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  1. Public Bookmark 47

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    What if Tommy hadn't reached Phil's house in time?

    TW: Major character death

    (Takes place after the prison break)

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    17 Dec 2021

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    My achy breaky heart ;-;

  2. Public Bookmark 65

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    “Did you miss me?” Suddenly said Dream, something akin to excitement colouring his words despite the calm tone.

    “I did not,” Tommy tried to say firmly, clenching his fists when his voice faltered on the last word.

    Dream scoffed, rolling his eyes.

    “Sure you did.”

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    From the moment Tommy heard the sirens going off, he knew his days were numbered.
    Why was he always running from something?

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    OR: What if Phil wasn’t there to save Tommy from Dream after his prison escape?

    [Based on the recent Dream SMP lore]

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    06 Dec 2021

  3. Public Bookmark 15

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    Tears tracked down his face, cheeks red as he stared fearlessly into Dream’s eyes. From where he stood, Dream could see the slight smile that twitched at the corner of the teenager’s lips, mouth lifting even as his eyes stayed resolutely grey.

    As he watched, Tommy lifted a hand to his forehead, a pale mimicry of his brother’s final moments. A childish imitation of a soldier’s courage.

    “Goodbye, Dream.”

    And even as he began to fall backwards, down and down into the fiery depths that beckoned from below, his smile never dropped.

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    20 Nov 2021

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    We love a threat to break legs and manipulation/j

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    Because, as much as it makes his stomach curl up in disgust, Tommy can’t deny it. Every other fucking person has left him, one time or two times or over and over again, and yet Dream stayed. He went further than that, he sought out Tommy. He wanted to take care of him, to make him better, to--

    Tommy thinks back to what Puffy had told him, at those few therapy sessions a couple of weeks ago. Friends don’t hurt each other.

    And it sounds simple. It really does.

    But if that’s the case, why did Tubbo send him to exile? Why did Ranboo stand by as he was sent off to the worst fucking years of his life?

    He doesn’t know.

    or: Beeduo doesn't know what really happened during exile. When they find out, Tommy is forced to reconcile with the fact that he's not over exile yet--and he might never be.

    Featuring hurt comfort and cuddles, because if canon won't address exile arc then fuck it I will

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    20 Nov 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    We love a healing fic with ample amounts of fluff and angst

  5. Public Bookmark 20

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    Tommy blanched at his mistake, taking a hesitant step backwards on the ice.

    Technoblade let out a guttural roar, something akin to either a jumble of noises or Tommy’s name smothered by the whistling of the fog. As Tommy was thrown backwards into the freezing lake, he could see Techno bolting towards him, arm stretched out desperately as if he would be able to catch Tommy from falling in so many long strides away. As the boy fell, the only sound that managed to climb its way out of his throat before he was dunked under the surface of the water was a strangle of a cry choked out of his throat as his lungs filled with water.

    Or; Techno and Tommy are dog hunting.

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    20 Nov 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Beautiful descriptions of the tundra and cold.

    Ending has got me going "Heh?!" But still really good

  6. Public Bookmark 21

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    Only pussies get cold, and Tommy’s not—has never been—a pussy. Getting cold is for other people, he’s just built different.

    Except that it’s the middle of the night, and he just woke up in the middle of the ocean, again, and his clothes are barely holding together and he’s missing a shoe and he’s pretty sure he inhaled some salt water while trying to get to the surface and figure out where the fuck the shore went, and, okay, maybe the cold is not so poggers.

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    make sure to read the tags if you're sensitive to anything explored in exile arc!

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    13 Aug 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Trying to swim home? Nah. Almost drowning in your sleep and having to be helped by the man you had you exiled? Why not.

    Tommy and Dream's relationship written so wel! Think of all the primes Tommy gets to snack on!

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    Tommy is calling Sam. He's frantic and scared and telling Sam the impossible - somebody's going to break into the prison, and everyone needs to gather to be alerted.

    Meanwhile... Tubbo is missing a nuke.

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    21 Jun 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Nukes? What nukes? Haha...... heh.

  8. Public Bookmark 84

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    “I have to go, Sam.”

    Sam looks confused and almost sad for a moment before his face settles on a warm understanding. “Want me to walk you home? Just so you get there safe?” Tommy hated him. He hated how Sam threw around kindness like it was nothing. Like selfish Tommy wasn’t asking him to leave the comfort of his home at who knows that hour in the night. “You don’t have to,” Tommy was a moment away from snapping. Couldn’t Sam just leave him alone? He liked Sam. He liked him a lot but Tommy was done using him. He was done using other people's kindness.

    “I don’t have to. I want to.”

    Sam was fucking weird. “Really, I can do it. I don’t want to make you walk me home. ‘M not a bitch, I can take care of myself.”

    Sam nods. “Yes you can, but like I said, you aren’t making me,” he pauses for a minute before his face softened, “I’m sorry kiddo. I don’t mean to push it, I'm just tired. Get home safe, okay?”

     

    or tommy has a nightmare and decides he doesn’t deserve to stay at Sam’s home. Sam stops him and gives him a much needed hug.

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    20 Jun 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Sometimes we forget that the people who love us, do so unconditionally. You aren't a burden, you aren't weak for asking for help or needing it. Healing takes time. So take your time.

    Awesamdad pog, Fran is best dog, Tommy wants eggs for breakfast.

  9. Public Bookmark *

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    TommyInnit dissociates, and Sam is there to love and ground him.

    Awesamdude has a panic attack, and Tommy is there to love and ground him.

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    20 Jun 2021

  10. Public Bookmark 42

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    “I don’t want to upset you.” Sam says honestly.

    Tommy pauses with his fiddling and looks up at Sam.

    “Am I safe here?” He asks, tilting his head.

    Sam furrows his eyebrows, “Of course you are- I- what do you mean?”

    Tommy shrugs and goes back to looking at his half empty cup, “Then don't worry about it. I won't be too upset, I promise.”

    Sam doesn’t know how much confidence he finds in what Tommy is saying.

     

    or sam has a nightmare, tommy helps him calm down

    or or sam’s turn for the hurt/comfort hehehe

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    19 Jun 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I miss Awesamdad... T-T

  11. Public Bookmark 76

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    All of it is so overwhelming. There’s no escape. He’s stuck in his worst nightmares and he will be for at least seven days. It feels like an eternity. He can’t even handle a couple of hours. He wants Sam to come and save him. He wants Tubbo to hold him and tell him it would be okay. He wants Phil and Techno here to protect him.

    He can’t have it. Tommy isn’t in control. All he has is Dream and his stupid smug smiling face and Tommy can’t stand it. He can’t stand this. He can’t do this, but what choice does he have? He had nowhere to go. Nowhere to run away. He has to face it head-on but he physically can’t do that without everything swirling and twisting into his worst nightmares.

    He was screwed.

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    Tommy spends a week in prison. It doesn't go very well.

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    17 Jun 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Dream really out here living the motto you break it, you buy it because this poor kid Tommy-

  12. Public Bookmark 30

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    “Where is TommyInnit?” he asked carefully, a dangerous lilt to his tone. 

    “Oh, I dunno.” Dream replied, oh so casually.

    “What do you mean?” Sam growled, his voice now edging towards anger.

    “Well, who knows for sure where we go after death?”

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    Sam tries to convince himself that Tommy would be fine in prison for a few more days. That's all.

    The attempt at convincing himself that everything'd be okay is futile when he reads the chat notification.

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    16 Jun 2021

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    *cries in what could have been*

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    Tommy had been acting weird all week, but all of a sudden it made a bit more sense. Tommy was curled up on the floor, shivering and trembling, dried blood leaving streaks down his back and new large wings spread out behind him. The feathers were bent and crumpled in places and blood clumped a lot of them together and it was hard to see how they actually looked with the blood. They were still except for the occasional twitch.

    For a few moments, Tubbo stood there, his eyes wide, unsure of what he should do. Tommy still didn’t stir.

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    Tommy finally manifests some hybrid traits.

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    11 Jun 2021

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    We love a good wing au

    This time featuring benchtrio!

  14. Public Bookmark 43

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    My take on this year's Febuwhump prompts! (2021)
    Each chapter is a separate story inspired by the prompts, about the dream smp characters and story-lines.

    I have quite a few already written, and look forward to finally getting to share them!
    If you like angst, hurt/comfort, or cannon divergence from recent events on the smp, this will have it.

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    21 Apr 2021

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    Amazing one shots and use of prompts! Chapter 14 is one of my favorites, the angst!

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    “What do you want Ranboo?” Tommy grumbled, glaring in the direction of the doorway, “it’s like 2 in the morning and you’ve woken me up.”

    Ranboo didn’t move, the only way that Tommy could tell he had even heard him was the slight tilt of his head. The taller man chirped softly, his tail swishing back and forth behind him.

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    Enderwalk Ranboo wanders into Tommy's room at night and Tommy is mad confused.

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    16 Apr 2021

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    Ranboo enderwalks into Tommy's room at 2am

    Fluffy and short, but really good!!

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    Even so, Tubbo couldn’t ignore the burnt feathers, how there were patches where it was obvious that feathers had been plucked, the way that the colors of his wings were dulling. Tubbo didn’t have wings but he could only imagine how uncomfortable it was.

    Tommy’s wings really need some care, it doesn’t exactly go as planned but Ranboo can help.

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    11 Apr 2021

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    Tommy's wings need preening, but Tubbo's hands remind him of someone else. Ranboo's though?

    Good dose of hurt and healing, very good!!

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    “I’m sorry, but it was the only way to protect you,” Sam said softly, “You’re always so reckless, you never think before you speak. It’s going to get you killed one day.”

    “You can’t keep me sheltered forever; I’m my own man, you know,” Tommy protested, albeit weakly.

    “Tommy.” Sam’s voice was sterner.

     

    Or, in light of recent streams, i figured now was a good time as ever to make myself suffer and write Sam as a bad parent. Sorry.

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    26 Mar 2021

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    Awesambad

    It's like Awesamdad but worse, more angst and less fluff. Buy now!

  18. Public Bookmark 73

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    Tommy wandered aimlessly, unaware of his own movements as he stumbled around and only partially noticing the cold that bit into his skin and blew through his ragged clothing.

    He didn’t- he didn’t feel real anymore. As if he were part of some weirdly realistic hallucination.

     

    "Tommy? Are you okay?"

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    14 Mar 2021

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    Tommy having almost has a mental breakdown over hot chocolate. An argument ensues over Tubbo's best friend (spoiler it's both of them you can have multiple). Tommy meets Michael. I should get me a weighted blanket...

  19. Public Bookmark 7

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    “Tommy… it’s ok. It will be ok. I’m here, yeah?”

    Dream scooted closer to him and put a hand on his shoulder. Tommy turned to face him.

    “I’ll be your friend. Let me be your friend.”

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    13 Mar 2021

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    Short but good! Dream manipulated Tommy during exile, we love to see it

  20. Public Bookmark 61

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    tommyinnit dies. then he comes back. it takes a week for sam to free him from the prison, but the damage is done and he's certain he'll never recover.

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    10 Mar 2021

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    Tommy and Tubbo talk about trauma pog

    Tubbo is very patient to not trigger Tommy due to his new trauma from prison. Tommy is sick and Tubbo helps take care of him.

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