    A big part of that is just how much energy and need for routine he has—who ever heard of a 4-year-old wanting routines?—which is why they're trying hockey today.

    --

    Irina knows Ilya is going to love this. She loves it, and that's why she's suggesting it. She ties her hair back with a kerchief and tugs a jacket over her shoulders before going to fetch him from his room. She tells him, "We're trying hockey today."

    Ilya, as she expected, explodes with glee.

    He's 4 years old. Everything is still magical to him.

    Irina is grateful Ilya still sees the world as magic—she will preserve that magic for him as long as she can—so she has someone to share it with.

    --

    OR: Yuna and Irina raising their boys in parallel a world apart, and how a mother's love shaped them, in 9 parts.

    (formerly part of my ficlets series, this one grew)

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    12 Oct 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 40

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    "Uh, so when Shane gets past tipsy into drunk, if you don’t keep an eye on him, he’ll just kinda run off and disappear. Like actually run.” Hayden rubs at the back of his neck. “Fast. You gotta make sure not to let him even go to the bathroom alone or you’ll lose him before you know it, and once he’s gone it’s gonna be a whole thing to find him."

    Shane is indeed very fast, Ilya knows, but while Shane may currently be winning their races on ice, Ilya still wins on foot. That’s not the issue here. This doesn’t sound like Shane at all, so he decides it must be that Hayden is exaggerating and has just lost track of his friend while drunk himself in the past. Shane doesn’t get drunk in public, he’s not the kind of spontaneous person to think a race is a good idea while drunk, and he certainly wouldn’t do something to worry people like disappearing.

    "Okay, Hayden," Ilya says with a small scoff, patting Pike on the shoulder.

    --

    OR: Ilya and the Centaurs are about to learn what happens when Shane Hollander is drunk. Drunken hockey trivia is dispensed. Ilya is NOT calling Hayden damn Pike for help. Rookies compete. A goose is goosenapped. A new Centaurs tradition is born.

    Run, Shane, run!

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    12 Oct 2026

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    Rose volunteers for a nonprofit that rescues sex-trafficked omegas, and Shane thinks it's a great cause. He even attends their fundraising galas.

    Then, one night, Rose calls to ask for a favor: She wants Shane to let a recently-rescued male omega live with him. In his apartment.

    His name is Ilya, Rose explains, and the thing is, despite omega hormone levels, he acts and smells just like an alpha. He can't keep staying in an omega group home because he's scaring the other omegas and endangering the staff.

    But he could live with Shane, Rose insists. "You're a big strong alpha hockey player, so he can't intimidate you physically. But also he needs to feel safe, which he can with you, because you're not like other alphas." She pauses. "You know?"

    By which she means Shane has never had a full rut, his scent glands barely work, he can't form a knot, and he has no interest in sticking his dick in anyone. Which, whatever. It's fine.

    But if being a failure as an alpha means he can help this omega, Ilya, who's apparently as much of a biological anomaly as Shane is…

    Shane says yes.

    And maybe it's a stupid decision. But he knows that it's also the right one.

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    11 Oct 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 76

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    The number one prospect is Ilya Rozanov, and in 2015 he gets drafted to the Boston Raiders. Shortly after, news breaks out that he’s an omega— it’s stated that no omegas are allowed to enter the NHL draft— and Ilya disappears off the face of the Earth.

    Enter Shane, shocked at the news that his one-time hook up is gone. He does his best to put it out of his mind. Only, he can’t, because in Ilya’s absence, he’s traded to the Boston Raiders.

    Five years down the line, Shane wins the Raiders a Stanley Cup. He and Rose are out for a celebratory dinner, when she gets a call from the shelter she volunteers at.

    They’re in crisis. A large sex-trafficking ring has just been taken down, and they have too many omegas but not enough helping hands. Rose makes her way over with supplies, and Shane tags along.

    That’s when Shane sees him, sitting on a bench— lips blue— and the only coherent thought he can come up with is that Ilya Rozanov really needs a blanket. Good thing he's holding one.

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    08 Oct 2026

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    Following a forced and early retirement from the NHL, Shane Hollander finds himself spending his days working at the local Omega Shelter where he can still make a difference with his life.

    One evening in early autumn, a bloody and bruised Ilya Rozanov walks into his arms and changes the projection of his life forever.

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    07 Oct 2026

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    Ilya dragged in a shuddering breath against his skin and then pulled away, looking into Shane’s face again. His eyes were still a bit feral, and slowly tracked from Shane’s mouth back up to lock their gazes. He seemed to be working to wrest back some sense of lucidity.

    “Hollander. Shane….” he gritted out, his hands sliding up to Shane’s biceps and tightening even further, like he was trying to find a way to hold himself up. “I can’t…. This can’t happen here.”

    Right, Shane thought. Of course. The other omegas were sure to be triggered by Ilya going into heat and the overpowering cocktail of scents they were producing.

    “Okay, okay,” he said, almost relieved to have a task at hand. “I’ll take you home. You can’t drive like this obviously. I…I will drive you.”

    Or,

    Shane Hollander meets Ilya Rosanov in Montreal while volunteering at a shelter for abused omegas. Ilya came to the shelter after escaping from his alphas and post-recovery became one of the staff there, working to help others like him. When Ilya unexpectedly goes into heat during one of their shared shifts, things change between them very quickly and in ways that are very surprising…at least to Shane.

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    06 Oct 2026

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    When the Pikes have to cancel their vacation because of a broken arm, Uncle Shane comes up with the perfect solution; they can come spend time at his cottage instead. Jackie and the kids are excited, but Hayden sees one big problem with the whole thing… Ilya Rozanov is also at Uncle Shane’s cottage.

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    04 Oct 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 36

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    Ilya closed his eyes and reached for his necklace to try to ground himself. His froze when he didn’t find his mother’s cross. He looked up and caught his face in the mirror. Or not his face. He was looking face to face with Scott Hunter. He walked up to the mirror and touched it. Scott in the mirror put his hand on the mirror too.

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    30 Sep 2026

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    The coffee used to get cold. Before, when he would find every reason to linger around the kitchen counter, trading lazy kisses tasting of burnt coffee and mint toothpaste, stealing bites of breakfast sandwiches that didn’t fit with his diet during hockey season. He couldn’t help himself then. He lacked discipline and focus. But that was another lifetime. That was before. Shane was different now. He had to be.

    **********

    Four years after the cottage, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov quietly ended their relationship.

    Two years after their split, the shape of their lives is drastically different. Ilya is in New York married to Svetlana. Shane stayed behind in Montreal and is single. They keep their distance, only spending time in the summer when required as co-founders of The Irina Foundation.

    In 2023, Shane meets someone else. Someone perfect on paper, who offers to give Shane everything he’s ever wanted. Well, almost everything he’s ever wanted.

    Shane will face the ultimate decision. And he’ll have to ask himself one question: Is this enough?

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    24 Sep 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 67

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    At twelve years old, Ilya presented as an omega. When his father sold him to make back what he spent on Ilya’s hockey training, he expected everything to be over. He never imagined that he would survive, let alone ever be free again.

    And he never imagined that when he escaped he would find a hockey player who was equally matched in skill to him with freckles that made his stomach flip.

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    16 Sep 2026

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    Scott's voice trails off as someone stumbling on the side of the road catches his attention. It’s a pale, omega teenager, with dead eyes, bruises covering his skin in mottled patches, his hair is tangled and greasy, and covered in blood that seemingly has no origin.
    “Uh, sorry… I need to go. Kip, I think, shit. I’ll just call you or text you. Love you.” He doesn’t wait to hear his husband’s response before he hangs up and rushes out of the car.

    OR

    12-year-old Ilya Rozanov was sold after presenting as an omega the day after his mother’s death. 2 years later, he escapes from his abusive alpha and finds himself wandering the streets of Ottawa when he’s rescued by Scott Hunter. Out of fear he accidentally creates a parental bond with Scott, turning the alpha into his new guardian.

    Now he gets to live a life never thought was possible. He’s in a home with parents who somehow love him even at his worst, and he’s in therapy learning how to cope with his traumas. Scott introduces him back into hockey, he has teammates and friends, and maybe something more with the Centaurs captain, Shane Hollander.

    Ilya just hopes this is a life he’s allowed to have. And hope is a dangerous thing.

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    16 Sep 2026

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    Five times someone other than Shane tells Ilya they have a problem with his and Troy Barrett’s friendship, plus one time Ilya confronts Troy himself.

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    14 Sep 2026

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    “Dare.” Rozanov takes a shot of vodka.

    “You’re supposed to drink if you can’t do the dare, idiot.” Jackie rolls her eyes.

    “That’s the third time he’s downed a shot before the dare, I don’t think he understands the rules, or he just wants to get reeeally drunk.” JJ toasts. A grin on his face as he downs the last bit of his beer as if he, also, doesn’t understand the rules.

    “I daaare yoooou….” Hayden singsongs, speech slightly slurred as he leans back, considering. “To play gay chicken with Shane.”

    “What?” Shane’s head snaps towards Hayden. “I’m not even playing the game!”

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    Shane and Ilya play a game of Gay Chicken and the whole thing gets a little out of control

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    11 Aug 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has signed with the Ottawa Centaurs and the world is very confused.

    Zane Boodram is probably the one person affected the most by this shocking turn of events and it couldn't come at a worse time. His mentors and fellow captains are gone, and he's been left to lead the worst team in the league by himself, which is bad enough, but now he has to deal with Ilya Rozanov joining the roster?
    The Cents don't have a winning legacy to protect, but they do have a positive team culture built up over years by their previous captain. Bood is determined to make sure that all the work doesn't go to waste, so he's not letting the Russian Menace come in and change it.

    Leaving Boston was supposed to be easy.
    Ilya wasn't supposed to feel bad about. And he doesn't. Not really.
    This is a good thing. A new team. The start of a new life with Shane.
    But the Ottawa Centaurs are a mess and things would be a lot easier if Zane Boodram would stop being so weird about it all...

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    07 Aug 2026

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    “This is a stupid dream,” Shane mutters, scrunching his eyes closed even harder to let in less light. “Why are you here?”

    Rozanov hesitated, almost sounding startled when he spoke. “Is not a dream. I am here because I love you.”

    Shane’s eyes do snap open at that. He can’t focus on Rozanov either, but he tries really hard. “What the fuck?” They did not have THAT kind of relationship. In fact, the last time he’d seen Rozanov, the man had fucked him silly then practically kicked him out of his hotel room without so much as a thank you or a kiss.

    What the fuck was this love shit?

    The man’s shoulders slump and he sits back in his chair. “Oh, Shane.” He sounds so disappointed. “The doctor said—I thought when you woke up again—”

    **

    They say most accidents happen at home. Shane has a catastrophic one in his parents' garage and loses 9 years of his memories. The last thing he can fully remember being in the elevator and almost sending several text messages after an evening with Rozanov in a hotel suite. All Shane knows is that Rozanov and his parents are in one place, and that's his biggest nightmare.

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    04 Aug 2026

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    Some can't stand homophobia.

    Some can't stand the Voyageurs.

    And some can't stand the dynasty that the Voyageurs inadvertently created when they ran Shane Hollander out of town for being gay.

    So when news of why Shane Hollander signed in Ottawa alongside his husband comes out, 31 teams take it upon themselves to get back at the Voyageurs for all that they’ve done.

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    30 Jul 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 14

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    “Fuck Off. A lot of the articles I read say you should have a safe word.”
    “Okey. How about stop” Ilya proclaimed, eyes glinting.
    “Well, yeah, but sometimes I say stop, and I don’t mean it”, Shane replied, recalling his phone call with Hayden.
    “Okay, Hollander, how about this?” Ilya soothed as he climbed over Shane, straddling his hips and holding his hands in his own, “If I am ever doing something you don’t like and I am stupid enough to not know that your no is a true no and not a please keep going no, you have my permission, Nyet my encouragement to use your big strong hockey player powers and throw me across the fucking room”

     

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    5 times trying something new in the bedroom goes a bit wrong for Shane and Ilya + one time it goes so right.

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    28 Jul 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 36

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    Hollander shifted again to face the road and made his statement counting on his fingers.
    – First off, we are both professional hockey players. This could… I don’t know, ruin our careers completely? Then… me, going to a fucking club? And with YOU, of all people? Fuck!
    Rozanov took his most serious tone to reassure him.
    – Will not ruin our careers, I promise. The club is very private. And you were… curious.
    Hollander flushed, his skin suddenly bright pink under the beautiful freckles.
    – Curious, yes. Obviously.
    – We can not play good hockey together if we don’t sort this out first. Is just a one time thing.
    – One time. Sure.
    – We do this, one time. Put it behind us. And then we can go back to the game, yes?
    – Okay.

    or...

    Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander have both been drafted to the same team, the Ottawa Centaurs. But being around each other on a day-to-day basis feels difficult when they can't help falling into this weird D/s dynamic over and over again. So they decide to head to a BDSM private club and sort this out once and for all. Just one time.

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    27 Jul 2026

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    Shane didn’t go back to Montreal after the Boxing Day fight.  Instead, he has a panic attack, a revelation, and ends up causing some panic amongst his loved ones.

    Or Shane and Ilya deal with their issues before the plane incident, and how that changes The Long Game.

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    22 Jul 2026

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