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    03 Jan 2021

  2. Public Bookmark 26

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    It all comes back around to them, in the end.

    Avengers: Endgame Fix-it

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    20 Nov 2020

  3. Public Bookmark 51

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    “It was as if the grief, the loss, was counted in the number of years unlived – and Bucky, Bucky had only been 27 goddamn years old.

    He closed his eyes and conjured up Bucky’s face in his mind. He could see him clearly, every line and every freckle, the exact shade of blue of his eyes, the way his hair would sit, the surprising softness of it and the way it smelled.

    It was perfect, but it was an illusion. He knew that if he opened his eyes he would only see his room, dark and empty and too large for one person. So he kept his eyes shut, focusing on Bucky until it hurt to think, before he finally passed out with exhaustion.”

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    After Bucky Barnes falls from the train to his assumed death, Steve Rogers has to come to terms with a world without him in it.

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    15 Nov 2020

  4. Public Bookmark 69

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    The development of Bucky and Steve's relationship from pre-war through WWII and post-Winter Soldier, centered around the importance of baseball in their lives.

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    12 Nov 2020

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    Barnes is now glaring at him for some reason. It's somewhat terrifying but also, oddly, a little reassuring— because that's emotion right there, which means there's still somebody behind those eyes. Somebody who seems to think Sam is being a bit slow on the uptake. "Time parameters exceeded. Mission failed."

    "Wait." Sam narrows his eyes. "Is this some kind of... report? Debriefing?"

    "Mission report," confirms Barnes, looking pleased. Well, looking slightly less murderous than before.

    In which various people deal with things they never signed up for, but at the end of the day no one's particularly surprised.

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    29 Oct 2020

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    Bucky Barnes has been broken down to nothing, and he has been pulled back together again, and this—this is the part where he lives.

    “Are you sure you're ready for this?” Steve asks, stroking the point of Bucky's hipbone with the pad of his thumb. He is naked and he is perfect and sometimes Bucky isn't sure that he knows how to want things anymore, but Bucky wants him.

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    29 Oct 2020

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    Written for this prompt: Steve and Bucky are at a gay bar in the 30s, and some guy offers them money to take pictures of them as they fuck. They need the money, they say yes, and pretty much forget about it afterwards. The pictures come out years later.

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    29 Oct 2020

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    "I'm right here. I'm not going anywhere and there is nothing you could do or say to push me away, and if I need to learn how to say that to you in every language there is for you to believe me, then I'll do it."

    Or: Bucky works through a few issues of his time as the Winter Soldier with Steve's help. And a lot of sex.

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    28 Oct 2020

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    Steve looks up and holds his blown black eyes. “Tell me how you want to fuck me.”

    Bucky’s mouth drops open a little and his eyes roll. “Slow,” he slurs, his body is rocking back and forth with Steve’s touch, “So slow. So slow that you beg.” Bucky lifts his head again. He pushes his forehead to Steve’s and his voice dips, “So slow you start fucking yourself on it. And deep—” Bucky moans, biting his lip, “So fucking deep. Spread you open so I can get deeper. Make you come so hard you beg for more before your cock’s gone soft.”

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    27 Oct 2020

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    "I'm lost," Stark admits. "Are you secretly marrying Steve without telling him?"

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    26 Oct 2020

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    Human memory is unreliable. Fallible. Easily diverted given the appropriate application of force.

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    25 Oct 2020

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    Steve swallows hard, or tries to; his throat’s too damned tight.

    “You,” and Steve’s hands are brands, are vises against the wound where it’s spilling, where Bucky ran and leapt where Steve hadn’t even thought to look, where it’s Bucky’s body that’s failing, Bucky’s artery that’s leaking too fast to rightly heal, and it should’ve been Steve.

    It should have been Steve.

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    21 Oct 2020

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    The day after leaving the hospital, still woozy on the massively high quantities of morphine they gave him, Steve dreams about a metal arm around his throat and warm, salty fingers in his mouth, just the way he likes.

    The next day, there are plate marks on his throat, fading by the minute, and his breathing skyrockets as he touches them with reverence.

     

    Steve gets fished out of the Potomac, and Bucky comes to him.

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    21 Oct 2020

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    And it’s just. It’s too much. Weeks of pain and months of missing Steve and his mouth and the stupid shit that comes out of it; years of molding himself to his back at night and pretending there’s nothing else to it apart from sharing warmth; a decade of his stomach twisting with the foolish desire to make Steve laugh.
     
    It's August and sweltering when Steve asks, out of nowhere, if Bucky wants to try kissing. Just to see what it's like. Bucky then spends far, far too many years pretending it didn't mean anything at all.

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    21 Oct 2020

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    “You should be careful of that one,” Mr. Hendrickson says, with a nod to Bucky outside the window. “It ain’t right. Looking at you all the time as he does. The way he should be looking at girls.”

     

     

    Steve laughs, because damn, but what a ridiculous idea.

     

    Or, five times Steve caught Bucky looking at him, and the one time he looked first.

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    21 Oct 2020

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    It always hurt like this when he came out of the ice. Freezing to death was peaceful at the end, but waking up was fire and pain and this horrible helpless shaking every time. This was the first time he'd had someone to hold on to, though.

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    21 Oct 2020

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    Bucky wants Steve to draw him. Bucky's bored enough to model, and that's -- that's --

    “That's -- a fun idea,” Steve supplies, fingers tight around his pencil. “I mean, we could try that if you wanted to.” Is his palm sweating on the pencil? “It'd be pretty boring for you, though, I guess.”

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    20 Oct 2020

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    Sometimes Bucky’s hands flex in Steve's direction. Neither of them knows exactly why, but at least one of them has a hunch.
     

    Bucky touches everything but Steve, even though Steve is all he really wants to touch.

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    07 Oct 2020

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    When a hot-shot New York lawyer gets stranded in a sleepy, New England town because of a snow storm right before Christmas, he thinks it might just be the worst thing that’s ever happened to him. Then, he meets a handsome, bearded stranger in a local bar, who slowly but surely teaches him the true meaning of Christmas is finding love where you least expect it.

    Disclaimer: we have deliberately tried to incorporate as many clichéd and cheesy romantic Hallmark-esque movie tropes into this fic, just because if you can’t do it at Christmas, when can you, eh?

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    04 Oct 2020

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    There’s never a time when they haven’t taken care: while kissing, while touching, while coming together. So much care with each other, for each other; never a time without that, or there never has been. Until, maybe, now.

    Now there’s something new. It tastes like sunlight. Feels like Steve’s hand resting on Bucky’s skin.

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    27 Sep 2020

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