11 Bookmarks by TunnelsCavingIn

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  1. Rec 5

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    How you could possibly think I regret marrying you, I have no fucking clue.

    Arthur opens his mouth, but John corrects himself before he gets the chance to.

    No, correction. I do. You have it wired into every fiber of your being that you are not good enough, that you do not deserve the slightest decency or humanity. I've seen it again and again and again. Ever since I first met you. And it continues to drive me damn near insane when such a beautiful creature as yourself denies such things.

    Arthur shudders. He could be crying.

    I don't think you understand how much I love you. How devoted I am to you. When I said 'yes, I will marry you' I meant all of you. Every single inch of flawed, imperfect perfection that calls himself Arthur Lester. I married humanity on that train. And I don't plan to divorce. Period.

    =

    Arthur's self hatred strikes once again, but John is there to pick up the pieces and glue Arthur back together.

    Like he always is.

    A gift for my wonderful mutual who wrote me a fanfic <3 tysm, jadealaide <3

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  2. Rec 39

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    When Lesso and Dovey are stuck together during a lockdown, an innocent game of truth or dare leads Lesso to realizations she's long kept buried. Her nemesis was supposed to be her downfall: she just never realized it would be like this. Then again, maybe things need to collapse before they can be rebuilt. Maybe she gets to write her own ending after all.

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  3. Rec 64

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    Arthur wakes up. So many of his memories lately start with this. He wakes up, and everything hurts, and John is saying something—but John’s not saying anything this time, and there’s someone in this room with Arthur that sounds a lot like his friend.
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    John’s voice always rose and fell, low into a deep growling bass and high into a rough yell. But one constant, one word that never sounded different no matter the tone was how he said Arthur’s name. Emphasis on the ‘ar’ and ‘ur’, the ‘th’ in the middle always smooth like wind. Other people tended to hiss that sound, the ‘th’. With John, it seemed he knew exactly how to say it to make it glide.

    Based on all that, he deduced it was in fact John saying, “Arthur!”

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  4. Rec 8

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    Despite popular belief, Lesso doesn’t hate summer. She doesn’t particularly like it, either, but prefers it over a cold, wet spring and most definitely over winter’s cold and icy claws that somehow, always and no matter what, seems to tighten its fingers around her.

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  5. Rec 6

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    If heaven exists, she knows she’s not going there. But when her eyes flutter open and she stares into a beautifully painted evening sky, she wonders if being nice to Clarissa for even just a few minutes in the years they’ve known each other has granted her a spot there after all. It’s warm, too. Comfortable, soft. Like clouds. Maybe clouds aren’t just water after all, or she is losing her mind. Does life after death even exist?

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  6. Rec 15

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    Tony's parents are dead.

    They leave him with Bucky Barnes, a retired SHIELD agent.

    Bucky doesn't want a kid.

    Slowly, he realizes Tony isn't who he thought and starts to care for the kid in a way he thought he never could.

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    16 May 2026

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  7. Rec 25

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    Tony Stark, 18, is a party boy, using drugs and drink to escape his responsibilities and the fact that he's in love with Steve Rogers. He doesnt know that Steve spends every day of his life trying to save Tony from himself.

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    Steve Rogers, alive long past his time because of the serum, has always looked out for Tony. Even as Tony descends onto a dangerous road towards addiction, he will never stop trying to save him.

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  8. Rec 13

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    A week after that, Tony was invited to his first party, where he had his first sip of alcohol, and loved it. He got wasted, then he got high, then he woke up in a bed that wasn’t his with two girls and another guy, none of which he knew. He didn’t remember most of the party, until his parents called him two days after it in the middle of one of his classes, screaming at the top of their lungs about the covers of four separate magazines, each featuring a photo of him taking part in various compromising activities.

    In one, a boy was holding a cigarette to Tony’s lips. In another, he was kissing a girl. In the third, he was downing a beer bottle, and in the last one, he was missing most of his clothes.

    The Heir to Stark Industries, a Whore Before He Was Even A Man.

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    Or, Tony Stark had a horrible childhood. Here are snippets of it.

    Sometimes the fandom forgets that he joined MIT far too early for it to be healthy.

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  9. Rec 48

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    Fifteen minutes is a very long time.

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    30 Apr 2026

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  10. Rec *

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    It was an accident.

    It was a terrible, horrible, completely Parker Luck accident that would have him laughing if he wasn’t so gut-wrenchingly empty.

    Or: May dies, and everything goes from bad to worse to rock bottom. Peter doesn't have a great time.

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  11. Rec *

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    After Crisis, Kara's superhearing won't quiet down. Every sound circles back to one she can't lose. She goes to Lena too late, and the fallout is everything she deserves.

    Then Lex resurfaces. Then the Phantom Zone. Then a long and painful road home.

    A mega slow burn Supercorp reimagining of Seasons 5 and 6. About grief, forgiveness, and two people who were always going to end up here.

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