16 Bookmarks by aapicula

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    “I don’t understand.” Shaking his head, Castiel tries to make sense out of Sam’s words, “You defeated Chuck. You got your freedom back. That was what Dean was fighting for the whole time, why would he just throw that away, Sam? What happened?”

    “What happened?!” For the first time, Sam turns his eyes away from the road and his voice rises, suddenly laced with fury, “Man, you fucking died! What else do you think would mess him up so badly?!”

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    Coming back from the Empty after a whole year, Castiel discovers that the Bunker is not the home of the Winchesters anymore. Quickly the hunters who are residing connect him to Sam and Sam doesn't hesitate to bring Castiel to Dean, telling him some very unexpected things during their way. Now all Castiel can hope for is that Dean is able to forgive him.

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    09 Aug 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

  2. This has been deleted, sorry!

    26 Jul 2025

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    Castiel is insatiable, and Dean loves it.

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    22 Aug 2024

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    It would only be Castiel's luck that his familiar ended up being a nearly feral and stupidly insane orange cat.

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    2/2
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    22 Aug 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 28643

    Mystery Work

    Part of archived works
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    15 Dec 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Bookmarking in case I ever need to cry uncontrollably during the workday again.

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    “How the fuck do you know my name?” Dean hisses.

    The man doesn’t look scared. He is watching Dean like there is nothing else worth watching, lips a little parted, eyes a little soft. And blue. Real blue, like the ocean on a postcard.

    The ice spreading down Dean’s spine makes him shiver.

    “I suppose you could say I’m your guardian angel,” the man murmurs. His breath fogs pale between them. All of him is unnaturally warm, like Dean’s touching somebody with the sun sewn up beneath their skin. “I have known you, Dean Winchester, for a very long time.”

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    Dean meets an angel who says he's from the future. It all gets a lot more complicated from there.

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    26 Jul 2023

  7. This has been deleted, sorry!

    04 Jul 2023

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    Movie star Dean Winchester has a sex tape leak just weeks before going on a big PR tour. The public’s reaction is mixed to say the least, so to placate his nervous little brother, Dean agrees to beef up his personal security.

    Castiel Novak is a professional bodyguard usually dealing with high-risk cases. Looking after a celebrity for a few months should be no problem. Unfortunately he quickly realizes that the biggest threat to Dean Winchester’s health and safety is Dean himself. Especially his sexual behavior.

    [In which Dean is a submissive who plays neither safe nor sane and Castiel is an experienced Dom who finds it hard to stay out of it]

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    Chapters:
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    03 Jul 2023

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    Sam pulls Dean off the rebar. Dean wakes up, and Castiel is still gone. Nearly six months after Castiel's death, Dean finds himself staring down the barrel of addiction in a futile effort to relieve the pain from an injury that refuses to heal. Though, after a hunt gone wrong and one last bad decision, Dean finds himself nearly Baker Acted in Florida, forced into a recovery he doesn't want to face and memories he can no longer bury.

    Halfway across the country, Castiel finds himself along the Oregon coast, seven months after Jack sent him back to Earth. When he embarks on what was meant to be a journey to discover both himself and Dean’s past, a dream sends him careening back into Dean’s path, to face a world he never wanted to imagine. While Dean comes to terms with his grief, Castiel scours the country, searching for any sign of him.

    What he finds is Dean living out his retirement inside of a rehabilitation facility—and what Dean finds is the love of his life, brought back to him.

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    13/13
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    578
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    7,712

    03 Jun 2023

  10. Public Bookmark 58

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    dean gets sick, in the past and now

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    29 May 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    hurt/comfort sick!fic
    when you need to feel Too Many Things about Dean

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    Any transgression upon Heaven must be returned tenfold.

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    22 May 2023

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    A 14.13 Lebanon rewrite. When Dean uses a wish-granting pearl to try and kill the archangel Michael before he can escape the cage in Dean's head, they instead wind up with a newly-resurrected John Winchester.

    It's been more than a decade since John died, and a lot has changed: Mary is alive, Sam and Dean have what passes for a proper home in the Men of Letters Bunker, and they're living with angels. John doesn't know angels are real, he doesn't know about the fragile new relationship between Dean and Castiel, and most of all, he doesn't know that Dean said yes to Michael, or that Dean's plan to defeat Michael would send him to a fate worse than death.

    Now Dean must contend with both his father asking questions he can't answer, and his loved ones learning about the darker truths of his childhood, all while constantly battling the archangel trapped inside him. But Dean coming to terms with his history may be the difference between this being the beginning of a journey—or the end.

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    Chapters:
    7/7
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    1,897
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    Bookmarks:
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    Hits:
    89,991

    19 May 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Favorite.

    Cas yelling at John about Dean cured my depression.
    Up in the Dean feelings.
    He deserves a forehead kiss.

    John deserves to suck an egg.

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    Dean and Cas, a long stretch of highway, and 36 questions empirically designed to make two people fall in love.

    As if they weren't already.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    9/9
    Collections:
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    Comments:
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    96,200

    17 May 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Faaaaavoriteeeee.

  14. Public Bookmark 75

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    Dean takes a step, and a hand lands on his wrist. This is an interesting development, first because the hand is large enough to wrap around his substantial forearm, and second because it’s strong enough to stop him in his tracks.

    He has a brief, stupid thought that if this hand wanted to drag him somewhere—to a bathroom, for example, or to the backseat of a car, because Dean’s a classy guy—he would not make a single effort to stop it.

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    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
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    17 Mar 2023

  15. Public Bookmark 75

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    Castiel didn’t want Dean to go.

    When they received the invite for Christmas weekend over at Mary and John Winchester’s house, Castiel did not want Dean to go.

    Through all of the years they had been together, Castiel (more than anyone) saw both the visible and hidden scars that John Winchester had left on the man he loves. They’re still prevalent and so, so painful. Dean has never told Castiel the nitty-gritty details, never opened up about what John did.

    It drives him insane sometimes. To see his boy hurting, with only the faintest idea why.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    817
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    75
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    27 Feb 2022

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    Dean had dreamed of Castiel climbing into his bed, on more than one occasion.

    Of course, in Dean's dreams, Castiel had been awake...

    Language:
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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
    307
    Kudos:
    2,661
    Bookmarks:
    341
    Hits:
    14,271

    06 Jan 2022

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