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”Just a few months,” he heard himself say, haltingly.
Ilya’s eyes sparkled. ”Yes.”
”And you will behave, Rozanov.”
”I always behave, Hollander.” He shoved at Ilya’s shoulder at this. Ilya caught his wrist and held on. He was grinning. ”It’s going to be fine. No big deal, yes?”
No big deal. Right. ”Just to get Hayden to leave me alone,” Shane muttered. Ilya nodded but didn’t make a comment about Hayden this time, which Shane appreciated, actually. And then he said, ”Fine, you’ll win your stupid bet,” and twisted his wrist out of Ilya’s grip. ”Let’s try.”
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20 Apr 2026
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Good Boy, Bite Down by petalborn
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Apr 2026
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“You cannot go too far with a vampire. Not the way you can with a human.”
Shane looks at him.
“You,” he says. Very quiet.
“Yes.”
“You want me to feed from you.”
Something moves across Ilya’s face so fast Shane almost misses it. “For practice,” Ilya says. “I will teach you when to stop.”
Or: fledgling vampire Shane Hollander can’t control his bite and enlists the only other vampire he knows for help. Ilya Rozanov’s solution is to let Shane feed from him directly — without mentioning that between vampires, feeding is more intimate than sex. Shane thinks they’re practicing. Ilya knows exactly what they’re doing.
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17 Apr 2026
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Boston University.
Shane Hollander: Junior, 21, player for the Boston University Terriers, and majoring in Human Physiology.
Ilya Rozanov: Junior, 21, player for the Boston University Terriers, and majoring in finance.
Shane and Ilya work well together on the ice, but there is no confusion that they aren't fans of each other. Shane is constantly fed up with Ilya showing up late and not taking things as seriously as him. Ilya likes to tease him, but he always puts his all in during games. It’s been like this since they started two and half year ago.
Midway through the fall semester, Ilya takes a bad hit and is taken off the ice during the game. Shane comes up with an unorthodox solution to fulfill Ilya's physical needs while he recovers, and Shane's academic needs for extra credit.
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AKA giving your teammate blow jobs so he doesn't re-injure his knee and can play hockey is a perfectly reasonable thing to do.
*SMAU previously uploaded to twitter, now uploaded here for ease of reading*
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14 Apr 2026
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he turns off the big light by gurlsrool
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
31 Mar 2026
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Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.
Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?
Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.
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11 Apr 2026
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if it's my chance I'm gonna take it by gurlsrool
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
10 Apr 2026
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The problem is that Shane’s not just a sweet, occasionally funny, soon to be famous millionaire. He’s also fucking hot. He’s got these warm brown eyes, perfect skin, and abs. Actual, literal abs.
But when Jessica licked them last week, he didn’t even get hard. He said he was too stressed about the scouts coming to his next game. Her entire Centaurs loving family would be disappointed in her, but she’s really starting to hate hockey.
Or: 5 times someone wanted Shane (and later found out why they couldn't have him), +1 time Shane wanted someone back
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11 Apr 2026
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Ilya was good at noticing things about people, and he was good at understanding them. Shane was not. That was okay. Shane had developed his own way of getting to know Ilya. It involved a lot of inane questions and, more importantly, no longer involved condoms.
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10 Apr 2026
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“Is it….I mean, it doesn’t bother you, does it? That I need this so much, I mean.”
Ilya is looking at him now. “You’re asking me if I’m bothered by your need for me?”
Shane flushes. “I’m just saying, I know it can be a lot.”
“Solnyshko. It’s not even 10AM, and you’ve already sucked my cock twice and I’ve fucked you. This is not a hardship for me. I am happy to do this for you.”
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10 Apr 2026
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Hayden just wanted to surprise Shane with a guy’s night in. Shane had been flat lately, and he and JJ thought it would be nice to distract him with friendship.
How they ended up stuck in a fucking closet watching Shane get dicked down harder than anyone in the history of the world has ever been dicked down, Hayden would never quite understand.- Language:
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08 Apr 2026
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Dinner Tonight? by FriPie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Feb 2026
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There was nothing standard about Shane and Ilya's relationship, so it really shouldn't have been so surprising that they had their first date over a decade after meeting each other.
It also shouldn't be surprising that it took roughly five minutes before it turned into a competition.
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06 Apr 2026
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He already knew that Shane liked some less than vanilla things, that he was far less boring than people gave him credit for. He knew how hard Shane got when he grabbed his face, stuck his tongue in his mouth, ordered him to do something that he could tell Shane wanted but couldn’t quite give himself permission for. He knew how Shane blushed and moaned when he got rough and handsy with him. Knew very well how his eyes went a little unfocused when Ilya said something especially filthy.
The openness and honesty they’d agreed on for their stay at the cottage, though, was bringing out a particular side of Shane that Ilya was ecstatic to get to know better.
The side of him that asked Ilya ever so politely to slap him in the face with his dick, and liked it so much that he wanted him to do it again.
Or: Shane finally gets the opportunity to ask Ilya for some things he’s been wanting for a long time, and Ilya is delighted.
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04 Apr 2026
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In Close Quarters by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Apr 2026
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Shane slips through his front door and back into his quiet apartment. He leans back against the door and takes a steadying breath in his dark apartment. After a moment, the music next door turns off and Shane is left with only the pounding of his own heartbeat in his ears.
He closes his eyes and tries not to think about Rozanov or the way Shane’s entire body lit up like a live wire when he said in that low, accented voice, only if you ask nicely. He’s hard in his penguin print pajama pants and now he’s going to have to jerk off and shower before he can sleep. While trying not to think about his asshole neighbor.
This is bad. This is very bad.
In which Shane Hollander's new next door neighbor is a menace who always seems to answer the door shirtless.
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- Part 3 of i'm coming to the anonymous cottage
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03 Apr 2026
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russianstallion messages hollabackgirl on Grindr for some fun, but then they keep showing up at the same places, conveniently right when Boston and Montreal have a game against each other.
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Shane and Ilya, unbeknownst to each other, are sexting on Grindr while still being rivals on the ice.*SMAU that was previously uploaded to twitter is now on ao3 for ease of reading*
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03 Apr 2026
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It shouldn't have been possible. He was too old for something like this to happen. Too established in his body for the rug to be pulled out from under him.
But the truth was undeniable; Shane Hollander was in heat.
(Picks up the morning after Ilya and Shane tell each other they love each other in The Cottage)
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02 Apr 2026
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I'll Always Come Home (To Your Doorstep) by high_fantasy_blonde_wigs
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
29 Mar 2026
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Shane is ready for a baby. He needs Ilya to be ready to get him pregnant. (Or Ilya having a crisis about his sperm count and making it everyone’s problem)
Ilya: What are you wearing?
Hayden: I assume that was meant for Shane?
Ilya: No
Ilya: Is for you
Ilya: Do you have pants on?
Hayden: What the fuck?[can be read as stand-alone]
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02 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander unexpectedly enters his first heat during the the International Prospect Cup, two days before Canada is set to face Russia. The solution is to have him ride out the heat in a hotel with the help of a professional heat partner.
Shane never expected Ilya.
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31 Mar 2026
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and if you cut my heart, you’ll see how it waits for you by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander chirped in a language none of them understood, was ruthless on the ice and—and wore skirts and traditional clothing outside of it. Ilya didn’t know what to do about that particular fact.
[Ilya/Shane; canon divergence]
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- Part 2 of the constellations of cerulean sky
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31 Mar 2026
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Robert makes a brief return to prison.
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28 Mar 2026
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Just a nice, normal Sugden family dinner.
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27 Mar 2026
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While in search of a roommate, Ilya comes across an interesting Facebook Marketplace listing from Shane Hollander.
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26 Mar 2026
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Yuna Handles the Internet by rideswraptors
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Jan 2026
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Yuna Hollander finds an article which attempts to describe her son's marriage as a PR relationship. She responds accordingly.
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23 Mar 2026