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    “I had wondered—” Erwin coughs again, and is cowed into lowering his gaze when the Captain looks at him. He has the most scrutinising of stares. Erwin isn’t sure if he can see out of his left eye, but in that moment, it could well be penetrating his heart. “Ah, that is. In your letter, you didn’t mention much. Of what you expected from me during this session.”

    The Captain takes so long to answer, that Erwin begins to think he does not feel inclined to say anything at all. He finishes his tea, and returns his cup to the tray. “What does your job usually entail?”

    “Usually? Well, I might accompany a client to an event, or have dinner with them, or simply keep them company.”

    “Do you have sex with them?”

    “Yes.” Erwin swallows.

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    In which Levi is a retired war veteran who hires Erwin to drink tea with him in silence.

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    30 May 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 52

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    It’s been over a year since he was sent back, now he was a war veteran at twenty-seven, with eight fingers and one functioning eye, while the other only saw shadows on good days.
    He had been told to take it easy but easy was dangerous.
    Easy meant sitting in his apartment the whole day, drinking tea on good days and scrubbing his hands bloody in the sink on bad days. Sitting on the sofa on good days and on the bottom of his shower screaming back at the voices in his head on bad days.
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    Or Levi tries to handle his trauma, ocd and ptsd after getting back from war.

    Or, me writing about my favourite characters but give them even more trauma because that's how I cope :)

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    02 May 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 97

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    (MANGA SPOILERS) Paradis won the war; thanks to Erwin’s brilliant strategy, Eldians now live in peace. Also, they ended the Curse of Ymir. For that reason, Levi lost what used to make him useful before people’s eyes, his strength, talent, and wings.
    Humanity’s Strongest Soldier has died.
    Since the end of the war, Levi and Erwin share their lives in an apartment near Paradis’ Harbor. Levi takes care of their home; Erwin is still the Commander of the Survey Corps. Together, they begin to build the peaceful life they always wanted.
    However, something about Levi is not okay. It’s something in the mirror, in his eyes when he looks at himself.
    Who is that man?
    Is Levi still himself without his strength?
    When Erwin understands that Levi needs help, he decides to take some days off. Determined to help just as Levi did after returning from Shiganshina, both try to find out what’s the problem and how to overcome it.
    Even if peace is not for people like them, they can try to find a way to make it work.

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    Eruri. Canon Divergence | Levi’s depression after the war.

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    28 Apr 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 17

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    “Now is no time to think of what you do not have. Think of what you can do with what there is.”
    The Old Man and the Sea

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    16 Apr 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 52

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    Levi is an accomplished author fighting a terminal illness. He's resolved to finish one last book before he dies, but then he meets Erwin and everything changes.

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    12 Apr 2024

  6. Public Bookmark 12

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    If soft crystal eyes could gaze back at him only for a moment. He would bask in their glow. And the warmth of skin pressed to his carved a familiar path. Etching every memorable indent and embrace deep into the imprints of his soul. In a world where titans were a mere afterthought to the own gaping loneliness that ate away at the flesh of his heart.

    "The fever tells me that my wings have long since burned away and the searing heat of bones jutting from my back are a hollow husk of deliberation. "

     

    Erwin's PTSD is eating him alive. He struggles to overcome his own repressed feelings.

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    31 Mar 2024

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    31 Mar 2024

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    Things get complicated when everything you thought you knew about a guy changes, and they get even more complicated when you actually start liking those changes.

    That guy working with you AND becoming your neighbor? That's just a cherry on top of the cake of confusion.

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    20 Feb 2024

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    The last place Oikawa thought he would end up in would be a dingy bar covered in sweaty clothes and forced to stand around sweaty people; but here he is, standing under soft purple and red lights, body close to overheating and nothing to combat the exhaustion but a room temperature bottle of water.

    “Remind me why I’m here again?”

    “Lead singer and guitar, Iwaizumi Hajime. He’s the one I really want you to see.”

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    19 Feb 2024

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    Akaashi never wanted a soulmate. He didn't know what it was to see in colors, so it wasn't as if he'd miss them. His whole world spins on it's head with one smack.

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    15 Feb 2024

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    Following a traumatic experience, Iwaizumi makes the impulsive decision to leave everything behind and travel over two thousands miles to find some semblance of peace. He never expected to find it in the asshole waving a lightsaber in the middle of Times Square.

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    14 Feb 2024

  12. Public Bookmark 50

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    “Akaashi Keiji.” He said shortly, not breaking eye contact.
    “Keiji?! Like the manga by Tetsuo Hara?!” Bokuto wailed before he could stop himself.
    The baker named Akaashi nodded, eyes going a little wider.
    “My older brother’s name is Matsukaze.”
    “Are you shitting me?!”

    A homeless prostitute finds a skinny love in the dorky baker boy down the street.

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    12 Feb 2024

  13. Public Bookmark 8

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    “W-who are you?” Suga stutters. Is he real? Can he see me?
    “Just a friend. My name isn’t important. Doesn’t matter much over here,” he flicks his bangs out of his face and they promptly face back over one eye. “I’m here to help.”
    “Help how?” Suga asks, caught somewhere between suspicion and awe.
    The black-haired boy waves a hand, “Show you the ropes. Explain the process. All that jazz.”
    Suga licks his lips nervously, “So, uh, is this when I walk into the light?”
    The boy smirks, “Is that what you want?”
    “Isn’t that what everyone wants?” Suga tilts his head in a question.

    ...

    Suga overdoses on pills and meets someone on the other side who gives him a second chance at life. Will he take it?

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    12 Feb 2024

  14. Public Bookmark 24

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    When Akiteru offers Kei Tsukishima to live in his very own house for a year before it gets demolished, Tsukishima would be a fool to refuse. Later, meeting up with the group from the Tokyo training camp for the end of summer, it comes up that Keiji Akaashi needs a place to stay. In the heat of the moment, Tsukishima offers. And in the heat of the moment, Akaashi agrees.

    And so starts their year of living together; a year of hangovers, drawings on the walls, all-nighters and growing closer to each other. When time draws to a close, what will come of their relationship?

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    08 Feb 2024

  15. Public Bookmark 76

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    What would happen if Eiji broke down after staying awake for days waiting for Ash to return?

    And how would Ash react? Will he panic? Comfort him?

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    09 Aug 2021

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    Akaashi is at his wits end. He feels nothing. He's quickly crumbling as a human being. He wants nothing but sweet release of death. In his fourth year of college he drafts a plan for his suicide. He is to graduate, publish writing for others to be inspired by, and slip quietly away. Shortly after, he meets a dog walker named Bokuto who asks him out and Akaashi reluctantly agrees. Nothing matters anymore and he treats Bokuto like an obligation. Until he's not anymore.

    Now in Russian! Translated by Princess Andromeda. Теперь по-русски! Перевод принцессы Андромеды.

    Now in Turkish! Translated by Cesear. Şimdi Türkçe! Çevirmek Cesear.

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    Chapters:
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    1,531
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    207,713

    11 Jul 2021

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