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  1. Public Bookmark 82

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    Dazai Osamu, a struggling best-selling writer, has one single reason to live: writing.
    His work is everything.

    Enter Nakahara Chuuya.
    Dazai’s first love. His only love, if he’s being honest. The same boy he hasn’t seen since high school.

    When he ends up in a bakery fighting Chuuya — of all people! — over the last remaining Christmas Cake, Dazai can’t quite believe it.

    Or: Dazai gets a second chance at meeting his first love, but…

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    10 Apr 2025

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    5 times Dazai told Chuuya he loved him in different languages + 1 time he made sure Chuuya understood.

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    06 Apr 2025

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    There are two reasons why Chuuya tolerates Dazai:

    1.) The god inside Chuuya hates him;
    2.) Chuuya definitely hates the god more than the stinking demon mackerel.

    Or, alternatively, that one time Dazai and Chuuya swaps abilities, and Arahabaki was never the same.


    “Arahabaki says you’re nothing but trouble.”
    “…and do you believe him?”
    “I think he’s right.”
    "..."
    “He also said I should stay away from you."
    “…and what did you say?”
    “I told him he also got that right, but being right isn't enough to make him my boss.

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    03 Apr 2025

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    Dazai did not want to hold Chuuya’s hand. The only reason he was thinking about it was experimental curiosity about the otherworldly thing possessing the hatrack.
    He didn’t want it, so it would be fine. Dazai only lost things that he wanted, so as long as he didn’t want it, he couldn’t lose anything.

    (Alternatively: after they hold hands to defeat Randou, Dazai has a lot of yearning, and he deals with his emotions in a characteristically avoidant manner. By indulging himself whenever Chuuya is knocked out post-Corruption.)

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    17 Mar 2025

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    “Ya know,” Chuuya called before Dazai left the room, “this is a pretty fucking shitty birthday gift.”

    “Oh, is it your birthday?” He placed a hand over his mouth, covering a silent gasp, “I didn’t even know!” And with the most innocent of smiles and a shrug, he left the room.

    Or:

    Five times Dazai gifted Chuuya a book for his birthday, and the one time he added something else, too.

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    17 Mar 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 50

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    The shaking in his ash black fingertips have worsened and Dazai can’t even hold them, because Chuuya’s hands are all fragile and broken from carrying the weight of the world.
    “It will heal,” Dazai promises, eyes deceptively steely even as his breath catches in a desperation of his own. “It always does. You’re going to be all better.”
    And it’s true, Chuuya’s healing goes beyond that of any regular, proper human being built for softer things than himself, and he knows it, but –
    “But it’s getting worse.”

     

    Or, post-corruption hurt/comfort with Port Mafia soukoku.

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    16 Mar 2025

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    Dazai draped his hands over Chuuya’s shoulders, letting out a dramatic whine. “Check Twitter, Chuuya! They're already onto me!"

    Chuuya smirked. "Sounds like a you problem, bastard. Don't rope me into this," he said, Dazai letting out an affronted gasp. Did Chuuya not understand what he'd done?

    "But it's chibi's fault!" He complained, but Chuuya only shrugged. "That's not my problem," he said, nodding at the monitor. "They don't exactly know that."

    "And what if they find out it's you? Most of my chat hates you!" Dazai whined, shaking his head. "They'll have my head!"

    But Chuuya? Dazai's chat was not fond of the more straightforward and aggressive streamer.

    "Your brats are just like you," Chuuya replied. "Annoying and dramatic. You did it to yourself, love."

    Or: Soukoku streamer AU. Completely opposite vibe streamers, and their fans hate each other. The twist? They're married.

    NOW WITH AN (OFFICIAL!) PREQUEL BY HALEY: golden-covered chats

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    15 Mar 2025

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    Dazai loves Chuuya.

    Chuuya loves him.

    There’s something square about that statement that soothes Dazai’s raging anxiety.

    When they married, it was in spite of their organizations.
    In spite of his fragile mental health, in spite of Chuuya’s dangerous life.
    They are soulmates, and their loyalty to each other comes first.

    Now that Chuuya might die with a necklace of Loving Memory roses blooming from his neck, choking him with every passing day, they are willing to sacrifice everything to choose each other again.

    [Or: Married Soukoku loving each other above all else.]

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    15 Mar 2025

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    Chuuya, alone and suffering.

    And Dazai moved without a second thought.

    Because if he could just reach Chuuya, then everything would be alright. It was always alright, as long as Dazai could reach him.

    (Or, Chuuya falls prey to a different kind of corruption than usual, but Dazai is as determined to save him as ever.)

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    06 Feb 2025

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    “Waking up to my little Hatrack isn’t the worst thing in the world, although I do wonder why he’s here.”

    Chuuya shrugged, staying firmly burrowed against Dazai.

    OR

    Chuuya can't be strong anymore.

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    06 Feb 2025

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    In which Chuuya gets kidnapped and Dazai decides he has had enough of Mori coming after his friends.

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    05 Feb 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 32

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    Chuuya does not dream.
    Dazai can not sleep.

    Chuuya bit the inside of his cheek. It was better this way, he knew, but...
    "Sleep, Chibi, I'll keep watch."
    Chuuya wrinkled his nose.
    "Watch what?"
    "Your dreams, silly."

    Original threadfic here

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    05 Feb 2025

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    “Blackholes don’t only bend space. They also bend time. Is that correct, mister fancy hat?”

    “…Yeah.”

    “So I guess what you’re thinking about, if you’re convinced you managed to save Dazai, is that Dazai’s been sent elsewhere. Or else… when.”

    Dazai Osamu, twenty-three, meets Dazai Osamu, eighteen.

    Or: Chuuya is sure he saved Dazai from the blackhole that followed the creation of a singularity, except Dazai’s nowhere to be found.

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    19 Dec 2024

  14. Public Bookmark 70

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    “...Idiot,” Chuuya breathes out, “You’re bleeding.”

    “All of this is your own blood, hat rack. Unlike some certain slugs, I know how to prevent injuries that cause this much blood loss.”

    After Chuuya uses Corruption, Dazai isn’t able to get them out and he freaks out while waiting help from the Agency.

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    21 Nov 2024

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    19 Nov 2024

  16. Public Bookmark 62

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    “I don’t need a fucking nanny,” he snaps. Watching Dazai bristle is like watching a rock start talking. They’re standing with a cliff between them even though Chuuya could reach out and grasp his tie and choke him to death. Chuuya’s brain is still a scramble of images flashing at the back of his head; the shower of bullets he had to keep away from Dazai, the smug smirk he got in return. Them. Always them when they’re deployed together, and Chuuya’s reminded what it means to miss someone when he’s toeing his shoes alone on the foyer, mission completed.

    They’re two worlds colliding, and Chuuya isn’t a selfish man. He only wishes he could steal something—it’s not like he wants to keep Dazai or anything—but just… a keepsake. And that would be disgusting; wanting. “I’m okay. I’ve done this countless times without your stupid help."

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    03 Oct 2024

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    “Don’t be such a drama queen.” Chuuya took a sip of his champagne, grimacing when he noticed the stain of lipstick on the rim of the glass. He knew not to drink too much, but he also knew he wasn’t getting through this night completely sober.

    Dazai stared at Chuuya with an unreadable expression. “You’re right. That’s your role for this evening.” He leaned in close to Chuuya, dimple peeking out as he fought to hide his delight. “Think you can pull it off?”

    skk go undercover as a couple for a mission but things do not go according to plan

    OR Chuuya is the damsel in the dress, and Dazai is in distress

    Sicktember Day 11: Beginner’s Guide to Faking Sick

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    05 Aug 2024

  18. Public Bookmark 17

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    Chuuya was secretly terrified of being in any liquid tall enough to float. The sixteen year old would adamantly refuse to step foot in any pool, ocean, lake or pond. And yet, one day he felt as if he had no choice.

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    13 Jun 2024

  19. Public Bookmark 62

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    “So...you want to tie me up?” Chuuya said, frowning at the bandages in Dazai’s hands. “Did you decide that now that there’s no space for more bandages on you, you’ve got to get them on me?”

    In which Dazai has a thing for tying Chuuya up, but Chuuya is just too strong.

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    27 Feb 2024

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    ❝ The idea that Dazai could have sacrificed his own life for him is overwhelming, heartbreaking in its own simplicity. He can't lose him. Chuuya has already lost so much people. He can't lose him now that he's just recognizing that he has him. Not Dazai, who is the only thing that-

    "Is Chuuya...crying like...a baby?" ❞

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    On a mission, Chuuya uses Corruption when it was not part of the plan and Dazai jumps from the fourth floor of a building to stop him.

    And Chuuya discovers that perhaps he may have misunderstood Dazai's humanity all this time.

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    24 Feb 2024

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